A friend didn't talk to me, seemed to think either I was shit because she had ethnic issues or I deserved more and better, like another friend suggested. Now, my life is like ... in front of Tim Burton all the time or Ellen DeGeneres rather in sorta saving graces it's "about" her, when I tracked her thru e-mail and she just maybe doesn't type. She used to slide away from me and say not to talk to her but seemed like she could be kidding and there was no reason, probably just found out something about me I wasn't really, accepting. When the classes split in junior high, another girl would just look away from me as we waited for our mom's cars. I got mad at her. Like each time. I'm not saying oh there is no more Tim Burton, no more Ellen DeGeneres right now. So, I met a nice person, probably have been in similar situations, and in Florida, and they are here immune to this disease, for some reason. Same up north. Well, not around my relatives, which I haven't been since ' 15 '