Don't waste my time

telling me I have to be careful cuz I'm 1/2 Asian.  You don't even care what it's like, dum dums.

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Is it my dad's fetishes?

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I know I Was a little crazy.. didn't mean anything, guess you just wanna test me.  I don't do ^I'm scared so I will put someone down^ so I don't get bullied by petty wrongdoers.

I want to get discovered

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Remember not to throw stones in glass houses.

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I Got..

..w/my aunt a stuffed snake for $11.99 @ Rainforest Cafe. top is pink and silver glitters and bottom is wildcat pattern.  I have a cute stuffed animal collection and am about to get the ty dragon, red beanie.

Anyway

What DO you expect me to do that is legal to wish upon another soul without missing your place in Heaven?

OK

Sorry, should I ignore my dad is upset in your hands you altered my brother?  My dad took care of him..

Ha Ha

Ellen, you can't get me.  I SAID IT WAS NO O F F E N S E .

GO AWAY

and leave my brother be and don't tear him down all dum like.

And No Offense

I was just concerned.  My dad is, so I am.

Yer nat

lyke yer mumma.

I will not listen

to secrets I am bad and deserve shit.  My younger aunt was nice.  My older aunt doesn't live near her, anymore.  Don't hurt her for cursing at my cousin cuz it's not as bad a rap as you made it out to be.  Hm..

Stop

Attacking us.  Prove to us you know what you're doing.  Trayin' tuh be like mamma?

Ha Ha Ha

I will talk about you all I want, despite what my younger aunt says about others.  I think she is free to be happy with herself.

Why

are they sending me stupid messages in my room.  I don't want to think like them.  They are starting to arouse me.  No one else is here.  My dad does it, too, so why help my sick mom?

My Oldest Aunt

I think she has a problem.  She took me out and kept hitting the back of my head.  OMG  *beep*  What CAN I say?

I got the message that she might have adjusted my brother.  She is in trouble for it.  Go adjust something else.

That's because it's my personality.  I'm a bit touchy of it.  I hide it.  I try to keep it and kindle it within.

Why?

Because he's a boy.

Means I'm better.  I'm better than most.

>^,,^<~

We both cat not accept the past.

I've managed to keep the new baby comfortable.

People get annoyed about giving me attention

because I look a certain way I don't like cuza my parents or used to.  Now, Spanish girls look up to me as la chica de los personas.

I don't agree.

If I deserve talent..

..why barge into my life and tell me I don't have it?

Let this be a reminder to you.

I didn't stamp my name as the devil, I'm so sorry.

There is no further explanation, as I'm in Hell myself.

Consider apologies built in, for I know something in my brain is not clockworking.

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If you want the world safe and fair racially, then why..

..try to make Asians uglier without it being connected to a reason?

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Parents are..

..so in your face about their kids.  Not mine.

What Was Said

My younger aunt said to focus on my singing and my room - so my singing.  Something in my way is worrying at all about the idea that I should be able to sing with Josh Groban with Ellen not getting in the way, like ooh Josh is scared and drives me coocoo always rubbing in this girl Ellen glorified so she wouldn't have to glorify someone old like me.

..an' I'm sorry, it has hurt me and is indeed why any of this ever happened.

Problems Problems Problems

So, the only thing is- I forget.

But all the things I've been saying..

I just saw my 2nd aunt

.. All the things I've said about others being mean to me, no one disagrees with if they did indeed do that, for if they claimed otherwise totally they'd get the same kinda treatment, if they really thought an dmeant it-

I feel superstitious

about apologizing, but whatever it is I should have tried harder to be different.

So..

..I just asked how to get booked to sing, like national anthem, concerts on TV..

I mus' be (I must be)

1 hot mamma

I know

how Josh Groban has that skinny head.

I'm sad

my older aunt seems older.  She has less hair I can tell and it seems thinner and colored differently.

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I used to be able to hold my breath longer when I sang, even though I can be pretty good at it sometimes now.  Well, not by my standards.  In a choir, that seems to be the biggest thing.  I could hold it until kingdom come.

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People are acting like..

..it's inevitable I get hurt by them all the time and that it's my fault and because of me.  They are making noises in my room.

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OK, you can pass judgement on me.

I saw my psychiatrist alone on Tuesday, had a good rap really. Came home and I stomped my foot lightly as I went to my room cuz I was uptight. Nothing wrong with that. I came back and my dad acted like my babies would be *beep* I went back in and tore up my room, not really - hit my sofa and stuff, screamed, threw some things.

Earlier, I came to get supper and hid in my room so I wouldn't fight with my dad.

What is wrong with this picture? Now, my aunts are here claiming to see my sick mom. Don't know they spent much time with her, spent time just going out with me.

My dad is acting all elated. My family all hurts me. The younger aunt isn't so bad..

It started with this girl online acting like she could stimulate me but in a way I prevented. Nothing wrong with it, but it seems a terrible burden, possibly not. Who knows?

What's wrong with stomping off a little when people wronged you and being violent in the privacy of a bedroom?

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I can understand having lots of friends and being a kid

but how much can 1 girl be pregnant?  Lots of people must think of these things.

I'll be

onto Josh Groban awhile.  It's okay if he marries and doesn't have time to sing nor have fans.  Of course!

Am I a bad singer?

Is in immoral?

Ever been dumped?

I want to know why.  My life is shit.

"If I can't have someone.."

I don't think it's because I wasn't good enough.

I'm tired

of dealing with underdeveloped girls bitching like they're the bomb.  Why pick on just me?  If you read this, you'd probably paying a lot more attention to other people around me because I complained about the kind of attention I got..

The internet is dangerous, and celebs hating on fans is, too.  See, suddenly, I must drop the topic.  I know I don't see it all happening presented as it is.  It's just something interesting to talk about.  I am not attacking anyone who is innocent nor really anyone specific now..  I don't plan to hurt anyone myself.

Can someone start gracing this room with their presence and shouting out what the **** is wrong and wrong with me?

How much money

does a singer deserve?

I wanted to sing more than I got to.  I always did it sometimes.  I did other things that helped, the piano/keyboard, was in choir a long time and most adamant member..

If you try to think you're better, it won't work.  It'll make me mad.

Wonder if you can act as much as me when you sing.  I also can do ballet, jealous?  Fine.  You can start taking classes.

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I just contacted an agency, which....

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I just left a message saying I wanna know.. how people get booked with Josh Groban.

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So you think

I'm an accident?  You could try leaving me alone, but do I have what others want?  Like, my parents don't give a shit about me?  Come on, I'm a New Yorker, I like to talk..  You know in the end it will be you.  So you're all quiet.

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**** dawg

Why you make me a burden?

How Long Have You Wanted to Be a Singer

Me, 5.  In an abstract way.  At 7, I said so for school.

I also was in good shape because I did gymnastics.

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I might

go back to college up north.

I WIN

I get to be alone.  }:)

You all are *beep*

only attacking 1 person in the world, me!

Maybe

I just couldn't find in time!

Thanks a lot bummers.

Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres ruined my life.

Thanks, Ellen and Tim for being nice, but you still did.  Why do I have to be careful around anyone else?  Can't I just live my life?

Ha ha, in all seriousness, I wonder how some girl feels.  I feel bad in being aroused, already.  I'm not saying I want anyone to really be hurt for no reason.  I don't believe in people being too hurt.

That girl, "Well, I think I had a nice day."

How would you feel..

..if someone outdated you who said they were just being friendly?  Would you find something independent of them, or would it be no reason other than to punish you?

Things to Accept

I didn't really get anything but that people are making up stuff just to annoy me.

Like I said, I'm on my lonesome loner.

I wanted to talk about it, but I don't know what to talk about.  If I ignore it, I mean it still lingers a message.

It's done. I'm on my own.

People who are born when I was 10 or 11 have such an excused attitude in general..

I just interpreted something, and I didn't really get anything to back it up.

You know what else is in my life that annoys me, people from the Pennsylvania area?  They are so shifty.

And then get the *** people from LA who are always telling you things that are not right.

You get the people who really can't give a shit.

It seems..

..every time I say something, someone will take it the wrong way..

Let's at least know this..

..I wanna sing on TV and be famous and have CDs and DVDs to get famous with.  Can't I have a turn?

The Greatest Singers

are undeserving in stubborn Northeasterners eyes.

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I don't get it.

So, what got you good was singing before the whole world, whereas I cannot do it at all anywhere?  Like, you get to sing with Josh Groban or something like that?  I know Charlotte Church also sings with him..  So, I mean anyone who "gets" to do some things like that.  I guess I'm spoiled cuz I hope to be great enough to.  But I want to be great with experience.  I almost got a piano gig but turned it down.

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So, guess what?

I found that singing if you don't sound exactly like your nightmare it ain't that bad!  I AM STRONG CUZ I HAVE 2 BIG SHOULDERS

I found out.

My dad and someone else are trying to make me m******** by acting perverted to me.  I don't have to be my dad if his sisters are the opposite, not in your wildest dreams will I be that degenerate.

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Kids! What's a matta with kids!

If you have kids with someone else, how can you have more with another?  The families fight.

Things I Need

Christina's mom lay dying, and suddenly nothing mattered.  Nothing but Josh Groban.

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#1 Things in My Life
1-Josh Groban
2-Ellen DeGeneres
3-Disney World Main Street Electrical Parade
4-My Old Singing Voice

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Charlotte Church gets easily "mad" or defensive, if that's an okay replacement term, don't mean anything bad unless you think me saying anything like this is bad.

May I ask what made you jump?  Not Charlotte Church.  All you singers out there who are great but could be greater if you waited or practiced more since getting famous?  You don't embody the spirit of what was important in singing itself, same concerns with Sarah Brightman, supposedly the greatest, but she's not greater than all the other singers.  She is great, but many people would even argue me that to a moot point.