Friday, November 14, 2014
What's this..
..the rip off my clothes presentation? I can see it in the coy smile of others. Like, "Ooh, I was good and then decided to become bad and am bad." Oh, "and if I am good then people will call me a n*****."
cont.
The whole world is so crazy. I just wanna curl up in my bed and not get anything done that's in my life. But sometimes it's hard to sleep, like about every day.
I shoulda had my mind on laundry but went out for a jog instead. I washed it but haven't gone about hanging it, didn't feel like it this night by my parents's bedroom, maybe.
I shoulda had my mind on laundry but went out for a jog instead. I washed it but haven't gone about hanging it, didn't feel like it this night by my parents's bedroom, maybe.
This is just crazy.
I'm not putting up with anything. I am not the one causing problems. Ya'll're just competitive. You want attention, and you hurt me. I don't ruin your chances and get in your way. I'm rather stressed, on meds, don't get money from my parents like before.
Upset
Most people were in check before the happy sappy Burton and Depp came along with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and your Pirates of the Caribbean.
Now, you think I did something, lying to get yer asses outta trouble. I don't trust adult figures from my childhood.
Now, you think I did something, lying to get yer asses outta trouble. I don't trust adult figures from my childhood.
What Ya'll Made It Like
My friends were gonna visit me they said more.
You all made it crazy outside, and I could not really concentrate.
You all made it crazy outside, and I could not really concentrate.
and
I think they are still hurting me.
It's funny they seemed somewhat nice, but one unfriended me elsewhere early on without answering me.
It's funny they seemed somewhat nice, but one unfriended me elsewhere early on without answering me.
Jogged
The whole time I was hurt that life is about old best friends who won't even talk to me. The whole world knows I spammed them and doesn't care that there is a reason.
Jr Hi
When I started in Florida in 6th grade, it seemed more like a public high school. People would come to terms very easily and care and say I was very nice and I felt attractive. So, if I became famous, it would not be a hate school.
I guess it doesn't matter.
It used to be you can act a certain way to normal people in public but with family tension builds. You don't "tell" what you do at home. Like, oh, at home, she's more free and unrefined.
Thursday, November 13, 2014
Kids Today
I am considered the last of the crap generations.
Sarah's Day...WHAT?? Sarah explains what her day is ...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRR4raUhsWg
7 hours ago - Uploaded by OneTimeShow
We explain What Sarah's day is! Watch from the ... Sarah Brightman - One Day Like This (Official Video) by Last Night
I hope nothing bad was said. Or misinterpreted. I looked over some of it, wanna go to bed soon..
I -think-
I mean no harm, whatever that means to anyone. Yes, I am interested in people, but I can get interested in other things. Isn't Steven Hawkins a professor?
I just uncovered something.
I think some people hinder your way to feeling because they themselves have the same problem..
Wut
What do you mean your mom takes care of everything? My mom doesn't do shit. I have to handle myself. I can't find many friends online. I'm happy, tho.. I just have to know
Um.. no
You are not the 1 who is like everything and I'm nothing as far as European goes. :| Anyone?..
OK
It's no mystery that people who are attractive are.. guess you just hate Asian.
You think, "Wow," but like we get it.
You think, "Wow," but like we get it.
What's this?
Making fun of me when you act like nothing's wrong on the outside? I confronted my dad about that young!!!!
Issue
Why are people in my life getting attention over me? That's just sick. Why are they even in my life in that way, in another way in another way????
Problem
Why do I >actually< .. see my father? I wanted to actually not see him >everywhere< and just him..
This is sickening.
I am not having fun.
I know everything is going to people in my life.. what about playing it fair?
I know everything is going to people in my life.. what about playing it fair?
Ha Ha Ha
I'm skipping over interviews and watching lovely music. And lovely people! Whoops, no, I am not sucking up. Wait, what!
A Bit Upset
I wonder if people are waiting for someone better and my chance was jeopardized. I can hold on my own, in fact..
PROBLEM
STOP ACTING LIKE I'M BAD
These people are bothering me. I guess none of you matter.
xp
Ya'll're just pigs in the mud telling me I'm not good enough "online."
These people are bothering me. I guess none of you matter.
xp
Ya'll're just pigs in the mud telling me I'm not good enough "online."
Sick
I'm sick of being picked on for writing things that have nothing wrong with them, like they're trying to look good by saying I did something. This is just sick.
Apology
I didn't come out all that polite to the picky reader looking for attention. I don't really get the attention I want.
I already know..
..no one likes me cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese cuza my dark hair. I DIDN'T THINK TO REPLOT MY LIFE like ooh I need to quit all my activities..which I did..
YouTube Comment
link
I notice she likes to wear this white, lacy dress. I actually was Elsa for Halloween, and when kids asked me if I was Elsa, I'd start singing the song, while I was Trick-or-Treating. Anyway, it's nice and does look pretty. It reminds me of my cousin as an infant, I'm going back. I don't know why people today dress how they do.
Lotta people really love her a lot, and I bet some kids might appreciate meeting her, tho she wears her hair dark and seems more lost in herself than Elsa.
So, this singing was good. I've become quite a fan when I found these videos.
I would love to sing with her, but I'm actually a really good singer from when I was a teenager and always wanted to be on Broadway in something like Cats or A Chorus Line. I was in ballet at this dance studio. I sang, wanted to be a singer, since I was 5, but I wasn't one of those obnoxious people, like with singing and rough housing. I know most sensations in this life sang since they could remember or age 2 maybe..
I actually studied music in college, as well, singing and ballet. I was told to take a break, though, but was so happy, just took too many courses. :(
I wish people would talk to me or like express if they really like Idina Menzel as much as I did. I feel like a hog that won't shut up, but that's not my fault, this is a message board, not a group interview. People don't have to listen, it's there to read. Don't be silly..
I dunno what else I should say, then. Here's me singing it: http://youtu.be/16FCQTaCwUY. I'm getting better but not ready to post another recording of this particular song. It's sorta off and on. I walk around and don't usually record.
Anyone feel we are now being made fun of to wanna meet someone famous? They were normal people once. I was actually a celebrated figure in the community, whether or not those people would acknowledge that fact.. There has to be a way. They base hiring all on your picture, too. Must be hard to find good, classical/showtime singers..
I notice she likes to wear this white, lacy dress. I actually was Elsa for Halloween, and when kids asked me if I was Elsa, I'd start singing the song, while I was Trick-or-Treating. Anyway, it's nice and does look pretty. It reminds me of my cousin as an infant, I'm going back. I don't know why people today dress how they do.
Lotta people really love her a lot, and I bet some kids might appreciate meeting her, tho she wears her hair dark and seems more lost in herself than Elsa.
So, this singing was good. I've become quite a fan when I found these videos.
I would love to sing with her, but I'm actually a really good singer from when I was a teenager and always wanted to be on Broadway in something like Cats or A Chorus Line. I was in ballet at this dance studio. I sang, wanted to be a singer, since I was 5, but I wasn't one of those obnoxious people, like with singing and rough housing. I know most sensations in this life sang since they could remember or age 2 maybe..
I actually studied music in college, as well, singing and ballet. I was told to take a break, though, but was so happy, just took too many courses. :(
I wish people would talk to me or like express if they really like Idina Menzel as much as I did. I feel like a hog that won't shut up, but that's not my fault, this is a message board, not a group interview. People don't have to listen, it's there to read. Don't be silly..
I dunno what else I should say, then. Here's me singing it: http://youtu.be/16FCQTaCwUY. I'm getting better but not ready to post another recording of this particular song. It's sorta off and on. I walk around and don't usually record.
Anyone feel we are now being made fun of to wanna meet someone famous? They were normal people once. I was actually a celebrated figure in the community, whether or not those people would acknowledge that fact.. There has to be a way. They base hiring all on your picture, too. Must be hard to find good, classical/showtime singers..
Problem
Why do I feel people are thinking Ellen needs to mold -my- behavior? I'm sorry, but something like this always comes up, and I have to say I find anything like this sickening. What? Did she relay to the world that she knows I laughed during Frozen at people getting hurt??
Apology
Not sure what's wrong, but I mean if someone tortures you, why would the torturer care what the torturee says and does? I don't wanna curse at anyone forever, but it's hard to forgive whoever put the noises in my room. My life is so bad, and it doesn't help.
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I didn't really take to that lady's singing that seemed like making fun of me that Ellen rubbed in liking so much. And, no, I am not implying anything mean by saying "rubbing it in."
I liked Sofia Vergara! I wonder what it's like to be so famous. She was very pretty and seems very smart.
Nick Jonas seems overly conformist and blasphemous. I must speak my mind and not dilly and not dally. He like bows to Ellen, but I feel he spits at me. They don't spit at just anyone. His singing to a tune was so-so but still very good.
The guy from where I live was nice, but his mom was sitting next to Ellen to be suggestive, like a robot, like I did something! LEAVE ME ALONE! Wut you think I am, anyway? I hate Orlando. My dentist was so nervous she had to scratch a tooth.
I didn't really take to that lady's singing that seemed like making fun of me that Ellen rubbed in liking so much. And, no, I am not implying anything mean by saying "rubbing it in."
I liked Sofia Vergara! I wonder what it's like to be so famous. She was very pretty and seems very smart.
Nick Jonas seems overly conformist and blasphemous. I must speak my mind and not dilly and not dally. He like bows to Ellen, but I feel he spits at me. They don't spit at just anyone. His singing to a tune was so-so but still very good.
The guy from where I live was nice, but his mom was sitting next to Ellen to be suggestive, like a robot, like I did something! LEAVE ME ALONE! Wut you think I am, anyway? I hate Orlando. My dentist was so nervous she had to scratch a tooth.
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
I thought we settled this..
..I could punch my couch as much as I want, tho it does not bring satisfaction unless it gets slapped with a random towel that found its way in my room. I don't -like- punching the couch.
Problem
I'm tired of these snotty people acting like it's obvious I've done something. What you think it'll escalate? I won't get life in prison with the way people are honesty treating me. I done all I could, watched crime shows, to warn myself.. come across a few of a rerun.
People
You think you can just sign off after you've snuck in your point and let mama or whomever make you look good??
Should I just
"chuck it all?" No way!
This is going way too far. I don't have to do this/put up with it.
This is going way too far. I don't have to do this/put up with it.
Nasty
I'm following posts concerning Idina Menzel on Twitter, and they're nasty. They are hinting at what I just posted. Suddenly, I'm being challenged for no reason. A simple-minded person would easily argue that.
I don't appreciate it.
People telling me I'm bad cuz I hit things and screamed every weekday one recent week. I don't like being babied like this. They were just attacking me again. It seems like a fascination. I don't enjoy it. People are at me for being fat, etc. What about the other fat people coming!! Anyway, get the point??
Well Wishes
Idina Menzel - Please enjoy yourself at the awards. I hope they publish it online, too..
It seemed fine "when I said it.."
Why are we obsessed with me saying "Chinese?" I just meant it as an aside for like wanting me to be squeamish cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese. I didn't mean it, even if you deserve it.
Question
Why do really weird people act like they have to be better than me like it doesn't matter and a lotta people are watching.. and no it's not Ellen.
I find some mixed people..
..highly inappropriate. You think I'm barking away? I just noticed that they want me to be squeamish. *deleted*
You picture me
as an animal to talk about emotions rather than to just have them. I'm not the opposite of calm, cool, and collected. :| Who's that mean to you?? OK, you don't like me. You all hate my black hair, but I don't. }:] I'm keeping it blonde, though.
Do you think..
..one could chose to do bad things to me just because they thought I was bad when they knew I was not?
Like nothing really matters?
If your mind is that preoccupied, go to boot camp?
Like nothing really matters?
If your mind is that preoccupied, go to boot camp?
Apology
Guess my blog is being watched. It's my blog. I don't know if I would need to apologize, usually. Feels humiliating. Where can I express myself freely without being bugged? Without being abused? What was it.. oh yea, cursing.. It just seemed too mean I guess, tho it wasn't supposed to be at anyone.
You can sit here and reflect..
..I thought of something funny about someone that wasn't nice, but it just came to me, didn't know what to make of it and still don't.
Apology
Sorry, I was upset in the kitchen, no violence, tho. No actual violent thoughts but I got upset at a feeling of someone trying to come into my personal space, so-to-speak. I should forget about it, as anyone, and try not to worry about things like that, which I did.
I wonder if I'm related..
..to Idina Menzel. She is part Polish Ashkenazi Jewish and not me but her part Russian Ashkenazi Jewish.
She sang Frozen as Elsa. She is all Ashkenazi Jewish. I just found out she was married to an African American man and has a son who looks African American but maybe kinda white.
She sang Frozen as Elsa. She is all Ashkenazi Jewish. I just found out she was married to an African American man and has a son who looks African American but maybe kinda white.
No no no
Who the Hell started treating me like a minority? Dude, I'm 1/2 Chinese and white. I don't see the black people disrespecting Jimmy and the girl. I hope they are not making sure that it's shitty people who don't get told the truth or something because that's the kind of thing they think, like they've spotted something, everything changes and they make up stuff and don't bother this and that person.
No, I don't like it..
..seeing my extended family caught up having a jolly time figuring out "how I am to be punished" when I'm 28, a good person, and didn't do anything!
D: I don't want to lose my friends.
You didn't think the curse words were funny? I am careful not to use certain words in certain ways.
As for the facts. You know they don't make sense. You have to think them thru over time or come back to it if you wanna.
As for the facts. You know they don't make sense. You have to think them thru over time or come back to it if you wanna.
Disgusted
I see like my dad getting all excited, like thinking young adults today are bad but then just saying that it's supposed to be that I'm bad because it's my turn though I didn't do anything to deserve this treatment.
I can explain.
I thought "bullshit" was funny, and it's really unnecessary. It's not trying to make a person that. That's what you do to me.
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