Saturday, August 31, 2013

Problema

Tim Burton made people mean to me.

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Problema

My mom is still being mean, wants me to be my opposite, unemotional, slightly embarrassing little brother.

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Thursday, August 29, 2013

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

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Just rinsed off and having my nails dry.

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Stop

Stop acting so selfish.  WTF do you think you are?  I need to go out for a jog.

Haha

Maybe, you should look @ the end goal.  Also, not these disgusting noises along the way.

Help!

My dad is hurt.

So

What do you think @ parents?  Like them thinking you came to them for ***?  That probably isn't even true.  I know it's not with me.  I thought it was the other way around with most people for me.  What about people who push you away from interacting and having fun with others, if that's even possible?  How do some people get connections?  People seem to have attacked me in the crib.

So

All these important, bad things happen to me just because people are in my life without me helping it and they feel uncomfortable?

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Problema

I don't think Ellen likes me.  I stopped her last video, and I felt like an ugly black girl in 1 part of my body, like my thumb.  I was just thinking to myself.

Did something wrong?  No, I don't think so.  I just was in that stupid experiment.

O Wow

You think I did something I'm not supposed to do.  So, then you have a little punishment.  What does my business have to do with anyone else?  Maybe, I just messed up and fixed it later.  HA!

So

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I've gotten mad at things people said she wanted to say or like bother me with.  I believed it and thought if she didn't do it it wouldn't matter, hoped things would get better 1 day.  I learned to just ignore it because I can see where it doesn't go.  I mean, I like her more than most people.  I have no clue what people who move to the New Orleans area go through, but the people who feel like real New Orleanians don't have the most problems there.

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Wut?

Why don't you give me respect?

I just had to deal with another glitch while I published all the mobile posts I had to post.

Doesn't that feel kinda uncomfortable?  I don't know if someone hacked me, like a bunch of people I know.

Wut

Why am I in a group w Ellen where only she looks good?

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Looking Alike

People come to in dismay that I am an important person. Seem to like me before at a time.

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I Do

When I do something, I do tag it off.

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So

Tim Burton made me sensitive. Let's just slam it now.

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Wut

So, you thought anything I can do maybe that's just my dad and not you?

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Mattering

Do you know @ when the smart 1 matters?

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Just Asking, Boss

Why do people keep offending me?

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I found

People don't like me cuz I'm ahead. Not like some ridiculous cases.

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Interesting

I'm listening to the music rather than a Disney movie.

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Problema

When did I make Ellen feel off-kilter?

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Something Interesting

You might find this interesting and important. In Pre-K, a guy bullied me @ having me feet down at lunch. In Orlando, too, they are outright critical in a way you can't stop. In Saint Augustine, they don't explain a changing attitude.

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Problema

Why does everyone act like Ellen sent them an insulting message to me so often? She is probably asleep or just waking up and having breakfast. You know, I have the most racial problems, and I don't stop good feelings of others.

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Problema

Why do you think Ellen has a problem with me?

Someone made my teeth feel like toenails bc I thought Ellen was self-centered in a very unbearable way with her English heritage. All of a sudden Tim Burton and Johnny Depp and people stop respecting me, with my problems..from them!

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I just got

Hayley Westenra - The Water Is Wide & Pretty Little Horses

Bothered

I can think whatever I need to.

Edit

I added another tag to my last post.

Update for Today

I need to get a list, but .. you all treat me like I'm mentally insane.

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You'd

be nicer to a murderer than me.

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STOP

Why do I keep getting Ellen attacks?  You don't attack her.

Problema

Just because you wanted *** with a parent - I am NOT

And I don't give a *beep* about misbehaving kids.  I already did what I was supposed to.

Stop

Stop lying @ Ellen? You talk shit.

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Problema

Not a good run. Watched the news..

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Problema

I just went in to use the bathroom and shut up-

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Problema

Why won't you people shut up? What's with the extended messages? Ellen isn't whiter than me. You can't be mean if I feel happy bc of her. What was with my dad acting stupid like our neighbor, hard to get rid of his influence, BAD!

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Dream

I went up to a desk and got the answer right, it's romantic romantics.

Sorry

If I bothered anyone yesterday with my language, but I try to direct it to the general public, actually.

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

"So, I bought it."

Hayley Westenra's hit, "Scarborough Fair."

People Who Look Like Me

French - 1

Dutch - 1

I don't think

Ellen DeGeneres can teach me anything at all @ morals.

You see, before Tim Burton-

So

Why did we have my mom be mean to me pretending to be Ellen if it hurts her?

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Oh..No

It's okay if adults are like kids and we share the same mom..but it's not okay if they're the ba--by!

Not Sure

Why I even said 1/8 French, but you know probably.  I wonder where it's from.

Race

1/8-1/4 French
1/8 Dutch

up to 25% French
12.5% Dutch
German
maybe a little English
Anglo-Irish + Irish

I also have Anglo-Irish Scottish, Welsh, English.

What is my race?

I have French on both of my dad's sides.

I'm not sure "what" kind of Chinese my mom is nor if they are all the same, have the same abilities.  If they are considered more Dutch than the Dutch, I mean I know there's something about having Dutch in blood.  It is probably the same as the Anglo-Irish being French for their segment in history.  I know that these places were established long ago and I guess @ them traveling.

My grandma was saying they had Dutch.  I found Dutch people who reminded me of me.  She said her mom is all Dutch.  Maybe, though it didn't say so.  I kinda believe it.

My dad's dad seems to have French as the most dominant part of his race.

So,

How French am I?  I am French!  No one believes it.  Am I just a wet fart of German?

Practicing

(last post late)

for Tinkerbell

Problema

Wow, so Christina curses, just ruin her future children, what a slob.  Who does this shit, I wonder..  Not quite sure what's being said.  This shit didn't happen before Tim Burton, but I like his artistry.  Most people are funny @ that..

Not Sure What's Up

I figured out a way to look at it, but I don't get why.  Hm..  Maybe to teach people a lesson.  I usually know things will turn out right but forget and post @ it since it makes me think of something.

O Wow

Now, Ellen is being obvious.  You know, no one likes that.  I don't wanna make sure of anything.  That's so dopey.

Well

I sure make a cute Tinkerbell in my last video: link.

So

Why do you -try- to make me feel funny?  I know you'll just knock yourself out for your ability to talk to me by controlling when YouTube works best.  Sorry if the part that says "knock yourself out" seems weird.

Ex - er - cise

Upper + Core
It's - time - to -- ex - er - cise

Want Attention-

Ellen DeGeneres didn't ruin Ginny, is not responsible. Guess you are.

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Stop

LiSTEN

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Problema

So, how am I gonna forget a stupid reference you made @ my future daughter?

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LiSTEN

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Something Interesting

I saw a book @ the bookstore in the mall with people, and this attractive lady with a big nose looking at you from 1872, looked shallow and deep, like Ellen DeGeneres, but fuzzy and sorta blended, like water.

I know

that people in New Orleans want attractive people, just like anyone.

Ate

Breakfast @ Chick-Fil-A

My psychiatrist and therapist said I was doing real well!

Guess I still get upset hopefully will stop.

Auditions

Wearing fairy outfit and lifting my face by using ponytails by my ears.

Another Bad Message

At the end of a song, I got a negative message, a male?  I don't know where it would affect me.  Look, what is your problem?  Would you quit bothering me @ the Nell Burton thing!  I'm just blogging, for God's sake.

Hm

At least I didn't get as mad as when I got kicked outta Ginny's class.

Maybe

she is trying to chase me away.  I can avoid it, but I don't want to get involved in shit.  If other people in the experiment do THAT'S THEM.  I am not stupid.  If I could be on her list of friends, I'd want to consider it.  Who else?  I mean the random people?  Who do you think I am now? because of Tim Burton?  Sure, some good things, really good things happen because of him.  Seems like no 1 likes me.  Well, maybe, but a lotta problems I have now and wasn't picked on before this.

What's Best for Her

I'm avoiding saying literally something bad @ Ellen DeGeneres.  I think she likes her show, but for some reason she is stressed out.  I really am upset @ all the things we do for her, like I'm wrong now and before Tim Burton I was right.

Mad

I don't need to touch base on someone's shit.

You know..

..I'm tired of people like hers's racial hissy fits, I don't mean to complain @ poor people.

You're so stupid you think it's not true, now.
IT'S NOT OKAY

Problema

SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE

I get little messages that are supposedly from Ellen DeGeneres, like about how much money I spend.  Only a nigger would be worried @ that.  Like getting in trouble for not being factual enough and playing by ear.  She's just nervous.

I bet this is just shit from the experiment, and I have no clue how it all comes together.

I SEE WHERE I'M LEFT OUT

So, Ireland, in their music Celtic Woman are telling white people to be aggressive and say life's not fair but I'm unincluded.  Buckering in their whiteness.

How does

Helena Bonham Carter meeting Tim Burton make it so that she did it all herself?  She is so dead comfortable.  (I meant dead in a funny way not literal or usual way.)

So

Maybe, Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, just lay low and do their work gradually.  Not I.

So, what do you want, now?

I'm winded out, need to exercise.

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Another Bad Sign

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Stop

LiSTEN

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What was that?

A black guy acted like I won't feel. Like it's important and people don't want anyone to say that to them.

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Stop

LiSTEN

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You bothered me.

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LiSTEN

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Stop

I don't wanna talk to you. My mom WILL see if I have a daughter etc. I don't care @ you! My daughter is my mom's offspring.

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Go away

*beep*

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Stop

It's not working, the e-mail.

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Problema

WTF is wrong with you! G** that Tim Burton! Stop making me feel.



What are you doing now, weirdo! Stop shitting to me.

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I was alone

quiet, nice

I blame Tim Burton for his bad side.

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Problema

Why do you just leak shit? You thing the world is unalive but for the weird things for Nell Burton. Leave me alone.

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Stop

You have nothing good to say. Then, you say nothing at all.

Stop hurting me.

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You all

are stupid and you all make life on this earth a nightmare. I don't need you anymore.

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Problema

Stop acting like I need what you do.. Like bad kids.. teasing, making me feel guilty, acting like a snot bully, being slow and stupid in how you are.

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SHUT UP

No, your messages are partly stupid now.

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GO TO HELL

I won't do SHIT for the likes of Ellen DeGeneres. That's what your SHIT is doing now. Guess I don't matter to anyone.

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Problema

I got another message that might not mean anything but may.

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You don't

have a smart final word dodo.

Hey

Stop with the torture messages - go *beep* yourself instead.

STOP

I'm getting stupid messages for shit.

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WHY DON'T YOU SHUT UP

*BEEP*  NO ONE CARES @ ANY OF YOU

I SAID STOP

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SHUT UP!

WITH YOUR SECRET PERVERTED PATTERNS OF MESSAGES!!

I WANT

TO HANG OUT WITH WHOM I LIKE  I HATE HEARING FROM PEOPLE CONTROLLING HOW MY COMPUTER LOADS

Mad

I have problems.

Poser|Faker

Ellen acts like she's all mean and means something, but I DIDN'T DO NOTHING TO DESERVE THAT.  Maybe, like I said, she's just mean.  It's just that sometimes she gets nice and friendly..  Why would she be so mean and sometimes nice.  Most people aren't mean.  She's following that *beep* Johnny Depp..  We wanted him to be good, but he acts big and bad.

STOP

STOP ACTING LIKE I'M BAD AND MESSING WITH ME - WANNA JUST COME OUT NOW AND EXPLAIN YOURSELF

Every time

she's mean, she punishes you.

Hm

I think I was just like Ellen.  She would go all funny @ something that might say a lie @ me, and I felt like I did "what" she did when I just felt like totally not respecting that I feel she disagrees with me and such.

Well, everyone has a fun side, but I always thought I was a dork to her but not to others.  Why?  If we are more compatible as far as looks go.

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I edited my Twitter profile: link.

So

If Miley Cyrus is from the South, does that make me chopped liver?  It's because there's no water.  I always said that was the Country by the Midwest.

Something Bothering Me

Well, it might bother most people.  I was wondering if Ellen DeGeneres feels a bit comfortable about quitting the show.  I dunno how it works, but I mean if she wanted her show back after a break maybe she could.  She has Finding Dory to concentrate on.

Monday, August 26, 2013

Problema

I just got called a dinosaur.  I am curious to know why I wasn't encouraged to be different.  Maybe, I'm fine as I am when you talk @ people in my class year.
Must - Lie - Dahun (Down)

Why

Is Ellen superhyped @ her success?  She seems thinking @ Ginny also sarcastic.  She probably doesn't like some people, .. I mean I just don't get what she's trying to impress us with like what she said @ that picture, must just be *fluff* talk.

Lotta Times

I find that I'm not top now but was before Burton?

Why does

Ellen give snotty messages, I don't wanna talk @ "what" you will or will not do or some such like that.  Oh, sorry, if you messed up my last post, anyone.  Well, it's just the idea..  What did I do, again?  :|

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link..

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O

What was that, for fun.  Not my idea of fun.  Hmph.  This shit didn't happen before Nell..

STOP

Ellen nor Orla nor anyone matters more than me.  I just found the Celtic Woman with some kids .. Georgia?

SHUT UP *BEEP*

No one gives a damn @ you.

I know you're sending me stupid messages.

Yea, I did something and now I have some dirty mail I don't know what I should do with!  A CELL PHONE?  Go to Hell, *beep*  Why ya'll so niggerish since Ellen DeGeneres?

WHO

feels like a nigger when I say snow?  It's MY blog.

STOP

Are you joking with me, again?  What you want me to think @ this sometime?  GO TO HELL

Problema

You know you're all gay and mean.  I can post winter scenes.  If not, you're crazy.  Just think of what's normal, dodos.

Also, I came out and my mom was on the phone.  A guy sounded like he said he'd do both on me.  People in Orlando are niggers.  They are suggestive people from up north, but I am from select places.

Anyone can post snow.  What's wrong with me?  It's something I like..

Anyway, that guy affected me.  You wouldn't do this to Ellen..  :(  ..or Chloe Grace Moretz, Tim Burton.. anyone!  YOU DID IT.  I didn't do it.  Sorry if that left a ma'k (mark.)  Let me know if it is best not to change it or if there is some way I could write this otherwise now.

So

Ellen would be more concerned about the overly nice people in Orlando than about giving attention to moi.  Maybe, she would do it less, though, of course.

In Pennsylvania,

I don't know actually of no good winter scene, just a time to bring in the chickens and cook a turkey or ham, whatever is hungry for..

NY you can imagine it's all crystally, a nice place to go for Christmas!

STOP

sickos stop getting mad at a straight A student for getting beat up in school.  I can have a life, too.

Ugh

Now what?  You chose to be with these people you deem not your type or not anyone's type.  I can laugh at what I want..

I really don't give a care

@ what happens to you in L.A., any example

not what about my butt, you sneering @ me .. whoever did it .. was it an accident, ya'll seem to not care and keep butting in my life!

What's this

hoping a kid is mean?

Also Ellen wants to be like Tim or this boy I know .. 1 of em probably the boy making my butt muscles disappear in my left butt cheek, reminds me of when I was withdrawn from college once.  I have to exercise, but there are things people can do where you can't fix it, maybe it will heal..but often not

Unattractive

To act like the world is nostalgic and like under the crack of your butt- meaning LOL just 1 example and passes under your feet, too .. as you romp around

How mean

are you to Chloe?  Not at all, I see.

If

I had true negro blood is different, that's negro blood, standing the heat with p**** hair on their head.

Weirdo

I saw Chloe Moretz .. seems to have 2 sides or so .. acting like she's the only 1 with a handle on things with her Southern heritage.  My dad isn't.  I am mixed.  I am not all Northerner, and if I were it wouldn't matter-

So

You just don't like me?  Well, that's not my fault.  I go online to go online.  You chose to embarrass me.

What do you expect me to say?

Will you shut up?  I have to go thru a day!

What do you mean you don't like my dad?  He's old.  I am thinking of him younger.  Anyway, how can you just pretend not to like him to be cool up north?  Good thing you never met him.  Do you think you doing that anyway will get you anywhere in the end?  No one has anything against you.  I don't know what you envisioned, but Tim Burton wouldn't like it.  He has a schedule, too..

How is

being from the South more a sign of love?

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I added links to the left.  That way people will post on my forum.  I was thinking of putting it under the Public tab but guess not.

How convenient

is a blog if you can't talk @ a cold climate place?

I mean, look.

No one has even bothered to post on my forum.  I should put it back somewhere where people will access it.v

Well, I am curious.

So, did Ellen DeGeneres actually go to NYC to send an anti-Christina Barrett message back at Chloe Grace Moretz??

No, love me 1st, *beep*  jk  I'm just talking the talk, not "to: Ellen."

The only other problem is it means she thinks Chloe is from the South and I'm not.  Why can't it just be on Chloe's shoulders?

So

Ellen, why do you even care about anyone my age or around my age and older?

Wondering

Why was Ellen DeGeneres in NYC?  I saw her being sarcastic in ways only some would tell on Twitter.  Chloe Moretz has been a brat to me.  Ellen does that, too.  I guess being famous doesn't mean you're the best.  I know Chloe Moretz moved to NYC and so did Peyton List from Florida.  Chloe Grace Moretz is born 1996 and Peyton List 1998.  I don't know where in Florida she has lived.  I think she likes L.A. now but probably still misses moving from Florida when she was only 4 years old.  So, Ellen DeGeneres thinks she's in NYC to party along with Chloe Grace Moretz and then tease me for wondering if there's a weird feeling @ it?  I shouldn't say something inappropriate, but that wouldn't be a nice thing to think.  I shouldn't worry, but you know thought that's what most people were wondering.  Funny people think I'm a mental case just for being the only good thing in my school setting, not literally always though.

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So, what?

Is the cold exciting?  Any extreme temperature is, and any medium is relaxing.  It gets very cold but no snow.

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So, I edited my profile on Twitter to be like everyone else: link.

Help

Ellen help!

I am sure my dad doesn't want me to post snow, now also because he thinks I'm him and not from SE FL, but because you all are Southern now, I'm sure that the reason is he is hoarding his own snow experience.

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My Cursing

So what?  I never like attacked some innocent person.  People were going crazy like a racist.

I never met

no Ginny nor Ellen DeGeneres before.  What'd you say of what they look like?  Sorry.  I'd say at 1st Ginny was sweet but my mom was cute and yea she is, was just a nice joke, tell me if you don't like jokes, if it's not a brilliant set up and you just can't take it.  Ellen DeGeneres?  I'm not a bad person!  What about before I started cursing?  What's her problem .. then??

WHAT

Ellen took the time to send me a secret message and pretends I'm shit.  I don't care what other people think of themselves.

Whattaya mean I'm "not?"  That's what Ginny thinks.  I am more respected than anything, and then you *beep* trash in Florida all gettin' at me, like every single person sometimes..  I'll show people who's boss!

Yes, I grew up being the smart, quiet enough, quite shy, NICE person, hailed by 1 and all.  Along trots Johnny .. and Tim .. and look what happens!  SO THAT'S WHY.  Hmph.

Well

She doesn't want to admit it, but for being mean to someone with a reputation such as myself.. people don't like her and thinks she's a roaring lion.  BLAH whatever

Hello

Though

Do you SEE my blog and see what the world has done for the likes of you!?  WHATTAYA MEAN I'M NOT ONLINE

If

it weren't for these little things that happen to me, I guess I'd be in the right, if anyone online thinks I'm no dummy.  Oh wait - that's the schools I could go to in the South.

What's her problem?

Chloe Moretz is mean and listens to Ellen to say I'm not a true Southerner.

She's taken advantage of me like Tim Burton because of the N word thing and doesn't appreciate Johnny Depp, the 1 and last girl to act with him in a movie.  Well, that's that!  Who coulda done better?  Who wants to meet Johnny Johnny Depp!

More Snottiness, if You'll Allow Me

So what if you like Ellen DeGeneres.  You can't say I'm unaccomplished.  Notice how Ellen likes to tease you and you all support her cause that's just when she's not teasing you?  Oh wow, look who has a hissy over what I just said, can't a man talk.  You go see what it's worth.  I got lots to say.

Maybe, she seems ***ier, but I mean no one ever told me I wasn't until Johnny Depp and Tim Burton came along.
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Well, I ate.

4 sushi and soy sauce
imitation crab

making a burger

How Uncomfortable

My mom and I are pretty respectable, but how I can I see Ellen DeGeneres now?

You know..

..you people who know me well are all worthless and take for granted me being nice as nothing.  You're boring and have no sense of rhythm and style.  Don't take that as a wish to heart.  I mean, it might be true in some dynamic.  :|

Weird

Why do all these people like my mom just to make fun of me?  They are all greedy.  They are being all emotional.  I shouldn't talk of the scum on the street, should I?  They shouldn't be given access to her just to get it over with.  :|

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Why are we even doing this shit?

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I'm not "doing" anything like this with my dad and nor my mom.

Why are you hurting her in this way.  If you think she's mean to mean people, so what?  Don't hurt her.  Don't you have a mom?.  Sorry, if that bothers anyone.  See, sorry if that hurts anyone, and you don't care if you annoy me.

Like, I forget what it was..yes, my dad was playing around and thinks he has something.  I am the 1 who watches Ellen DeGeneres.  You can't take that away from just me.  Who do you think you are!?

Then, my mom was made to be mean to me, and now people think she's not much cuz it made me mad.  Well, don't annoy my mom.  How worthless are you!?
Hungry

OK I've had it with

Ellen.  I was looking @ a funny picture of Nell, and I know that something will make her *pee in her panties* and tell on me.  Sorry, Ellen, if you aren't used to people who talk.

Problema

They systemized, lied that Nell is like her brother because..I am so not doing that.  I already am ruined!  I'm serious, though, no more Nell.  Ellen doesn't seem to appreciate her white hair and cute looks.  Just rattles on as the youngest in situations.  I have to be nice to Ellen, but I mean if you knew anything you'd probably understand what I tried to say.  Off?  WTF is mean but sensitive to others?

Also

Ellen can't be nicer to tweens than our generation and a bit older.

I saw

Ellen *wants* Nell.  WHY DOES ALL THE SHIT GO TO HER.

WHAT NOW

So what if older people are nicer to me than me to you?  I don't even see you!

Problema

I don't like whoever's doing my experiment, unless it's someone playing around.  It depends on who it is.  Why?  The messages are annoying, but I know there can be an excuse in things.

Maybe you should just get the *beep* outta here.

It's in my mom to be mean to me then and hopefully later rejuvenate.  People didn't like -her- being cute.  I made a joke that my teacher was sweet and my mom was cute and not the other way around.  A nicer joke than most make.

It came to me they wanted to take away what my mom does in her generation because my dad thinks maybe he doesn't even look up to the same people.  I can't get to the TV guide, now, too, to watch old Ellen DeGeneres episodes.  No, it's for me and my mom.  I said listen.  Stop being mean.  I don't want these crap messages.  It's all for Nell.  May as well just do something to her.  Wait, then it'll be something I don't like.  My dad even admitted this experiment was astray.  He's crazy.  He's a good worker, but that's about it.  Sometimes, often, he's in the living room and the TV is on with something nifty, for some reason.

What was the point I was coming to make?  Can we just erase that message?  What, is it some joke?  Something people shouldn't feel?  YOU DIDN'T DO THIS SHIT BEFORE YOU GODDAMN *BEEP* whoever caused it.

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Problema

Ellen might have influenced this, but my mom has to act like a Late Boomer.  I did tell someone her age at an event, a kid to see.  I told my mom..  You can't stop her and stuff.  If you wanna be like her, that's not her fault.

I never said to ruin Ellen.  I have to say what happened, I mean Ellen is not the only 1 responsible, but she's like a price to pay.  Everyone wants to be on her show, unless they'd "rather die than be a public speaker."  Not sure how the last part goes, depends on the conversation.

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So, what do you like better..

Ellen DeGeneres dancing on her show and I see in NY now

or

Ellen DeGeneres, the movie @ Disney World Epcot

I think I'd pick the 2nd now seeing as I chose Radio-TV and not "Cheerleading" nor "Dance" indicating Dance Team.

As for Cheerleading

It turned into a dance team, which doesn't look big, maybe not as competitive.

Hobby

Radio-TV

and the same major I said before, Communication Studies (Public Relations)

OK

I just applied and will get more information later.

School

Major - Communication Studies
Interests - Cheerleading

Let me look up the cheer team.

School

I'm applying to Rollins.

Why

does Ellen DeGeneres matter and not me?  I was thinking of her.  Someone got mad and put noise in my room and I thought of this.  I was worried, and then people get mad if I even think @ her when they think they are punishing me.  LEAVE ME ALONE.  Get online and post it.  I'm gonna get my dad to, cuz he seems to be a part of the problem.  No wonder my aunt isn't posting.

Back to School

Maybe next semester?  That's the soonest I can.  I have to get into Rollins as a transfer.  I'm going to Disney World this semester, I know.  I can do both.  Maybe, I'll start with 1 Communications class, but I think the limit is 4.  I wonder if I'd still see my parents.  I'll have to get the loan and explain why I have a semester where I worked, didn't withdraw, and got all Fs for some reason.  This was online courses.  Don't bother my friends, though I did go downhill because of their little visit, where they insulted me, maybe for doing something off technically I guess.  Never seen them again or at least once I think.  So, starting with major courses and not general studies.

Mad

Do you know how Goddamn annoying this is?  At 1st, I thought people told them to do it.  Now, I find that it cost them something.

Weird

Why am I getting weird influences of what I post, making fun of me liking Ellen DeGeneres?  I thought I said to leave me alone.  What are you, some kinda Asian, cuz that's what they do and I don't think you should wanna be Asian like that..

Problema

What, did you talk to Ellen DeGeneres?  You can't analyze my worth of existence because of a stupid excuse like that my dad was in the military.  You think that because he did it during draft.

I'm always in the wrong, never talk to whoever's watching me.

Sleep

10 hours of sleep

Woke Up

2 eggs, 2 milky pancakes, chocolate milk made with powder and fat free milk

similar dream as the last 2 or 3 nights

Sunday, August 25, 2013

New Videos

New Videos of Me Practicing Tinkerbell + Others

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Nite

Tumblr

Tumblr

STOP

I had a casual relationship with someone and then someone who looked like that talked to me for like 40 minutes at the mall who worked there.  That links to Ellen.  No, she is not better than me at all by any means altogether, just gets treated better.  She was able to do things people don't even want me to do.

Guess What

Hey, Ellen, guess what I got up just to tell you?  I forget.

Well, don't wonder what made me mad, I guess.  I busy bye.

Don't mean anything .. but then again mean I don't mean anything.  Hey you interrupted me.  I'm tired.

I don't appreciate these stupid messages @ my parents.

Hard to Follow

Ellen is okay but makes me uncomfortable.

Man, do I need to eat.

What should I do, wait?

Problema

The page loads at a time that bothers me, I'm stressed waiting to see what happens when I look at the computer.

Can you get this idiot

outta my room?  I am not listening to no one.  I am 27.  They believe they did something.

Thanks a lot

Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, now people hate me just like they are jealous of you.  Then, they realize how stupid they are or how unfortunate their situation is.

Just ignore her.

When she has to prelude into a new mood.

Isn't she

mean to Portia, too?  No, I mean most young people are feisty.  Why are they together, then?  Her fans online seem trashy.  I don't mean the 1s who post on a message board.

No One Agrees

No one agrees it's okay to say, well no I just talk to Portia I wasn't talking to any of you.

So

Why is Ellen upset?  Why does she always talk @ how Portia is better than us?  I mean, when we see them and what they're trying to say.  It seems she likes the younger fans.  I'm @ 1/2 her age or will be in a few months, but I don't care.  For me, she's the age of a young mom, but yea she doesn't really have kids but seems to like them anyway because it hurts the feelings of older kids with how they are and what they let them try to do these days, but I think the liquor or elixir runs out.

Problema

I don't like how Ginny acts tacky.  I don't like Tim Burton's chemistry of manliness.  I don't like Ellen's way of "lion around" (lyin' around.)

When Ginny is tacky, she's all in the dirt.. like I mean she's acting like she rubs elbows with important people.  She acts sarcastic @ the likes of otherwise, and it doesn't look attractive.

Disclaimer: Don't mean anything too bad, just noticing the quirks they chose.

Ex er cise

I did lower and core.  + I jogged this morning.  I also ate something.

What?

Why should I listen to older people?  I shouldn't.

New Photos

New Photos of Me

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Something Funny

I listened to a girl and thought no one wanted me to connect to Ellen DeGeneres primarily by having lived in the same area.

Now, Poker Face is on, and I realized when I don't feel like I'm white I sound that good like that.  What is white?  White as in race.

Apology

I guess I was upset and in a hurry and said something, to no 1 in particular, but just something that comes to my mind.


No, I do not want to do something like that if no 1 likes it.

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Impolite

I have a friend who is no older than me acting like she's punishing me.  She's going vegan like Ellen, but I don't want to.  She has older, nice parents, not sure what's wrong with her.  Maybe, she means well, maybe she's just clumsy, like I am some times.  You know, the good thing I've been onto having a mom that's younger is you can be*t up little kids.

At 1st, I was okay with it.  She just wants to be famous and meet the best people.  Doesn't mean she should get in the way of my life yet not speak to me.

Am I talking to a lunatic?

What else was that..more messages?  You're bad.  Let's just say that.

Mobile

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Ex er cise

I just did my core workouts.  Like 5 minutes?

I'm interested in

beach people from the beach and for the modern-ness of people not from the beach.

Update

I put a page for Tumblr favorites on my website.

What I Found There

I have a special 1..kids sit there and f*** with themselves while they are fighting you with a smug face.  Why would my happiness meter from their behavior and not my own.  So, yea, that is so annoying.  They'd even give up their stimulation to suggest something to someone, like a martyr.

Tumblr

Tumblr

Not Bad

2nd Place

O Boy

Time to m********.  If I don't, I will in my sleep in my head.  I want it to stop.  Maybe, my room is stressing me out.  I don't do it a long time ever.  I just find things to do.  Sorry.

Mad

I find Ginny a failure of failed Orlando, unfortunately.  She seems unreachable because of Tim Burton.  I miss her.  I guess I can take singing until stand up starts, late October probably.

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Weird

Why does she get so much attention?  She seems to feel funny @ her mom.

So, why don't other people get enough attention?

Weirdos

I tried to not pay attention and do not trust if Kate Bush ever does this.  She supposedly did something bad.  You sarcastic people stop getting at me for the N word thing cuz it's stupid, I thought it was a precaution for them, didn't want to.

Look

I don't tell.. Ellen to do anything. Isn't that how Ellen talks, maybe from a baby to mammy.. why she has mammy still..  Ah don' TELL   The mighty Ellen DeGeneres is just a baby.  Not really an insult in and of itself..

What can I say?

All things point to for Ellen, be mean to me for Ellen.  Ellen can't have that.

Problema

ELLEN IF THAT WAS YOU YOU'D HAVE GONNA GET IT.  Another insult.

So now my mom says I can fold the towels, but it's late.  I was asking why my dad was sad.  I don't wanna leave off on stupid Early Boomers like that.  They're not the same.  They can be, but this 1 isn't.  It's complicated if you have a brain.

No one does that to me.  Looking to be mad?  I didn't do it.  You (someone) did.

Now, I assume it was my mom or a collective thing.

Think of how suggestive Ellen is.  Does anyone like her new look?  I think that's what she wanted..

She is nothing.

Whoever you are you are nothing.  I can say what I want without you punishing me pseudo Ellen DeGeneres.  I don't do anything bad.  You got upset I thought my gramma was bad because of the N word thing etc. and the experiment when I was in college staying in the dorms.

Meanie

Chloe G Moretz from Ellen DeGeneres is in the blood wanting to be mean to me, put up an annoying background picture on Twitter..the official place for people who made it in the business.  No, I am from the South.  You think my dad is from his bedroom?

WHY

Am I seeing my dad?  I don't wanna be close with him.  He was shit bombing me.  Stop pushing me to him, we don't need you.

This is so stupid.

I don't like these messages.  Why don't you have anything appropriate to talk @?

STO OP

What are these stupid dum-dum messages influenced by Ellen?  I like Ellen DeGeneres.

What are you some kinda rat *beep*

LOOK

I CAN'T STAND THIS STUPID PERSON CONTROLLING HOW MY PAGE LOADS.  I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO TALK TO ME.

Problema

STOP WITH THE STUPID I'M ELLEN DEGENERES MESSAGES.

My dad went to bed on an off note and I don't want a reconnect with him.

I was getting some cups, and you wanted me to knock over my Loyola cup.  I AM GOOD, WHATEVER THIS ELLEN IS IS NOT.

Problema

You are cheap ***.

What's this?

Why is my mom so mean?  She seems to feel bad.  She kept going around acting like I was a lug.

Problema

I leave the house I get shit.

My mom won't stop attacking me.  She acts like I'm bad BUT SHE IS.  She's goin' on my blog if I can't tell her to stop!

I was so mad I pinched my thumb on my eatingware.  It's tingling now.  I felt like I'd break the plastic bowl of cookies I just got @ CVS.

STOP

Didn't I tell you to shut up?  How are you right?  You think I was suggestively impolite to my dad?  That's what you do.  Stop telling me stupid stuff, like maybe you'll do the wrong thing if I said you did it, and you do it sneakily.  I wanna get rid of you once and for all.

STOP

even being in my life, making the page load in nonsensical patterns, wtfru, KATE BUSH?  Ew, I hope that respectable lady doesn't do that.  I assume you're a random person with no special outstanding goals.  Don't get back at me for something that makes sense that you wanna say hurt you.  Ooh, aw.

Problema

I don't wanna keep talking to you.

What does the bomb say now?

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Problema

You can't keep bothering me telling me because other kids had bad parents that maybe it's right for me.  You said yes, you racist.  Get outta my life.

Problema

I was thinking I can't talk @ anything with Ellen DeGeneres around because she will hurt my future kids.

Also, since I said this I got a message from Kate Bush that they're gonna do it.  Now, that's punishable by law, and I have no idea how to inform them because I have friends in this experiment and I know you're cheating me out for my race.

I'm

Getting fed up with the million Ellen visions from online. She is just like those trashy kids. You know feels for them most.

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I'm

Getting fed up with the million Ellen visions from online. She is just like those trashy kids. You know feels for them most.

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Problema

A car warted me from fl, felt somethibg @ future baby girl



I don't know if it's ellen's fault.

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Problema

A car warted me from fl, felt somethibg @ future baby girl

I don't know if it's ellen's fault.

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So

Pretendinf I'm bad?

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So

Pretendinf I'm bad?

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Hey

Stop rubbing in time sinners

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Hey

Stop rubbing in time sinners

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Stop

Stop the puzzling threats.

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Stop

Stop the puzzling threats.

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So

I hope Ellen is having a good time off and excited.

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So

I hope Ellen is having a good time off and excited.

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Problema

QUIT. I said quit.



Don't tell my parenrts your *beep*

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Problema

QUIT. I said quit.



Don't tell my parenrts your *beep*

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Problema

What if I rubbed something in on you, like my mom and then the throwing up sound of my dad. I am not my brother, idiot. Will you leave me alone? Ppl r happy @ this.

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Problema

What if I rubbed something in on you, like my mom and then the throwing up sound of my dad. I am not my brother, idiot. Will you leave me alone? Ppl r happy @ this.

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Problema

All you do is rub in Portia and tease me. I'm busy.

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Problema

All you do is rub in Portia and tease me. I'm busy.

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Problema

Did my Twitter say South Korea? What, @ the girl wanting me not to have my mom?

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Problema

Did my Twitter say South Korea? What, @ the girl wanting me not to have my mom?

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Problema

Hey, I'm jogging and it's late. Leave me alone. They want my parents to take me back. I was on Tumblr thinking of Ellen showing off Portia. She seems to have been mean. Also, no you can't have trashy kids bc you don't wanna be nice. Mommy isn't right.

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Problema

Hey, I'm jogging and it's late. Leave me alone. They want my parents to take me back. I was on Tumblr thinking of Ellen showing off Portia. She seems to have been mean. Also, no you can't have trashy kids bc you don't wanna be nice. Mommy isn't right.

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Mobile

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Problema

Now, my Tumblr is taking a long time to load pages.  I can say what I want, this is illegal.  Stop getting in my life like that.

Problema

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I don't usually let lose, but if I am not too perfectionistic to you I am wild.

If these messages had any validity whatsoever

They'd say Ellen can bother me but that I bother her when I don't and I shouldn't be.  Then, when I say it's so she attacks and forgets.

Well, she seems nice on the show and other things, but when it comes to secret messages, I guess I just find it silly, irrational, evil..  It's not a nice thing to do and not a helpful experience.  I mean, some things like that are helpful, but in a way it seems not to be..

Oh, and the secret messages are administered by others..

Twitter & Tumblr

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Tumblr

Annoyed

I do not like being watched in this way.  It would be something like a dream, but now I am disrespected and no one wants to have fun so may as well stop again loading the page all wacky.

Sucking Up?

Peyton List must have read my blog today.  She is making it sound like "I'm not really from Ohio."  Well, I think that way for fun.

Finally Woke Up

Had a similar dream.

I had so much stuff in my eyes, but not a lot lot, which I stopped.  It's harder to see, but I think I'm getting the hang of it.  It just seems blurry from this time with my contacts.  It should heal.  I cleaned off my glasses.

New Video

New Video of Me Talking - So-So + 1 from Before

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New Photo

New Photo of Me

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I was

just out jogging.

Ate

Imitation Crab + Potato Chips

Twitter

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1 side

Of Ginny doesn't find me amazing.

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1 side

Of Ginny doesn't find me amazing.

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A Good Topic

Medicine



Thanks, car.

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A Good Topic

Medicine



Thanks, car.

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Why not

Have them react to my stand-up?

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Why not

Have them react to my stand-up?

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Well

I might just have to ask for strangers's e-mails/Facebooks.

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Well

I might just have to ask for strangers's e-mails/Facebooks.

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Post

Need money for internet show and movie

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Need money for internet show and movie

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Annoyed

Of competition for Ellen and her being a casual, sorta lackadaisical?, careless? American. Using her heritage to look cooky or appealing in an annoying way. Sorry @ word usage.

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Annoyed

Of competition for Ellen and her being a casual, sorta lackadaisical?, careless? American. Using her heritage to look cooky or appealing in an annoying way. Sorry @ word usage.

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Post

Normally, you move on.

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Post

Normally, you move on.

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Post

Maybe, she's jealous.

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Post

Maybe, she's jealous.

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Post

I was thinking @ Ginny's humor.

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Post

I was thinking @ Ginny's humor.

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Funny?

Ginny doesn't think I have lasting internet fame. Bc she's lazy.

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Funny?

Ginny doesn't think I have lasting internet fame. Bc she's lazy.

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Post

Does Charlie and the Chocolate Factory matter.. Like @ if you are already famous? Why not blow some of it off. Chloe did this.

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Does Charlie and the Chocolate Factory matter.. Like @ if you are already famous? Why not blow some of it off. Chloe did this.

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Singing

I get more nervous @ each lesson, in 1 way.

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Singing

I get more nervous @ each lesson, in 1 way.

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Post

Remember when people used to not be racist?

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Remember when people used to not be racist?

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Flute or Harp

Harp

How be..

..it Ellen not my type?  What does she know @ what's on TV toda?

Mannah from Heaven

What about people who aren't big on bread?

What about 1s who "don't eat shugar?"  Like my teacher who does vocalization.  She's not a twig but seems big-boned from California, not sure why.  Mixed kinds of people from there seem to be that way.

No bread!  No bread!

Hey, this sounds like my stand-up routine.  "I want the whaht bread."

Vegan versus the Vegetarian

Um, no, I love eating dead mammals.

Well, the vegan doesn't consume milk, which cats drink.

How can I be a wolf or a wildcat if I don't eat meat and drink milk?

What else @ a vegan?  No eggs?  What's liverwurst?

Vegetarian, no beef, chicken, turkey, ham, pork..duck..

Beans and nuts have protein.  I'm sure vegetables have a lot, and make sure you like your supposedly changing salad dressing!  B)  Cream made with soy?  Everything made of soy!  Ha ha!  Just most meals include things other than rice and curry.  That's something I don't eat too much of now.

Tootles

Guess I'm just into eating right.

*it hard*

Yum

I found delicioso spaghetti, also making meatballs from another site: link.

Pronouncing "Vegan"

I don't know how I did, but I heard "veh gone" for awhile, then "vay gehn"|"vay guhn."

Update

I moved the apology sign to the Signs page.

Vegans

My old best friend is actually going vegan.  I am kinda a person who lives to eat, so that's all I have to say 'bout that.

She is so conscientious.  I love her blog.  I can't find her Blogger, though.  I guess she's on every site like I am.  I miss her, she doesn't really have any 1-1 conversations with me.

Wow, what a nice, long post.  She'll never find this.

I just eat normally.  My next step was eating food with wine.  I'm making 'getti + meatballs..  YUM!  I used to not like it.  I just wanted the bread, the meat.

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Tumblr

Well

My mom doesn't want too much on her, and I think my dad seemed to mean at 1 time when he was mad.  Well, just gets very mad @ me if I ask him something funny.  What a *beep*  That's racism.  You can't suggest racism to me, just because you know me.  However, in public, that also becomes a big deal.

My Parents's Wish

You might have noticed they don't want me talking @ them.  However, they didn't say that originally.  I don't say weird things.  However, I do not wish for them to communicate with me in a different way just because of Orlando.

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Edit

I edited my Twitter Bio to just Communications|Public Relations.  I don't like getting caught up in a program as just a minor.  You can tell.  Nothing seems to be related to it.  Like music, do ballet.

I did a big switcheroo.

I moved a bunch of Tweeters to my List 3, people I am not so close with.

Dream

It's sorta hard to remember.  I remember someone had to do something.  Just went to the bathroom and starting breakfast.  There was like a swimming pool, but it was a dark setting.  Or maybe just something like water in a computer game.

Friday, August 23, 2013

Nite

Nap?

Problema

What if something happens to me in some other way?

Well, no.

No, I don't expect any highly unusual trouble.

STOP

Stop telling me I coulda "done something," something different.  Just let go!

HEY QUIT THE STUPID MESSAGES.  STOP MAKING FUN OF ME.

Did something happen to you?  Cuz nothing happens to me.

Who all is this, I'd ask.  Not that anyone should care.  Well, you know, in a way..I'm busy, need to get going 1 of these days.  Tired!  Not too too tired now.

Problema

Something happened to me.  People won't quit surprising me and being rude and going after me for getting upset and what comes to mind.  Just stuff like curse words and suggestive thinking.  I don't seem to bore in anything to anyone.

Got an issue?

My dad was sending me secret messages, again, and acting like I did something.  Tim Burton ruined our family!  Why get mad at me?  I'm not the 1 dishing out the info.

Post

I probably shouldn't do anymore personal shopping @ CVS Pharmacy.

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I probably shouldn't do anymore personal shopping @ CVS Pharmacy.

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Wondering

Maybe, I didn't need the movie slush.

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Wondering

Maybe, I didn't need the movie slush.

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Bad Movie

I will not take this stupidity. Think twice.

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Bad Movie

I will not take this stupidity. Think twice.

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Post

If I said I don't want my dad top bother me means I don't want anyone to bother me.

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If I said I don't want my dad top bother me means I don't want anyone to bother me.

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Guess what my mom did?

For no good reason, she imagined my future daughter was the part of eyes crossing. What's her problem? She was mean to me for the n word thing.

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Guess what my mom did?

For no good reason, she imagined my future daughter was the part of eyes crossing. What's her problem? She was mean to me for the n word thing.

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Ugh

So violent

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Ugh

So violent

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Una Problema

Chloe Moretz tested and wants to hurt my dad but not consciously..

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Una Problema

Chloe Moretz tested and wants to hurt my dad but not consciously..

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D:

In the movie.. The Italian boy just said he wished his rich mom'd die in a car, kicked in and tragically executed her.



I know this will come back to haunt. :/

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D:

In the movie.. The Italian boy just said he wished his rich mom'd die in a car, kicked in and tragically executed her.

I know this will come back to haunt. :/

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Post

Just found ppl esp mad at me in competition

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Post

Just found ppl esp mad at me in competition

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Y

Why did my mom want me unattractive as a 2-year-old?

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Y

Why did my mom want me unattractive as a 2-year-old?

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So

Bc of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, people are seeming to suddenly really act disrespectful when I think something.

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So

Bc of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, people are seeming to suddenly really act disrespectful when I think something.

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Twitter

Pics of stuff

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Twitter

Pics of stuff

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Tweet

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Tweet

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Fun

I got a cancer pin with real gold and a pink jewel.



Strawberry lemonade slushie kick ass 2



Raccoon w pumpkin sanitizer

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Talking

Aren't you supposed to try to talk? Talked to a guy working here for like 40 minutes. Likes Tim Burton and art, 48, normal guy, know where he works. From Detroit.

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Talking

Aren't you supposed to try to talk? Talked to a guy working here for like 40 minutes. Likes Tim Burton and art, 48, normal guy, know where he works. From Detroit.

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Fun

I got a cancer pin with real gold and a pink jewel.

Strawberry lemonade slushie kick ass 2

Raccoon w pumpkin sanitizer

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Problema

Don't even think @ my dad @ me. I don't have anything I need to listen to. I am good and don't have that relationship.

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Problema

Don't even think @ my dad @ me. I don't have anything I need to listen to. I am good and don't have that relationship.

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I'm tired of seeing people say they have a message from my dad.

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I'm tired of seeing people say they have a message from my dad.

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Post

See, he didn't tell me before. When I think of it, I get squeemish.

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Post

See, he didn't tell me before. When I think of it, I get squeemish.

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Post

If this ruins my chance with Ellen.. ':( Stop threatening people.

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Post

If this ruins my chance with Ellen.. ':( Stop threatening people.

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Post

My parents would really keep their word rather than not hurt me.

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Get my dad to stop playing with me. I earned my attention, maybe I shouldn't care @ you guys really. I'd do, though.

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Get my dad to stop playing with me. I earned my attention, maybe I shouldn't care @ you guys really. I'd do, though.

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Post

My parents would really keep their word rather than not hurt me.

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Post

I wouldn't know where to go if that guy didn't tell me.

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Post

I wouldn't know where to go if that guy didn't tell me.

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Post

Adults don't think when telling me what to do.

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Post

Adults don't think when telling me what to do.

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Weirdo

Stop driver, no 1 cares.

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Weirdo

Stop driver, no 1 cares.

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So

I unzipped my backpack like there isn't really any Tim Burton, mad, and now my v***** feels like it sucked out and died.



What do you think of the stuck up kids from up north who don't talk? They have nothing nice nor interesting to say.



What's wrong with this driver!

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So

I unzipped my backpack like there isn't really any Tim Burton, mad, and now my v***** feels like it sucked out and died.

What do you think of the stuck up kids from up north who don't talk? They have nothing nice nor interesting to say.

What's wrong with this driver!

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And

Other people could mention him!

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Well

My dad probably doesn't want me to ask him @ it and probably won't recall. I know you listen, but this is a ridiculous pivot.

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Well

My dad probably doesn't want me to ask him @ it and probably won't recall. I know you listen, but this is a ridiculous pivot.

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And

Other people could mention him!

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So

Maybe my face will develop, then nose.



Someone who looked like a worker, maybe for the bus, told me where to go on the bus. LOL.

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So

Maybe my face will develop, then nose.



Someone who looked like a worker, maybe for the bus, told me where to go on the bus. LOL.

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Look

Wtf happened? Leave me alone. You aren't to be trusted.

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Look

Wtf happened? Leave me alone. You aren't to be trusted.

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Bam

He was supposed to stay back. How did your parents make of you? I wanna talk to someone else.

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Bam

He was supposed to stay back. How did your parents make of you? I wanna talk to someone else.

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Stop

Thinking @ my dad.

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Stop

Thinking @ my dad.

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Bleh

Bleh Ellen is being like Tim, taking things like not lightheartedly.



Wow, no 1 used to be this way and bother me.

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Bleh

Bleh Ellen is being like Tim, taking things like not lightheartedly.

Wow, no 1 used to be this way and bother me.

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LOOK

Get my dad away from me. You want him to m**** me like I'm worthless, inhuman, gonna die, just a toy? I am a normal person.

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LOOK

Get my dad away from me. You want him to m**** me like I'm worthless, inhuman, gonna die, just a toy? I am a normal person.

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Tweet

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Tweet

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Well

He probably didn't mean what he thinks.. looks stupid to me, sorry to say.

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Well

He probably didn't mean what he thinks.. looks stupid to me, sorry to say.

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Problema

Why am I involved in my dad's life? He's *beep*, thinks if he says something it's legal or okay. I find it irrational. He acted like he thought that, already. There are some people who were standing on the other side of me from the bench. If you don't mean what you say, that is, well, stupid, not smart, usually mean. He likes his videos online via my YouTube probably still. If he bothers me or says no, that is also dumb, sorry to say, why my Twitter broke as another junky, unnessesary message. Are you rolling your eyes, at me?

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Problema

Why am I involved in my dad's life? He's *beep*, thinks if he says something it's legal or okay. I find it irrational. He acted like he thought that, already. There are some people who were standing on the other side of me from the bench. If you don't mean what you say, that is, well, stupid, not smart, usually mean. He likes his videos online via my YouTube probably still. If he bothers me or says no, that is also dumb, sorry to say, why my Twitter broke as another junky, unnessesary message. Are you rolling your eyes, at me?

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Well

It's been malfunctioning, go to twitter.com/CB_onthego



Also, I am nicer than my dad. I do not like these messages. They might be to get along, though.

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Well

It's been malfunctioning, go to twitter.com/CB_onthego

Also, I am nicer than my dad. I do not like these messages. They might be to get along, though.

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Twitter

Hey, my Twitter wouldn't let me post.



Hey, Ellen.. I'm gonna do stand-up, was inspired by a gay girl in glasses with dark hair on Comedy Central and the guy. They have funny pauses.

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Well

I found a place, and it's cheaper than voice. Ginny teaches expensive voiceover @ a big school.



It has 4 basic levels and 2 pro or advanced levels. Of course, I will be level 1.

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Yay!

Random people are interested in me going to do stand up (comedy.)

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Woh ceean't ah

Why can't I control what comes off as me?

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Wah

This stuff makes me ugly, too.

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Aw

1 side isn't curled right.

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The Chase

He can't end my life bc I don't listen to him changing his mind, bet he forgot.

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Whew!

Food and drink, waiting for the bus.

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And

Weird, thinks she did something to me actually though bc she wants to see me alone and not like with my fam. She didn't do that literally..

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Time

Ginny pushed me away. It's like I'm too old.

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Nightmare Before Halloween

My time with Ginny in the classes was quite a nightmare, guessing no adult classes. I wanna do comedy steada practicing singing so much.

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Problema

My dad won't stop communicating in an annoying way.  I asked why he was being mean.  I said I'd blog it, and he said he doesn't even wanna see his name on it.  I need to talk @ him, though.  My mom just said not to do like weird things.

HOW CAN I HAVE A GODDAMN RELATIONSHIP

New Photos & New Twitter Profile Picture

New Photos of Me

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Mobile

Mobile Soon

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HELP!

My dad keeps annoying me.  He doesn't want me to walk home somewhere cuz I might run into some bad boys, which seems they're not there as much.  I mean the bus would take me there late at night.  I know he is trying to stimulate me.  TAKE THAT TIM BURTON.

Look, I don't have a *** relationship with him and shouldn't have 1.

Upset

I don't give a damn @ this shit Tim Burton..no one is nice to me.  My mom sounded like she said fart and it affected my future possible baby girl.

Problema

Stop playing with me, play with yourself.

Problema

My mom seems kinda sneaky.  She was bothering me when I was just upset she bothered me.

What's up..

..what are my parents doing?  Seems strange.

Betrayal

My mom doesn't let me talk @ her so why do you .. why would anyone suddenly pretend to like her?  They just want to trap her like a butterfly and hurt her for amusement.

Edit

I added a Shit Bomb.

I wonder who..

..is a normal person.  Even Bella gets mad.  Peyton's pretty good but maybe unhappy.

I'm starting not to

like parts of Twitter..maybe I should stop following some people.

So..

..I've never had to steal a boy to be happy.

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Just Had a Nice Jog

I did my makeup.  My left eye seems to be uncontrollably popping out.  *looks right and left*  What could it be?  I like normal eyes, big as in big in the color area.  Not too big, though.  I'll have to concoct it.

Food

Pie talapia cooked spinach water



Les miz

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So

No party, we can't invite Tim?  l0l!  8D
Want some beans?

Update

I added my race.

God Darnet

I shoulda been in New Orleans when I was NINE

Well

I started thinking I was gay bc I'm biracial.

He He

Maybe, I need to m********.  I guess I didn't have a m*********** sleep.  Because then it stops!  After awhile, that's what happens~

How selfish.

Even the kids of Late Boomers are just toys in the world.

Well

We probably have to think we're better when we're left out of ^the^ connection.

Aren't you

happy I wanna be like you guys?

Why

do you want to claim your kids as such and leave others out?  You seem mad.  Wasting my time?

Problema

People my age when talking with me only seem complaining.

Forget @ me!

Go and have ***, it's all I know, it's okay.  You see I am not really European, so I have no extra connection and cannot really look that slick.  I'd like to.

Why do I not see many kids?  What do they do?  They must have *** or m********* or feel it, which I don't.

Are they okay?  We need some famous!  Unless you still think that ruins your life.  Well, you'll die anyway if you can't make up your mind.  See, they can be how they want, but so can the rest of us.

Can't take it, hot stuff?

Funny, no 1 has anything to talk @.  You know, kids..maybe who live @ a home.

You see..

You ARE a lot older..I don't need to degrade from being like you to be like your wish kid which you don't let anyone else do what your ^wish kid^ does.  How is that okay?  Bet you're not gonna answer and just plow thru like a bull and say that's what it is without realizing it isn't right, whoever you are.

Hm

My under my stomach is starting to feel a bit thin..  I bet Ellen DeGeneres had it hard being a Generation X if you didn't look her up..  I have a similar bottom stomach to my mom.  I think Tim Burton did this.

WHAT ABOUT THE OLDER KIDS

They won't let me be the cute 1!

STOP

You can't make me not like a cool kid just because I said that.  Go away.
Was I talking to you?

STOP

Why are you mad?