Monday, October 8, 2012
The messages won't stop.
I keep getting people I don't like inflicted on me. They should know those who are special to them, but some parents are incompetent cretins.
Frankenweenie
I noticed that maybe Tim Burton has taken like hints from me in his movie. I wonder how that goes over? It's not my fault. I don't think he cares. He's been harsh, lately.
It'll probably get more and more interesting as more people see it.
It'll probably get more and more interesting as more people see it.
Leave me alone!
Stop giving me hidden messages. Don't you know no one will like you for coming on like you're something you're simply ... er ... not? I'm reading it in the signals! I don't like to be molested in private like that, neither. Please, don't go on in German all clunky like a nigger. Hey, my nose on the other side just got wider when I turned my head some. The right side had an indent, and the other side just got bigger. Why don't you do something sutpid like this instead of cause it on me? I'm not gonna do what you do. Pretty much, I've kept my rapport about the Nell Burton incidence, but IW ill not change anything from befroe.
Like a Machine
Sometimes, the cars go by and I think of things that might be the cause of my parents and I get upset. Sometimes, in private, I think of things with other people that are bad by accident, but it's their fault it comes up.
I keep feeling so much pressure by my egg sacks.
I'm pretty sure this is all bad. I'm tired of complaining for now and wanted to relax at home.
Well, this morning I felt my nails kinda go out on the left hand when my dad left for work. I met him at the corner. I had met my mom at the other corner.
It's funny I used to draw toenails on the TV and pimples, for my brother and of my dad. I wonder what that means...
People keep picking on me like they can. It's not really funny I was made vulnerable, but I know a lot. I'm like a machine!
I'm tired of being stimulated in perverted ways. LEAVE ME ALONE! This is why you need to be ******.
I keep feeling so much pressure by my egg sacks.
I'm pretty sure this is all bad. I'm tired of complaining for now and wanted to relax at home.
Well, this morning I felt my nails kinda go out on the left hand when my dad left for work. I met him at the corner. I had met my mom at the other corner.
It's funny I used to draw toenails on the TV and pimples, for my brother and of my dad. I wonder what that means...
People keep picking on me like they can. It's not really funny I was made vulnerable, but I know a lot. I'm like a machine!
I'm tired of being stimulated in perverted ways. LEAVE ME ALONE! This is why you need to be ******.
Johnny Depp is so perverted.
Definitely, so is my dad. They just think of every possible thing you could do because people are niggers. Then, they go through it with you rather than let you live your life you let these things happen to you. I don't think they have anything to teach me.
Something Unexciting
I felt like the right cheek, which I've felt swirling around, rip at the nose crack.
Also, I noticed I have a line on my eyelid like a cousin's baby. The right one. Well, the baby used to look like that.
Also, I noticed I have a line on my eyelid like a cousin's baby. The right one. Well, the baby used to look like that.
My Dad or Johnny Depp
So, what, should I really like be "onto" my dad literally, physically knowing him, or is Johnny Depp just listening to what our parents want?
I hate Johnny Depp. Not Really. But-
He's rude to me. Wait, is he?
I just got the idea of him torturing my future son.
That's so lame the way he "says it."
I just got the idea of him torturing my future son.
That's so lame the way he "says it."
Why should...
Why should only people born around 1960 be babied to people born around 1950 as less disgusting and more like cute and rubbery-fluffy or like solid in a good way, and like juicy from eating right?
Shorter and Shorter
I guess, I feel I'm solidifying my figure but want longer legs. So, we'll see what happens. It's because of the medicine. My life was okay before the "n" word thing. My periods are bad and my egg sacks are stimulated. They had gotten so heavy and rich! I was dripping blood when I woke up, though. Maybe, I need to eat more and wait another year.
Wrong Steps
I don't think you need to go through being perverted to come out how you were to begin with...
Gay
So, if you're wondering why I'm happy I'm getting shorter it's because I think I've been stretching my spine too much and not my legs, hopefully which will ... also I need to be stimulated in my crotch because all these years, since I was 11, I've not been since seeing that girl from L.A. who looked so good, was slim, yet seemed so fat, with white hair ... because I took medicine that seems to have made me taller whereas I was trying to get taller in the right way before and didn't. I don't know why I seem taller now.
I thought about it ... somehow people putting their arm around me while I'm sitting down would stimulate me... depending on who and how I react. So, I was thinking, I don't need to be reassured on rides because I feel dead and am assuming that most people if not would need to be reassured by their boyfriends, etc... How3ever, I discovered something interesting. I don't know if I'd really ever go on a ferris wheel again, which kinda interested me ... so, I think I would like to. I mean it's not that boat ride that swings back and forth? Imagine some people would really get scared... I'm also upset because my neck got hurt on a log ride like Splash Mountain. I thought I'd have fun. When I wanted to do hurtles in P.E. when I moved, I couldn't do any. I was 12.
I think some people can really get scared, and it's funny if it happens. I mean, you can get in pain, too. :S My aunt was a police, but I know she gets like agitated. More than me in a way. She's younger than my dad.
Think about how some people react to gatherings like campfires. I guess it gets me sappy. I love going on the hikes, though, now that is cool! I do feel a lot, but I'd prefer a reeal hike.
Festivals are the biggest thing for me. You get dressed up in modern clothes. I think the peak for me was thinking someone older would notice me, like an adult, but that's not where the fun was but where the hype was, shouldn't be something you have to mull over. I always liked festivals, guess it sorta echoed what was to come.
I thought of something. My dad did the kiddie games at the festivals at 2 different schools. He had to get surgery on his knee I thik at the 3rd school... He got surgery again, later. He even remembers today and so do I, something I don't remember, too, that the car like exploded at the gas station then. After his second surgery I used store cards to buy stuff and put up Alice in Wonderland stuff on the walls. My grandma got some sort of surgery years ago and was fired by an older brother, where she worked at a craft store. I remember there was a lady there, not older than her, who was obese and tall but not like plump who cried when I was there. There were lots of things. Also, she took me to the store and there was a lady she knew working at a place like for popcorn. When I talked to a relative, she talked about her flabby arms and mine got flabby. I saw in a video someone who looked like her got like African-looking hands, with short curly hair. What else? My grandma acted like I was a problem in how I didn't always respond as assertively when we were out. Hm.
I feel killed, really, and made to be the opposite of all that was accomplished for people born in 1960, and it's probably very outwardly taxing.
Also, I'm like an active sperm and will attack any other sperms that are no good, even if I die!
I thought about it ... somehow people putting their arm around me while I'm sitting down would stimulate me... depending on who and how I react. So, I was thinking, I don't need to be reassured on rides because I feel dead and am assuming that most people if not would need to be reassured by their boyfriends, etc... How3ever, I discovered something interesting. I don't know if I'd really ever go on a ferris wheel again, which kinda interested me ... so, I think I would like to. I mean it's not that boat ride that swings back and forth? Imagine some people would really get scared... I'm also upset because my neck got hurt on a log ride like Splash Mountain. I thought I'd have fun. When I wanted to do hurtles in P.E. when I moved, I couldn't do any. I was 12.
I think some people can really get scared, and it's funny if it happens. I mean, you can get in pain, too. :S My aunt was a police, but I know she gets like agitated. More than me in a way. She's younger than my dad.
Think about how some people react to gatherings like campfires. I guess it gets me sappy. I love going on the hikes, though, now that is cool! I do feel a lot, but I'd prefer a reeal hike.
Festivals are the biggest thing for me. You get dressed up in modern clothes. I think the peak for me was thinking someone older would notice me, like an adult, but that's not where the fun was but where the hype was, shouldn't be something you have to mull over. I always liked festivals, guess it sorta echoed what was to come.
I thought of something. My dad did the kiddie games at the festivals at 2 different schools. He had to get surgery on his knee I thik at the 3rd school... He got surgery again, later. He even remembers today and so do I, something I don't remember, too, that the car like exploded at the gas station then. After his second surgery I used store cards to buy stuff and put up Alice in Wonderland stuff on the walls. My grandma got some sort of surgery years ago and was fired by an older brother, where she worked at a craft store. I remember there was a lady there, not older than her, who was obese and tall but not like plump who cried when I was there. There were lots of things. Also, she took me to the store and there was a lady she knew working at a place like for popcorn. When I talked to a relative, she talked about her flabby arms and mine got flabby. I saw in a video someone who looked like her got like African-looking hands, with short curly hair. What else? My grandma acted like I was a problem in how I didn't always respond as assertively when we were out. Hm.
I feel killed, really, and made to be the opposite of all that was accomplished for people born in 1960, and it's probably very outwardly taxing.
Also, I'm like an active sperm and will attack any other sperms that are no good, even if I die!
My Aunt
I was upset because I was feeling bad and I saw a picture of my lips on Facebook talking to her, and my face was hard to control. Since then, my dad's been like not being as courteous to me and like trying to stretch out acting like he's punishing me. I don't know where I can safely turn. He has a lot of power but shouldn't! Why not have power over people he can handle?
Dream
I remember the first one was like a locker in like a mental hospital all dark, there was like this big machine that was all dark and shiny. I guess it had doors in it. It was probably like a place where kids stayed and got tortured. There weren't many people there that I remember. I think someone was there I wanted to put my arm around at the mall or something. I remember now kinda. There were other people in it.
The next one I was at a festival and like remember I wanted to put my arm around the person again and vice versa. There was this ride. First I went on a roller coaster I designed that had lots of loops that didn't affect me. It was about how I didn't like big drops. So, then, there was a ride that was a big deal that went in circles, like at festivals, and it spun around in like Strawberry circles. I went in awhile and there was this room with pianos. Then we were to go on the ride. Some things happened and I couldn't dream of going on the ride. I remember my mom was outside waiting, too. My friend was there. I made a new friend. A brunette from junior high and high school used a girl with lighter hair who was similar as thinking she was my daughter and it made me feel funny. So, we were there a long time, like 15 or 20 minutes or so it seemed.
I guess I was upset and wanted to put my arm around the person the whole of these 2 dreams. It was a good feeling, though, and I kinda did.
I was upset when I woke up and felt stimulated twice. The first time was interesting but kinda bad and the second kinda flees from me now. I was trying to feel okay but things happened. It did feel pushed on me. I blame the thing with Johnny Depp. I'm pretty upset and felt pretty disgusting. I felt better last night in some ways. It was okay, just felt like in ttrouble I guess. I just feel like it in bed, though. I did discover that I wake up when there's something fun to do like dance. I do need new bed covers... I don't know if I will get them. My room is messy in a way, for some reason. I know I need to ORDER ear plus. It was an interesting experience but not perfect for me. I woke up and turned off the music. Maybe, I shouldn't keep it on.
Also, I read a message from my aunt and felt disturbed. I felt the nails on my left hand like circle over and now they feel smooth and trashy a bit. A bit stimulated. It should cease. I have a right to be very mad but am tired of announcing it. See, people are really bad. Now, also, my lip feels a bit affected. I'm supposed to be able to feel something from others! I blame the "n" word thing with Nell Burton, but it's not her fault, it's her mom's and Tim Burton's, probably. It's others's, too, but I don't know why nor who for sure.
So, I'm upset at how I feel, want to get better food. I want tasty food, too, and I guess decided on what to deat. I need to learn to cook, too.
I haven't worked out in awhile and slimmed down and shrunk. Wait, I got fatter, but my breast is smaller.
The next one I was at a festival and like remember I wanted to put my arm around the person again and vice versa. There was this ride. First I went on a roller coaster I designed that had lots of loops that didn't affect me. It was about how I didn't like big drops. So, then, there was a ride that was a big deal that went in circles, like at festivals, and it spun around in like Strawberry circles. I went in awhile and there was this room with pianos. Then we were to go on the ride. Some things happened and I couldn't dream of going on the ride. I remember my mom was outside waiting, too. My friend was there. I made a new friend. A brunette from junior high and high school used a girl with lighter hair who was similar as thinking she was my daughter and it made me feel funny. So, we were there a long time, like 15 or 20 minutes or so it seemed.
I guess I was upset and wanted to put my arm around the person the whole of these 2 dreams. It was a good feeling, though, and I kinda did.
I was upset when I woke up and felt stimulated twice. The first time was interesting but kinda bad and the second kinda flees from me now. I was trying to feel okay but things happened. It did feel pushed on me. I blame the thing with Johnny Depp. I'm pretty upset and felt pretty disgusting. I felt better last night in some ways. It was okay, just felt like in ttrouble I guess. I just feel like it in bed, though. I did discover that I wake up when there's something fun to do like dance. I do need new bed covers... I don't know if I will get them. My room is messy in a way, for some reason. I know I need to ORDER ear plus. It was an interesting experience but not perfect for me. I woke up and turned off the music. Maybe, I shouldn't keep it on.
Also, I read a message from my aunt and felt disturbed. I felt the nails on my left hand like circle over and now they feel smooth and trashy a bit. A bit stimulated. It should cease. I have a right to be very mad but am tired of announcing it. See, people are really bad. Now, also, my lip feels a bit affected. I'm supposed to be able to feel something from others! I blame the "n" word thing with Nell Burton, but it's not her fault, it's her mom's and Tim Burton's, probably. It's others's, too, but I don't know why nor who for sure.
So, I'm upset at how I feel, want to get better food. I want tasty food, too, and I guess decided on what to deat. I need to learn to cook, too.
I haven't worked out in awhile and slimmed down and shrunk. Wait, I got fatter, but my breast is smaller.
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