Thursday, May 26, 2016

A Trick on the Violin

If you wanna sound good soft, contrast it with adjacent loud parts.

..and sometimes make it more musical then.

Classical Music - "Simply the Best"

Bach + Handel are born the same year and a favorite of mine, "hand in hand."

I think their method of being popular is similar to pop music, simply, like, "I smell sex and candy."  There are simple ways to sound cute in basic ways, like in pop music to slide the note.  You know, I'm from Slidell, partly.

Learning Music vs. Singing

I took String Class for a year in college 3 days a week for about 45 or 50 minutes, I think.  I had a trust that it would be okay.  I was kinda nervous about the difficulty I anticipated about finding the notes, some.  I have a hard time now on my own after 11 years of not touching a violin.  I took violin my 1st semester because I had to.  I stuck with it cuz I was already on it.  I wanted to play viola at times.

I was in choir for 3 years in school and later just at church.  I feel that compared to a string player as a singer that I am not as reliable because conducting singers in a choir, we all have different voices, but with string instruments there are only 4 kinds of instruments or "bodies," if you will.

Shopping

I'm going to collect a weekly set.  There are spaghetti straps for undershirts at the mall for a few dollars each.  I also am going to wear a belt.

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Wednesday, May 25, 2016

A Musical Experience

I went to an event at Rollins College performed by 2 members of the Bach Festival Society.  The conductor there said I could join the orchestra at Rollins College in the fall!  I told him I only knew 3 keys.  I don't even have to be an enrolled student to join, which I am not.

The event was a performance by 2 violinists who are married, a Chilean man and a Latvian woman.  We had tea and scones with chocolate chips or berries.  I had iced chai tea.

I talked to the violinist man after and he said 4 or 5 years I can be a good violinist.

I take violin lessons and learn things on my own, too.  It's been like a month so far and "so far so good."

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Depressed

I said bye to someone as far as wiring in saying they have to be mean to me goes, but they still made my life miserable and took another step in removing the person from my real life.  I didn't mean bye for sure.  I didn't write it.  I was under pressure too much that I'd lose it anyway, but apparently they believe that I won't.

I just want to feel that my life is in order so I can rest and do things I need to do, like laundry and hopefully schooling..again!  Even just laying down to rest or leaving my room.  I just feel all I've sacrificed gone to waste.  I stopped watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show, maybe not good for me and so I could focus on not getting on the bad side of anything.  I mean, my case is pretty legit.  I don't go off and get a Disney pass right now so I can be more holistic and buy things I need and pay for violin.

I found someone I look up to, as anyone, gave my parents an agenda on how to be mean to me, bargaining with me with a possible lie that I will never escape this kind of life.  Look, my intimidating mom is just waiting around the corner, too.

My parents are supposed to be sending me off to other people!  This was not about me getting closer and closer to my family but to others I like a lot.  Ever since I was in more trouble for no reason, they made their presence overly clear.

You know, I can't figure this out.  I just wanted to feel at peace.  Instead, I'm here doing this.

If I move away for college, I'll have General Studies courses to distract me.

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

I'm the one who made it.

My parents may have trashed me as a baby, but I'm a person as much as anyone.

Monday, May 23, 2016

"Did you know that?"

I am respectful to my elders.

Central Florida Garbage

I'm not garbage to Central Florida, they are garbage to me.

I feel like garbage to the world cuza them.

Asians

Do Asians just want to be popular but not smart about the truth?

What's funny?

I programmed myself that, like, no matter what happened on this here earth, I would not be mean to a certain someone I had a shot at a clean record with.  Instead, I didn't win some inner fight and now this person is supposedly/seemingly being acutely hurtful to me thru others, constantly actually, but also doing something bad big if I feel upset on the inside.  This is not good for anyone.

"What's with all the hate?"

I'm not a bad, disgusting person!

Am I so acutely targeted off?

What if we did this to you?  Do you think I was the one who ruined my life??

Like, What!

Is something seriously getting in the way in my life?  People who like me have been stifled.

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It would be fun to accompany. I pretty much know the whole musical. I listened to the CD while I did homework in junior hi, too. I know one comment asked about the "score." I guess opera is more like a refined version of regular music like musical theater. I just don't understand why they never sing in a speaking range because that probably makes music like musical theater and church music what it is.

Modalities in Music

Children learn in different ways, like kinesthetic (doing,) visual, auditory, and tactual (building ideas/things maybe..)

Sunday, May 22, 2016

Opportunity

I just e-mailed the church to ask if I could play violin.

I played a year in a group class in college 3 days a week.  I have been taking lessons for about a month.  College was 11 years ago.

My Supposed Place

I'm pretty sure I was ambushed from the womb that I was to be a certain somebody because my dad is the oldest and has 2 cute younger sisters.

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

"Getting Down"

Maybe, I will listen to adults, but I'm not someone who's badder than the rest all of a sudden.  I find I have rules by people experimenting and spying on me and manipulating my life and people in it that no one else does.