Monday, November 11, 2013
Feeling Bad
What do I do? Lock myself up? I'm sad @ my feeling skittish @ people funning me, taking advantage with something..
Sorry
@ the hard feelings if you thought but was just commenting on a topic of general interest, @ people seeming like a baby even when older. It's okay, but for some reason I feel they are a generation above, as well, and don't really know what all to think @ that..
Edit
I edited and added it was my 1st time recently doing Gesu Bambino. Also, I sang it from another book I used for piano.
Muchos Problemos
I had problems in 1st grade. The teacher and kids acted like they were whiter. Kindergarten was good. I just had a hard time at 1st but was all better. A very nice, popular black lady as a teacher. I learned to read nicely, though. I just went home and had these perverted feelings with the "white kids." I don't know where it came from. This was when I 1st left Southeastern Florida, but I very much wanted to be accepted. I'm sure it was the black hair and them knowing I was part Chinese without me saying anything. I was like, what. I just know how to feel cool about myself. I thought that was their thing.
A Weird Suggestion
I don't need to be dehumanized. I am highly against submitting myself to anyone. I did the right thing, that's all that matters.
Another Message - Against
I am not for eliminating people nor getting close to people who aren't my type..
I am more about fixing people, very much so. You don't need to go to college to want that. I'm about fixing what we have and not having to just keep being with child..
I am more about fixing people, very much so. You don't need to go to college to want that. I'm about fixing what we have and not having to just keep being with child..
I got asked a question.
Er, yes, I do feel for my 1/2 Italian cousin, I think she is. I think they want to compare my mom being Chinese and her dad being Italian. See, she lived in Fort Lauderdale, and we moved away and NEVER came back and I have lost my interest in 1 of the most beautiful places to get to live.
Ex er cise
Whooh! This section was tough! I have a tingly feeling. It's Cardio Fusion - Pure Intensity. My 1st of these kinds of things but not 1st workout DVD.
Making Sure
Do you wanna make sure people don't experience love? It's very easy to say you don't have to and not to think @ it and to think @ something fun.
Private Lessons Again
I may just go to Disney once a week and take private lessons. A blonde offered me 1/2 price, $25/hour or 1 3/4 hour. I also want the Frozen Elsa Girl Doll @ the Norwegian ride @ Disney and a warmup book, Vocalize with a CD.
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