Maybe, you should talk about like what your dad is like and what your mom is like, too. Moms seem to come naturally. Like, maybe, you should go online and get a blog and get people like her to notice you. It's not like about making me like hurt. I know you don't want anyone hurt. I mean, stop like getting mad at me for posting online because you don't feel like it, too, yet. I mean, I'm 26, and that's simply okay. How are you gonna solve your life if you don't get a blog? You should take advantage of everything. Don't think it's evil. The Amish just like to live a natural life.