I was probably shaking uncontrollably in segments, like huffing and puffing or like when my hamster died and its teeth were gone ... I glared at the priest and now there's a black priest there so *i** them ... oh yea he knew so you're a nigger if you think that means nothing because I know you would have done that (said that) ... for like maybe 15 minutes. I sorta shrugged off any sentiments for this instructor. I wasn't mad at her. 8| I wasn't feeling very soft, and I don't like to feel soft and don't want to know why someone would. I don't do it to be funny, act weak like I don't use my energy for shit.