cont.

It's a wonder anyone makes friends unless they were accepted by adults outside of their family as a small child.

Private Lives

People think they have the right to judge me in private or with what my family is like.  I always had a good reputation with the public.

cont.

What?  Does it make you people feel special to misjudge me for my private life?  That I'm not "shy" there?

cont.

He's hunting me down.  These messages aren't stopping.

Besides..

..Johnny Depp was mean to me before and long after.

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Is he safe? because....

....my life is an experiment and all anyone need do to talk to me from the famous world is to buzz in and show themselves.

I cursed about noises in my room that hurt that Ellen supposedly put there for a few months every day. Supposedly, I "did something" to deserve that. I avoided cursing directly at her. If I did it was blurted out and backed up arranged a certain way, probably. I did get upset about my dad on my blog to buffer that I would ever curse at Ellen. I was just so mad, it was illegal to do to me and kept on.

So, Johnny Depp has sent me threatening messages to my dignity for this, and he probably won't stop unless it starts to "bug" him. He spreads my reputation as being a bad person, he being faithful to his cause.

I'm left in limbo, in lieu a laughing stock. 

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Re: What's the last good movie you saw?

I saw Pan last night. It is promising and of the times. Reminds me a bit of The Libertine with Johnny Depp. 

Waiting to Help Me Out

It's funny people didn't reach me before if they are so mad I was upset supposedly Ellen DeGeneres put hurtful noises in my room.

Instead, they wait and get mad at me for how many times I got upset, usually every day for months.  I avoided cursing at her directly other than a few times I blotted out things in a certain way.  Who know for sure if I ever slipped from that.

It was something illegal.  I end up in the mental hospital and on pills now.  (I'm not saying anyone else should.)  My mom wants me on them cuz I live at home..

So

Admit it, a lot of things "suck" you think, but this really sucked.  Too camp?

IMDb - Pan (2015)

So, what exactly is wrong with this?

You just glossed over some of the work. You don't wanna be an actor like me? Or is everyone in ballet, etc.? 

IMDb - Pan (2015)

Re: Clumsy, boring and surprisingly ugly

Didn't it have some parts that were supposed to be more emotional, or were people distracted? I know the only moment that means anything in a way is when I came back from the bathroom and caught Blackbeard and Smee together. Tiger Lily was nice and so was Peter. 

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Re: This thing is unpleasant,dumb and a waste of film

I got good vibes. Can you tell me what was wrong? It looked like it was for everyone, as usual, too.

It also seems important to note they'd approve of Bella Thorne. I know her dad is from a Latin American country I think and her mom has maybe a little or some Italian. Lotta new things getting big in the past several years, in Hollywood. Anyway, I care a lot about Bella Thorne, follow her every day on Twitter. It's interesting. We're both from Fort Lauderdale and moved away, I think. She was in some big movies with partial starring roles in the past couple of years. Yet, she has never been on Ellen. I've been watching her at times on Disney's TV show Shake It Up. She seems set on Ellen and is very commanding of what people can think of her. She's usually overly sweet to me.. I think Ellen knows her and wants her to be bad to me, tho, in another way.. I was just interested they didn't have interest in this movie. I agree some of it was tumbleweedish aha ha and there wasn't much there for older people, in a way, it seemed. It's probably for tweens. So, I'm just interested how people would judge someone like Bella Thorne if they did not like this movie because I know she's a sweet girl who I think acted since infancy. She might be the opposite of this movie.

Here she is..
https://goo.gl/HGrGks
https://goo.gl/1AW5ph 

Time to Change

If Bella Thorne wants to be like this other look, it would take a lot, as most people can't achieve it.  Funny is she had a haistyle cut similarly before.  This is a kid, too.  Her mom is young, tho, so.

It also would be tricky cuz so much of how she choses to feel for me is extra angry, often, I feel.  Ellen DeGeneres sorta wants her to.  That's not the way other people are, like me or not.

What Bella Thorne Is Like Sometimes

I like Bella Thorne, but she seems to be a certain way for Ellen DeGeneres to be mean or "annoying" to me.  Like, I wanna look like someone, and she can't just keep sacrificing how -she- looks, like, to beat me.  She seems to be looking at me in a disciplinary way and upset, expects others to make sure she gets something in this.  Some people usually put me down for one reason or another.  However, Bella is getting it the opposite.  People encourage her to "put it on" against me.  She also has this frustrated look.  I think since she has been in the business of Hollywood longest, she is like Johnny Depp and expects more.  No offense.

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Post a picture of a person you'd like to be..

by 

ChristinaBarrett-USA1986

 » just now

IMDb member since November 2009

..like, you like how they look you wonder what it'd be like to look like that

http://goo.gl/DBKW3t

Guess which one? 

Lies

Why do you care?

You're saying I am and always was considered a bad person.  I was considered very good until we moved to Orlando or I flunked college.  Also, there's no hope for my future.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: One of the strangest/scariest memories I have as a child

My dad told me just a few stories about violence.

Why don't people who use knives go to jail; my dad told me about this one person. I guess she had knives thrown at her.

I threw some kitchen knives that weren't that sharp on the floor when my dad and brother were pounding by my bedroom that hurt so much. I didn't understand they were taking care of me by showing me what the world was in Orlando and too late, New Orleans. I had recently come down from up north in college.

I also hit my mom with a pillow when she was making hurtful noises in the kitchen.

These 2 incidences happened to me in Central Florida. I don't know if I'm branded bad or if it counts I was startled that people hated me for flunking out of college. No one said anything. Everyone I saw or knew started acting annoyingly around me. I just have to put up with it, like I meant to do something bad when I didn't.

I used to see snotty kids showing off things are better for them. I should have understood some of them had a hard time as their generation. I stomped my foot at one.

It seems dangerous. I got put in a mental hospital 3 times, twice for a month, here, after throwing things or walking after my mom, but not threateningly. I was taken in cuffs in a police car. The police are nice to ride with. 

Twitter

@bellathorne Well, Bella, I thought of you for your birthday, hope she had a great one! It goes on! 🌹

— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) October 9, 2015

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

The 1st guy was really good-looking.  He seemed like a page out of the 1800s.

The singer who got a lot of hits on YouTube with the girl there as a surprise he was singing with - that was awesome!  I think people should get off their butts and sing on YouTube.  I have tried to ask about copyrighting and licensing on YouTube, but they ended up being nonresponsive.  I'm not sure if I should take down the videos I have up on the accounts I can still access, but it'd be a laborious, questionable chore.  I did submit my singing and said I could sing like Josh Groban and the Phantom, Chris Mann.

Chelsea Clinton!  She was brilliant.  I loved her straight smooth hair so much.  She seems like a very good person and is probably very knowledgeable and is intelligent.  She said everyone should have the opportunity to be Ellen or her mom, who is most likely running for President, I think later this year or early next year.  Her baby is so beautiful and she had good pictures with her parents.  I believe her mom is so admirable because she has Welsh, among other things.  I remember when her father was still running.  I was 5, and I loved him, as everyone does, because he is so cute, etc.  Some people were disrespectful, and I wonder if that's what caused him to say a famous saying about Monica Lewinsky (sp?,) "I did not have *** with that woman."  Chelsea also wrote a book, and it sounds really good!  Everyone in the audience gets a copy.  I loved the gift Ellen had for her, an Elmo wagon to pull for trick-or-treating!  Her daughter reads a log, and she apparently watched TV for the 1st time and loves Elmo etc. on Sesame Street.  I don't remember those kinds of experiences much.

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