Thursday, November 22, 2012
I figured something else out!
Communications and such are to present yourself in public interaction and entertaining. Psychology is for thinking and not about interacting.
Immorality
What do you think of people who think of some fact and go for the obvious conclusion yet don't know they aren't "really in it," no not morally.
Messing Up in Parenting
When Ellen DeGeneres messes up in parenting, she sidesaddles to an older person for comfits.
It's very obvious, like she acts fast. She does something that was miscalculated. Then, she revels in someone older, in a bad way, like not really bad, though. Like, she is taken in and taken care of. She is mean to you and claims she has social needs from older people in her mistake.
It's very obvious, like she acts fast. She does something that was miscalculated. Then, she revels in someone older, in a bad way, like not really bad, though. Like, she is taken in and taken care of. She is mean to you and claims she has social needs from older people in her mistake.
A Happy Thanksgiving ♪
I just took a shower.
Just got back and did my nails.
I cleaned up some. I have more to clean. I'm glad I did a sketch. My desk is still messy, for some reason.
Just got back and did my nails.
I cleaned up some. I have more to clean. I'm glad I did a sketch. My desk is still messy, for some reason.
Rude
Why are people suddenly being inappropriate to me, well since the n word thing in December 2009?
Like, they worship the way my dad is mean to me and sorta amuses them. However, they tell me from my dad I'm not that good at all, like I'm nothing. They're playing on their errors, really. I realize he doesn't look like some hot dude born in 1970 or something. He's not supposed to. I'm not going to be just like him. You wouldn't like that. Are you busy in your room figuring out some way I will suffer like that, concocting something all these years?
Like, they worship the way my dad is mean to me and sorta amuses them. However, they tell me from my dad I'm not that good at all, like I'm nothing. They're playing on their errors, really. I realize he doesn't look like some hot dude born in 1970 or something. He's not supposed to. I'm not going to be just like him. You wouldn't like that. Are you busy in your room figuring out some way I will suffer like that, concocting something all these years?
Maybe
Maybe, we should degrade you and your people from your station and rank, totally. Maybe, we should single you out and rub your toenails.
What I Wish I Did
Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 Freshman Orientation | Civics
4 Biology I H
5 PE I
6 Talented Theater I
7 Talented Music I - Singing
Year 2
1 English III G
2 Algebra II G
3 World History
4 Biology II
5 PE II | Health
6 Talented Theater II
7 Talented Music II - Singing
Year 3
1 English IV G
2 American History H
3 Free Enterprise |
4 Talented Theater III
5 Talented Music III - Singing
6
7
Loyola University New Orleans - Communications + Required Minor in Sociology
Graduate and work for Disney Junior @ Burbank.
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 Freshman Orientation | Civics
4 Biology I H
5 PE I
6 Talented Theater I
7 Talented Music I - Singing
Year 2
1 English III G
2 Algebra II G
3 World History
4 Biology II
5 PE II | Health
6 Talented Theater II
7 Talented Music II - Singing
Year 3
1 English IV G
2 American History H
3 Free Enterprise |
4 Talented Theater III
5 Talented Music III - Singing
6
7
Loyola University New Orleans - Communications + Required Minor in Sociology
Graduate and work for Disney Junior @ Burbank.
Dignity and Respect
So, I heard that Helena Bonham Carter took away my mom's dignity and such or respect.
What I Wish I Did
Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 Biology I H
4 World Geography
5 PE I
6 Freshman Orientation | Civics
7 Spanish I
Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology II
4 World History
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish II
7 Home Ec
Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 American History H
3 Free Enterprise | PE II
4 Spanish III
5
6
7
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Communications + Required Minor in Spanish
Graduate and work for Disney Junior at Burbank.
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 Biology I H
4 World Geography
5 PE I
6 Freshman Orientation | Civics
7 Spanish I
Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology II
4 World History
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish II
7 Home Ec
Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 American History H
3 Free Enterprise | PE II
4 Spanish III
5
6
7
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Communications + Required Minor in Spanish
Graduate and work for Disney Junior at Burbank.
How I Feel
I feel like I'm from Southeastern Florida and having moved around the Eastern Coast.
I can feel a vein with people from the New Orleans area, like Ellen DeGeneres.
I can feel a vein with people from the New Orleans area, like Ellen DeGeneres.
What I Wish I Did
Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 Biology I H
4 Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 Talented Theater I
6 Talented Music I - Singing
7 Art I
Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology II
4 World History
5 Talented Theater II
6 Talented Music II - Singing
7 Art II
Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 American History H
3 Talented Theater III
4 Talented Music III - Singing
5 Free Enterprise | Art III
6 PE I
7 PE II | Health
After School - Ballet & Company in the city (New Orleans)
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Communications-Theater Joint Major + Ballet Minor
Graduate and work for Disney Junior @ Burbank.
I would hope to get a part as the Waltz of the Flowers and other chorus parts and maybe one day get a solo.
I didn't know about private voice lessons as a kid. I ended up in choir.
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 Biology I H
4 Freshman Orientation | Civics
5 Talented Theater I
6 Talented Music I - Singing
7 Art I
Year 2
1 English III APG
2 Algebra II G
3 Biology II
4 World History
5 Talented Theater II
6 Talented Music II - Singing
7 Art II
Year 3
1 English IV APG
2 American History H
3 Talented Theater III
4 Talented Music III - Singing
5 Free Enterprise | Art III
6 PE I
7 PE II | Health
After School - Ballet & Company in the city (New Orleans)
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Communications-Theater Joint Major + Ballet Minor
Graduate and work for Disney Junior @ Burbank.
I would hope to get a part as the Waltz of the Flowers and other chorus parts and maybe one day get a solo.
I didn't know about private voice lessons as a kid. I ended up in choir.
Safety 1st
So, I noticed, in real life, kids are safe of their right to be cuter or like more easily because they have more of a chance, like to be a movie star, literally.
Website Update - Alternate Order of Races
Order of Races
Norway
Holland
France
Finland
Greenland
Russia
Sweden
Iceland
Denmark
England
Germany
Spain
Switzerland
Ireland
Scotland
Wales
Baltic Countries
Poland
Czech
Slovakia
Austria
Greece
Italy
Ukraine
Romania
Bulgaria
Belarus
Portugal
Turkey
Israel
Egypt
Pakistan
China
Indonesia
Native American indians
Africa
Norway
Holland
France
Finland
Greenland
Russia
Sweden
Iceland
Denmark
England
Germany
Spain
Switzerland
Ireland
Scotland
Wales
Baltic Countries
Poland
Czech
Slovakia
Austria
Greece
Italy
Ukraine
Romania
Bulgaria
Belarus
Portugal
Turkey
Israel
Egypt
Pakistan
China
Indonesia
Native American indians
Africa
Website Update
Advice
I record Karaokes because there are online karaoke communities and karaokes are legal releases.
I record Karaokes because there are online karaoke communities and karaokes are legal releases.
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
My Creeds
my website
Categories of Races
✡ Norwegian, Dutch, French, & Swedish
✡ English & German
✡ Russian, Chinese, & Indonesian
✡ Latin, The Middle East, Romanesque, & Ethnic Minorities
Categories of Races
✡ Norwegian, Dutch, French, & Swedish
✡ English & German
✡ Russian, Chinese, & Indonesian
✡ Latin, The Middle East, Romanesque, & Ethnic Minorities
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STOP
LEAVE ME ALONE! TELL THE WORLD YOURSELF
THEY'RE TRYING TO MAKE ME OUT LIKE TIM BURTON AND HIS GOOFY OBSESSION WITH HIS FAME IN ART IN MY ART
Also, I'm not eating supper now, gonna go to bed maybe. :I I've been pretty good at eating.
GODDAMN YOU FOR RUINING MY BLOG!
Eating in My Room
I have elected to eat the family food in my room.
I'm gonna *beep* you
Anyone who sucks up to Tim Burton, and he can't suck up to anyone. That's so stupid. Maybe, the n word thing is bad and my fault. You're all gonna ***, niggers!
So Stupid
Ellen DeGeneres doesn't think. She just matches ideas that are similar.
She doesn't deserve any pity.
Why are some people so uptight around others. Knock it off. You know you're not gonna succeed.
IT'S NOT MY DREAM TO BE SUGGESTIVE!
I guess you could pair up Thanksgiving with July 4th in the U.S.
stop saying I'm worthless all of a sudden, that I'm just creatively there for knowledge.
Ellen DeGeneres is racist to everyone. Who cares?
What's her itch? Something wrong with the n word?
So, who's doing this to me?
Wow, she's so untalented, she can't speak the truth! ;D
Tim Burton is really mean and underhanded and people are all using him. Too bad for submitting to the n word thing.
STOP TAUNTING ME FOR BEING COMLEXLY COOL ABOVE YOUR HEAD
I just wanna wrestle Ellen DeGeneres or like do something to my dad for taunting me like it's okay, to say I'm tacky in a weird, perverted way.
OMG I so wanna *beep* you for your fantasies on things to me that are important that are not even part of my daily life. What's wrong with you? You don't even deserve to live!
LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M TRYING TO ENJOY MYSELF! GO *BEEP* YOURSELF! YOU'RE ALL STUPID. LEAVE ME ALONE, YOU WORTHLESS PIECES OF CRAP!
HELP! YOUTUBE KEEPS POPPING UP WHEN I WATCH IT, THE BOTTOM BAR! :0
SOMEONE *BEEP* THESE STUPID, WORTHLESS PEOPLE!
SHUT, UP, NIGGERS!
LOOK, I SAID SHUT UP! GO TO HELL! I'M GONNA *BEEP* YOU!
I SAID STOP! SOMEONE *BEEP* THIS PERSON!
STOP! *BEEP* THIS PERSON! THEY'RE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH ME. SOMEONE GET THIS PERSON!
SOMEONE *BEEP* THIS STUPID PERV! KNOCK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUTTA EM.
HELP! I FELT THE MUSCLE ON MY STOMACH GO DOWN! MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST *BEEP* YOU!
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM YOU STUPID PERSON? SHUT UP!
SHUT UP NIGGER
LOOK SOMEONE *BEEP* THIS PERSON FOR BEING STUPID AND GAY
STOP SAYING I'M A BAD PERSON. MAYBE YOU NEED TO BE STIMULATED.
LOOK LET'S PUT CLICKS IN YOU'RE ROOM WHEN YOU'RE RELAXING AND DOING SOMETHING
LOOK SOMEONE GET THESE PEOPLE TO STOP. THERE'S CLICKS IN MY EAR.
LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID PEOPLE, I'M MORE MATURE THAN YOU - GO AWAY AND GO M********* YOURSELF
SOMEONE *BEEP* TIM BURTON FOR - AH MY MOM JUST CAME IN - HIS GAY FETISHES
LOOK SHUT UP YOU ABSOLUTE PIECE OF SHIT YOU BETTER GO TO HELL SOMEONE KNOCK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUTTA EM AND T****** EM
SOMEONE GET MY MOM TO LEAVE MY DAD AND I ALONE - SHE'S JUST SUCKLING UP LIKE A NIGGER
Look, quit getting mad at me for getting mad at my social situations.
I guess you can corner Ellen DeGeneres and find her to be wrong.
Why can't these people figure anything out? Just blab something out...
I didn't say I would do anything to you.
LEAVE ME ALONE! TELL THE WORLD YOURSELF
THEY'RE TRYING TO MAKE ME OUT LIKE TIM BURTON AND HIS GOOFY OBSESSION WITH HIS FAME IN ART IN MY ART
Also, I'm not eating supper now, gonna go to bed maybe. :I I've been pretty good at eating.
GODDAMN YOU FOR RUINING MY BLOG!
Eating in My Room
I have elected to eat the family food in my room.
I'm gonna *beep* you
Anyone who sucks up to Tim Burton, and he can't suck up to anyone. That's so stupid. Maybe, the n word thing is bad and my fault. You're all gonna ***, niggers!
So Stupid
Ellen DeGeneres doesn't think. She just matches ideas that are similar.
She doesn't deserve any pity.
Why are some people so uptight around others. Knock it off. You know you're not gonna succeed.
IT'S NOT MY DREAM TO BE SUGGESTIVE!
I guess you could pair up Thanksgiving with July 4th in the U.S.
stop saying I'm worthless all of a sudden, that I'm just creatively there for knowledge.
Ellen DeGeneres is racist to everyone. Who cares?
What's her itch? Something wrong with the n word?
So, who's doing this to me?
Wow, she's so untalented, she can't speak the truth! ;D
Tim Burton is really mean and underhanded and people are all using him. Too bad for submitting to the n word thing.
STOP TAUNTING ME FOR BEING COMLEXLY COOL ABOVE YOUR HEAD
I just wanna wrestle Ellen DeGeneres or like do something to my dad for taunting me like it's okay, to say I'm tacky in a weird, perverted way.
OMG I so wanna *beep* you for your fantasies on things to me that are important that are not even part of my daily life. What's wrong with you? You don't even deserve to live!
LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M TRYING TO ENJOY MYSELF! GO *BEEP* YOURSELF! YOU'RE ALL STUPID. LEAVE ME ALONE, YOU WORTHLESS PIECES OF CRAP!
HELP! YOUTUBE KEEPS POPPING UP WHEN I WATCH IT, THE BOTTOM BAR! :0
SOMEONE *BEEP* THESE STUPID, WORTHLESS PEOPLE!
SHUT, UP, NIGGERS!
LOOK, I SAID SHUT UP! GO TO HELL! I'M GONNA *BEEP* YOU!
I SAID STOP! SOMEONE *BEEP* THIS PERSON!
STOP! *BEEP* THIS PERSON! THEY'RE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH ME. SOMEONE GET THIS PERSON!
SOMEONE *BEEP* THIS STUPID PERV! KNOCK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUTTA EM.
HELP! I FELT THE MUSCLE ON MY STOMACH GO DOWN! MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST *BEEP* YOU!
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM YOU STUPID PERSON? SHUT UP!
SHUT UP NIGGER
LOOK SOMEONE *BEEP* THIS PERSON FOR BEING STUPID AND GAY
STOP SAYING I'M A BAD PERSON. MAYBE YOU NEED TO BE STIMULATED.
LOOK LET'S PUT CLICKS IN YOU'RE ROOM WHEN YOU'RE RELAXING AND DOING SOMETHING
LOOK SOMEONE GET THESE PEOPLE TO STOP. THERE'S CLICKS IN MY EAR.
LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID PEOPLE, I'M MORE MATURE THAN YOU - GO AWAY AND GO M********* YOURSELF
SOMEONE *BEEP* TIM BURTON FOR - AH MY MOM JUST CAME IN - HIS GAY FETISHES
LOOK SHUT UP YOU ABSOLUTE PIECE OF SHIT YOU BETTER GO TO HELL SOMEONE KNOCK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUTTA EM AND T****** EM
SOMEONE GET MY MOM TO LEAVE MY DAD AND I ALONE - SHE'S JUST SUCKLING UP LIKE A NIGGER
Look, quit getting mad at me for getting mad at my social situations.
I guess you can corner Ellen DeGeneres and find her to be wrong.
Why can't these people figure anything out? Just blab something out...
I didn't say I would do anything to you.
Oh, where are you going?
Ellen DeGeneres or those who influence her repercussions don't know where they're going.
Hurt
My left leg still hurts and is rather immobile. Also, my noisemaker turned off. I mean I turned it off. There were weird clicks. SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING! THIS IS *BEEP* Someone did that to me for missing "The Ellen DeGeneres Show for maybe a week at lesat."
Well, she was out of town, and I decided I might not watch her until I felt, better, too. Not sure what kept me occupied. I could go online and watch the clips, but dunno. I'm kinda tired. People are always at me.
Well, she was out of town, and I decided I might not watch her until I felt, better, too. Not sure what kept me occupied. I could go online and watch the clips, but dunno. I'm kinda tired. People are always at me.
Implications
I think you were implying things from me using the word "fuck." Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, like a duck. GO - AWAY!
When I Was Sleeping
I don't remember my dream, but I woke up saying "Ow," over and over. My legs swirled when I ran this one time. It made them knot up. I thought of myself on YouTube, and it made me feel guilty.
I think my dream had to do with school and was kinda complicated and serious.
I think my dream had to do with school and was kinda complicated and serious.
STOP
LEAVE ME ALONE!
MY MOM JUST LOOKED AT ME AND ASSOCIATED "CAR" WITH ME, AS THOUGH SHE WENT ONLINE HERSELF AND SAW WHAT I WROTE THIS MORNING - LEAVE ME ALONE - STOP ACTING LIKE I DID SOMETHING WRONG
I don't think my dad is home.
SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING - THIS IS JUST BECAUSE I LIKE WATCHING "THE ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW"
NOW!!!
MY MOM JUST LOOKED AT ME AND ASSOCIATED "CAR" WITH ME, AS THOUGH SHE WENT ONLINE HERSELF AND SAW WHAT I WROTE THIS MORNING - LEAVE ME ALONE - STOP ACTING LIKE I DID SOMETHING WRONG
I don't think my dad is home.
SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING - THIS IS JUST BECAUSE I LIKE WATCHING "THE ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW"
NOW!!!
RIGHT NOW!
THE WORLD IS EVIL AND SLOW AND STUPID. YOU'RE ALL NIGGERS AND ARE GOING TO HELL RIGHT NOW!
STOP
LOOK YOU DID SOMETHING. You wack! How dare you! You absolute perv! What do you think you are?
Leave me alone when I curse when people are absolutely bad to me.
And leave my dad alone! Leave my family alone!
Thanks, a lot, Johnny Depp. You sure have a 2-sided "DisHonest" personality.
*sh**ts self*
Leave me alone when I curse when people are absolutely bad to me.
And leave my dad alone! Leave my family alone!
Thanks, a lot, Johnny Depp. You sure have a 2-sided "DisHonest" personality.
*sh**ts self*
Upset
Sorry I was upset, but I was. It might not have been the best thing to say, but it's what I said. I was just upset about like tearing down a public figure.
Cutting the Chord
When my dad sees I've accomplished something hard to overcome, quite, he sneakily looks and cuts the chord behind my back, so-to-speak.
Crud
Why do we keep getting kidding messages from Helena Bonham Carter? She just hoards the wealth and is anti-Chinese and defends herself from Europeans saying she's cruddy.
STOP
Ellen DeGeneres has shaky hands and seems like she's dying, and I don't know why. It looks like she can have a nice life, though.
You know, in Orlando, the food here is quite polished, but I got off my diet coming home from up north. I wanted baby food and formula, but my parents didn't permit it. Where I used to live, I got spinach wraps all the time and soynuts. They have good pasta, pizza, stuff, here, actually.
I'm a bit sad Ellen DeGeneres is dying. Oh well, at least she's not crap, like me. My life was too busy and unaccomplished. xp
I have to accept that people get older, but my parents don't seem that old. That just lets me in on a little secret I won't accept. I don't really give a fuck about other people's inklings for their mistakes and misjudgements. I guess I'll just say I don't know how to say exactly what I want to say.
I think Ellen DeGerenes has no morals and that they're messed up. Who cares about what people think about one little mistake!!!!
You know, she is really illogical. I just can't stand what's going on. She feels pressured by certain people. Is it you? Or most people? What's wrong with her? Who cares, anyway?
I've really figured something out. I feel I'm also on easy street.
Maybe, she's really worn out. I guess Tim Burton says no to some people. I don't give a fuck about what he says. Who does? What do you think of his popularity? I respect his art and his specific accomplishments.
I don't give a fuck about what you think about certain things that people say in certain situations. You don't deserve any signal, and you're all going to ***!
You know, in Orlando, the food here is quite polished, but I got off my diet coming home from up north. I wanted baby food and formula, but my parents didn't permit it. Where I used to live, I got spinach wraps all the time and soynuts. They have good pasta, pizza, stuff, here, actually.
I'm a bit sad Ellen DeGeneres is dying. Oh well, at least she's not crap, like me. My life was too busy and unaccomplished. xp
I have to accept that people get older, but my parents don't seem that old. That just lets me in on a little secret I won't accept. I don't really give a fuck about other people's inklings for their mistakes and misjudgements. I guess I'll just say I don't know how to say exactly what I want to say.
I think Ellen DeGerenes has no morals and that they're messed up. Who cares about what people think about one little mistake!!!!
You know, she is really illogical. I just can't stand what's going on. She feels pressured by certain people. Is it you? Or most people? What's wrong with her? Who cares, anyway?
I've really figured something out. I feel I'm also on easy street.
Maybe, she's really worn out. I guess Tim Burton says no to some people. I don't give a fuck about what he says. Who does? What do you think of his popularity? I respect his art and his specific accomplishments.
I don't give a fuck about what you think about certain things that people say in certain situations. You don't deserve any signal, and you're all going to ***!
Before
I guess Ellen DeGeneres thinks that people who are really good aren't really that good to her. I don't believe I'm well-connected. Maybe, I should ask my mom to see the videos of me when I was still a pre-teen in Florida. That's all I rattle on about. I put up a picture of me from just 7 years ago. I'm not sure what could be wrong. We moved and the magic stopped. It was already dying down. I guess I just wasn't good enough. Didn't have a nice experience in class with history nor at home, really. I think I already fixed myself up before I was set for failure.
Insulted
I feel really insulted by Tim Burton. I mean I just posted about him. Think of all the attention he gets.
I feel my life has literally closed up.
I feel my life has literally closed up.
Feelings
So, you guys seem interested in feelings. I know some people feel really confused sometimes. I imagine Late Boomers had strong feelings, as well.
I guess some people don't want me involved. I can still do it in private and will do it with other people. :|
A lot of these things are made up, but grotesque things can take place. Please don't tell me I don't deserve what I've earned socially or psychologically.
I guess some people don't want me involved. I can still do it in private and will do it with other people. :|
A lot of these things are made up, but grotesque things can take place. Please don't tell me I don't deserve what I've earned socially or psychologically.
Really Bad
There was this really bad history teacher at my junior high who just wanted to be religious and sang a song at Christmas, "Grown Up Christmas List." She just had us memorize facts. I brought home the book to read but never got around to it.
So, dyou really wanna know?
So, I spent time trying to settle down when I was 16. I had this really hard American History course. I was asked to leave.
do you reall
Wanna know something really gay? I think my dad with even the likes of my oldest aunt and grandma are going furious about my interest in Ellen DeGeneres and want her not to appeal to me.
Cool Story
My 8th grade English teacher moved to the public high school I went to. I was involved with her in drama. She was my homeroom teacher in 8th grade. She was black.
So, do you think there are other people out there like me who just happened not to go online? People who don't act like they're too white for everything, like they're Chinese?
So, do you think there are other people out there like me who just happened not to go online? People who don't act like they're too white for everything, like they're Chinese?
Handling Things
People supposedly stimulated their kids in a bad way in the 80s.
Also, why is the point that I can't deal with this stuff?
Also, why is the point that I can't deal with this stuff?
Website Update
I'm finding it impossible to coast along in life, comfortably. Something came up. I made it a point, and then I tagged it in a different direction. I feel accused of other thoughts that went through my head and "what I really meant" just because of language.
A Sudden Change
If people have been shoving in my face to be more casual, why all of a sudden make me in pain all the time?
Funny Story
I have the funniest story to tell you.
I started ballet at 5. These blonde girls and some brunettes, who seemed at the end of the world when I saw them, when asked to dance for fun in the room quickly before like anything I could sense would chirper the name of some like tough French song and do something with confidence.
A robber broke in and stole the, not sure what it was called, maybe boombox...
I had a teacher who I think was from France. She was strong, had short dark hair, and quite dark skin. You may get the picture. She had a lot of wrinkles, probably looked kinda like a principle. She probably seemed a bit more European. She didn't seem to connect with us as a European. She just seemed strict.
My back was curved from gymnastics, and it tired me out to "get in trouble."
I couldn't remember anything, and it was really painful but in a way seemed like it could be harder. I could never remember anything in ballet my whole life except at this easy modern school where I just took ballet. I really shone at a school a Tulane graduate made, a slick black lady, with black girls who were younger. I was only there a little and missed parade season. Same with baton when I went back after moving.
Anyway, these girls were so uptight and overly knowledgeable, supposedly, of these songs. They were really pretty casual. Please don't attack them for being who they are and for seeming appealing to me. Well, I don't really want to be like them. I guess they just seemed kinda pleasured racially. They seemed really smart, complex, and fresh, but things "went over their head."
I started ballet at 5. These blonde girls and some brunettes, who seemed at the end of the world when I saw them, when asked to dance for fun in the room quickly before like anything I could sense would chirper the name of some like tough French song and do something with confidence.
A robber broke in and stole the, not sure what it was called, maybe boombox...
I had a teacher who I think was from France. She was strong, had short dark hair, and quite dark skin. You may get the picture. She had a lot of wrinkles, probably looked kinda like a principle. She probably seemed a bit more European. She didn't seem to connect with us as a European. She just seemed strict.
My back was curved from gymnastics, and it tired me out to "get in trouble."
I couldn't remember anything, and it was really painful but in a way seemed like it could be harder. I could never remember anything in ballet my whole life except at this easy modern school where I just took ballet. I really shone at a school a Tulane graduate made, a slick black lady, with black girls who were younger. I was only there a little and missed parade season. Same with baton when I went back after moving.
Anyway, these girls were so uptight and overly knowledgeable, supposedly, of these songs. They were really pretty casual. Please don't attack them for being who they are and for seeming appealing to me. Well, I don't really want to be like them. I guess they just seemed kinda pleasured racially. They seemed really smart, complex, and fresh, but things "went over their head."
Schools Across Schools
All the people where I moved at the school I was had gooey, uneven, rather, sorry to say not sure what else to say, "disgusting." Someone called me disgusting when I was 7 or 8.
Are we just in school learning to help bad schools? Like to feel for that in society? And to go against those who mess up in hard situations? What would you go on to think was "the" situation? Racism?
Are we just in school learning to help bad schools? Like to feel for that in society? And to go against those who mess up in hard situations? What would you go on to think was "the" situation? Racism?
My Life
I just wanted my life and my chance to succeed, and I feel that I've been given special treatment.
Why wait until I mess up to act like things are different now?
Why wait until I mess up to act like things are different now?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you wanna suffer like me? How much?
What do you think of what's fair for what I've done? Why dig into me like I'm really bad and don't deserve a nice life?
I know, racially, I might be a bit queer, but that hasn't stopped anyone I know, like in the world, when I was at a more formative time.
What do you think of what's fair for what I've done? Why dig into me like I'm really bad and don't deserve a nice life?
I know, racially, I might be a bit queer, but that hasn't stopped anyone I know, like in the world, when I was at a more formative time.
Bad!
Why are people playing with me in different odd situations and like associating things I don't like that make me feel bad all the time? Just because of some things that make them antsy that others do all the time and don't ever have to pay for in the world?
Also, I noticed my thumbnail is looking like my brothers's and mom's. Didn't know that.
Also, I noticed my thumbnail is looking like my brothers's and mom's. Didn't know that.
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Old Cartoons
When old cartoons were rampant and popular, they were like these chalk figures like or luminous beings in the dark that popped out like from another world. I haven't become desensitized to its memory, but it died out for me, like I didn't deserve it, really. They were things to teach you, though, like so many things, like on fire safety, it seemed, though I don't remember what they were. I had one specifically. I think there was an owl, on fire safety. I don't know what the others were about.
I also remember there was this TV show I watched when I was 4 or 5 and there was this boy who was probably in his 20s I'm pretty sure who was crouching on the floor. Well, maybe a teenager, about 20. I always felt attacked by teenagers.
So, if you wanna know the frenzy about the Late Boom and Baby Boomers, I'm guessing I got the ideals of the Early Boom and the shit of the Late Boom.
I was well aware that the adults in their 20s when I was a little kid did things like roller skating. I knew that they had supposedly lived a life of eating lots of good food and were really capable of providing and being like as sexy as you can be. I guess the possibilities are endless. I'm curious now, though, if it's Jewish people who are sexy. I'm guessing not.
I guess the adults then were kinda like the teenagers except more classical supposedly in an embarrassing, stupid way. It seems their lives were easy sacrifices. I feel that I'm a good, accomplished person, who was sorta taunted to be Chinese since I was 2. I went up north to see my grandma, and I felt Chinese. They dressed me up in a martial arts PJ.
Well, I assume, you could have a really sexy life, then. I know things are trashy, these days. That word was my ... wait, I said that racist people, which I didn't identify, were "junk," a lot when I was in 6th grade. I was tall. The next year, I was short, 5'. I moved, and everyone was kinda stubby and, like, sorta fat and in a way like dirty. Honestly! I wish I could say it in another way, but I'm tired, anyway... Isn't that what most people talk like, all the time? But, yes, they were very funny. They weren't very shapely. They had like gooey fingers and double chins. They didn't seem sexy, but they were just bad, I guess. I met very few people who appealed to me, all my life. I guess being thin or shapely or having flushed skin was the thing. Or very white skin, of course. People didn't really care that I let a comfortable, well-lined life. They wanted me in trouble for my race and to get stupid. I was called retarded and had a black teacher in kindergarten in a big city in Northeastern Florida.
I also remember there was this TV show I watched when I was 4 or 5 and there was this boy who was probably in his 20s I'm pretty sure who was crouching on the floor. Well, maybe a teenager, about 20. I always felt attacked by teenagers.
So, if you wanna know the frenzy about the Late Boom and Baby Boomers, I'm guessing I got the ideals of the Early Boom and the shit of the Late Boom.
I was well aware that the adults in their 20s when I was a little kid did things like roller skating. I knew that they had supposedly lived a life of eating lots of good food and were really capable of providing and being like as sexy as you can be. I guess the possibilities are endless. I'm curious now, though, if it's Jewish people who are sexy. I'm guessing not.
I guess the adults then were kinda like the teenagers except more classical supposedly in an embarrassing, stupid way. It seems their lives were easy sacrifices. I feel that I'm a good, accomplished person, who was sorta taunted to be Chinese since I was 2. I went up north to see my grandma, and I felt Chinese. They dressed me up in a martial arts PJ.
Well, I assume, you could have a really sexy life, then. I know things are trashy, these days. That word was my ... wait, I said that racist people, which I didn't identify, were "junk," a lot when I was in 6th grade. I was tall. The next year, I was short, 5'. I moved, and everyone was kinda stubby and, like, sorta fat and in a way like dirty. Honestly! I wish I could say it in another way, but I'm tired, anyway... Isn't that what most people talk like, all the time? But, yes, they were very funny. They weren't very shapely. They had like gooey fingers and double chins. They didn't seem sexy, but they were just bad, I guess. I met very few people who appealed to me, all my life. I guess being thin or shapely or having flushed skin was the thing. Or very white skin, of course. People didn't really care that I let a comfortable, well-lined life. They wanted me in trouble for my race and to get stupid. I was called retarded and had a black teacher in kindergarten in a big city in Northeastern Florida.
Host Shows
What kind of talk shows did you watch? Ellen DeGeneres? Who else? Steve Irwin??
I don't know "what" people like Britney Spears did. Don't you remember they had Star Search set up all glamorous like for baton? It was all fancy and bright? For some reason, it totally enveloped me and jumped out at me each time. We watched these Talent Searches a lot until my brother was born. I know when I was a baby, my parents watched MTV, though my dad is born in 1950. Obviously, my mom is young. She is Chinese Indonesian. She was happy to be called a Baby Boomer, but they let anyone be a Baby Boomer, the Late Boom.
I guess I was pretty much out because my hair wasn't white. It was dark. I don't know about girls with honey hair, but people like the energy of people with monotonous hair colors. Also, I was a bit slimy. I kinda wasn't fluffy. I wasn't beefed up, neither. We were poor. That was the excuse. Maybe, I had problems, too.
My parents used to look at me like was perverted all the time and stuff like when I danced at the end of the show to the grand music finale with the credits and the really old people smiling. They were kinda shaped like penguins, really tall. They had a strong stance and smiles.
I think Audrey Hepburn died before we moved to Boca Raton, where Olivia Newton-John lives now. I know she promotes healthcare, or, rather, fitness and good health. She built a center somewhere, finished not too long ago, maybe a few years ago...
Anyway, so we didn't watch those shows, after awhile. When my little brother was born, we walked to the movie theater and saw free movies of "The Jetson's." Also we saw Fantasia. My mom used to tell me how like strict it was it seemed seeing it at the movie theater, too, as a little girl. I saw it a lot.
Then, I did baton in Boca Raton, well, Deerfield Beach. I had a good picture of me my first year but lost it. My 2nd year I got thinner but wasn't as cute. I quit ballet and did more gymnastics. I wanted a harder ballet school. However, we moved to the oldest continuing city in the U.S., and they only had Spanish Dance there. We spent a lot of time walking around the city. It seemed we could never get to all the landscape. My dad and brother would walk to play putt putt. It was really so cute! That was the life, for me. That's when Titanic came out. That's when the internet became like mandatory.
I don't know "what" people like Britney Spears did. Don't you remember they had Star Search set up all glamorous like for baton? It was all fancy and bright? For some reason, it totally enveloped me and jumped out at me each time. We watched these Talent Searches a lot until my brother was born. I know when I was a baby, my parents watched MTV, though my dad is born in 1950. Obviously, my mom is young. She is Chinese Indonesian. She was happy to be called a Baby Boomer, but they let anyone be a Baby Boomer, the Late Boom.
I guess I was pretty much out because my hair wasn't white. It was dark. I don't know about girls with honey hair, but people like the energy of people with monotonous hair colors. Also, I was a bit slimy. I kinda wasn't fluffy. I wasn't beefed up, neither. We were poor. That was the excuse. Maybe, I had problems, too.
My parents used to look at me like was perverted all the time and stuff like when I danced at the end of the show to the grand music finale with the credits and the really old people smiling. They were kinda shaped like penguins, really tall. They had a strong stance and smiles.
I think Audrey Hepburn died before we moved to Boca Raton, where Olivia Newton-John lives now. I know she promotes healthcare, or, rather, fitness and good health. She built a center somewhere, finished not too long ago, maybe a few years ago...
Anyway, so we didn't watch those shows, after awhile. When my little brother was born, we walked to the movie theater and saw free movies of "The Jetson's." Also we saw Fantasia. My mom used to tell me how like strict it was it seemed seeing it at the movie theater, too, as a little girl. I saw it a lot.
Then, I did baton in Boca Raton, well, Deerfield Beach. I had a good picture of me my first year but lost it. My 2nd year I got thinner but wasn't as cute. I quit ballet and did more gymnastics. I wanted a harder ballet school. However, we moved to the oldest continuing city in the U.S., and they only had Spanish Dance there. We spent a lot of time walking around the city. It seemed we could never get to all the landscape. My dad and brother would walk to play putt putt. It was really so cute! That was the life, for me. That's when Titanic came out. That's when the internet became like mandatory.
What I Wish I Did
Year 1
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 World Geography
4 Biology I H
5 PE I
6 Freshman Orientation | Civics
7 Speech I
Year 2
1 English III G
2 Algebra II G
3 World History
4 Biology II
5 PE II | Health
6 German I
7 Speech II
Year 3
1 English IV G
2 American History APG
3 Free Enterprise | PE II
4 German II
5
6
7
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Communications + Required Minor in Women's Studies
1 English II G
2 Geometry G
3 World Geography
4 Biology I H
5 PE I
6 Freshman Orientation | Civics
7 Speech I
Year 2
1 English III G
2 Algebra II G
3 World History
4 Biology II
5 PE II | Health
6 German I
7 Speech II
Year 3
1 English IV G
2 American History APG
3 Free Enterprise | PE II
4 German II
5
6
7
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Communications + Required Minor in Women's Studies
Unconvincing
People are trying to convince me to not look pretty, and, already, my feet are no longer coral, since the n word thing.
Being on Top of Things
I noticed Ellen DeGeneres doesn't let you get away with being on top of things.
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