Problem

I feel that people have not given me like any opportunity in life, like they were born stupid and that's all they think can exist.  They think every thing I do is a sign, and the things they think are important, but no one knows for sure why and they know though that it is not the same as what they've been thinking and that no one deserves to be led into like being sentenced to death.  However, there are people who feel this is okay but will tell some people otherwise, when asked.  It doesn't really matter, but other people shouldn't be attacked to be expected to be better.  I mean, death is not good, but people think you find yourself in the afterlife though we don't know and should know that what we do on earth is important to us and to others.  We don't know if like dying would make it better.

My take is that people are all making fun of me for not being a ball of putty from up north and then saying everything I do wrong is wrong because of that and not thinking.  How can I trust anyone?  Everyone thinks that's the most brilliant thing.