Why drive people nuts?

If someone is more settled in a more classical way, why would you assume you had it down by being more, like, childlike?  Practice makes perfect, and I haven't seen certain things happen, yet, and it seems like they should have.  I understand if you're really doing something, but, if you want to put on a show, why not nail down certain consistencies to make people feel alright?  By alright I mean comfortable, settled, not like there's something that's gonna drive them nuts.

Antsy Issues?

Whenever I've settled from a downer, I've ricocheted back because of problems from other people.

Differences of Functioning

When you use bad times to your advantage, making use of the dark, how does that relate to making sure someone doesn't feel happiness when something bad has happened?  I suppose there is a difference from being able to feel happy to being able to settle differences.

Wound Up

I get worried about getting wound up, but I'm just making things better.

My Sanity

Wow, the blog is nailing down my sanity.  I regret my anger.  I don't know what to do.  I was helping out, did the dishes twice and am on a second load of towels.  I think I've adapted to the new protocols.  I wasn't literally thinking bad thoughts.  They popped up in my head, and I couldn't deal with what angered me.  So, in a way, I was doing something, but I wasn't trying to do it.  Sometimes it doesn't make me mad.  I know what made me mad.  Something was stimulating me in an uncomfortable way that I regret.  I'm not sure what to do about that.  I don't feel it now.

Doing Things to Annoy Others

Some people do some things just to annoy others, even if it looks like they really aren't having a good time, at all, in certain ways.  You wonder if their options were closed.  You wonder why they were outrageous, to begin with.  Most people are like that, today, for some reason.

Ingrained in Your Head

Why do people think you have a problem if you have things stuck in your head that other people do on purpose?  I thought everyone was important.  Those people don't care.

New Fans of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton

Does it make you happy to see people shy away from admitting they are fans of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton because they have kids though aren't married technically.  I'm sure they do that to annoy other fans from administering normal conversations with others online.  Instead, we have people foreign enough to come on and, for no reason, be overly critical of them, doing suggestive things, even.  It has happened a lot, but I think the newer posters are younger and merely shaping themselves into how they think predecessors were cool, maybe not being serious, though before I know they were and were doing it to annoy the fans.  It was mainly annoying in that it was like smothering them to be stimulated through insults, like buckering them up.  However, they bucker them up over your head, and it's nagging.  It doesn't bother me, any more.  I gradually got used to it.  It helped me vent my frustrations, and I answer them correcting them but not being critical of them too much.  I am just thankful they care more than just stating something that doesn't dig into the essence and substance of it.

People Surrounding You Whenever They See You

What do you think about people stimulating you if you can't help thinking certain things or if you look like you're doing something you're not trying to do?  I know I'm in the process of cleaning up my thoughts and am not drawn to using curse words.

High Expectations

What do you think about people thinking being good, for some people, makes it not good for you because you can't fathom, at the moment, doing something you expect others to do.

What do you think about waiting?

What do you think about how some people do want some things but want to wait, and, then, when you know something about it, you do it with someone else, instead, and prevent them from doing it?  In that case, you may as well had done it with the other person, instead of shaming it in their name with another choice, just to be annoying and risky for fun.

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@TheEllenShow - Interesting Yet Shocking

You know, that's reeally funny because I was just talking about food and she went to school where I was born.  Talk about being used.  Who wants to dedicate their life in that particular way to food???  It seems we've had food troubles in Florida.  I don't feel I can be healthy here like I was in the New Orleans suburb.  I don't know.  I mean, what is there to eat?  I can understand if I ate out.

You know, I find it interesting she looks somewhat on target for her age, whereas most people look younger.  I know I still look like I'm in high school.  Maybe college.  Actually, to me, too, she looks strangely old.  I can imagine what her life was like in southeastern Florida.  I personally don't like NYC.  I've never been there.  I did feel cool when I was changing planes there but stayed in the plane.  I was alone and was 13.

I'm wondering if, like me, she started out eating cheap and then was able to experiment more and make better decisions.  When you're focused on eating right, it really works.  Having no white bread really boosts my esteem, I think.  I mean, I'm not one to like give up bread.  I haven't had it much lately.  We have rice.  It's okay, it's food.

I remember I hated eating corn.  That was a staple of my diet when I was very little.  It's funny how I've changed under my mom's tutelege.

Okay, something else obvious about Florida is that we seem to get a lot in way of self-esteem.  It's like we've lived life when we haven't.  It's strange when we realize the mistakes we make.  In the New Orleans area, we always were able to live life figuring things out.  My parents don't seem to be able to sort things being from the northeast and out of the U.S.

I guess, too, some people see themselves as perfect in certain light and are afraid in general to think outside of the box.  They tend to go all the way, all the way for something.  I'm thinking you've lived if you're not from Florida.  About L.A., I'd rather not be there, neither.  It's become to me, I think, like NYC.  NYC is a place where like dark people and book writers live.  That's okay, but I thought NYC was the place for families.  I used to dream of living there, as a kid.  I knew it'd be more physical than Florida.  There is a very different feeling in certain areas of the country when you go there the 1st time and probably each succeeding time.  (I'm not sure if I've heard the word "succeeding" used like this.  Wait, I guess I would have because I think so now.)

Actually, I felt I wanted to be a writer and illustrator of my own books when I was 10.

I notice the little blonde at the bottom of the page.  I thought that people prized their kids not only having white hair but white skin.  Well, that's not what's important, but people still live in that fantasy.  :(

I'm looking at all she's done and am glad I'm not from there.  I guess I should consider myself from the New Orleans area.  Where would I be today, otherwise?  I think I was better off there.  I still learned a lot in Florida, had a good base in a way.  I didn't like leaving Fort Lauderdale, but it was interesting in other minor areas of the state.  Well, they were major areas, too, but not like Fort Lauderdale.  Supposedly, Fort Lauderdale is the epitome of Florida.  I don't know how I know that.  It's perhaps by watching people when I was young.  Living in Fort Lauderdale suburbs is worth it.  For instance, the boy at the beginning of Pirates of the Caribbean 3 is from the city Fort Lauderdale and so is the girl who played Belle from Beauty and the Beast.  Johnny Depp is originally from Kentucky and some other places but mostly grew up in a Fort Lauderdale - Miami suburb.  I don't know if he is like he is because he's not from there as a younger child or if it really is, like me, because of being from a suburb instead of a thinly-lived city.

I guess there are different ways of looking at the different places you are from, depending on where they are.

I seem to be at a loss being from the south.  I seem to be following the beat of a different drum.  I always was good but not aknowledged as such.  I know I am grateful to my mom.  I like my dad, too.  I am different from them both, though.  I eat very differently.  I'm glad I was made into a different person.  I always wished they were different, but, like, my mom I don't see how she could have been any different.  I am different from a lot of people.  It's interseting where I get my strength.  Sometimes, I eat cheap, like now me shying away depressed while my little brother is home from college.  I think my brother is still having superiority issues that are obvious like I had as a very young child.  I'm glad I can make myself out to be attractive, with the assistance of the criticism of the world and both my parents.

@TheEllenShow - Nice-Looking People

Wow, those people look nice.  Wow, their hair looks neat.  I could have done my hair like that at one point.  That's something I would have liked.  I used to have a certain look ... I watched "Happy Days."  I just keep looking better and better.  I guess I'm not dying, yet.  D8  I thought upon moving away from Louisiana that I was.  Moving there, I felt like I was, too, but I guess I wasn't.  For my aunt's wedding, I had my hair scrunched by my cousin-in-law.  It was black and in tiny curls.  Usually, I've just had long black wavy|curly hair when I lived in Louisiana.  I considered myself to be growing my hair out, now, but it seems I've gotten used to the length.  Like I said in my last Tweet, I've been growing it out from shaving it after I didn't like it dyed.  Later, I looked for non-permanent dye online but didn't find any.  I don't think I could live shaving it again.  For some reason, before, I knew it would be awhile until it was important to me to have my hair a certain length.  You know, with short hair, you could style it with mousse, as well.  Mine would stick up funny, though.  I cut bangs but am growing them out.  My hair is just its same ole same ole.

@TheEllenShow - Hair

That's funny.  Not everyone has had their hair short at some point in their life.  I know a lot of older people like shorter hair.  I shaved mine twice because I was unhappy having dyed it.  I didn't see lots of non-permanent dye online, nothing of use to me.  I wanted to dye it 1st red and blonde and 2nd honey.  I wanted it layered, at 1st.  2nd, I was growing it out.  The reason I don't want to dye it is actually because I think it's neat how in the dark it looks black and in the light it looks blonde.

I feel kinda bad because I think I convinced my mom to get bangs when I was 8.  She has long hair, and my dad likes it.  Also, I used to want a dog.  When I was 16, my brother wanted one because he watched movies like Air Bud for some reason.  I feel guilty because having a dog is a hassle.  I've asked my mom if she's growing her bangs back out, but I guess not.

I don't actually know how long I want my hair now.  I'll probably just get it done like everyone else in a year around 1|2 foot below my shoulders and then tie it up.  :|  Everyone in Louisiana tie their hair up, I noticed because I'm not from there originally.  I used to like mine down and to my shoulders most of my life.  I grew it longer because I was a teenager but didn't always have it that long.  I did actually get used to having it long.  I just wanted to look modern.

It's interesting you look so young.  I like how people today around your age sometimes look so young.

@ChloeGMoretz - "Dark Shadows"

Wow!  You did really well in Dark Shadows!  You were so cool!  You had such a complex attitude and spunk.  You seemed very proper, yet saucy!  You looked so good!  You have such an attractive figure!  Like older ladies used to notice with me when I was 12 or around your age, you have good-looking legs!  You did a really good job!  I enjoyed your performance so much!  I look forward to seeing you work with Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Helena Bonham Carter, again!

@olivianj - Health

Wow, that was a nice interview! You are very adamant about breast cancer survival!  Like I said before, I have a 4 mm brain tumor, but I think they said I can just live with it.  One option was to take medicine to dissolve it.  A different kind of an eye doctor told me I'd have to keep taking it or it'd grow back.

@ChloeGMoretz - "The Ellen Degeneres Show"

Wow, Chloë, you were good on "The Ellen Degeneres Show" with Johnny Depp and Michelle Pfeiffer.  I hope that you had a good time and that you will be on it again!  You were soo cute!

Tattoos

If I got tattoos, I wonder if I'd get one that says "Ellen Degeneres." Most people I know want like a butterfly on the back of their ankle, but I don't know anyone that well.

@olivianj - Interview

I'm so happy for your wellness center!

I'm glad you had so much fun in Asia, as I heard you say you did, and also I presume in Australia.

Your pants sound really cool.

You have a really good mom!

Aw, I've wanted to go into entertainment for a few years.  I'm very glad you did! :)