Monday, December 3, 2012

Movies

I watched The Triplets of Belleville, some of The Hobbit, and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I was listening to the music at the end, lying on my sofa, and I realized I felt like I was in the New Orleans area.  Then, I tried to imagine I was in Florida.

Word Association

You can't keep associating bad things to me.  What's your problem?

Making Fun of Vulnerable People

Why is it okay all of a sudden for Americans to let lose and make fun of nice people?

The Source

If someone is a source of trouble, then why not realize the source of the problem?

I see you've thought of this already, but you can't attack me for not thinking of things like this.

I feel as though everyone wants to know everything about me.

Putting up With Things

I'm sitting in my room putting up with perverted thoughts that pass.

Pouncing

Why are people surrounding me like it's their, like, unsure of the exact word, perverted imagination?

Problem

Stop being racist to me.  You keep saying I don't have certain things in my background.  That's not what the world's been about.  So, I didn't do anything wrong.  I just get racist treatment.

Problem

Why do people have a problem with me?

Problem

Why are people encouraging me to get close to my dad in ways that I don't want to?

Feeling Sick

I was feeling sick when I came home.

Now, I have the sniffles.  Also, my head has a more compressed feeling but isn't smaller.

Waiting for a Response

I have the feeling I'm being prodded at for my dad and then waited for a response from my mom.

Song

These Dreams by Heart

Well, a free outdoor concert ... maybe, these are legal?  Maybe, they're too tired to take them down?  I'd watch them.  It might be legal.  They aren't doing anything about it.

Song

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

Make You Cry

Maybe, I can make you cry.

Pretty Real

Things really are pretty real.

All the Faults

I'm guessing I got this idea from watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but do I have to do all the faults of my dad?

Upset

I'm upset.  I was doing well last night, and now I'm all out of sorts, like I didn't sleep well.  It's like I need to take night pills, but they might kill me, at this point.  I always worried about that.  I might take one.  You can wake me from the dead, if you find out I died, but maybe I'll come back as a ghost, anyway.

Becoming a Celeb

So, why do we have to listen to celebs and are discouraged?

Losing Ideas

I keep losing ideas.

Wasting My Time

Stop surrounding me with things that you do just to waste time.