I used to get this funny feeling of submission. I was sitting on the floor, took too much gymnastics but not on a team nor did we eat heartily because we weren't up north. I was watching The Jungle Book cartoon and other things like this happen when I see weird things about the private of the eyes. Anyway, yea it gave me an ****** for some reason.. I just know that I saw the art pictures before of the "frazzled" looks and it tickled me so funnily and like the pictures of people working in the personality books .. time to get stimulated... So, anyway, what it is, is then I'd think about that later.. and the weird thing is that feeling of submission I just kept wanting to feel but that I couldn't feel, like ******, though.. Other weird things like that, too, like thinking about an animal shot through a hole, stuff like that. Then, I guess I'd ********* over it, since I was 7. Also, I want to let you know when I was 6, I used to get all these complex fantasies like of being stimulated after being in a sack in a dessert and sorta being felt like a bunch of balls in a lava lamp. I'm a little worried, think it's because I have a brother and moved away from SE Florida. I ********* now, but it's not really that stimulating. I used to do it over the Burtons and the Depps. It's because of how they felt about being famous. I never did it for anything about Ellen DeGeneres because I guess I decided she was special and it was wrong. Also, I didn't do that a lot in the New Orleans area. I think you know I did it at 1st and then maybe 3 times later. So, I was worried about that totalled feeling of submission that has to come with maybe something like an ******.