I don't want a parental connection with my dad, insofar as he is rather sick and gross about some feelings behind my back. It doesn't mean I don't want any relationship. He thinks he knows what I need and supposedly he got me even kicked outta college. Then, he took advantage and made it seem gross. It feels like being m*****ed. I don't f***in' need him. I don't need that much affection from him like that..
What are your parents like? Isn't that what you get from your mom? It's already been established I'm more white than him, like as a person. I don't want to be his situation like that. He can't *** control me.
If you're too immature to talk, you might end up m********ing.