Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I can still remember..

..that I was so lucky that this cute guy told the Talented Music teacher about me in drama club that I could play piano for the senior play my freshman year.  The music instructor didn't really play all the notes.  If she told me to do that I could have.  I was stuck at the first page.  The music teacher was different the next year, but she came back as a counselor my 3rd year and counseled me from a notification from my teacher, maybe the history teacher I had 2nd semester 1st year.

They did something very interesting, You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown.  I went on YouTube and found prepubescents doing most of the things online it seemed.  That's just to me so different.  I don't know what it was, each person doing well at what they do most.  Today young people either are very thin and underfed looking, a passing feeling I get, or they look half asleep|half alive.  Sure, the glamor queen will have a certain look, but not everyone can be the glamor queen, unless you are saying everyone can be glamorous if they play their cards right.

Like, I miss where people looked semi-real.  The 2nd year wasn't really so bad.  I was the youngest in drama again, no freshman, though there were a lot of 16-year-old freshman.

Like, it's hard to imagine why young people today have an over stereotypical shrink look, where they are thin but with little substance.  I was never of little substance in my inclinations and things I hold as important.  I wouldn't mind saying that about myself, but it's not true.  I remember seeing little kids and wonder how to this day they look.  I never had many attractive blondes in my class, so I don't know.

Well, Halloween is over.  Is it just me or does class of 01 have a thing with Halloween?  It was so neat they did up the halls so fancy maybe slightly of a scary effect of Halloween.  Well, I was in student council the 1st semester of my 3rd year.  I was a junior class rep.  I was gonna be sec of French, but I got in Spanish.  Gifted was okay, but what is most important is getting on dance team or flag team or cheerleading.  I still wish I did the flag team, though it would be a lot of work.  If I can clean up my stuff, I may do stuff that's fun like that.  My parents support me.  If I work I can get more money.  But, I also can live under their insurance until 26 according to Obama.  I think he is the most attractive president.  My dad likes the one who was killed, JFK?  I read it was Camelot days with kids in the White House.

I should have run for class rep my first year, but I hear they got a good group.  This girl who taught me swimming that summer started to treat me differently when I decided not to.  My homeroom was student council which was also special ed.

I miss those days when you see the older more mature people.  I am see in a way more mature but admirably of a good weight.

I don't have drinking problems.  I even smoked to make sure I had something and wouldn't have to get drunk.  I really just like water mostly though or maybe juice sometime for health and tea.

I also don't believe in masturbation so-to-speak yet have an interesting experience with this.