She was pretty aggressive last time I saw her returning something. This time I was feeling funny without makeup since it was so hard for me to get up. I wasn't used to having my skin flush that dark and people seeing I look kinda like a Latino. I don't have any southern European blood. I think she wanted to rub elbows with me and for some reason asked if I just had one a few times of things to return. I was defiant in attitude that I didn't accept her suggestions in acting a certain way. I just feel bad and sorry to that lady.
I also am sorry to the people I called niggers (because they were treating me like one and some were black) for whatever cause that I was bad to carry out or verbalize. (It was mostly a few people online.) I am sorry I didn't know what the word faggot meant.