Maybe, I will look online at Ellen's show and see if there's any sign to avoid it.. and why. If it's cuz I used to curse about the noises she put in my room, I'd go over my anger each day and apologize and didn't actually curse at her most often I think. If I did, I blotted it out to some degree or something. I just know I was in check. It's not okay that she put those noises in my room. She thinks that's what should make me in trouble.
I said I was fine with her talking a lot to others, but I don't like talking ABOUT it, like them saying it's to punish me for that and that if I didn't do it it wouldn't happen. Why not do it, anyway? No, I do not accept that as a punishment, and it even made me upset about it in material when my mom, probably via message from Ellen, rubbed it in.
I think she became more touchy and sensitive about when I complain about things and thinks it's based at her cuz she thinks that's what should be going on in my life, her paying attention to someone over me. I already said it was okay technically but am annoyed if it's just punishment.
I think I will just enjoy it. I can make fun of it, but that seems to tick them. I mean, what's wrong with it? Why make it a huge punishment thing? And still it's something I do now, I watch the show.. Why judge me falsely, too? Why just say I'm like a bad person or not that good?
Also, my dad is bugging me without warning. Ever since Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, it's been this way. You can't say that they're not an element to the world, now, too, just because it's not about you! In some ways it is about everyone as a whole, though.