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Friday, December 28, 2012
Letting Someone Younger Do Something Else
Did you ever find if someone expects you to do something, they'll let someone younger do something else?
Being Good at Something
What do you think of people who expect you to do something and then get mad you're good at it?
I'm on IMDb.
IMDb
I'm not like on constantly and may do other things. I feel kinda like emptied from walking and jogging.
I'm not like on constantly and may do other things. I feel kinda like emptied from walking and jogging.
I have the most amazing story to tell.
Though my mood is still rather unstable, I was in the tub and was able to feel stimulated at points, as I usually do, but more "on target," so-to-speak. It felt like in the New Orleans area and summer 2005 when my life had become like an experiment and then supposedly had been, like my whole life and then I had a different mom etc. So, yea, then I got in bed and that's when I felt like that. You know, you think of something and then you kinda feel it but you don't feel like that's really you and you're mad it's not you but at the same time don't want to do it. So, I was in bed and felt all these feelings kinda of "being stimulated." I was amazed at feeling like I was a kid with sorta medium-large crinkled curls and then like I was a tween or teen or preteen. Finally, I imagined I was born around 1960 and went through different dimensions but in the end, thinking about being white, just sorta felt "responsible," like responsible for others. I even didn't mind if my "dad did it." I think he threw me 1 for safekeeping, while my mom and brother are gone. Well, I just heard him, yesterday. Oh, and, for some reason, I've been stimulating myself but feeling it more smoother, at least not that sorta perverted feeling like I'm being tortured and can't control it, which really cuts through and addicts you and makes you just want.
Something Cool
I watched a teacher and fair, pretty black student from the arts school in New Orleans on YouTube..
Ate
2 Packs of Crackers When I Woke Up
Hot Dog on Wheat With Hienz Ketchup
New! Chef Boyardee Canned Macaroni and Cheese
Frozen Hamburger on Thin Rye With Hienz Ketchup
About 7 Asparagus's
Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Frosting I Made and the Rest of the Breyer's Chocolate Ice Cream
Cold Water
I didn't take my vitamins this morning. Also, My right ear with the new pimple is hurting more, like an ache or pain but not incredibly painful, more irritating. I want to take a shower soon, feel like relaxing, may get tired laying in the tub.
Hot Dog on Wheat With Hienz Ketchup
New! Chef Boyardee Canned Macaroni and Cheese
Frozen Hamburger on Thin Rye With Hienz Ketchup
About 7 Asparagus's
Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Frosting I Made and the Rest of the Breyer's Chocolate Ice Cream
Cold Water
I didn't take my vitamins this morning. Also, My right ear with the new pimple is hurting more, like an ache or pain but not incredibly painful, more irritating. I want to take a shower soon, feel like relaxing, may get tired laying in the tub.
Problem
My parents used to leave the house nice with clues like I'm the princess coming home from college interested in Tim Burton but can't stand noise since I was a music major.. I thought in the experiment which came back I was supposed to call his daughter the n word. Maybe, then calling their son gay on the bonus features of a movie made that happen. Also, they were gonna ask me to do it, later.. So, also, I don't believe Cali and L.A. knows about caring for the person as a person.
Ow
My right ear now feels like it has a pimple and is affecting my jaw. I guess I need a new pack of ear plugs each month.
Ow
I scratched like the back of my neck|head and it hurt like something was stuck in it because there's a pimple.
Ow! ^0^
My left ear had a pimple, and my right 1 has a similar feeling. I keep taking long baths but still feel dirty. My female thing! It's still pretty minute.
Problem
I feel like I've been made to hurt myself. I also feel made fun of that it was possible and that some people wouldn't care, that some people can't be hurt like that, psychiatrically. I mean the way my body is working. This has gone on awhile. It could have been interesting, but the people in the area are so critical of me. They just want to make me feel guilty because I went on my big break, though they probably bothered me, before, as much.
Dream
I don't remember the 1st, but it was good.
The 2nd I was like in a big more empty, dark museum with a dark floor. I was with my mom looking at a shelf of DVDs and came across some workout ones. There was also a kit for toning, like a big thing with material, not sure how it worked, kinda like you pumped at it. So, I picked this arm & something working. I thought of a dog and saw like an image with big sorta poofy arms with curves. I went and brought that with me. So, I came up to Ginny Kopf and she was teaching 3 or 4 classes and 1 was an exercise class. I was in a line with people, like another dream a more long time ago saw a guy from high school who was bigger with a big head, kinda drugged from all the energy he had, and I said hi to him in the end. So, I came up to the teacher, and I think she noticed me. I went off, and then I came across her. I thought she was going to sign me up for a class. So, there was like a bunch of stairs facing the center. Everyone was walking up and down them and almost doing a coordinated routine, and I realized I'd missed the beginning classes. I just did what the people by me did, like sorta crouched over sometimes. It felt like I was experienced in this a lot and hoped everyone else would be or feel that they could have been if they wanted. I thought I'd done this on couches. So, she did something, don't remember what.
The 2nd I was like in a big more empty, dark museum with a dark floor. I was with my mom looking at a shelf of DVDs and came across some workout ones. There was also a kit for toning, like a big thing with material, not sure how it worked, kinda like you pumped at it. So, I picked this arm & something working. I thought of a dog and saw like an image with big sorta poofy arms with curves. I went and brought that with me. So, I came up to Ginny Kopf and she was teaching 3 or 4 classes and 1 was an exercise class. I was in a line with people, like another dream a more long time ago saw a guy from high school who was bigger with a big head, kinda drugged from all the energy he had, and I said hi to him in the end. So, I came up to the teacher, and I think she noticed me. I went off, and then I came across her. I thought she was going to sign me up for a class. So, there was like a bunch of stairs facing the center. Everyone was walking up and down them and almost doing a coordinated routine, and I realized I'd missed the beginning classes. I just did what the people by me did, like sorta crouched over sometimes. It felt like I was experienced in this a lot and hoped everyone else would be or feel that they could have been if they wanted. I thought I'd done this on couches. So, she did something, don't remember what.
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