Thursday, April 2, 2015

In Bed for a Long Time

I was trying to get my brain to be functional.

Needs, Wants, and Desires

I want to do my ironing, but a part of me is turned on and I feel tired.  Who knows how I'll feel after lunch or maybe won't be a good time.  Then again, there isn't much to do other than iron my "nice" clothes..  Maybe, it'll make me even thinner.  :D

Hearing Things

Sometimes, I wake up to a scary distant knock before I am conscious.

Bed

I slept from about 10-12 and 12-10 and 10-12.

Awake

I had my fruit cup for breakfast, showered and got dressed and put on make-up, and did a 5+ minute upper and core workout.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Being Accepted "Unconditionally"

Some people are accepted while they go thru phases others have them go thru and approve of.

Others have to be more careful and have a different image to uphold.

~ This can happen because of difference of age. ~

Young people tend to be told to be more free, but why not work on something spectacular with guidelines that allow things to happen?  One example would include dedicating your life to trying to be a child actor.

When you're older, it seems like there are different things you should be able to do.  Others may stop you from finding ways to do this because they don't wanna deal with a new you.

In Proving a Point

When you come across adverse ideas, some people say that is the journey.

Some people even lie to get correct information.

Others spot you out for the negative ideas that come up and never accomplish, at least not using things in this way.  They must at least have it very hard.

Jog

I jogged and walked earlier today.  My legs are getting so big.

Supper

I just had chicken in sauce with yellow rice and tea and all my vitamins and pills.

Therapist

I saw my therapist today.

My Hair

It finally looks long enough for the 1st time.  I styled it like I have little bangs and swooped the rest of it with my comb.  Another Barber success!  ;)

Stuffed Silly

I feel fat and stuffed from my female thing and what I ate yesterday night.  I feel stress.  I am uncomfortable.  I didn't think a little dessert then would hurt.  And all the Chinese??  I guess that's called straying from your diet.  It's easy to get hungry when you're dieting.

K

I just m********** and I'm on my female thing.  I'm now sore in certain regions to do with it.  I think I just made it worse.  Something not in it in my mind.  Wheezing a bit.  Something turned me on, in for an interesting day either way.  :(

Awake

I woke up around 1: something.  I've taken a shower.  About to do about 5 minutes of chest and ab workouts.  I did some necessary shopping, but one site is down.