I just had some cereal for breakfast.
I was worried that when I do something my dad wants to be involved when I don't want him to be, like if something big happened, my dad also wouldn't "be there" for me. I just feel like he's harassing me. It's very possible.
What else? I was sorry about some things I've done or said on my blog.
I did clean the beta bowl last night. My dad sprayed for the spider this morning.
You know, my dad used to respect me. I think it's when I cursed on my blog that he felt he had something. That's too bad. I mean, I was being hurt, and cursing came to mind. I still would curse for fun. I feel a bit disrespected, like, "Ooh, Christina stopped cursing so much." Well, I don't want to. If I did ever, I would. I was mainly cursing about he noises, I thought. You're welcome to copy and paste your argument onto my forum rather than swinging around making a mess like a monkey throughout my life. Is that your goal, to always make me feel guilty, as a very good person, when trouble comes my way?
What else? Wish I had some good music to listen to, tired of my singing now, which is still hurt from throwing up.
Also, I already was aware of what people were doing wrong to me, and I see they realize it like it's smart, later. I know people just don't think much about some things.
Maybe, I'll make a breakfast muffin now? Like with eggs|cheese|sausage, frozen.
So, why doesn't anyone realize I'm here to talk to so we don't have problems? Lotta people out there I meet never find me online. :( I don't think you can network like that on Facebook, anymore. It's like people wanna keep hurting me an never admitting I'm willing to talk it out. Why would I be punished somewhat initially for doing bad in school when my life was an experiment which was supposed to end? Also, why get mad at me for weird things very little? I never felt that good about myself. There are other things..
I'm also not happy with what made me think of this. It's not a good thing to think. There are some things about the topic that are good, of course. It just doesn't relate well. It's something I've been wondering.