Coach: Thanks for chatting with us ... what is going on that we might help you with?
9:48 PM
Christina Barrett: Well it's more self-abuse. I keep getting mad and hitting things and squirming in anger.9:48 PM
Christina Barrett: Luckily, my parents aren't in here.9:48 PM
Christina Barrett: Can you help me outta this??9:49 PM
Coach: I will try whats going on9:49 PM
Christina Barrett: People keep being mean to me.9:49 PM
Coach: ok, sorry to hear that. What do you mena9:49 PM
Coach: mean9:49 PM
Christina Barrett: I kept getting upset and can't remember why.9:49 PM
Christina Barrett: Ellen DeGeneres spent like 2 years abusing me.9:49 PM
Christina Barrett: She sends messages via people experimenting on me.9:50 PM
Coach: ellen what do you mean9:50 PM
Christina Barrett: My mom threw away my passwords and all my things I saved in a spare room.9:50 PM
Coach: Do you know ellen?9:50 PM
Christina Barrett: Um.. I dunno, people are experimenting on me. Guess she couldn't say no.9:50 PM
Coach: are rituals being done on you9:50 PM
Christina Barrett: No.9:50 PM
Christina Barrett: Yes, noises in my room, clicks and the way things load on my computer.9:50 PM
Coach: what kind of experiments9:50 PM
Christina Barrett: Like, watching me all the time.9:51 PM
Christina Barrett: I liked it at 1st but said no.9:51 PM
Christina Barrett: They just did more and got mad at me when I flunked college, I guess.9:51 PM
Coach: have you actually talked to ellen9:51 PM
Christina Barrett: No.9:51 PM
Coach: what do you mean9:51 PM
Christina Barrett: She tells people to bother me.9:51 PM
Coach: you said she spent 2 years abusing you9:51 PM
Christina Barrett: She thinks I'm too old to be her kid. She doesn't act like it, but I mean what else could it be?9:52 PM
Christina Barrett: Other than being mean.9:52 PM
Christina Barrett: Yea..9:52 PM
Christina Barrett: 20129:52 PM
Coach: how do you know her. She abused you how do you know her9:52 PM
Christina Barrett: People act mean to me and act like Ellen told them to do it. Same with the communicating to me with clicks in my room.9:52 PM
Christina Barrett: I just feel really bad, too, and I hit stuff so much tonight.9:53 PM
Christina Barrett: They are gonna be more mad at me probably.9:53 PM
Christina Barrett: But that's what happens sometimes.9:53 PM
Coach: are you being hurt9:53 PM
Christina Barrett: No, but I feel I've hurt myself.9:53 PM
Christina Barrett: Hitting things and getting in trouble.9:54 PM
Christina Barrett: No one saw this.9:54 PM
Coach: I see9:54 PM
Christina Barrett: My dad bothered me in the car, acted like I had to be sexually aroused.9:54 PM
Christina Barrett: People are changing my face by they way they act..9:54 PM
Coach: are you being sexually abused9:54 PM
Christina Barrett: Like as some gross message.9:54 PM
Christina Barrett: I already contacted them, and they said no.9:54 PM
Christina Barrett: I told my Gramma she was bothering me, and that happened.9:54 PM
Christina Barrett: Her and my dad.9:55 PM
Christina Barrett: I think I hurt him how I walk, and I'm sad.9:55 PM
Christina Barrett: This is too much, Ellen butting in.9:55 PM
Coach: what do you mean ellen butting in9:55 PM
Christina Barrett: Saying I can't talk about her as I wish when she was nasty.9:55 PM
Christina Barrett: She sends those messages I told you about..9:56 PM
Christina Barrett: Like I can tell when people or the noise means I'm shit or things and when "suggestions" come up I don't like.9:56 PM
Christina Barrett: Ow, my head hurts, like I blew on it too hard.9:56 PM
Coach: are you ok. Do you have any spiritual beliefs9:57 PM
Christina Barrett: Yes, and I did.9:57 PM
Coach: what are your spiritual beliefs9:58 PM
Christina Barrett: Catholic..9:58 PM
Coach: I see. You sound like your tormented9:59 PM
Christina Barrett: Yea.9:59 PM
Christina Barrett: People keep looking at the past!9:59 PM
Coach: who is torturing your mind.9:59 PM
Christina Barrett: I am not a bad person.9:59 PM
Christina Barrett: My dad.9:59 PM
Christina Barrett: He seems to be getting frustrated.9:59 PM
Coach: your dad sexually abusing you9:59 PM
Christina Barrett: I mean he doesn't want me cooped up. But everyone wants to know about my family and shits at me.9:59 PM
Christina Barrett: No, I just contacted them and they sent me away.10:00 PM
Coach: what do you mean you contacted them and they sent you away. How old are you10:00 PM
Christina Barrett: 2810:01 PM
Christina Barrett: They said that my issues weren't sexual abuse, but my therapist asked about that, too.10:01 PM
Coach: you brought up your dad trying to arouse you, what do you mean by that10:02 PM
Christina Barrett: He does that, just acts mean and isn't afraid to do that and gets mad at me.10:02 PM
Christina Barrett: Like I can't ask him about what he's doing.10:02 PM
Christina Barrett: He also doesn't act like I'm an adult, anymore.10:02 PM
Christina Barrett: Like I can't be independent.10:02 PM
Coach: why does he treat you that way.10:03 PM
Christina Barrett: Maybe cuz I flunked college too many times being bothered by others.10:05 PM
Coach: have you prayed and asked God to help you10:05 PM
Christina Barrett: ...10:06 PM
Christina Barrett: Yes.10:07 PM
Coach: Torment comes from the devil, have you tried rebuking the devil off your mind in Jesus name10:07 PM
Christina Barrett: Yesa.10:08 PM
Coach: What do you need to help you10:13 PM
Christina Barrett: Um..10:13 PM
Christina Barrett: My mom came in and it bothered me and I now have 3 cuts.10:19 PM
Coach: what do you mean 3 cutsw10:20 PM
Christina Barrett: I hit my keypad by accident.. the TV made me mad, too.10:22 PM
Coach: ok10:23 PM
Coach: would you like a counselor to talk to10:26 PM
Christina Barrett: ok..10:26 PM
Christina Barrett: i have a therapist.. but if you mean on here another person ok..10:26 PM
Coach: You can speak with a professional counselor at Focus on the Family by calling 855.771.435710:26 PM
Christina Barrett: ok.. i prefer online10:26 PM
Christina Barrett: thanks tho10:26 PM
Christina Barrett: :]10:26 PM
Coach: just in case you ever need to call10:26 PM
Christina Barrett: ok thanks..10:26 PM
Christina Barrett: someone gave it to me earlier..10:29 PM
Coach: I see. ok would you like me to pray with before you go10:33 PM
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