OK, I am pretty sure I will see you there.. something was bothering me.. I think it was that I couldn't find my nail polish, found I did have a therapist appt. today, went to bed crying bc of Ginny but about something else, and haven't like seen if I need to repack anything, guess just my clothes. 3I Oh yea, and I don't think I have a ride reserved for tomorrow so will depend on the bus system, which doesn't tell you when to let off. So, you know, I just am frustrated. I sent my dad a message to reserve a ride, but like some other things recently he just stopped and though funny still bugs me. I guess my mom didn't check her e-mail, didn't send me a message back. I mean, she doesn't usually, don't even know when she checks her text messages. I mean, I just come at like 7-8, do weight training, eat lunch, jog, shower and sing in there, then I get out and do makeup, have to wear contacts to read and see faces far away, and I guess now will not be straightening my hair since it made it frizzy. I would consider straightening it with formula, but I do believe it is permanent. I might do it, anyway. I don't believe when it is long that it is ever naturally straight. I don't even know if it's thick or thin. I need my dad to cut it, too. It's okay curly, but I think I am going to buy straightening serum, again. 
Then, I might cut it moderately short with the layers.. I was gonna angle it but guess not. Not so bad, I can grow it out, but I'd have to wait to get it back curly so am worried @ that because when I dyed it it didn't look good, I mean my black hair didn't dye well, don't even know what color to dye it.. I don't want medium brown hair.. Hm, maybe I'll get it done this weekend. OK, so see you tomorrow..
Then, I might cut it moderately short with the layers.. I was gonna angle it but guess not. Not so bad, I can grow it out, but I'd have to wait to get it back curly so am worried @ that because when I dyed it it didn't look good, I mean my black hair didn't dye well, don't even know what color to dye it.. I don't want medium brown hair.. Hm, maybe I'll get it done this weekend. OK, so see you tomorrow..