Saturday, October 31, 2015
I guess..
..it's the secret messages I get when I don't have time/energy/will to watch Ellen for a day or time. I try not to get mad then, usually, but I keep getting these secret messages. I explained what they were, but I know what hits. I don't want to ruin it for anyone.
Okay, this may be a stupid question, but..
..am I supposed to figure something out to stay out of trouble?
I'm not trying to cut corners, but..
..why does Ellen having a dad from Europe make her absolutely better than the rest of us, plus a mom from a cool place like New Orleans?
If you cared..
If anyone cared, they could have told me they cared what I did and acted normal towards me rather than be mad.
Problem
I cannot even collect my thoughts. I wanted you all to shut up with the messing up my thinking.
"It's like this."
I would like working in a cow slaughter house, but I don't enjoy seeing Ellen put everyone up for not being 100% perfect.
Answer
Ellen is just acting like younger yet matured people, which is why I don't seem to hang out with them.
Problem
Why in the world would people chose to rub in to me other people in ways that make me uncomfortable/upset or that I don't want to and no one else does? Also, why would you mess with my family? That proves that you are not very nice. You all act like there's a reason and it's supposed to be that way. I was just thinking upset to myself and now they are attacking my family. I don't really take that being mean to me for me being upset at you being mean to me. I'm not some toy and I don't have some issue.
I am starting gymnastics 1 1/2 hours a week for beginning adults. It's very fun and hard work.
By January, I might take ballet 2 or 3 times per week and possibly jazz and hip hop. There's a school someone showed me at the gymnastics place that teaches people where I'm at and also has companies for older dancers and younger dancers.
I am going to see if I can play melodic percussion in the choir at church. If I can't, the next thing I'd do is take private singing.
It's an exciting new chapter in my life. I bet most of you are taking your kids to these things now!
One thing that bothers me is my psych, diabetes, and cholesterol pills making me tired, tho smoothies from my Nutri Ninja give me a lot of that energy back. Also, I have difficulty performing tasks around the house while others are around.
Trying to Make a Point, Desperately
Did you notice people who use big things about you to plug in any situation and turn it into what they think they made a big deal?
Christina Ann Joanna Barrett 
feeling amused
Fall is in the air ☁
I feel it somewhere 🌴
Leaves a fallin' 🌱
Winter a crawlin' 🌀
I feel it somewhere 🌴
Leaves a fallin' 🌱
Winter a crawlin' 🌀
Time to check Facebook ⚡
As holidays are to look 🎁
Someday we said 🐾
We'd be together, not dead 👍
As holidays are to look 🎁
Someday we said 🐾
We'd be together, not dead 👍
Aren't you supposed to..
Aren't you supposed to be extra nice to people who live a hated, suffering existence no one admits?
Cousins
Ever wish your cousins who hate you in a mixed up way would go find who they wanna be friends with rather than get mad at you for no reason?
Hair
They like knocked everything off.
They think only white hair is acceptable but manipulated some people to have black hair.
People with light hair know it could have been white, too, more than someone with black.
They think only white hair is acceptable but manipulated some people to have black hair.
People with light hair know it could have been white, too, more than someone with black.
Problem
This is crazy. If it weren't for Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, people wouldn't have come out and acted so crazily. I do like them, tho.
Church Choir
I want to play melodic percussion
My goal is to play big hanging bells or something, things like that, tambourine, which I have one.
So, if I can't afford 3 days of dance, I can do church choir then.
My goal is to play big hanging bells or something, things like that, tambourine, which I have one.
So, if I can't afford 3 days of dance, I can do church choir then.
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Real White European?
I guess Nordic countries are just sitting around facing up for where they're descended from the Chinese without much to really offer.
Connecting Me as Black
When people connect me as black, they are essentially.. I forget.
I just know they don't dare do that with others. They want their attention. It's a happy meeting. It's about ethnicity and race.
I just know they don't dare do that with others. They want their attention. It's a happy meeting. It's about ethnicity and race.
Secret Formula
Do you ever find a secret formula, like, I'm set, my parents are down, and when I see such and such family do this, they're out.
Kid Stuff.. "Child's Play"
You might think things like kid stuff is like the basics and no one is especially caring about the good stuff in life. It's dangerous and real when I realize something like that is still important.
BTW, "Child's Play" is a horror show with Chuckie the Doll.
BTW, "Child's Play" is a horror show with Chuckie the Doll.
I'm sad.
I want to do gymnastics once a week and dancing 3 times a week.. no church choir.. unless I skip a dance day. I need singing lessons, too. Yikes! My family is dying, and I take the bus sometimes.
Do you ever wonder..
Do you ever wonder about like famous people like Ellen who don't have to be beat for their ethnicity/racial aspects?
I know I fit that caliber of respect and privilege traditionally in the past, but now people rat me as s***.
I know I fit that caliber of respect and privilege traditionally in the past, but now people rat me as s***.
Destination: Anywhere
Summer travels have begun. Enjoy the ride!
Posted by BabyFirstTV on Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Got a New Dance School Reference
The girl working at the front at the gymnastics school told me about it when I was socializing with her. It is perfect! Ages 9+ classes and dance companies for younger and older dancers who are at the right level.
MONDAY
Ballet – Beginner: 5:00pm – 6:00pm
Jazz – Beginner: 6:00pm – 7:00pm
TUESDAY
Ballet – Beginner / Intermediate: 6:00pm – 7:30pm
WEDNESDAY
Ballet – All Levels: 5:00pm – 6:15pm
Hip Hop – All Levels: 7:30pm – 8:30pm\
Thursday is gymnastics for 1 1/2 hours. They have some strength and stretch classes, but I'm already sore from gymnastics.
MONDAY
Ballet – Beginner: 5:00pm – 6:00pm
Jazz – Beginner: 6:00pm – 7:00pm
TUESDAY
Ballet – Beginner / Intermediate: 6:00pm – 7:30pm
WEDNESDAY
Ballet – All Levels: 5:00pm – 6:15pm
Hip Hop – All Levels: 7:30pm – 8:30pm\
Thursday is gymnastics for 1 1/2 hours. They have some strength and stretch classes, but I'm already sore from gymnastics.
Being on Good Terms
Why do people claim I'm good and on good terms, but then you notice other things happening?
Important Question
If institutions believe in just ballet in one school if you do it well at all.. but then the small ones are so cra**y?
Nothing and Nothing
Why does everyone think I have no stake in the real world being from Florida, tho my dad is from Pennsylvania and New York state, and even when I mention the oldest continuing city in the US which is in Florida they think they have to be over and above?
They think they have more stake in Florida and don't want to desuggest my birth in Florida and hold that in.
They think they have more stake in Florida and don't want to desuggest my birth in Florida and hold that in.
Adults to Stay Fit
They should have at least gymnastics for older adults and seniors. I was not in good shape without it whatever I was doing.
So, pretty much, here in America/The US..
it's about school in August/September and the leaves falling in the cool air..
Then, it's about the holidays:
-Halloween
-Thanksgiving
-Christmas
-New Year
-Valentine's
Even:
-St Patricks' Day
-Easter
Then, the summer, with the 4th of July in the middle of it. That's May, June, July, Ellen is off the air, too, which makes for a very longer time..
Then, it's about the holidays:
-Halloween
-Thanksgiving
-Christmas
-New Year
-Valentine's
Even:
-St Patricks' Day
-Easter
Then, the summer, with the 4th of July in the middle of it. That's May, June, July, Ellen is off the air, too, which makes for a very longer time..
People "in Bad Shape"
Do people in bad physical condition ever lash out on you yet feel self-satisfied? Sorry to bring this up.
Apology
I am sorry for the people I have bugged in public, etc., thinking they were attacking me. I pushed the envelope, lazily.
Troublemakers
What do you think of carefree people who are on others's backs about their behavior yet they themselves do whatever they want to you?
Friday, October 30, 2015
People Using Others to Look Cool
Do you know people who say something mean to others just to look cool and say something?
Problem
I have emotional problems, not sure I will watch all 3 Ellen Shows I planned on watching.
I might settle down and go to bed for now and have some laundry. Probably no TV. Who knows, maybe Sunday.
Next week should be pristine, tho, so we'll see. I'd been watching every day almost until this week, just saw Monday so far. I forget what happened this week on Tuesday and Wednesday just needed to catch up.
I might settle down and go to bed for now and have some laundry. Probably no TV. Who knows, maybe Sunday.
Next week should be pristine, tho, so we'll see. I'd been watching every day almost until this week, just saw Monday so far. I forget what happened this week on Tuesday and Wednesday just needed to catch up.
Whites and Darks
So, why do you fear white people?
I will not be not white in order to get your respect. You still respect white people who shun you. NO!
cont.
I'm not gonna talk to the Hispanics and blacks while all the white people whoosh away like a cloud.
It's not my fault you want to be Hispanic or Black.
My Old Bestie
I'm almost positive my best friend left me because I wouldn't leave my old possible best friend when she said, "Leave me alone," after we'd been talking after lubch. She must have told her. They became best friends when our classes split and later I moved and we grew up and she wouldn't answer when I kept e-mailing her.
A Messed-Up City
If you don't like me and are bothering me, are you just having a hard time finding people to like you? That could be their bad, not trying to fight and be negative.
On Top Even When on the Side
Do you like people on the side who stick out for the ethnicity they are that everyone is jealous of?
Like, that's how someone else gets attention?
Josh Groban Sings All I Ask of You..
form The Phantom of the Opera
with Kelly Clarkson!
Yes, I liked them both! I am a fan of Josh Groban.
You know, this was "epic."
Josh Groban was very good and under control with what he intended to relay.
Kelly Clarkson, so famous and seems so sweet to me for some reason. She's stellar!
with Kelly Clarkson!
Yes, I liked them both! I am a fan of Josh Groban.
You know, this was "epic."
Josh Groban was very good and under control with what he intended to relay.
Kelly Clarkson, so famous and seems so sweet to me for some reason. She's stellar!
Wow!
I just looked it up and found out Daylight Savings ends on November 1st, so we move the time back.
Also, next year is a leap year.
Also, next year is a leap year.
Thursday, October 29, 2015
Gymnastics
I just got back. I'm so tired and need to sleep. Once a week 1 1/2 hours! I loved watching the cheer class. I was there like 2-3 hours early, got some food.. There was this cute little girl in cheer, the smallest with white hair, looked Swedish a lot. She was the hero of the cheer pyramid.
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Schedule
Thursday I go tot the eye doctor and gymnastics, so I may not watch Ellen that day. I have today and tomorrow, and that's all for this week. My back hurts from sleeping in a sorta tight bra the other day and I want to sleep/rest, so I may have to catch up later. Also, there's Halloween Saturday and I still go trick-or-treating. I have a costume of an empress. So, I'll catch up on today and the the next day. There is little possibility I predict of catching Thursday and Friday. Good luck to ya'll in the contest!
Tuesday, October 27, 2015
@bellalovelycute no i'm still shooting midnight sun! i'll do the baby sitter w famous in love in la...— bella thorne (@bellathorne) October 27, 2015A secret threat..
Marked Posts of Time
Some people need time apart.
You get interested and stop in when it seems appropriate.
I dunno. I am minding my beeswax online, so-to-speak, but I make myself available, as well.
I don't know how to remove myself in ways I should. I am begging for the end when we find all the cooler people than Christina now.
You get interested and stop in when it seems appropriate.
I dunno. I am minding my beeswax online, so-to-speak, but I make myself available, as well.
I don't know how to remove myself in ways I should. I am begging for the end when we find all the cooler people than Christina now.
Is this good-bye?
Cuz I'm not living in fear of what I write on my blog and being misinterpreted by someone.
Problem
I don't do anything wrong. Do what you want, tho. I've been beaten at all day supposedly by someone I like. I didn't want to offend any innocent people and didn't.
Yay!
Modeling offer from an agency I applied to.
Harley Davidson, whatever that was.
I need to get in shape and be a Medium, whatever that really means.. The gymnastics and hopefully dieting will help. I recently just felt more positive already. I was in bed and got up.
Harley Davidson, whatever that was.
I need to get in shape and be a Medium, whatever that really means.. The gymnastics and hopefully dieting will help. I recently just felt more positive already. I was in bed and got up.
Riii-diculous
You know, I don't think any of my ancestors would take this s***. Who the f*** do you r*****s think I am? Who the h*** was I?
Feeling Hurt
I wonder what ails me.
I know my back still hurts from wearing a bra when I slept.
I get unwanted provoked thoughts to quell my spirits.
I know my back still hurts from wearing a bra when I slept.
I get unwanted provoked thoughts to quell my spirits.
College
I wanted college in place of minimum wage work. I figured the performance would be a similar investment so am not doing the college now.
What a Waste
It's funny the people experimenting on me are trying to socially punish me for things I didn't have wrong with me before they started experimenting on me and when I never start anything bad. "If anyone has a problem with me they need to tell it to my face." They never do. They just attack me without notice cuz that's their goal.
Not Waiting to Live My Life
I'm not "waiting around" letting everyone get away with being mean to me, as tho I'm waiting to meet Tim Burtons/still to do something that utilizes my emotions. Honestly, that's quite a laugh. Do you realize it's been like 10 years? Also, he ran away. Ran away in spirit, too. He's not there for public exposure/disposal.
Disclaimer: No offense to him. I'm just explaining.
Disclaimer: No offense to him. I'm just explaining.
*Unseparated*
I will not let Orlando say I'm not in the game and that I need to be separated in order for the "white" ones to do their business.
Sorry, people!
I think I, like, just died in a way. I feel sick from junk food out. I just wanted some pizza! Yea, I must seem repulsive.. it's being ingrained in my head. Maybe, some people weren't meant to look good when fat or sorta a chubbo..
Activity
I'm going to do adult gymnastics if there is a place open.
Maybe, eventually will add ballet.
Guess I cannot afford to color my hair.
Maybe, eventually will add ballet.
Guess I cannot afford to color my hair.
This Saturday - "'Spooky Molloy' & Friends! Halloween Concert" at @albertwisnerlib. Info and registration info: https://t.co/x5H0j2zsCv— Sukey Molloy (@SukeyMolloy) October 22, 2015Wow, sounds great!
What I Wish I Did
High School
Year 1
1- English II - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- World Geography
4- Biology I - Honors
5- PE I
6- Career Orientation / Civics
7- Dance Team
Year 2
1- English III - AP/Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- World History - Honors?
4- Biology II
5- PE II / Health
6- Dance Team
7- Spanish I
Year 3
1- English IV - AP/Gifted
2- American History - AP/G or Honors
3- Free Enterprise /
4- Dance Team
5- Spanish II
6-
7-
College - Loyola University New Orleans
- History Major
- Political Science Minor
- Dance Team
Career
- Aspiring Actress
- Work in My Major Field Internationally
--- --- ---
or
High School
Year 1
1- English II - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- World Geography
4- Biology I - Honors
5- Career Orientation / Civics
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Art
Year 2
1- English III - AP/Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- World History - Honors?
4- Chemistry I - Honors
5- PE I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Art
Year 3
1- English IV - AP/Gifted
2- American History- Honors or AP/Gifted
3- Physics - Honors
4- PE II / Health
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Art
7-
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe - Delta Festival Ballet + New Orleans Youth Ballet
College - Loyola University New Orleans
- Singing Major
- Ballet Minor
Year 1
1- English II - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- World Geography
4- Biology I - Honors
5- PE I
6- Career Orientation / Civics
7- Dance Team
Year 2
1- English III - AP/Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- World History - Honors?
4- Biology II
5- PE II / Health
6- Dance Team
7- Spanish I
Year 3
1- English IV - AP/Gifted
2- American History - AP/G or Honors
3- Free Enterprise /
4- Dance Team
5- Spanish II
6-
7-
College - Loyola University New Orleans
- History Major
- Political Science Minor
- Dance Team
Career
- Aspiring Actress
- Work in My Major Field Internationally
--- --- ---
or
High School
Year 1
1- English II - Gifted
2- Geometry - Gifted
3- World Geography
4- Biology I - Honors
5- Career Orientation / Civics
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Art
Year 2
1- English III - AP/Gifted
2- Algebra II - Gifted
3- World History - Honors?
4- Chemistry I - Honors
5- PE I
6- Talented Music - Singing
7- Talented Art
Year 3
1- English IV - AP/Gifted
2- American History- Honors or AP/Gifted
3- Physics - Honors
4- PE II / Health
5- Talented Music - Singing
6- Talented Art
7-
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe - Delta Festival Ballet + New Orleans Youth Ballet
College - Loyola University New Orleans
- Singing Major
- Ballet Minor
Ancestral Connections
Are you more connected to your ancestors thousands of years ago or to your parents?
cont.
Really cool more mature/older adults seem very good at waiting around for the right people. They've got the stuff. Somehow, it always seems to work out racially.
Is anyone out there?
I know there are lots of cool people out there, but we don't know who they are.
I know for a fact Ellen DeGeneres is good at waiting around, tho.
I know for a fact Ellen DeGeneres is good at waiting around, tho.
TV - Today
I loved to see The Voice judges! They seem really nice, didn't get too much into what they were talking about.
Ellen DeGeneres was on after. She apparently likes remodeling, like interior decorating of worthy houses regarding size/how rich it is. That's interesting to me, maybe she also likes other houses. I used to be obsessed with the idea of cottages in the woods. I actually wondered if I could design my own house if I make a lotta money or become a celebrity/actress. I'd have to start early. I wish I earned money to travel and buy nice clothes or at least a nice array/variety. So, it's interesting. Most people seem pretty messy.
Ellen DeGeneres was on after. She apparently likes remodeling, like interior decorating of worthy houses regarding size/how rich it is. That's interesting to me, maybe she also likes other houses. I used to be obsessed with the idea of cottages in the woods. I actually wondered if I could design my own house if I make a lotta money or become a celebrity/actress. I'd have to start early. I wish I earned money to travel and buy nice clothes or at least a nice array/variety. So, it's interesting. Most people seem pretty messy.
I seem a lot older/changed
I went online and got into some things that went wrong.
I originally posted to find out how to audition for a Pirates of the Caribbean sequel, when the franchise was fresh. I turned down an offer to go to Miami and be under a health program to model and eventually get in movies. No more offers after, to my surprise. I was 21. It was from MySpace Networking, but MySpace has lost much of its function since. The program would probably be less than 2 months of training + free.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Cat Week is over! Me Me Monday.. ED on Air (ED = Ellen DeGeneres) looks amazing! They even have letters to mount on the wall to spell out words with hooks, like to hang Christmas stockings for Santa.
The 1st guy, Anthony Anderson, who came on from Blackish was funny.
Gwen Stefani was a cool singer. I found out she was popular from No Doubt when I was younger. I like the song "It's My Life."
Bindi Irwin and her dance partner were great. The dance was so energetic and fun.
The 1st guy, Anthony Anderson, who came on from Blackish was funny.
Gwen Stefani was a cool singer. I found out she was popular from No Doubt when I was younger. I like the song "It's My Life."
Bindi Irwin and her dance partner were great. The dance was so energetic and fun.
"The English"
They are beats if you are insufficient in something, like fairy dust falls from the sky. I wonder how hot their poor really are.
If you pimp someone..
..do they have to be considered and called nice?
What is the definition of cooler than everyone else?
It seems we don't have many interesting young "stars."
What is the definition of cooler than everyone else?
It seems we don't have many interesting young "stars."
A Decision
I will not do myself as Irish because they think it's funny to not fit in. It fits perfectly for some people, either because they wanna be popular in controversial ways or other things.
Well.. I like other Irish people if they exist, too, and don't hate anyone. It just seems for some strange reason Ireland is both the outcast and the treasure. I think they have castles with fairies, but I'm not sure.
Well.. I like other Irish people if they exist, too, and don't hate anyone. It just seems for some strange reason Ireland is both the outcast and the treasure. I think they have castles with fairies, but I'm not sure.
Monday, October 26, 2015
I love to help deserving people. When I see others doing the same, nothing makes me happier. https://t.co/bM0oTNTS9H— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) October 26, 2015 Who ever said I don't deserve to even do that? That's gone wild. Helping people is a generic activity.I think Ellen DeGeneres sometimes just sides with the underdog in order to remain well seasoned in ways.
She waits til all is quiet and then "says" something mean. Lights go out. People are running into each other.
See, it does not count if it's being mean to me at times. She tries to satisfy all, all those other mean people..
It's like an addiction.. I saw people on TV explaining addictions and they were for some stupid reason trying to target me!
No offense, just being honest and apparently funny in a way. I edited this and have it whittled down to a somewhat finished product. You may have noticed something in this, that you can walk away thinking falsely I flat out insulted Ellen DeGeneres cuz connotations to you point in that direction, when they don't. They just scoop up the poop! Not insult anyone. The people may not be the main focus in this. It's just bad circumstances. Let me know if you want me to change this post. Some things stand as cold hard facts. Let's not be afraid to post well-polished issues. Nothing's perfect in people's minds.
LOL
Problem
They won't stop irritating me. I'm worried the absolutely bad attention they give me could give me cancer or maybe even some other disease.
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Problem
This person who is telling to be mean to me is obviously wrong. They probably want the experiment to stop and blame me for it.
People Who Can Deal With Life
People want people to be able to deal with life, but they keep putting them down.
Problem
I can't deal with this.
I get upset at someone because of someone else, and then someone else starts fresh and gets a turn.
I get upset at someone because of someone else, and then someone else starts fresh and gets a turn.
Problem
They're tying to say my younger cousin far away is better than everyone else, like Bella Thorne. Born 1991 and 1997.
Problem
I'm not here to comply with the lasting mean humor of older adults to only their convenience with me.
Worthless People
People are so worthless thinking I have done all these things wrong + that no one else has done anything. They do it to submit to Ellen DeGeneres. Like, "Oh, yea, it's H***."
Problem
They keep thrusting people into me and making me mad and judging me for it. This is my life!
Blowing up at Me
What makes you blow up like a cannon at me that you'd risk yourself to express anger towards me and I may never even know?
"Nothing the Matter"
Just because so many people seem bad in so many ways does not mean you can tell me there's something wrong with me!
Problem
So, people incessantly attack me redundantly, I feel mad and have trouble separating my anger from them puppeting someone I like, and then they commemorate it via trashing Twitter with questionable features, which pollutes us with an insult about me.
Money
I have no desire to hurt anyone. I'm being hurt.
And right now all that's on my mind is to clean my room. I need a shelf. I'm also dying my hair to see if I will be more accepted.. and getting dna.ancestry.com. It will tell me how much Irish I have, too, like the other one didn't, blended it as Britain.
Maybe in the 2nd week of November I can get the shelves.
Kmart $64
link
And right now all that's on my mind is to clean my room. I need a shelf. I'm also dying my hair to see if I will be more accepted.. and getting dna.ancestry.com. It will tell me how much Irish I have, too, like the other one didn't, blended it as Britain.
Maybe in the 2nd week of November I can get the shelves.
Kmart $64
link
Problem
WILL YOU "STUPID" PEOPLE JUST SHUT UP SAYING I'M BAD AND WHEN I SAY THIS YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN CALM AND ARE ON TOP OF ME
"Life isn't fair."
Life is unfair for Asians. What if you never wanted to be Asian? Forget that I'm 1/2 white.
Problem
Stupid Europeans, quite blaming me for your problems. I don't "hold 'the real 'white' people'" captive from you.
Being Short and Dark
People are telling me I'm racially unacceptable, that I am like a Jew in Nazi Germany and they're Hitler.
People Playing Pretend
People want to pretend I do something wrong to make an excuse claiming they tried to say something nice to me.
Unaccepted.
People are messing around that I'm suddenly not accepted. They think America is now Europe, at least.
Suckers
People don't like me cuz there weren't as many ways announced to treat little ole blackheads.
Spoiling Using Other Generations
They are spoiling Bella Thorne, "making" everything right for her, when to stimulate her, when to calm her down, while they mess with me like I'm s*** cuza my generation.
Saturday, October 24, 2015
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres is probably sending secret messages via others/the experiment that hurt me cuz she thinks it's right.
Problem
They keep making fun of me. Like, they think they're my dad acting like he calls me, "Honey," in the trash on their way of annoying me.
Problem
They keep talking to me and I just want the *beep* to stop. They "catch me out" thinking bad things.
TV
Yesterday, I happened to see a black girl from Florida on. Her parents might have been from there. I don't know where in Florida. She seemed like she wasn't a different race.
It's true.
Ellen DeGeneres is not mean to other people, like Bella Thorne. She is mean to me, like she has to be, tho I am used to proper treatment and being told I'm always good.
Problem
These dirty people are watching me and said they "need" to show me what's right and wrong suggestively.
Good people are just bad.
They follow along this junk. It doesn't hurt them, might as well get going. They must have a drinking problem..
Problem
I don't see anyone else feeling condoned by being represented by a n..
I am the last personality you'd look to for that fate!
I am the last personality you'd look to for that fate!
Problem
I do not accept that you think making life for me miserable does not matter. There's no "it'll be better someday." No one's doing it to you. They couldn't!
Problem
They keep saying someone I'm into is telling others they "don't have to talk to me." That is not of concern for pointedly me.
cont.
Supposedly, it was pretend and not rubbed in completely too much, but they just wanted to "say it." They won't shut up. Now, they're talking about giving out my mom.
Problem
My dad upset me again when I got my hair cut Thursday. He was making me feel extremely inappropriate things, only thinking he got away with it cuz it was just his attitude. Today, my ears are bothering, maybe a little damaged. It might really again be for Ellen DeGeneres.
Problem
My dad was washing dishes it so happens when I came out to get supper. I feel like my ears were turned inside out like ascending on a plane.
Problem
They keep being very mean to mean and change the tone as I report what they did last time. They think they are keeping someone safe by pretending they did it, someone nice supposedly I like.
Issue
Bella Thorne is more painful than my cousin. She acts like we're all her unworthy servants. It's like it doesn't matter if nothing is ever for anyone else.
Annoyed
There's a reason I don't visit much cuza my then recent weight gain. Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep acting like I'm ugly, made of fat and pu*** hair.
It's not fair!
Did you notice Ellen DeGeneres never gets mad at Bella Thorne? If Bellea Thorne feels bad about who she is, she wants everyone to rush and grovel at her feet.
Problem
They just said I'm in a relationship with someone who will be mean to me for my dad even after death.
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Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in
That Gators game was great. They really crushed the Bulldogs!