I took Risperdal for about a year and lost my female thing for over a year. Wait, I guess I took it longer. I went to the mental hospital, and eventually my female thing was gone! :0
I was calling my grandma and reading a Bible reading every night for nearly a year. I kept feeling uncomfortable in my female part. See, something happened, and it doesn't really make sense.
The sad thing about that is I came home from college, kicked out of Voice and Music Education, probably for not memorizing my piano song. I had a hard time in school and gained weight after a diet. My 1st diet was when I was almost 16. I got bloated after being called to the counselor, I know, and losing the pressed time in serious, college prep classes. My next diet was eating a lot of healthy food, like wraps with spinach and some sort of meat and cheese, smoothies, sometimes soynuts. In college, I had a full bowl of salad without dressing usually and if dressing like lite Greek dressing. I had a full meal and didn't always have dessert. I don't know, but I had organic dessert in my dorm. I had a lot of crackers, cheese, and mixed nuts in my dorm. I had a wrap and smoothie for lunch usually each day.
I was healthier in college just from working out each day, each day at least jogging 1|2 hour. I think for breakfast, I had organic bars or bread and organic peanut butter and maybe jelly with soymilk. I brought water to school. I needed it for Singing, too.
So, when I did come home, my female thing was very very thick but not painful as it had been in my past. So, it felt really good and magical. I had a really magical experience thinking my life became an experiment and then that it had been one all along. Thing was I couldn't concentrate in private. I thought I was being watched by people I knew and that other people in the town worked for them..
The funny thing was when I saw the poster for CatCF, I heaved in some surreal, heavy sorta way, with the thought passing I shouldn't go to college and should post online. However, going to college is valuable. It taught me so much. My singing became more streamlined. The 1st year is important and mostly in Music and as far as graduating on time and not being able to take anything else etc. and being the "hardest" major, Music Education. I also did Ballet in college, but I wasn't allowed in the advanced class my 1st year. I came back and did the Prep program, but all these really good star dancers left. There was 1 primary 1.