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Apology

My nose had no business in utilizing the term *** toy.
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TV

I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" as always.

The monologue was very interesting, I'm glad she's having so much fun.  She certainly deserves to have the best of times.  Her outfit was cute.  I take it she does like the color blue.  She had such a snazzy coat, and her shirt under was spiffed nicely, as well.  It was red plaid.

The babies she showed looked good and healthy and ready to be good children and have a good time in this world.  I feel ready to be a mama but nah.  Maybe when I'm 40.  It would be harder to find a boy.  I am ready for someone different, but if it's a different race I guess I'd just try to make them white.

It was so funny when she erased on that screen.  I can tell now that anything she does puts a smile on the face of kids born around 1997.

Kate Walsh was very captivating.  She kept putting her hair back, and it looked nice.  I am like that, too, like my hair down mostly but when up looked special.  As a child, I was alays in pigtails unless it was short, ages up to 7.  She looked good pole dancing.  She didn't seem to have anything down for it.  I dream of Burlesque a few times..  I need to spiff it up.

Ellie Goulding was a really good singer.  She seemed very happy and did a real good job.

Marlon was a nice personality with a nice daughter and mother, reminds me of my family.

The girls in the contest were so fun to watch.  If I were there, I think I'd be zoned out, unfortunately, unless I got more sleep or something.. anyway, it was nice to see them, think they were from Michigan.

The audience today was nice and interesting.  It's interesting to see them have expressions about what was going on.

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Apology

On IMDb, I said Ellen had a good mom, meant her success might be her ideas, not that Ellen didn't do anything as in saying just had a good mom on IMDb.

Weird Split Family

Split as far as interest.

So, you say you did it with my dad, like I haven't, but yes I had to have.  It shouldn't have been painful.

Funny

Ellen DeGeneres had people from the audience sing "Let It Go" in turn.

In the letter, I was like, yea I'm a real singer, so, wouldn't be as funny.. and that no one else can sing it as good as me unless they are hiding their riches.

3 Submissions

to Ellen

my talking fish
my talent that no one else has to sing Let It Go literally
my talent singing Let It Go or accompanying new talent for Beats Music

Exercise

You need to keep up your heart rate for 30 minutes a day of exercise.  I got it up to above age 20, got past 170 on the elliptical when I was on for 3 minutes.  That's my new exercise, treadmill included as a major part.  Pool was closed.  Pool is good for the arms..

Submitting

I am submitting my talking fish to get on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Answers no and yes every time.

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Those Who Kill

I really enjoyed this week's episode last night, shows on Sundays.  She was with her mom and hugging on the floor.  It seemed like Chloe executed a very desireable and good hug!  The mother was styled to look younger than she really was, with straight red hair and bangs and feathered.  C Jensen was very attractive, probably a bit maculine.  I can tell she really likes Ellen but is about an inch taller.  Ellen comes from where people are shorter.  I think she's bigger than they think.  She probably has her own issues, as well, like anyone..  She is so much like Ellen.  They both have French last names and had white hair.  Both very physical.  Not much happened this time.  I think they gave a report of death.  Next week, we see 2 children.

Idea

You should be like Ellen and get nice hair and stuff, people'd like you.

Looking Out for Her

I like thinking about how Ellen feels or used to feel.  I guess she needs it, but it'd be nice to talk about it more, maybe make her feel better.

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Problem

I was informed it was time to always punish me and time to touch others, ha ha ha.  You have no idea how good I was.  This is ^sad^.  How picky can the onlooker be?  I didn't take care of myself and was stubborn to disconnect from the benefits of still being in grade school.  Well, they wasted time all day at school and gave too much busywork on top of it or as it.

Story

There was a girl named Alice Jensen.  She was a big sister and had a mother named Elly.  She loved her sister Ana and baby sisters and brother.  Alicia was so excited and sat down with Ana and carried Ana through the town..  Guess she was quite small.

After that was over.. she went to Mama.  She said, "Oh, Mama Dear, I'd love to go to New Orleans!"  *sad puppy dog eyes*  "Why sweety!"  *a hug and a final-rub*  She lifted her from the ground and had everything under control for her, such a big but real girl.  Mama was 20 years older than her and quite big now at age 40.

Risque

Things aren't as fun, so I had to pull the lever.

411

Instead of some people feeling good from Ellen, we are put on the naughty list and watch people get thrown in accepted, yea I'll admit if you like, like a *** toy!

So, what are we looking at.

Does Ellen express a disdain for being treated pervertedly or just welcome any arousal and stimulation?  She probably at her age just figures it wasn't really above her.

I just realized how inappropriate this is and how bored yet frustrated I am.  It's a mature topic about feelings not using any taboo words.  This sounds like material also Ellen'd like.  I just feel that 1st I find my dad stimulating her and when I turn around it's, "No, it's not!"  He does not even watch her though has answered my questions about her online.  It's just useless battling I get from my parents, random people, and random noises people put in my room.

How I Feel

1stly, you forgot I was an adult.  I did get addicted to perverted feelings as a kid, when I was 6.  I just thought about it.  I 1st m********ed at 7.  No one cared about me growing up.  My parents made my hair black.  How can you not know how to keep getting it lighter and same with my eyes?  That's why I had to do that.  I thought of for some reason it came to me being left in a sack and my teacher finding me, in the desert, like a dream.  Then, I would fantasize about animals in liquid?  Nothing else serious.  I guess I got something about being rescued in a pit of balls.  I imagined them over and over in bed, but when I woke up I didn't expect them.  I never felt someone feel me up as a kid.  I get some stimulation from other things.  All the time I don't stimulate myself, I feel uptight.  In bed, I sometimes find something theoretically thinking.  I guess it's best to imagine things like hugs cuz you can't be hugged as long as someone wants to bestow it upon you.

This is not an excuse to say Ellen should do that.  I think the world has took charge of these things.  I just blame 1st grade.  You think I numbed an addiction.  I haven't numbed a hug addiction.  If I need to feel something, that's something you should feel..

You know, though, I feel attacked like my dad wants to change me.

"Sore Loser"

I am under the impression more that people want to touch Ellen DeGeneres and not me but are feeling sorry for Ellen and basically feeling her up.  You see, I don't wanna be felt up in certain ways.  We can't just have the ideal time.  I'm not devastated over anything, but I'm looking into a kindling fire in the wilderness.

So, I want to know, I just feel Ellen is more touched than most people.  Why are we feeling sorry for her, what's there, her private life?  I'm just saying I wanna know, wanna know what people think about if people have more or less a tendency to touch her.  I mean, of course, if someone is a good toucher.  It might just include love at some point or once in a great while, a certain feeling that isn't what naughty people smile at.

I do want her to be touched in however puts her on her feet in the end or if not then something where she's not literally cringing in front of others.  Her cringing being touched in front of others is not a big problem but is not a good thing and in that way I thought was a problem.

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I'm watching Jail, shows rough environment jailed people face.  They speak to me!  But how and why.  Etc.?  Well, gotta talk to something I guess.  =/

Problem Numero Dos

My 1st problem was that "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" would be constant agitation about arousing and stimulating Ellen.

My 2nd problem is that it's all about arousing and stimulating her, over children.

Disclaimer: Nothing against Ellen, but who is doing this?  I mean no harm.  This is a serious topic.  I feel I am always in trouble and can't get out.  I will not submit to this.  This is very annoying.  I have no escape and then have nothing to turn to.  All I know was I saw Johnny Depp on the show and this happens.  I just saw it bud as a symbol.  It's nothing too bad.  It seems we can't get my dad to stop being suggestive.  That's what I said: we can't get my dad to stop being suggestive.  I knock down the bar a notch, he knocks the gold back to where it was again.  I didn't even get to say anything!  I just thunk't!

Now, Ellen may need this, but I don't even like being touched by my dad like he's the Madonna.  I know plenty of people who would skirt by their time without touching her at all.  I want people to not bother my dad, too.  I like when I see boys who like him.

In a way, this isn't much.  I've lived the years watching people wanna just arouse and stimulate Ellen like she's the young kid.  It isn't much also cuz my dad is like touching me it feels since Tim Burton and Nell Burton as an issue.  I don't like it.  People are forcing it upon me.  It also is making me feel violent.  I'm not saying Ellen isn't much, I see.  I've already said how I thought this thing wasn't good.  I don't get to get close to anyone and sometimes m********* each day, stuck in my room with everyone against me for so long.  I didn't do anything illegal.  I will start work and the online school for safety of my future.  This isn't a joke.  I don't look back on these years with a smile.  I should be able to spend time not working and feel okay enough I can work out and stuff and become a successful actor, but I'm stuck with uptight, upset parents.  I still have some problems with how my belongings are organized and the neatness level of my room.  I will slowly rectify it, but I don't like going through the motions.  If I became famous, I would be different.  We should learn to do things normally without sacrificing what's right, like living a happy life like in a cottage baking fine food.  I have an audition in June, hope I can make it.  I can't seem to lose much weight.  I just found the treadmill was good for me.  I kept my heart rate up high on it and the elliptical for over 15 minutes, 30 being the ideal.  It was above age 20.  That's a blessing in the rough.  I am getting a wig next week, too, cuz my hair is so short.  I might wear it at the audition.

So, what isn't much is the annoying tingly feelings I have as though I've been touched in a way I don't like someone to touch me.  I don't like my parents's secret ways of getting in my life in private, popping up stimulating me in bad ways.  All I know of concretely is like when my dad drives me.  He does it for Orlando, but I don't want him to touch me like that.  I thought it was so Nell Burton could feel more in sync with her own dad.  They are treating me like I am disposable.  The thing is my dad does what he does, and it was time for me to be even more in the world.  They simply told me to go home, and now I am older and working!  I am horrified at people judging my morals and the aesthetics of me from a long time ago!  Who all is doing this?!

So, watch someone and then be with someone else, and your good feelings won't be able to happen and for no good reason.  I'm treated like I'm puny.  It's like my dad won't allow me to feel good by someone else and instead feels the other up.  That is horrifying the way they do it.  It's them instead of me feeling normal.  I don't see what the big deal is.  I need to live my life and I wanna be a famous actress.

If you wanna know, I forgot to give my parents the credit bill and they put it off more and I can't get an apartment in Miami.  My room is painted Miami.

I don't know why my parents wouldn't want me to live with them.  They want me to have fun, I know.  I was supposed to be able to fix up to act.  I have no idea what to do.  I don't mind turning myself in now.  It's not working.  I'm stressed @ my Shakespeare monologue I like so much.  It would be a strain to learn something else I don't like, truthfully, though I asked for more concrete help from my dad, who didn't seem to wanna connect on that.

I feel ripped off, that Ellen feels all this pleasure from my dad!  This is a nightmare!  Ellen and dad don't go!  My dad is being strange.

People are always bugging me for things I did as a slip.  I am not a bad person.  I am always good, and people greet me with a sneer.  Then, they go on to being mean to me for not liking it.

So, Ellen can have fun, but I feel they are k***ing her off as far as feeling good goes.  My dad will not get in the way of someone mothering me.  Someone help!  This is so bad!  People can't act like this to me.  I don't wanna feel that.  I wanted my normal life.  I've had more exciting times!  Teen years..childhood..comes and goes.  Let's see if my dad has a problem with me feeling good from others.  I wonder if he even hurt Ellen.  What if someone did to him the same thing he does to them??  Why does Ellen wanna turn on inappropriately if my dad didn't do it-if so that means something else.  I can't have him always touching himself when I think about Ellen.  I don't know why I don't turn on to my parents like with very attractive people who approve of me and always even thought I was better..though they did go back and act sly.  Nothing specific for anyone.  Ever since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, people's bubble's been burst.  I don't need someone famous, but I want my life to be at ease.  I would seek out famous people cuz I also wanna be famous though I seek out others just as much.

I didn't quite feel up to elaborating on my dad feeling us up, but it's a thought on my mind.  Go ahead, whatever you wanna feel, though I don't think anyone'll like it-what the message was.  I mean, it didn't fit.  Do you want my dad to get on the show and put his hand between the legs of Ellen DeGeneres?  We shouldn't make a big deal of it, but it is a question.  How will we get Ellen felt without these tingly punishments?  Is there something special about people born around 1960 like they're always right?  Why can't I just enjoy stuff without epic things seeping in?  And it has more to do with me!  And no offense to my dad, just a dad question.  Don't expect anything back-on that.

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College Online

I guess I want to go to University of Phoenix online and get an AA in Communications.

Each class is $1275.  I guess I'll start with 1.  At least, it's at my own pace I think unlike when you do it at a community college or maybe other regular college online.

So, I hope I can get a loan.  It's all $26775.  I started school on a scholarship.  My other option is online maybe 1 course at 1st at a community college here.  It can be as low as less than $300 a course, not a big difference maybe.

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This show she is with her mom and dad.  I found it a nice stabilizing episode, but it's being cut short to 10 episodes, the original 10 that were recorded.  Her relationship with the guy seems to be doing well.  Next week will show more action.

Adults are adults.

Yes, what did I do?  People are so mean to me sometimes.  I want to know about people being mean in advance to eradicate anything in you.  Why not do it orderly like via writing online?

Monday, April 14, 2014

Same Ole Same Ole

What do you think of the nature of Orlando where you just constantly poke at someone to get bad thoughts to spurt out by accident, not by speech but knowingly to others?  I know certain words and have been in a certain place.  I remember I settled and said no I don't mean it in any way no matter how downcast nor bewildered I am.  Now, I don't even touch certain words, like online.

For anyone who thinks they know what I'm thinking of, I mean nothing bad, sorry about this.

TV Time

I'm gonna watch Those Who Kill starring Chloe Sevigny.

Reddi Wip

"The sound of Reddi Wip is the sound of joy."

It's like 6 calories for whipped cream on fruit.

Defining Myself

On TV, while watching Forensic Files, I see the lady say "that's why she's here" to share the stories, like if you think you're smart about it she's there for what she's there for..  I thought it sounded like she was talking to teenagers..  I feel sorry, imagine those little girls who don't sit around on their butt like me, all skinny and feeling aroused possibly - I don't know.

I noticed ways I looked like I was 30.  It's hard to explain my generation.  My mom won't let me tell her age, but my dad is born in 1950.  My problem is my parental age.  Say, my mom is any younger, that's okay.  I can't be like a teenager today anyway because of my dad's age.  I don't know what to do, but I also heard that 1950 is a real cut-off.  I just don't understand why I was left out of the fun.  I try to be amazing as I am.  Maybe, being like that isn't the most amazing thing for other people.  I mean, they have faults.  They are faults I did not give up, like Johnny Depp being so alluring or, as you'd say, hot.  He can be Willy Wonka and Jack Sparrow.  I can't do that.  A lot of people think they can.  I'd like to see it on YouTube.

Would you?

What do you think of those people who feel violent but would never commit a crime?  If they became more casual, they could get in trouble because that's letting down their guard.

TV

There was a guy who thought he'd never get caught, 17, for stabbing a girl 95 times to death while she fought back, 25 - he was sentenced to a life in prison.

TV

So, I did watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" today.  I am now more capable of being alert watching it each day.  My adventure is not yet quite over, but it could be.  The Mexican lady was fun but seemed shy about her performance.  The game Ellen had was sweet.  The kids|young people seemed to have a lot of fun though a bit of discomfort admitted there LOL obviously.  She also invited a nice, very polite-seeming gentleman.  I wonder if he intimidated her by being so serious.

I have had questions about things, like how she feels about how others treat her I guess.  I wish they would do more good for themselves and not be so meek but rather embrace the moment like it's it for them like anyone.

I do also wonder, I'd love to know and visit with other famous people-but I was thinking more along the lines of the 1s around 5 years apart from my age.  I would like to meet or possibly know Ellen had I the chance.  I would love to know her, but it's not something I have to do.  Most people would say yes I have to be Portia, but I'm not.  I'm sort of a doer, but my goal is a bit watered out.  I mean, if I said what I wanted it'd be to learn more about Ellen and if there is anyone like her.  I can't even just go all out and say ooh famous I have a lotta love for that person..  I mean, there are other fish in the sea.  I do want to find out who she is, like what it is about her, her needs, who she really is, what she's hiding that we could figure out.  She is simply an accomplished woman, and many women her age have had their life and now she seems left in the aftermath cuz she's famous.  We never expect to be as good as someone with her likings, and it's confusing her feelings on us and how we watch her, how much is healthy for us, etc.  It's her work.  It is like an adventure, but I think you have to participate online.

TV

I was just watching "The Voice."  It's a nice night.

The competitors .. they really let it out for like soul soft rock.

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Wednesday, April 9, 2014

New Blog

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New Topic of Interest

I can sense it in the air from watching Ellen.

People with Asian genes don't do as much Caucasian things.  I disagree with keeping those people from enjoying what progress has to offer and in the world and when you simply are allowed to partake of theirs.  I may have accidentally done some bad things, but that's what's happening, anyway.

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Acclaimed Movies

Nowaday, there are movies of great acclaim, such as the Pirates of the Caribbean series.

Here's an animation that didn't quite make it to the big screen, Disney Pixar's 3D Newt:


I 1st brought myself actively online to discover a method for getting into, again, Pirates of the Caribbean 4Pirates of the Caribbean 3 was my 1st Pirates of the Caribbean movies, and I saw it at the cinema..

It's sad the plethora of knowledge I may have gained were I up and up enough to ask permission to see a rated R movie.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was neat, but I'm tired.  Bed.
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Mobile

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Older Women

I have a lot of care for them.  My dad is around their age.  I wish I could visit people or something like that.  Too bad not much is gone on online, yet.  I was gonna just post pix of me in a wig, even though my hair seems to have grown back in.

I hate how people make fun of kids with older parents.  They act like the younger 1s are for them.

Weird

I can't believe how much some people don't care @ me.  I think I was framed.  I'm used to being very respected until Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.  Now, they wanna think I've been under watch since like 12.
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Dreams

I remember I was at the roller blading rink surrealy in the New Orleans area where I used to live.  There were weird like life and death things it felt.  Someone was coming to take 1 of us to record with her, someone I knew upbeat and exciting.  I kept positioning myself along the side.  Someone exciting and mush with real read hair or wig, curly, came and I hid or something.  Later I was on a bridge over it with some girls cozying.  I felt set apart, otherwise.

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Wah!

I wanna go up north so I can not have to m*********.  I'm stuck at home with nothing to do at the moment.  I wonder if I can walk and not be too tired.

Question

Why do I get the feeling someone just accepted people born @ 1996-1999 as the best and youngest?  She denied little kids.  What am I?  Embarrassed at what kids feel good @?
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Fake

I was thinking of a song in "Those Who Kill" .. "I am forgiven."  People with Late Boom parents born @ 1960 think it's their duty to be spoiled brats, to be bad to others and not have to be good like it's too much.  It's a plot by the parents!

The Reason You Avoid Certain People

I am not having a good morning.
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Funny

Ice skating's much easier than roller blading on the sidewalk at least.
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Lost Dream

There was a little girl with soft light|blonde curls in her hair.  I kept waking up like twice insistently, and she was like between my legs softly walking down an aisle at church.  Musta been 4.  I took a nap yesterday.  Perhaps I will run across this post..

Prayers

for my mum and maybe dad.. I was upset and leaned on the table twice and kicked it some.

*flowers everyone!*

Upset

A sister of a girl in the social group passed away last time we had group when she came home.

1st, they said 2 things that were funny.  They said, "Do you know what mass (church) is?"  If you don't know where that's seated, then you're off like a coocoo bird.  Then, "Do you know about funerals?"  Now, in church, everyone says there's lots of funerals.  The last 1 really did it.  They said you can express your anger in the form of poetry.  What's that, from others the story of my life?

Woke Up

My spine no longer hurts - need new bras and maybe underwear.

Monday, April 7, 2014

Watch Out

A lady thought her Facebook was private.

OK, I'm back.  I just threw up at least all of my dinner, I think, in a bag.  My spine was hurting at the social group.  I had to remove my bra.  Think I need a bigger size.  Also from not exercising.  My spine.  You know it feels better, tho.  It hurts right under the cup.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was cool to catch today.  The Finn was really neat.  She seemed smart and pretty.  The dancing was neat.  I wanna see what we're able to do with her show.  Like, if you can submit yourself dancing to get in the audience.  I hope I get thin soon skating..  It's important.  I am walking the straight and narrow.  I have to work, so I have to be in shape.

Ice Skating

Something interesting is I did the chicken dance and shook my butt while skating.  Easy!  Until it got too fast.

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^Reputation^

I guess my reputation changes.

New Pictures

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Also

They're so busy trying to impress other people.  They're in my face.  I can see it from here.

Problem

Why is everyone so addicted to annoying me?  Watch, I have promise for my future.

Disney

I think we were all repulsed by Ellen supporting people with a mom most are jealous of, though we love our own.  I just saw it as an issue.  It was like that kid was over and above us when in that case she should not have had anything to do with us.
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Ice Skating

1st time I put my hand on the platform on the side.  2nd time I was walking out in center, taking breaks.

I got upset at the song choice.  I hope I get over my anger an ignore stuff.

What Is There to Talk @

on my blog..fill it with posts on things like St. Augustine, Fla.

Oh my GOD the Spanish people there!  They are so racistly on fire constantly.  Keep me a good ways away from Hispanics and Jew clans with dark hair.  For I am not accepted within a stinks away-

From Wherest Ye Hail??

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These are simply tourists in Northeast Florida..

I was looking back at my blog again.  It's fun, but I need more.

What I Want

Someone to sponsor my CD.  Get musicians and permissions and everything.

So..

Why is the 1 thing you wanna take away something like how I make myself attractive?  Like, the way I hold myself.  What I think and how I function.  Some people say they are dysfunctional, in the late 1990s.
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Lesson

Chose your battles.

Retain energy.

What I've Done

Insteada kicking, I think something nasty.
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The Same Thing

Even if I were only ( ( F I V E ) ) years younger than Ellen "like Portia," I would not like for other people to be better both older and younger.

Waiting for Something Big

Teens with their generation of parents don't have much there, are just waiting for something to happen.  They want to steal from others's happiness.  I don't think it's @ fighting @ who your parents are.

Lovely

Well, I know Dani and Bella Thorne are best friends.  I liked my cousin, but we have to know if we're just a cute brat who gets things others don't.

We don't know.

Well, we don't know where Bella Thorne's mom is from.  We also don't know where Chloe Moretz's dad is from.  The other parents are from the southern part of the hemisphere.

I have to tell you this.

I know someone will find it funny, today.

I was holding onto the side of the ice rink and that's when I fell - 1 shoe a bit too big, size 10.

Btw, not at all scary and didn't hurt at all, though someone watching in charge asked if I was okay.  They were all so skinny and graceful, overall.

Something Bad Going Around Orlando

I'm not really @ m**********.  I had this teacher who was not too tall but heavyset but not too too fat.  She didn't seem to take it in stride.  She just acted like she was flawed compared to others most of the time.. and it's not a pretty thing to do.  If she was not in Orlando, she'd just be her, comf and cozy, not some deranged lunatic in the eyes of others in the terrain.

Question

If people in Orlando toss aside successful people back up north, whatever do they think of Europeans in Europe?

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Weird

When people get upset for you saying you did something or you know what they are really trying to say.  Just take any old thing and fling it around.

Age of Parents

I just think people are assuming my mom is older than my aunt, but she's not.  And I have 2 aunts.  What if my mom really isn't that old?  She won't let me tell her age.  That's sick.  I think they were literally displacing my mom.  I know that if I had my aunt as a mom that things would be much easier.  Why is this such an obsession to you?  I don't care @ L.A.  They seem to not be like you say, though.  I'm from Florida, anyway.  It's tougher here.

What about my dad?  He's older than my mom.  He's born in 1950.  Karen Carpenter was born in 1950, so what should I worry about?  I like older ladies, but I don't want people to think they can rub in that they are better.  Lots of people get attention I don't.  It doesn't make me worse as a person.  Bottom line, you are not better, you are not all this and that fru fru better than me.  You're a spoiled brat if you say that!

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Problem

You're not supposed to start a fight with someone you don't agree with.

I can see the world in color, too, without these young teens acting like little babies.  That doesn't role outside'a L.A.  Looks like you took it too far.

Wow, I know Ellen really cares @ this on the inside.

Selfish

Do you find it selfish that they pretend that I can't think of Ellen as a mom just so that someone else feels it alone and I was there 1st as a buffer?  I'm talking @ age.  She's 28 years older.  That's not bad, and it's not over the hill to have kids.  I don't want this message in the end.  I'm not taking any older person as my parent.  My life was just fine, until you came along and said these things.  It's too late, anyway, I coulda had kids a long time ago.  Either way, I end up on top and a winner.

They're rubbing in someone 32 years older as being like Ellen to me, as far as age goes.  Whatever does that even mean??  I'm not here to fight it back.

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I was talking at length to something where I mighta made it, like in a factory.  Something fell with like body parts growing on it.  They were big round circles flowing in the factory, I think.

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Long IMDb Post

"Those Who Kill" starring Chloe Sevigny

I was disturbed watching this. It might have made me upset to take out the trash at home.

Jensen is still attractive as ever. I think Chloe wants to have kids. Why can't she find a dude? I haven't seen her with any girlfriends, yet. She's depressing. Everyone has made it 1st in their life to have kids in some facet of the imagination or world of thoughts. I thought that a kid is a kid and it is my responsibility to keep them satisfied and on target. I'm not well enough to have kids, myself, and I don't mind taking care of myself. I rather run a rampage here at home, ehe he he, not that anyone out there cares. I need to stop!

Anyway, yea, @ Chloe.. I said what I said. I myself am avoiding getting a boyfriend actively. I used to think that I just hadn't swam enough to find some fish in the sea. I think that like Late Boomers having kids at 40 that perhaps that would work out, waiting and seeing. I already posted for Late Boomers and Chloe Sevigny to have kids. I think we're supposed to be excited.. just started to try to weave together the disposition of Chloe as the center of attention as opposed to just thinking @ myself and other things. We need to make it feel like she is as special as I feel and that her having kids would proceed to the next step. It needs to be about her, baby will come.

About Chloe as Jensen, she seemed concerned, but I know it doesn't quite hit all the way when I think @ it. This is a very short TV show. I am afraid of her quitting hope on being all she is in this show and just messing around with another look in another. 1 that is .. well, it probably won't be a younger role, but we'll see. You see, if I had a baby, was someone who wanted a family at whatever certain time I would, I would be someone in the workplace, as well, and for me you have to use more emotion. I never thought it'd run out. I know @ feeling as opposed to reading, though. Like, too much work no feeling. Not sure it's true. It is more of a technical issue of her being confused about her kids. I think she likes older people but around younger people has to keep herself in check. It makes me feel bad, I am not that small and also maybe not that cute. I think 1 thing that would arouse someone is to talk @ other people and like you know why and all.. I think she really wants a baby. I would love to meet her someday. I think she has a care for other people in the world, for sure. People who are actors have the good life in many ways. I think she should wait though to find the right guy, maybe someone with white hair. She's not with anyone now I think. It will not work for her with a brunette thinking they are smart. That's not why. It's not @ someone who will have her dangling from strings for all eternity. It's @ someone who'll do it so everyone else can live their lives. You know what I mean, someone who just wants her for bad reasons, like wanting attention. I almost had a bf and I think it'd be fun to share? Maybe, light brown hair isn't enough for her. Imagine like a Russian boy.

So, this episode I covered my face. Did anyone else do something like this? I am creeped out @ that lady getting revenge though she is dead I guess. I don't know where they put her, in a safe? I feel that the actors are too jittery rather than .. well not totally .. but like need to realize the importance of what they are filming and otherwise perhaps aren't used to sorting their thoughts like I've done online.
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"Those Who Kill" starring Chloe Sevigny

How would you describe it?

Much more of a tendency to sound in head voice than a lotta chest voice.  Europeans seem the opposite, the people in Europe.

My Voice

It used to be more unique.  I hope I can get back the same voice.

I sorta found myself a more refined style, though.

OMG I had an epiphany!

Dear Youngest Singers,

It is most hard to sing when you're old.

What's Up?

I figured since I was in the New Orleans area and it's like more than my home.. maybe Ellen DeGeneres would be jealous or envious of me cuz I experienced a peak time of living there as far as being progressive yet holding onto old wives's tales.

I do admit to seeing Pennsylvania as a whisper of history, a hint of something, like maybe you think of England.  I think it rivals the New Orleans area.  They are the top 2 civilizations people deal with.  New York is already on a stake.  I don't feel it so much biologically as my dad is the only parent from there and the area, New York, Pennsylvania, and like New Hampshire and Main.. Virginia, West Virginia, Tennessee, Kentucky.

I keep seeig people from the Northeastern coast who cling or ban together and make me awful jealous.  You know New Orleans is outta New England?

Then, there's Wisconsin, Michigan.  I don't connect so much to the past with places like Wisconsin.  I have relatives in Cleveland.  I just don't know if it's through Pennsylvania.

What do you think of Ellen being a bit explosive about it, just saying..  About - I forget.  I mean in general about where you're from.  I mean being like a fire cracker.  Like, usually, you'd say that someone has a fair shot.  Something got into her.  I think what she is supposed to be is from her mom New Orleanian and her dad intelligent being European from Europe.  People with a dad from Europe are very caring and able to care.  They are on top of what's important in life.  They may not sense what will happen when they burn out.  Her job is to be smart and caring.  That's no fun, how else is it.  You know, though, her dad supposedly isn't from ancient New Orleans, just her mom.  I can't believe how different it seems it is today.  I never meant any harm but thought I was in harm's way.  I mean, I've already lived there.  A lotta people wanna go there, but I mean I am from there.  I lived there since 12 until 20.  I cannot do so much Floridian stuff, but I remember "what it was."  That's how I do it.  If you like Florida, I mean, the people from up north are there, and I know you'd like some of them.  True, they are dangerous.  Miami is Latino mostly so may be a paved way.  I think if the ancestry weren't so important in another place, you could say you have heritage there.  Yup.

Though, I wonder what New Orleanians have to offer.  There are lots of them and they are hospitable.  Well, at least in Slidell.  I am indeed 1 of many native and relocated Slidellians.  It seems to depend on when you moved.  It seems most people there are from somewhere else in the area.  There are also some possibly from there.  I just don't feel as comfortable saying where I'm from cuz it's so special I realized to others..  I do go out and when I saw them it was totally different.  It was cuz I didn't live there as a kid.  In Florida, it seemed like a melting pot, I guess.  It seemed very big.  People go there for the beach.  That's why I wanna move, to see the beach, but I can live without.  I respect people with heritage in New Orleans, but there are many bitter people there apparently who are upset they don't have relatives as far back.  They are bitter to new people like me.  I seem built in Jacksonville with my heart in Miami.  But, I have a lot of features of Slidell.  It's weird.  Maybe, my brother is more from there in that way.  It is a bit apparent and simplified.  I wish that I could find any person at all to go to Jacksonville with, to make friends.  It would be a nice weekend excursion.  Imagine moving around where you live.  I would like to get to go there myself.  I dunno what the cause would be.  Too bad I'm no traveling talent.  In Slidell, I had a wish for that.  I wanted to be a star talent like in Florida, in a way.  I just didn't feel as accepted until I went to high school.  I was also there in 7th and 8th grade at a Catholic school.  Interesting time of life.  I was into musical theater.  I made friends with teachers.

I have a feeling a lotta people don't care, but it's interesting to me, then.  I think there's something I should say but don't know what it is.  I feel as special as Britney Spears.  It was a thing for kids with older parents, so my life was not all that in every way.  I wasn't a part of the Slidell culture until I came home from college in New Orleans.  I felt like I was a part of the New Orleans culture more than Slidell.

The Popular Example

A child star doesn't have to put up with Tim?!  They can live in peace in private?

It's not so much I flat out hate the experiment altogether, but it's a tool to do wrong.

What'd you expect?

What's the matter with Ellen DeGeneres?

She combines her protecting of her Southern heritage with punishing us, like it's okay to toy with.  Up north ain't bad, too.

St. Augustine, Fla.

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Look at these girls in the nation's oldest continuing city, 2nd discovered, 1565?  They are Spanish.  Saint Augustine, the city, is Spanish.  It still looks that way!  It holds great mystery.  It's not as fancy as you'd think but much more quaint than ever expected.  What a gem, what a jewel.

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Friday, April 4, 2014

Problem

My dad was messing with me to work for him being born at 1950 and messed with my future daughter.. bad. He does things to death. He demonstrated something bad and made me wanna offer him a threat if possible. Who all gets away with shit?!

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Sad

I was upset and stared @ someone like my dad did when she wasn't looking. I wanted to leave, but I'm wanted to stay. My room says Miami Beach. I'm large. Sorry if you know I was talking to you. Bye!

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Thursday, April 3, 2014

Solution

Ellen can pick up the scraps/Scrappy.

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Fixed

I texted my mom if I could wait and volunteer later and just ice skate. In the summer, privately, like $70/hour? Maybe, I'd be placed in a group after.

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Problem

I think my body is too heavy for walking as much now. I am always tired, really. I wanna take private ice skating. I work out my upper body about 6 minutes a day. It's also tiring. I am eating better and doing chores. I am thinner but still. I can do the skating in the summer, at least, but also volunteer maybe..

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TV

I watched like 1/2 of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" this morning.

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