I'm not depressed about me being in trouble for me not starting anything but for the fact that I'm in trouble. I'm probably depressed anyway and felt really low without my pills. It's just my personality. It's taking away my artism. The doctor won't listen to my crap, probably coupled with racism. He just sent me to another doctor if I want to get off the pills cuz he likes me on them. My appointment wasn't on and will be in a few weeks, so I can get a recommendation then, like my dad suggested. I think the pills even help give me diabetes. My mom said I did something, and he gave me another pill.. :( They were worried I lost my female thing again.
I'd like to know more about the idea that certain things are being thought of as punishment. The things are fine. It's just a bit irritating.. to think that that's what it is|why. I think it's a step up, tho, that can be agreed. I think before it was crazy. I think she's got something going.
Time to eat..