So, why do you think my dad was so violent in inner attitude after the N word thing and my mom being sneaky? What else, people who found out when I went to Lakeside. I think that's what did it for the world. I didn't even tell them. I don't know whose idea it really was, but supposedly I can say what I like since everyone is lying to me who they are and that what they do isn't part of a big, unnatural plan, something I'm wary about.