I don't need to say this, but it seems my whole life has inadvertently revolved around my youngest aunt on my dad's side and her daughter.. maybe about the likes of my mom's sister and her oldest child, her only girl. My aunt thinks she's attractive, but her voice is often like squeezed out and sickly and annoying. I can't say much for her voice. I don't know.. I just can't. I mean, maybe she is pretty, like my mom. I know what that's like. Maybe, their looks can kill. So, like she thinks her daughter is like better than me when she's rebellious about being ugly, pushing in my face how she looks as my flaws. She's directly mean. For some reason, I don't think about it.. I am always nice to them, but this is how I feel about other people in their wanting me to think of them..