A big question is how close do I wanna make myself to someone? Shouldn't I be the 1- wait. I mean, how much do you want to have to be inviting for someone to say yes I wanna be close to you but no you didn't make me do it or even no it doesn't make any difference for someone in a situation like you?
As of right now, my answer is that I will not make myself close to anyone. I used to shy away if they did. Plus, I am overweight. I guess if I got skinny like before, I wouldn't even feel as awkward @ it. I don't know if other people care as of right now, like me. I guess to that I'd say I'd rather be a kid now before it's too late. I like kids, so I assume so do other adults. How am I gonna do both of these things in 1?