Sunday, March 10, 2013

The Past

You know, I already decided I wasn't who I was in the past, a blend of all the times my hair was hippy, I guess..

I was thinking about when I was a kid, and I mean no one ever picked me up.  I was attractive sometimes, but people thought I was older because I was more assertive, when I was 7.  I was more motherly at 8 in choir and as baton leader of little kids and like sorta talented baton twirler, supposedly my best achievement of all time.  :S

Too bad, I'm pretty small now, I guess, eating healthy, 5'.  Still, I eat a lot, not eating lunch like my mom asked cause I'm going to bed.  Also, careful what I eat, don't really need to grab anything, yea did have too much so maybe don't feel like it, had a tummy ache..

My mom thought I was too big to be carried when I was 2 and in Pre-K.  I got straight hair.

It's funny, you know, I mean, I do lots of different things..

I guess I'm sorta the total person.  I've thought of lots of things in my past.  I don't know, I mean, I never wanted anyone to pick me up.  It's like a feeling.  You know, I am very interested, though.  I wish I were taller, my legs, I mean, my torso is getting smaller, I could be like a kid, I mean, but I know before I felt funny being short trying to get in movies like with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.

Huh.. maybe something will come to me.  I dunno, I mean I'm going to a theater class, looked for a choir didn't find 1, didn't find much in way of promise for theater, not much like that here.  :(  Well, yea, I've met some interesting more feeble people..