Sunday, February 17, 2013
Problem
I don't care to be analyzed for how my thoughts aren't all cut and basic. I don't like being picke don by niggers.
Problem
Stop, talking back to me. Why am I getting weird messages of how Ellen DeGeneres can't hold in her morals? Look, I don't give a shit for my violent thoughts, you're associating bad memories like it doesn't matter. Well, do it in the open, you *beep*
Problem
My dad just got up. I was just getting my toilet paper. He won't stop bothering me. He doesn't talk to me, you worthless, Goddamn niggers.
Facebook Post
Thanks, lucky I got to put this together. I guess the most useful picture would be the 1 of the girl sleeping, but the most proper 1 is the 1 of the girls taking their visit to the beach.
Sore Throat
So, I ate the cookie, lie on my side, and got a sore throat. I was probably just feeling bad, but I still suspected that someone did it.
I'm getting incessant, annoying, symbolic messages, as well, by uptight whatever people just because I'm not just a stringent, uptight person. I truly was being wronged. These people are bloodthirsty insane. Look, I dunno, but I can think whatever I want, but I don't necessarily want to think it. Tim Burton used to pick on what happens in our head in private, I'm so serious.
I'm getting incessant, annoying, symbolic messages, as well, by uptight whatever people just because I'm not just a stringent, uptight person. I truly was being wronged. These people are bloodthirsty insane. Look, I dunno, but I can think whatever I want, but I don't necessarily want to think it. Tim Burton used to pick on what happens in our head in private, I'm so serious.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Problem
So, Tim Burton was mean to me since I called his daughter a nigger... It can't be because of my dad. I did say he was scared of him, too. I'm not my dad, though.. Anyway, I was just playing around and thought I was supposed to and I think I was because like it would spread and she's part Jew and other people would think of that word, and I didn't want to you know.. No one understands. So, I mean, you're all just upset at all the attention I get and don't really care about my sorrows in wanting a successful life, ruined because I thought my life became an experiment.
The People from up North at the Hotel
I bet Ellen DeGeneres, sad as she may be, thought she had to make me feel bad about having Pennsylvanian blood and heritage because of my dad taking over my mom.. I was at the hotel, and the connection was very dead. It seemed like it was in part from going to Valencia. Ugh, I have to get up and go to the bathroom again but don't feel like it, feel some tight spots, but that's not why. So.. I just feel sorta exposed like my dad, like there was some sorta worry that I was like him, like how he's not a party animal but he's not a nerd, I mean, come on, maybe a bit worn, but that doesn't have to affect me you niggers. ,}:[ Go to hell and *** and wallow in torture.
Problem
I don't give a bullshit about my dad venting off his brutality and stupid nature with my mom. He flips around ideas like he's really something. My mom I think because of Ellen DeGeneres decided to say I didn't deserve to revel in the flowers, just to play because of my imperfections, like in how hard it is to be perfect, not my intentions..too bad no one is like finesse enough to go into that.. The problem is it's because my dad hurts me so he may as well **** himself.
Auditions
I was partly asleep for maybe 20 minutes on the carpety, puffy chairs. Then, I slept on the floor. The weight training I class made me tired, made me realize I am so vulnerable. I left and got a rice crispy Mickey with frosting. Before, I had a like $5 cookie. Then, I found the open candy shop and got a fudgy brownie. $4.75. In my audition, I had to shakily clutch the book. I sang "Pie Jesu," until I was stopped. I did the white bread ... 1st chicken crossing lights, quarters in jail, as stand-up, w/o rehearsing. For dance, I spun and put my leg out. My singing was the best, loved, like perfected pleasance and most reportedly least tacky.
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Studied
Got my audition down, well, my neck stretched, a fairy poem I Shakespearea's "A Midsummer Night's Dream." I read my Acting I homework the night I got it on the "disability" van, slept today sorta.. With my flashlight from my aunt, for Christmas, and I made notes, rehearsed, studied the 2 big paragraphs, as well as the shorter lines, 3 pages altogether with the other part, working with 2 girls, me do once. So, I got it dahoon, studied for like maybe 45 minutes cheer. I'm ar oh oond the poo'.
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"Didn't Accomplish Anything"
We didn't accomplish anything in Ginny's class. Why aren't anyone else cheer rushing to her class? I found her at an acting school.. She's online-
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Dolphin Hotel - Freezing
Feels like a downtown, like Tulane thoughts. Going in.
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Planned Causes
Did you ever think your shitty reactions are planned sins, as causes?
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Bath + Body Works
Now, your tweens are chipped.
They don't sell the fancy body scrub.
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How I'm Doing
I was out in my living room getting veggies. I was reacting to my mom hurting me 2 days before. I wasn't happy, but I came back out this morning, and I got all these annoying signs. My dad is a flippant retard, schizophrenic. So, I was in my kitchen and realized I was being told insults but not bad stuff because I had a stress reaction to the reputation of the mom of Ellen DeGeneres, was violently thinking about niggerish reactions of my parents, also thought how it wasn' t really worth it. Just don't want to really think about shit. I don't really think that but don't really like thinking about her mom unless it's for me.
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"You will learn.."
Ellen DeGeneres thinks I'm moral because I'm Slidellian and New Orleanian. I think people from California are moral but close-minded more than people from certain other places, maybe. I'm not sure if it's like maybe places like NY state, Ohio, just not like Boston, NJ, probably Kentucky.
Funny Feeling
I am glad I am knocked out, but like I feel a sorta pushing down, must be a good thing. I feel kinda like salty, saucy, from being around without sleeping and without a clean room- 8|
Sccared
I think Ginny is like waiting to teach people who are like 15. So, what, that's her 1st semester next year? These kids that come in will be just goody 2-shoes, should fly in people from outta-town, seriously..how will we do that? Will I still see her, might not need to. Hehe. Will find something else for me to do that doesn't involve suffering..
Not a Question
So, why does Ginny think everything has to be neat and manufactured and not magical??
I mean, I started out being very neat and "manufactured.." even unalive. So, everything I say comes from that strata pool. :|
I mean, I started out being very neat and "manufactured.." even unalive. So, everything I say comes from that strata pool. :|
Try to Get Some Sleep
I feel like I'm going to school. Gotta pack my script to practice .. for Thursday, bring the book, couldn't find info. on auditions, guess I'll just sorta go. :| Ugh, gotta get ready at 3 A.M. Dig through stuff, make sure I have my keys, etc. Probably won't do my hair. :| I need to pack my wallet, .. cell phone. Cam'er'a and a stand.
Also, why does Ginny want to like make people pretend they hate me? Maybe, things we do are hard and not that great, and we can't enjoy "what we have." I mean, would it be any worse were there like Disney Worlds like say in areas like .. "Pennsylvania?" }:}
Also, why does Ginny want to like make people pretend they hate me? Maybe, things we do are hard and not that great, and we can't enjoy "what we have." I mean, would it be any worse were there like Disney Worlds like say in areas like .. "Pennsylvania?" }:}
Magical French
Why does Ginny give and take unrelated things? I always explain them.
Also, why are people like honing in on me and telling me I'm crap but not going out and admitting that it's the age of my dad and that I'm not accomplished but talented? Do you know any attractive, strong men? I know my dad isn't sexy.
Also, why are people like honing in on me and telling me I'm crap but not going out and admitting that it's the age of my dad and that I'm not accomplished but talented? Do you know any attractive, strong men? I know my dad isn't sexy.
Friday, February 15, 2013
I just recognized
A distinct part that wasn't just a puzzle piece and it made me think of some thing.
Star Light Star Bright
I wish I could cut my nails, didn't cut them 2 days ago. I'm listening to my music..
Success!
The girl from Georgia in "We Bought a Zoo," from Atlanta, though. Chloë Grace Moretz made her own statement with Tim Burton, but I was online. I decided that Elle Fanning was racist against people who were born in Florida. So, I didn't think she was Generation Z but Generation Y.
Hm
I wonder what Ginny's up to. I don't think she's tired of me. So, in the summer, I want to do gymnastics Mon-Fri., 1 hour a day, at Waterford Lakes, start at Level 1 maybe end at Level 2 or even 3.. "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" isn't on then. So, in the Fall, I plan, hope to get financial aid, to sign up for her 2 classes at Valencia, Dialects and Stage Movement. I wonder when I'll do her Seminole classes. I mean, maybe in the Fall, I'll just do something else, too, like maybe gymnastics .. don't really want to .. guess she teaches 2 classes at Seminole, maybe will take those then. Not sure what follows that semester..
Facebook Post
Hey, Ginny, how are you? I hope you had a good Valentine's day.. Too bad you have at least 2 X's. Hey, you could use this for your theater classes... http://youtu.be/cAhVu9ImBWw — in Orlando.
My Brother's Golden Retriever
He was howling so cute, like aroo, when I came round a kitchen corner, I tried picking him up and he was so rowdy! ;D
Picking up After Poo
poo of my dad wondering if I'm thinking of something I need to think about 24/7 just because I'm not a robot and I'm not white.
So
So, Ginny, are you just a stupid retard, a nigger, can you shut the Hell up and not talk to my dad you bastard? I posted on my blog I was crying, and you made a hissy. You're worthless, a piece of shit, let's just *beep* You animal. I already reported you.
Free (Concert) Play Musical
seen ads, this musical called "Wicked"
broke my ankle seemed but not in 2
broke my ankle seemed but not in 2
Treat
So, my dad takes me to the mall and gives me $20 bucks unless I just got paid.
My mom will give me $50 a week.. I just went on and didn't really say anything..
My mom will give me $50 a week.. I just went on and didn't really say anything..
WAH ELLEN
Should I b*** Ginny up? What will I do? I will get in trouble. 0; I don't want to hurt someone cool.
I took my vitamins-
just the calcium, flaxseed oil + princess multi-vitamin. Yesterday morning and did well, jumped in theater lots of times.. In Acting I, we pushed and pulled! =}
Hey, why is Ellen open to people with younger dads? I won't take it. You'll be sorry.
Hey, why is Ellen open to people with younger dads? I won't take it. You'll be sorry.
3|
I felt my like head with like rolling over my eyes and neck|mouth for a 1st in awhile probably- ;| like sorta feeling a certain feeling like of balls hitting each other and feeling sweet..felt my eyes feel stimulated in like a way like maybe walls that look like ice..so the north isn't really cool like the south, cool like I deserve everything, like maybe there's a beach and a Key West in the area sorta.
In the Locker-.
I realized I didn't realize that it was a puppy wolf, and I like sorta like was feeling for the arts.. I also decided that my doing in would be erasing the cares of New Orleans..
My Day, So Far
More videos were loading.. feeling better..
I forget my dream, now, but it was..
So, I woke up like around 1 P.M. I ate liverwurst, and for the 1st time I couldn't finish it. I had wheat bagels with butter, like yesterday.. I mean I didn't finish my 2nd slice of liverwurst after the Oscar Meyer Weiner my dad got turkey on a white bakery bread with ketchup and for the 1st time in awhile mustard. I had some Valentine's stuff.. Having Chef Boyardee canned macaroni and cheese.. Let's see, yesterday, had Chicken Quesedilla.. yes, I want the stuff at Tulane, the sandwich that's open all night.. hot chicken wings with this white cheesey sauce, don't know what it is, is hot and like has some certain twang or thing to it but not foamy like a Tulane taco.. It's pretty big and a bit ridiculously hard to finish. Large Oreo Crumble, $4.
I woke up and tried to cry and stimulate myself, did some, felt like my hamster dying with its teeth taken away.. then I stimulated myself and did it but not much but this time was happy I didn't.
So, I told the teacher I forget the old assignment in Voice for the Actor I missed because it was memorizing like a little paragraph. She has another class, and I had to memorize something. I left, though. I gave her a pink, cold vase with a set of red roses and white little flowers. I got raspberry chocolates with my psych money.. She came on the stage, and I hoppped 1 step down the broad stairs. Took my shoes off later and even like walked very very slowly, like a robot, you know.. In the locker, my toes almost crossed, like an Altamonte Springs mystery, ancient thing. Like, they seemed like 1 and would twist up forever. Like a ghost story. 00 I gave out candies some. I was late to Improv(isation) in the rain, as I said. I asked the teacher stuff after class, like about singing and then why no one like hung out. I told her in Talented Theater, I stayed late to help put books away. It seemed very important. My teacher was from New Orleans. She was very attractive, and at drama club people thought I was her daughter. She was about 10 years older, 10-15, you know like 29 and I was 16. Her last name was French. I don't know if I got that mad. I did when the teacher kept fucking after I missed an assignment like a fetish or irritation. She called my future son a nigger to be safe and I ended up just storming off because it wasn't really funny.. just an itch, something that went on, she wouldn't leave me alone, when I was mad.
I forget my dream, now, but it was..
So, I woke up like around 1 P.M. I ate liverwurst, and for the 1st time I couldn't finish it. I had wheat bagels with butter, like yesterday.. I mean I didn't finish my 2nd slice of liverwurst after the Oscar Meyer Weiner my dad got turkey on a white bakery bread with ketchup and for the 1st time in awhile mustard. I had some Valentine's stuff.. Having Chef Boyardee canned macaroni and cheese.. Let's see, yesterday, had Chicken Quesedilla.. yes, I want the stuff at Tulane, the sandwich that's open all night.. hot chicken wings with this white cheesey sauce, don't know what it is, is hot and like has some certain twang or thing to it but not foamy like a Tulane taco.. It's pretty big and a bit ridiculously hard to finish. Large Oreo Crumble, $4.
I woke up and tried to cry and stimulate myself, did some, felt like my hamster dying with its teeth taken away.. then I stimulated myself and did it but not much but this time was happy I didn't.
So, I told the teacher I forget the old assignment in Voice for the Actor I missed because it was memorizing like a little paragraph. She has another class, and I had to memorize something. I left, though. I gave her a pink, cold vase with a set of red roses and white little flowers. I got raspberry chocolates with my psych money.. She came on the stage, and I hoppped 1 step down the broad stairs. Took my shoes off later and even like walked very very slowly, like a robot, you know.. In the locker, my toes almost crossed, like an Altamonte Springs mystery, ancient thing. Like, they seemed like 1 and would twist up forever. Like a ghost story. 00 I gave out candies some. I was late to Improv(isation) in the rain, as I said. I asked the teacher stuff after class, like about singing and then why no one like hung out. I told her in Talented Theater, I stayed late to help put books away. It seemed very important. My teacher was from New Orleans. She was very attractive, and at drama club people thought I was her daughter. She was about 10 years older, 10-15, you know like 29 and I was 16. Her last name was French. I don't know if I got that mad. I did when the teacher kept fucking after I missed an assignment like a fetish or irritation. She called my future son a nigger to be safe and I ended up just storming off because it wasn't really funny.. just an itch, something that went on, she wouldn't leave me alone, when I was mad.
Wondering
So, what's up with Ginny? She just doesn't really go on Facebook that much. I mean, she does have a funny attitude about it, probably just doesn't have time and doesn't want people like me addicted to it..which why would I do that?
Problem
So, what's wrong with Ginny? Why is she so sarcastic? Who the fuck do you think you are? If I posted it on your Facebook, you could unfriend me. Why the hell didn't you actually friend me on my new Facebook? I didn't do anything on your Facebook. You're stupid. Just go to hell loser and quit talking to my dad you dumb fuck. What's your problem? You're useless. Why don't you answer, you useless clown, m*********** over Generation Z.. Stop doing shit in the wind. Watchu got with Ellen you piece of shit?
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres is being like stupid acting nice but that I'm the 1950 Generation X not Y generation. She thinks it's a joke. Stop doing it you m*********** lunatic. Treat me like I'm something. Tim Burton ruined my life. I can post about your goddamn show and whatever the crap I want @ you, never attacked you do you hear you dumb fuck? You're nothing.
Problem
So, why does Ellen DeGeneres keep telling me I "am" "1950 crap." I'm smarter than younger kids and better. I am NOT my dad, at all. It's not funny. You don't do this to others. You got nothing to do, you, WHAT'S THIS? I AM FROM THE NEW ORLEANS AREA.. I don't care what you found out you do not have to do. I know what I do not have to do. Stop treating me like I'm an older kid generation. You good-for-nothing. If you were here, I would *** you. I would just **** you do ***** for fun. Stop getting back at me for getting mad at your SINS YOU GODDAMN *BEEP*
WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM
WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM
Problem
WHY WON'T MY AUNT LEAVE ME ALONE. STOP TREATING ME LIKE A NIGGER, YOU PIECE OF CRAP, YOU GODDAMN NIGGER.
Sly in a Tacky Way
Ellen DeGeneres is sly in a tacky way. She's getting back like she's cute and young to someone younger. I don't like these messages. The way you've spoken with my family and relatives, other than being mean to my mom.. What's your goddamn fucking problem? You're not nice all the time. You gotta problem? I never insulted you and if I did would be an accident, right??
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