My dad is influencing my life to be wasted and shit.
My diet I got off a bit too for calling someone fat I think. What *** reasons. I'm still kinda on the diet but needed a relief. All I had for lunch was salad and breakfast was grain cereal. Spaghetti reheat dinner.
Some people react like an animal. I just put my head on my head via my hair, and I imagined someone telling me I was like disgusting and worthless. Like right away for no reason but not admitting my skin is not as protected as I had wanted it even etc. and therefore I may be dark and dirty? It doesn't make me bad. I wanted to be more shaded from the light. It wasn't my fault. So, how would that make me bad? I'm just not as nurtured to getting real attention. So, you think that reason makes me bad. That's not right. Why, cuz it's not my fault. I'm still a person. No one, "like totally," gets that. And yes, I know about saying things like "like totally." It's the person's responsibility not to get carried away. I care. I'm just not listened to. People say I must be quiet and shy. They don't talk to me when I try sometimes. Maybe superficially these days.. :(