Saturday, February 9, 2013

Liar Liar Pants on Fire

You're just saying that.  And if it's true, you're wrong and uncontrollable and didn't listen to what was right.

Impossible!

Why do you think it is impossible for bad people to be ultimately hurt?

Kids! What's the matter with kids?

Why do you want people in Europe to have a good relationship with their kids?  People in the U.S. are selfish and just use their kids as *** tools.  Also, why does it matter to you if you're not a kid?

Problem

I heard car doors slamming outside a lot this morning.
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Queary

Why will other people feel pleasure and still be smart?

Waiting

So, the Asians are waiting to make their move.  I think they are kinda German and English but more German.

Alternates

Why don't you just get an Eskimo or Native American indian?

I mean, why don't you kill full indians, today, to get the infor like the Chinese?  What's wrong with being born in 1986?  I want to be the kid of someone born in 1959.

Pop the Question

So, non-Europeans have to want to exist, and white people are there for the money, you look for the right thing and play with them.  Also, what's so good about being black, and what's so good about having a black nose??

So Tell Me Watcha Want

So, what does Ellen DeGeneres want?  A Middle Eastern tween?  They have disgusting dark circles on their skin that pop out a little.  I guess she doesn't want a white person shaped like that, anyway.

Movers n Doers..

LOOK YOU NIGGERS WHO MOVED TO FL OR LA ... THERE'S NO MORAL ISSUES WITH NIGGERS FROM THE NORTH

How Much Is That Dog-gy in the Win-dow ARF ARF

I was born in 1986.  So, why don't you want me?

the NEW

Britney Spears

Why does Pink look like Ellen DeGeneres as a baby?  I looked black, as a baby.  Now, I look Jewish and Spanish.  The Jews from Europe are not black.  Are they anti-Chinese?  That's too bad.  I'm ½ Chinese.  Why doesn't Ellen just listen to me?  She probably hurt me in my room.  I had problems, without her..

HEY STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE SOMETHING FOR ME

Figment

So, Ellen DeGeneres was just a stimulated, chubby baby?

No Afterlife

So, pretty much, you imagined that like it was okay for other races and then you decided you'd eradicate their future even though you're unattractive and think that someone of another race caused it and you refuse to believe that you will not exist in the afterlife??

Ma-a-ad

Why are people not from Pennsylvania mad and also think that some offspring are the same as their forebearers and wanted shit?

Problem

Someone didn't write me back.

Just Imagine ♫

I just imagined tath

Ellen was mad at a friend from NJ for some reason for being below NE ... and a friend from Boston for being by the water.

Bully

Why is my cousin so mean?  People are so nice to her.

Fear

Well, I'm from Florida .. I always thought I was going to like be erased from existence soon.

Funny Feelings

Sometimes, I felt kinda like rearranged.  When I think of my dad being from up north .. I think of

Trick

Some people keep going, and they compensate things, as the thing, and claim they don't, people from Canada and New England maybe, rather New Jersey..
I'm on Twitter @TheEllenShow. :}

DayQuil

Coold?

Facebook Post

Ginny, I forget why, but I was concerned about you. I'm adn adult so can talk to you. I'm more mature than most adults and pretty energetic and smart. Maybe, I was just worried about you at Lakeside. I used to clip my nails, short, all off, every 2 days or so... I got out after a month, after just being at home for like 2 years or whatnot. So, you can see me on YouTube, I have my nails before were like more sorta specific. The only good thing now is they are harder and I've taken pills. I went in there, and the black people made them not as slanted and round. The world made them look like toenails "because of the baby Jew." I really don't care about the black bossy people in Orlando. They think you need to get it out, but no one else does. The only good thing about Orlando is for some reason it's a vacation spot. It's located in the most exciting place in the world. I've never lived in Central Florida growing up. I did live in Miramar. I didn't really have problems in other places, like Coral Springs. New Orleans probably has the best weather. I mean, I guess it's been thought of a lot, not really overrated..

I was singing

"All I Ask of You" from The Phantom of the Opera, and I raised an eyebrow.

Oops! I Did It Again

I was thinking ... something about like what I want to do .. Argh!  I'm tired..  Ah, yes, I think that I want to be involved in other parts of the U.S., you know culturally, not in a European way.

Crossing Ginny's Eyes

I was thinking, er, the question was what would be the better option only living in Florida|California (where I've never been) only for a significant time?

Flipping [the] Pain

I sang "Macavity" from Cats, about 2 ***y cats, but then I did a circus-y 1 involving more moves with a boy and girl cat, and it seemed that Ellen DeGeneres from the New Orleans area would like the 1st song in the style of the circus 1, but I decided that coming from the opposite area I like to sorta flip around pain for fun.. feeling a greasy head.

In the Style Of

Will Ellen DeGeneres talk to someone who wants to be in the style of a Late Boomer?

Disapproving Morals

Does Ellen DeGeneres disapprove of all the morals of like women of 1950 or maybe some a bit before?

Facebook Like

Shopping

I want to go back and get a thin, hotter pink sweater size S @ GAP, tried from XL, it's rather long, advertised on a dress.

Mall

I got a monkey for $5 @ Hallmark with purple.  With my minkey dinkey smelly thing that's supposed to clip from Bath & Body Works.

Friday, February 8, 2013

BAH


Knocking Me Out

Why are people always butting in trying to knock me out?

nu video of me

I committed a crime.

Not really.

Lakeside

Everyone who moves here goes there ... the teacher went there herself 3 times.

After Class

The teacher asked me if I was gonna kill anyone.  She also asked me about theater, said it was my 2nd option, I did music and maybe singing major.

New Photo

teacher teacher

sweaty neck  =]

Got Mad in Class, Again..

So, I kicked my stuff around and made some rustle between breaking thinking of how none of the protocols in Orlando matter because I know I'm from Florida, I left, for New Orleans, and I came back.

transportation

The center isn't answering yet, hope they didn't take off, need to book in advance?  Also, the school site isn't working, so I had to check something to see next week, a girl in Voice..

In Class

The teacher was gonna feel my back for a long time for Voice for the Actor, but she said you wanna do me and I jumped up and did it..  Well, she seemed to have a big hollow sound through her back, and her throat is also her core|key.

me @ class - dance - 1½ min

YouTube

Some of it didn't record, neither did my psyc reading, with a blonde lady in her 50s or something.

New Photos

THIS IS SO FUNNY

The Atlantian jazz musicians seemed to say, "But I did it, and when I did it, I did it deceased in the Lord!"

Jea lou sy ... That Poi i i i i sion ous Pa ssion

I see that people wrecked apart what is supposed to be Florida, jealous.  I didn't do that to Ohio from New Orleans??

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Ate

5 Note Very Cooked Together Maple Bacon
Cheesy Grits - 2 Packs, Not Much
Twitter, from last night

How Long I Slept

It was about midnight to 4:30 A.M., I thought, but now I see it's 6:00 A.M.  Maybe, I woke up at a different time, must have been like 5:30 A.M.

5'4"


DayQuil


Dream

I remember for a long time, 1st Ginny Kopf said suggested she was having a baby and it was because of a sequence of events of something I did annoying, or wrong.  We were like on a running belt.  I wasn't mad, in particular, but I was very generally just upset at the turn of events.  I probably was being quite bad.  I think she had me hit my forehead, where I really hit it doing a sumersault.  I came to but was a bit knocked out in my head, so she picked me up, felt much older and bigger than me.  It felt really good, just realized, and I was pretty comfortable.  It was a long time.  She noticed I had my legs folded up with pressure around her body in the air, so it was right when I put them down.  So, she was making me feel good.  I don't remember all the dynamics, but you can imagine.

After that, I was in my grandma's house with my older aunt and little brother.  We watched a movie I forget or watched something short else before that wasn't exactly a public show.  I was recording my brother and mainly me watching.  I dug in my backpack and realized I could charge the camera on the computer in the morning, like when my brother was on it.  I went to the bathroom, like there were 3 bathrooms in a made-up maze.  I went, but I realized 2 red lights outside might be a wolf, last night heard a noise, not sure what it was, maybe a click and hiss, and saw like a light twice coming up from a level of where my head was.  It was like green.  There is a little green blinking light in that area.  So, I went out of the bathroom, people glad there would be my poo, pee, and toilet paper in it to prove I got out, and I never saw the wolf come but I made it inside, feeling I guess a bit paralyzed and irritated, you know sick like I am now.  So, I got in and went to the bathroom somewhere else, was in line, but I found I was gonna play an oboe.  I played pressing the keys, noticed my ring finger was up.  I think it was Ginny teaching, but I came up and realized it was an old, fat man.  I was doing "I Love the Mountains."  I never played it.  The person, obviously, well on the way I was anticipating that I was new, saw a girl with like a small, plastic bassoon, which is like a clarinet|oboe shaped like a horn, and it turned out I was "talented," or I could feel music.  They were just a ring master and enjoying the beat, but it came out like it was a program, like a little blast or sorta band of noise, you know?  I think I learned that in choir and liked the music I heard when I was little and as a baby watched MTV and my naked dad.

So, Ginny was looking down at me, and I had to stay with her because my head hurt.  I woke up feeling good, with a blanket against my butt and back.  I tried to put on my slipper standing on 1 foot but was dizzy and couldn't do it.  I have fluffy boot slippers.  I'm still dizzy and holding myself in place.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Forgetful?

Why do people get so mad at me for my forgetting issues?

Quite Often :|

I am ac-cepted ;0 by people other than Ellen DeGeneres quite often..

It chan-ges ... chan-ges ....

I don't really care if you think my mom being from out of the U.S. changes it.

Farming Family

Ellen DeGeneres, I know you meditate in your subconscious on how my dad is from a f'rm family.  So, you just want to see people fight from all other areas.  You know, I went up north in the winter once when I was older, and it was pretty cool.  I went up there 1 winter before, 1 fall before.  I was up there again from fall to early winter.

Leaving

I'll probably be leaving in like ½ hour.

People Born Later

So, people born later have fun and are lose, but they just play around and want to show off to older kids, like 5 years older..Ir.  At least, I am mature, but I'm wondering about kids with older parents.  It seems kinda nice to have a dad who's not too young, too, you know a good ball park age..

Tacky

So, why ... I forget ... about people from Florida, why do people who move here have to do tacky things?  Why would you sit here and dissect dirt in the atmosphere?

Genetic FLawws

Why are people so gay about me coming with the genetic flaws of my dad?

Resting

Guess I'll be going in a bit to see the therapist, might go to the store today to get a new cell phone.  :|  So, I am coming home though at like 7 P.M., with a Lynx van.  I gotta go to sleep early, leaving at 9, so gotta pack a lunch tonight maybe, wake up and get ready at 8?  Maybe 7?  See when I wake up, set my alarm for maybe 7:30?

Something Funny

Why does Nell Burton seem to be made of like something sorta outlined in like sticky white plastic filled with white fluffy stuff, like gauze or a diaper, because I heard that Tim Burton's parents are from Canada.  :o

My teacher Ginny's dad is from Pittsburgh, and her mom is from California, and she is from the San Fransisco area, Santa Clara.  :}  Also, some cities are considered better than country areas, officially, and others not.  The other sad fact is there's a big thing like of say northern Pennsylvania or the Amish if not, which came as a surprise.  See, people think below Pennsylvania is Southern.. ?  I guess Canada is European.  I'm not sure what the funny thing is.. ?  Tim Burton seems to have had good parents, but how do we know for sure?  There's a big thing about the Baby Boomers being a problem, but Tim Burton is a Late Boomer.  Late Bloomer is also a word.  Sometimes, people with older parents are Late Bloomers.  (That means they mature later..)

I don't see why California would be unfeeling and that Canada would be feeling.

Someone to Look up To.. }:}

I wonder if Ellen DeGeneres is too old to have someone to look up to.  I wonder how that goes.  I just always felt like I was little but like not of the generation of people born in 1960.

Question

So, can people with older moms feel like they have a special mom born around 1960?  What about other races, like saying that the problem is them and that they're special in a costly way?

Looking Wild

Why wouldn't you want to have a romantic look like you're in Africa and learning about the people but still keeping your fair features?

Agitation

So, in class, when we were lying down a long time, I spread my legs in agitation to the chairs.

Problem

So, why did I get this weird picture, of someone being hurt?

Teacher Teacher

My mom said she's asking her Indian professor about Ginny.

DayQuil


Liking Where You're From

With Britney Spears, do you get like when you see the pictures of her laughing like she thinks she gets to do something because her culture sucks?  It seems like it's because of her age.  So sarcastic.  I just don't care.

DayQuil


Cute guy on Twitter.

Class

After class, the teacher had a meeting, was supposed to talk to me..thought it meant something.  In my hw, she told me to keep doing that, too.  Had a meeting with a female.  Got mad and ripped my paper because I kept asking her.  I didn't get it, could have asked her another day, didn't think of it.  She should have just left.  I held the door open, and she didn't care, I think, but cared ABOUT THAT GIRL FROM CALIFORNIA because otherwise she would probably just be grumpy.  What a useless-  Well, she ripped my paper with her pen.  She was trying to.  She crossed it out again, too, a lot.  She told me the wrong page or someone did.  So, stay after and ask the teacher and I guess tell them if someone told you wrong.

Class, Yesterday

So, I walked across the room and lay on the couch a bit, walked up to the teacher and walked out.  I saw a guy for the next class, told him not to go in, and he knew the class was guilty, unsure what was up.  I had my heeled boots on.  I don't have boots without heels.  :|  They don't sell many around.

Mardi Gras

Tomorrow, is Mardi Gras, from 11-2.  I can't believe we have to practice for theater.  I haven't had any time, and the practice didn't involve me much, 3 people.  We're coming to school on Monday to practice, but I don't have class that day.  I guess they just didn't want to come the day of, which is fine.  So, yea, she suggested maybe we practiced a little script for 3 hours.  I guess I am not that much into theater nor this script.  I mean, practicing with 2 other amateurs..it just wasn't all that encouraging.  They were afraid to have fun, just practicing being goody-goods.

hw

I have to remember a little paragraph for makeup by tomorrow, but that may be all my homework save a journal for Improv.  I turned in a late set of journals compiled, doubled 1, but they weren't very long.  My new 1s aren't about the class.  I need to do some harder floor workouts.. forgot what else I was gonna say.  Oh yea, not sure how to find them.  Let's see, Feb. 6, gotta save money, might be able to use my EBT card at a gas station but no all.

Ate

Last night, I had leftover pizza and canned Chef Boyardee Macaroni & Cheese, maybe something else 1st I forget.  Not sure what I will have now, have a therapist appointment, might get my new cell phone, still tired, have to reserve a van for tomorrow and reschedule an appointment for Monday.

Woke Up

There's a squealing noise in my room.  I know lately I dropped my noisemaker.  It disturbed me, too, though, and gave me a weird feeling.

Dream

I had a really good feeling, Ellen DeGeneres was in a dark room with a lot of space with stuff in it and I was on top of her, and it felt so full and strong, like she was a big wild cat I just saw, like she just had *** with it, you know was just on top of it.  Sadly, I left.

Later, I met up with a boy from England and was putting my arms around him walking but not really feeling like I thought it would feel to be with him, you know how I felt seeing the pictures in a very strong  but not like totally loaded feeling..

New Facebook Cover

Facebook.  8I

Nitey

Lying down.

Unacceptable

I will not accept your actions nor fantasies that me doing things out-of-the-ordinary entails me being punished.

nu YouTube videos

4 are uploading, 1 in maybe 15 minutes, and the rest an hour each maybe.

YouTube

Facebook Post

To: http://www.facebook.com/ginny.kopf

Hi, I wanted to talk to you, about class. ... I hope you had a good class today. I'll think about it in my blog, about how to have a better experience. I was just worried about it, nothing wrong with that, does show I'm interested in something others think is too late. Not sure exactly what my point was, though. I thought of what bothered me and got tired and forgot about it. I got a lot done talking about it, tonight, though. Well, hope we have a good class session Thursday. Not sure how to make it better. It's Mardi Gras at Valencia, so should make a difference. So, I blogger about the class today on my blog, which is my #1 thing in this existence other than maybe unorganized possibilities..who knows what that would mean..? So, I blogged about the class.. http://cab1986orlfl15.blogspot.com/2013/02/facebookpost20130206-1.html

Hi, I wanted to talk to you, about class. I got something to quell me and distract me from the kids in the Voice for the Actor class, guess that older guy started it, is younger than you just a little.. So, when the guy bothered me I just wouldn't have it, wanted to do something back but couldn't really get myself to shrug it off. People are just mean to me. They don't care what I say. I don't want to do this. I don't see them as native Floridians. If they are, they are just in the stuff. So many kids in the class were like hissing curse words. Did you tell them to do that, just for fun, because I mean I don't think I would do that, not sure why that would be okay. Guess it just came up, then? I have a right to take class from you at college. The problem was the students, not sure what it is. So, I did notice, maybe you did, that you were mad at me because I was upset. Seems like you want me to be a suck up. I don't mean anything bad using the term a "suck up," just a cute word. You're acting like since I am not submissive to the Floridian culture that maybe I have to assimilate to a proper way of living as a contemporary citizen, of the U.S. I was just worried about the way you seem to want us to be like goody-goods, or else the class would make me go out of control wondering if I'm Floridian. I'm mixed, but I actually grew up in Florida. I was wondering why you are uptight on Facebook because everyone online is not very giving online, and it is actually "the" opportunity, not something you can take for granted to save a spot for later? I was hoping your classes would be fun. 3( You seem to be ring leading your current students but I see you already appear to be old in some way. I'm not sure if I'm in the right place or if you're just a competitive person, maybe more important than most all the other teachers, at least in Florida. Like, you seem to want to know if I want something, felt that you just wanted something from me and then pretty much don't want to talk to me, like you want something but you don't talk. I don't know who I was to start off with, more was my mom's kid and had to live with my dad. My mom gives me what I want and is strict. I don't know what's wrong with my dad. I don't feel that European myself around him but at least have a connection. I do feel more physical. It's just that around my mom I look more European, at least before. In Florida, all people cared about was like how my life wasn't very physically pleasurable. After I came back from elsewhere, it became more in line with some focal idea. It's just that I don't really mold who I am in that way. I know the reason I look Jewish is because it's like a pull away from "being a gymnast." Anyway, it's late and I also want to do something else. I hope the pacifiers I got will keep me occupied in class, keep me from crying, which I am so not prone to ever do in a bad way anymore unless someone summoned it. I think I am just mad that people don't think I am a true Floridian when I've been here since birth. It's just because my dad is from Pennsylvania, but I think it's cool. I think they just want my parents for themselves, themselves. With you, I am concerned about your getting out, like your maybe hoping for the future while maybe people like me will move on. I will move on because I realize my goals and don't lackadaisically put them off, why would you think otherwise? I just feed myself and rest and then everyone comes to me for the ***. I never did anything wrong, so it's a lie to think not.. :V I feel controlled by Italians born in the mid|late 70s. People are just questioning what I've done and changing my future because of Tim Burton, just admit it. You're just saying I can't be cool because my dad is from Pennsylvania and not like Florida nor L.A. nor somewhere else in California.. I will not listen to rules from Pennsylvania of fake things. I don't even know why this is. I can see if it's for fun, but it seems like it's because of something I did wrong. If I have a tight situation, you can't make it all the tighter like that's when that is. I thought you were down-to-earth and Western, why I took your class, plus you also seemed like a beckoning figure, all the same. Guess you're also ½ Pennsylvanian. I think Pennsylvania is now just priced for the separate Amish whatever, perhaps where my relatives live now, and maybe for the prestige of your city, of which I know not. However, my relatives aren't all European ethnically. It is my understanding most people aren't, so then it doesn't matter. People are a bit stand-offish to me from having an all Chinese mom. The thing is my dad is not my mom, and most people are not mothered by their dads. 1st, my egg is from my mom, and I was pregnated in her. Then, I knew she was my mom! Then, I stayed with her.. So, I'm loading footage of me talking tonight. That'll make me feel better. You know, you know it's wrong to say you have to give up something to make an accurate statement. Pretty much everyone just kinda keeps going doing that, as though it's their relief. Well, fine, let it out. Ah, guess I'll be taking my leave, for now, write an intro to this. You seem awfully bored by my company but maybe interested. I am concerned about people joking about you. I guess I just don't find it cool, just them saying they're jealous and mad they aren't as good and don't feel like moving. I know that they like to have fun with me. It's just that they think ooh maybe I'm Christina. Haha, dunno.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Facebook Post & Like

I hope you find what you're looking for. I think that I'd have to say my initial vision that I can right now conceive is that that is something like me. It's best to get someone intellectually in the mood, thinking the right stuff, who has a background that says yes I'm ready for this now ya'll. I don't think you'll necessarily be able to find like someone of a set image to gawk over, not sure why that would suddenly touch you. Hey I'm just trying to get across a message to see what you're really saying because I don't really get it now nor am sure if I ever would get that. Hey, know anyone from Florida, I mean with like parents from Florida? I don't. I think I've met Californians. I imagine and know my parents have. They sound like hysterical, kind people my mom can connect with. I have a problem with people from the city in Pennsylvania but changed my mind to say okay Pittsburgh might be okay, the biggest city, doesn't have too funny a name, must be the spot. I mean, I really like people from places like New Jersey, Ohio, .. Wisconsin!. I think like San Fransisco. I guess San Diego seems like a good place. Reminds me of places like Chicago. You already knew that in that way? I think the big thing is people with a twang. I'm more about people who feed off of like George Bush. I do believe that Pennsylvania is way down south, and Pittsburgh is like the New Orleans area. New York is the new Pennsylvania. Pennsylvania is indeed a good place for nature but might not have as many mountains. I mean yea, but it's not really as cold, I don't know much else but that like Virginia has greener, nicer mountains. Well, anyway, that's pretty interesting.. Why not get Tim Burton? He's currently that way, for some reason. Maybe, he just wants something to do. He never really seems to be all that dazzling. Hey, why is Tim Burton not on the same track? He's just there to say he's racist to people like me. Why is my life so hard and such a failure? People are so suggestive to me, not sure why they aren't interested. Anyway, hope this was not too long. I liked your writing and what you said. xp I was just interested and wanted to talk with you and Ginny. =}

Something Funny

So, people are joking about a city I used to live in called Altamonte Springs.  Someone here, an adult, seemed to think, “Oh, I don’t know, did you see me on the trampoline?”  3D

Problem

WHAT IS WRONG WITH TIM BURTON.  STOP ACTING LIKE HIM.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres won’t leave me alone.  Her and Tim Burton think they can do something really perverted.  Admit they have a problem.  They aren’t white.

NU photos and videos of me

Nite

I'm pretty loaded, lunky, was tired at the bus-!  I have 3-4 hours to sleep.  xp  I'll be awake.  Maybe wrong choice of dress but still.  Not sure how it'll go.  Already have nail polish on, could at least wear the blazer.  It's cold out.

K

Went to the bathroom, recently, gotta set my alarm, do some theater, journals?, record..  xp

Ate

I had more than ½ of a DiGiorno Rising Crust pizza, pepperoni, and vanilla cake and Breyer's ice cream, nilla.  My lunch is all ready, whoops gotta get the lunchbag outta the washer..k

Problems

Not sure what exactly is bugging me, but I may have went to school early and don't have an ironing board so may ask my dad to buy 1.  It's locked in my parents's room, tonight.  The problem is it might have been done on purpose.  So, at 8, when my parents are both gone, probably, I rush and get out the ironing board and ready to board by 9..  Hm, my parents were good, but I think I felt pressure from the outside world for them being good because other people were part Italian and probably other minor European ethnicities.  I feel totally rejected, and I mean I can't just like do away with myself.  Also, I hit my right side, like a sack, the female thing.  I was aware and careful.  Also, what if I wanted to take the bus, early!  0:,  I probably wouldn't..  Wait, why do you think it's so funny I said, that idea?  I don't care about weird families, I mean I care, but I mean it's their predicament.  We don't all suffer, I just realized.  I've never met any insane adults, but I imagine they wind up with perverted sons, etc.

What I'm Doing

Nails drying, guess I'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and prepare food for tomorrow, maybe rehearse some and go nite nite, wake up by 7 A.M., do my hair, makeup ... iron tonight ... need to plan my bottom for my dress and blazer.