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Wednesday, August 6, 2014

I've lived

being fed up about Texans. New Orleanians are strong.

Then

Why the **** did he intercede? Does that offend you? Why would he be racist as an excuse not to sing with me but sing with others someday????

OK!

Josh Groban stop being Josh from the Bible, whoever that is.

This looks like my ballet teacher

Except darker skin and shorter hair.

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I Swear

I will get my voice back and it'll be Josh's dream to sing with me.

Ah

Christina is younger than Josh Groban, so treat him like he's younger?

I just can't stop staring.

I wanted to be a performer when I was young. I can act, too, you know.

OK

I see why Josh has such a long skinny face.

kids?

acting like babies like I'm all that to the world and don't give a **** about me

How Immature

2 kids who can't sing better than me

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*ya'll go to hell not givin me my fame - singing, dancing, arts*

Girls

If you wanna be Prez of the US consider Hillary an ice breaker like Charlotte Church.. That'll do that.

Better Than Most Anyone

to be the pioneer of any lady presidents.

I vote for

Hillary Clinton.

She'd be a good motherly President. Not sure what Obama's done these 2 terms, been online the whole time.

On My Own

I'm writing the poem to turn into a story song I can play on the piano and sing. Then, I will try to sell it on iTunes via TuneCore.

It's final.

I don't want this in my life.

Quit bugging me about stuff you think I did wrong. It's not nice, you know. I'm not a piece of trash.

Why do people think people pretended I was good all along? Just admit it, you said you hated your parents as conscious teengers or older kids. You were much worse than me. People helped you to get better even if you didn't listen. They still cared. Why do I get the feeling you're not listening?

SMART

If I get to be independent of my father's identity, so do you.

Instagram

New Photo of Me

Tumbling

I might be able to do tumbling for $10. The adult gymnastics is a little expensive, and I almost hurt my arm cuz I'm so overweight. So, I'll wait.

This is a waste of my blood-sucking time. I'm also a nobody to anyone.

Forcing Me to Talk to Someone

Who doesn't wanna talk with me, but about stupid shit?! No offense with my cursing.

Friday

I think I'll go to gymnastics. They have a bar there. It's Open Gym.

Why

is there stuff to do with old bfs?

I can't seem to do what you ask.

No one would agree.

Is the Intuitive option

the button to push for artsy people, some are romantic, others are analytical?

I'll come up

and I'll smile and be nice. Ya'll can't get along with me. What do you want? Might as well some of you speak to me and help me get famous.

Why since

Tim Burton are people pushing me back with an upturned mouth and squinted, tilted eyes? Does this give you some voucher?

Did anyone just knock themselves down a caliber?

You're not mean to others.

Ya'll are stupid, not you in particular.

Looks like you got it better than me.

If you don't think so, you're crazy, no offense..

Does Not Make Sense..

Did you cheat?

Are you cool?

What score did YOU get on the IQ test?

Sit back and look at everything like a nice person!

I had to sacrifice..

Lonely

Take it slowly, and people will begin to make sense....

Don't put them up there.

My Point

Quit pretending I'm of a low and dirty caliber mentally and emotionally.

To Whom It May All Concern

Your typing does not strike me particularly as attractively intelligent and substantial.

Your face? I laugh! Your body? Let's see you do a little dance.

I know I am capable of your feelings so I should chose to, the way Ellen doesn't really rock out each day.

What about me makes you calculate I am shit? You are like everyone else and need to protect yourself from not being cooler so you can pretend you can tell me what to do.

I am weaving in thoughts from others but do not aim this at their interests but rather to those pulling at my body.

It is racist

as much for a white person to act white as it is for someone with non-white blood to.

People don't care about multiracial groups who have autism.

Money

I'd like to make some now so I can get a refreshment when I walk around and stuff like that, a hat stand, a breakfast bar..

Vocaroo

1st - not so good
2nd - nice
3rd - a better song for me

beginning luck - maybe worth a 1.75/5

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So what?

Is anyone really good at anything?

Don't curse.

No one will take you seriously and make it a big deal.

I'd rather not go into that.

I was feelin' kinda lo'!

I really feel

I'm on the ball starting ballet and auditioning for the Nutcracker. I think I just fixed my life from being a bum.

How can I function

if you permanently take away your kindness?? I'm still available.

Am I correct in saying it is under the illusion that

the people on my Twitter are all beady-eyed directing their eyes toward Josh Groban??

Did you consider

You have no plan and do not live for today?

Who? I'd rather not say who gave me the idea, but I don't mean it sarcastically!

HOW

does 1 go about getting to sing with Josh Groban and be on real speaking terms with other famous people, like the people I communicate with on Twitter: Bella Thorne, Chloe Moretz, Lindsey Stirling? Funny, the 1st 2 are born in a popular year younger and the later is younger but in my class and also does classical music, well definitely hard music.

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Vocaroo

The beginning is more energetic. Not sure of a rating, like 3/5.

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IMDb - The Soapbox

Native Americans

What do you think of all the Americans with Native American? What about the Europeans with Askenazi Jewish? The Scandinavians mixed with Mongoloid as in not Caucasian like the Middle Easterners?

I just got a message

from Tulane, next to my old college, and they are all hinting I go to Juilliard.

"We don't have remedial courses.."

Update

Personality Tests

MBTI: ENFJ
Enneagram: Adventurer 7
Archetypes: *Fashionista (rather than Artist|Creative)
Personality Plus: Powerful Choleric (a fierce leader)
Kingdomality: Prime Minister

*Had to Chose Myself

Which new movie next?

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Step Up All In
What If (drama with a cute young girl and Harry Potter)

me 3.. maybe not? maybe it's time to split, normally I'd see things like the turtles.

Vocaroo

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1st 2 songs not that great..

only a few ok things- so guess don't listen, tho I won't be the same again, the later songs seem okay overall

I left at like 4:45 AM and walked @ the therapist's for like at least 2 hours, not too tired.

I have 5 polo shirts and 5 pants like that and 2 blazers. The blazers are size 12.

New Picture of Me

Monday, August 4, 2014

It's really not an excuse..

..like you get to be mean cuza race.

IMDb - The Soapbox

How did you finally get online?

I got a piano and no computer.. So, I guess when I was told to take a break from college. I would have loved a blog but "wasn't ready."

"No Talent"

I didn't mean they had no potential for it or didn't have beginner's luck-

Why

are people who sang young in some way simply full of themselves? (Therefore) what are they good for?

Those people who like people who disturb the peace. People with no talent use them as a weapon against people with normal kinds of talent.

Will you fix it?

What, did I do that?

See

They wanted to leave me for me, not them. They think they're better, but no one notices that.

Stuck Up Singers

Well, people with loud voices and who sang since they could remember. I wasn't encouraged to sing.

Fact

In 6th grade, my friends started being bratty to me. Now, nothing is cool like before. I can still be cool, but now I have more options, you might say.

They would get all the drama in fights and socializing not participating in PE. I almost wanted to get involved-

We were split up, and they said that was why they weren't friends. But I was nice and not a slob. They thought their fat was better than mine.

I'm not being nasty spitting shit. I'm calm, cool, and collected - and in a hurry. This isn't even important..

Why didn't they kindly tell me they were shit and that's why they don't talk to me like everyone else?

People cling to others because they want to tear them down. They keep bothering people who have what you want.

Just to Be Creative?

I already have an interest in young people. Why isn't anyone there for me?

People can't

wish that all kids are the same behavior-wise, cuz it just wasn't like that.

Let me not hit home and say that I was just someone always worried about behavior. What could possibly go wrong? Just those racist people. I am always asking for critique and interest in criticizing me or was before. I was dissed at my advances. So, what is with all the confusion :| ? It's my dad again, isn't it? I'm not as old as my dad?

Important

to know how important the general citizens make of a talented child when you hand he or she over to Josh Groban permanently, only to be pushed aside. Ask about MY brother, and you will hear no name cuz no one is interested in a hermit.

Why look for anything for me?

I need to fend for myself. I can't believe people are mentally after me because of their own limitations and desire for those other than myself.

So

People notice things about me that weren't there before and wonder what it could be and things I don't tend to do as much now meaning I've dealt with the root of it.

I know

my MBTI is rare.

Waitin'

for suppuh (supper.)

I wanna clean my fish bowl, last time wiped off the rocks and cleaned it early, Tuesday..

I just ironed and hung up clothes, too.

Que??

Twitter Lets You Add 4 Photos to Tweets, Tag Anyone in Them

mashable.com/2014/03/26/twitter-photos-social/

Mashable

by Chris Taylor - Mar 26, 2014 - For now, the multiple photos can only be uploaded via iPhone, but Twitter said in a blog post that Android and Twitter.com functionality will follow ... You tag your Twitter friends in the picture, then the friend gets a notification.

Vocaroo

Religious Medley
Hymns + Praise and Worship.. so far so good :)

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Mark

I got a light big freckle on the side of the mouth - it's soft with an indent there. The makeup will cover it, and it may go away with the sunblock and showering. I've had bigger marks before, but this 1 is in a prominent look area.

I think my oldest aunt did it.

Pay Back

Nothing wrong with other people showing their art..

But..

Pay back for telling everyone to be shorter, thinking not going over 5'6".

Getting red.

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I said

I was a Mediator and not Musical.

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I'm taking a personality test RIGHT NOW!

Please don't, but

Do you want me to .. do you want me when I still want you more?

The Apple

is the only phone that everyone is expected to have cuz it's the only basic phone out there with the most capabilities which span beyond apps and personal use.

Home

Thanks for reminding me, I want a cute house on the water in Key West, saw 1. I want to travel between Fort Lauderdale, Miami, Key West, and New Orleans.. maybe also some places up north- but not NYC.

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I dug out a method book for voice exercising from the flood.

Why don't ya'll just beep

Since that n word thing in Dec 2009 people have all been real mimicy with me. Ya'll just *beep*

*Beep*

Vocaroo

1 - 2/5 - Gather Us In

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2 - 1/5 - Canticle of the Sun

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3 - 2/5 - Now We Remain

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4 - 3.5/5 - We Have Been Told

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5 - 2/5 - We Are Called

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6 - 2.5/5 - Eye Has Not Seen

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7 - 2.5/5 - Shepherd Me O God

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Also

You will pull me away from them.

My Singing

Why is it so fake? Do I need to read something?

Why'd they do it?

They didn't. Teens today are the same as when I was a teen, overly calculating, like the teens that came right before. I'm not gonna do it if I have kids.

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Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Native Americans

Monday, August 4, 2014

Sunday, August 3, 2014