Saturday, December 22, 2012

So Mad

Why wait for this bullcrap to come up-

So, I was on Risperdal for over a year and spent it sleeping.  During the day, I guess sometimes I'd probably complain on my blog and sign onto IMDb and follow Tim Burton around.  So, I was so like adamant to grow and to stay home and live a natural life, so-to-speak.  I was constantly like tipping over 5'1" and stretching my hip sockets up to where I'd even seem like I was actually supposed to be 5'6".  Standing, I'd be like 5'½" and was warbling rather thin, still, to my good fortune.  I could like feel the energy stretch, like a physical feat that was mine to behold.  So, in a bad way, the medicine made me a clump.  I know I was eating Pizza Pockets, which aren't good these days, that my dad got, large packs at Costco. I didn't leave the house but did before to go to Winn-Dixie.  I'm no longer stretchy and at 1 point was pretty colossal but not like the warbling giant, still, though, for my hight.  I don't know what it was that would make me not that obese, but I still was't like set that way.  I just feel like a joke of hight, like it's not an achievement I reached and that it's even grotesque.  That was my reason to quit ballet, the other being I slept in.