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Well, I've lived in gambling areas: Jacksonville FL, always lived in Florida or the New Orleans are with my parents. I thought Las Vegas was an exciting place. I guess it is funny to say that you can get any culture in the U.S. nor anywhere for that matter if you had relatives that moved.. :| I consider myself a Southerner. I know the Floridian culture, seems to sit deeply with me. I have a great expanse of experience in the New Orleans area becoming an adult. I do have different culture from my parents and do not consider myself someone with being raised by New Orleanians. My dad traveled most of the country as an adult but not like California for instance nor New Orleans. The best I can say for him is the side near NYC in Pa. that I think moved to Cleveland. I visited Erie myself and really took to it, though that is not all where he is from. As for posting @ gambling, I mean it looks like fun. I dunno, I mean I am hanging pictures of Miami Beach|SE Fla. in my room, maybe should rethink how good a plan it was I had. I dunno, if I get into clowns and carnivals I can interpret New Orleans in my room, too, with pictures maybe I construct. I'm gonna have to see after I rearrange the room, but it's painted. I understand, though, liking fuzzy di.. =] It's just a symbol for a way of thinking. I think it's the symbol of a spunky mood of a certain area, often in the South or probably in old NYC. Same with leis of flowers. I have no clue how to do Mardi Gras nor New Orleans in here. It's all blue for Miami (Beach.)
LOL! This IS funny! Thanks for the response!!
Friday, January 31, 2014
Also
I am also whiter than some people, the way you've discluded me for respecting things that are not white. Just forget it.
More Questions
Before Tim Burton you wouldn't do that to someone. Maybe, Bella likes Chloe like that. But I am from the South and am older.
2 Cultures
I still like what I get from my dad being from up North, which you currently are not jealous of from the way you behave.... I didn't say I was from Tennessee nor do I like that 1 state better than all the rest.
Some Things Funny
You think I can't say that because of the N word thing with Nell. Nell rhymes with Hell. Ellen can't get mad at me for not watching her show, too.. I want to but she believes Chloe is more Southern. That's puttin' me down. How will I get aroun' to her show? I'm upset because she's trying to take away my chance with her show as a fan. If I am born in the South I found you don't have the right to take away my freedom of speech on that issue. Older Adult Maturity Post: Just to watch literally a kid from the South "feel good." Yea, older adult post, that's me.
Not Good Enough
What right do you have to pretend you care about your culture and I am not a good enough person?!
Bad
To joke @ that a good person born in 1985 didn't keep away from being treated as well as someone born around 1991.
Concerned
@ the precious people born in 1997 and 1998. Did they have a good ^private^ life? I don't see any signs. Debate on if I'd care or if I did. I remember the kids born around 1992 as 15-year-olds, then another similar type of wave 1997-8 now.
Before
Mine was like a honey blonde, the lightest 1. It does come off a bit yellow. That's why I shaved it off.
Hair
I guess I'm lightest golden brown or darkest blonde.
Contacts, blue or blue-green, which look blue and nice, so. The blue is not baby blue.
Contacts, blue or blue-green, which look blue and nice, so. The blue is not baby blue.
Still Painting
Will finish that tonight. Maybe put my room back together tomorrow. I have cleaning, too. I wanna bag some books and DVDs I don't use to make it clenaer. I do have drawers of things that's hopeless. I'll try to file my papers but see I need a bigger filer probably. Laundry @, too.
Dream
I had an impersonal dream with things like space and Richard and Karen Carpenter, like they did it this time, like maybe Karen had passed away.
What to Think @
Sarah should focus on what's really important- S. Brightman when going into space! Sure little things must come up from the recent past, but I know or sure this is also her lifelong dream and lots of famous people are doin' it!!
Something to Know
My driver home was like driving weird and I lifted up frustrated and he had something against me. I recorded my singing and it wasn't the same with something, something happened I mean.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Issue
Ginny is the desperate 1. If she is sending these original offenses.
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Listening to Ballet
Why do people in offbeat traditions try to destroy the big things like ballet? Like act like they are better, like they fixed some thing that was wrong?
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Wednesday, January 29, 2014
I was wondering.
I might seem awkard to some people.. if it weren't for the messups with the fame of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.. but I AM NOT AN AWKWARD PERSON. I'm gittin' outta this hole'a'shit..
New Dressewear
Did you ever consider how I abhor those new coats with petite waists but like myself?
Finding the Right People????
Since Tim Burton, people have beaten me down so as I'm not as attractive, and now you want all the attractive people regardless of your relationship to people like this.
TV Schedule
I should be finished painting Friday and may catch up then.
So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.
So, then, after that, I'll ge the bedding and decorations maybe bedding this weekend decorations next weekend.
So
Who is Ellen waiting for? No one cares @ having a funny feeling for her mom cuz she's torturing someone who's nice. YOU CAN'T DO THAT. You made your mom mean for me.. I didn't mean anything bad. HA!
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Problem
Ellen was mean 1st. Stop suggesting things you liar to others who are nice to me.
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Dream
I was in a small plane waving by to the Carpenters and a special bye to Richard cuz he wouldn't die. They were going to war..
My Statement
Do you know how it seems nothing is going on in the world? I've made my statement that I think kids who are failures sucking at my opportunities to live in peace like a parasite are unacceptable and I will not let it get in the way of my life. It's a trap where people want to say they accept me only to make nothing happen in the world. They don't really accept me.. These people are just annoying, bad, obnoxious, and in the end just racist against their Chinese peers. Supposedly, they aren't in your life, but they still hold a popular grudge on you. Everyone you meet doesn't even want to get close to you anymore after befriending them! No one in the world is doing, saying, nor making a statement of anything! These people are not better than me and us! Why in the world do people put themselves in this position, that maybe these people are more competent cuz they always off you and make a statement that honestly is in itself racist. People can be bad to them, but that doesn't cancel out them being bad, too!
I believe..
..my old friends are bad people because when I felt bad and crazed from being stuck in the world my friends unfriended me and didn't actually say to stop e-mailing them, 1 did in a way or after awhile. I shouldn't have to think of them now.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Lately
I don't get upset when someone kids, but they insist and I feel a little irritated and eventually I am mad.
PSA
People in 2002 got really mad if you even showed a happy family on TV much less complain about them complaining in private.
Sorry to be the messenger, but I'm also in a certain situation.
Sorry to be the messenger, but I'm also in a certain situation.
Facebook Post
Yay! I see there you have shots @ Disneyland? I've never been. I did go on the merry-go-round, teacups, and Dumbo. Teacups don't do a thing to me. I guess something that might be shareworthy is when I went on the Dumbo ride not only was I screaming but my lever wouldn't work after I cranked it up at the start. I've been on the Harry Potter ride and I screamed the whole time. It probably bothered people, but at the same time for some reason they actually thought I'd be scared when for me that was actually out of the question.. My brother too I think was worried of "what" I would do on the supposedly scary ride..
You know, I also recorded things at Disney such as my singing in the Haunted Mansion and that I didn't scream on other rides. When they've fixed Splash Mountain, I wonder if I will scream again! I don't go on Tower of Terror but wanted to.
Spoilers: http://goo.gl/girV8s
My favorite part unfortunately about Disney World that I've known now is the Main Street Electrical Parade. I see it's been taken down from Disneyland. Am I right? I dunno. I waited for over 2 hours at the entrance last time.
It seems like we look the same! Anyone else think so?
*huh huh huh huh huh* *leans over*
Well, as for the postman aspect, I guess the reason I did e-mail was because I liked writing to my friend, her idea, when we lived near.. she won't speak to me now. Anyway.. I was always hung up about not recieving so much e-mail and no IM-ing. Now, I'm mostly a blogger but still a forum board poster.
Thank you so much for posting this wonderful video!
You know, I also recorded things at Disney such as my singing in the Haunted Mansion and that I didn't scream on other rides. When they've fixed Splash Mountain, I wonder if I will scream again! I don't go on Tower of Terror but wanted to.
Spoilers: http://goo.gl/girV8s
My favorite part unfortunately about Disney World that I've known now is the Main Street Electrical Parade. I see it's been taken down from Disneyland. Am I right? I dunno. I waited for over 2 hours at the entrance last time.
It seems like we look the same! Anyone else think so?
*huh huh huh huh huh* *leans over*
Well, as for the postman aspect, I guess the reason I did e-mail was because I liked writing to my friend, her idea, when we lived near.. she won't speak to me now. Anyway.. I was always hung up about not recieving so much e-mail and no IM-ing. Now, I'm mostly a blogger but still a forum board poster.
Thank you so much for posting this wonderful video!
Worries
I was like ah have I gone blinde! I slept in my contacts.
I couldn't get up and move around. At 1st, it was more by choice. I wanted eating with my mom. It was so weird, my body was like I dunno wrapped in shells almost in the manner of a cocoon? It was pieced together like still malleable drying iron machinery. It was like cracky. I was put together maybe like a computer. I felt if I got up as though I would feel a funny feeling of discombobulation.
So, it was weird. I was very upset. My mom would not stop bugging me, and I used to not even wanna come out to see the doctor! I felt almost forced to leave after throwing my laptop, which was breaking though it got better but then turned off. I was bugged all through the group, made a joke of. Someone made my nose too slick and I supposedly can get it back! That guy behind me! It feels Ellen is just telling them right and left to hurt me in some way each time. I know I was so good the 1st time at a group. These groups are not as good as I imagine. What else? I was bothered other ways. I'm also made to feel I deserve nothing but hurt coming up. So.
Also, I was looking up and out, it was so weird. My eyes and my body. In there I also scuffed a bump in my boots. I had to scrench things rather than hit things and say a word I didn't like more than once.
I couldn't get up and move around. At 1st, it was more by choice. I wanted eating with my mom. It was so weird, my body was like I dunno wrapped in shells almost in the manner of a cocoon? It was pieced together like still malleable drying iron machinery. It was like cracky. I was put together maybe like a computer. I felt if I got up as though I would feel a funny feeling of discombobulation.
So, it was weird. I was very upset. My mom would not stop bugging me, and I used to not even wanna come out to see the doctor! I felt almost forced to leave after throwing my laptop, which was breaking though it got better but then turned off. I was bugged all through the group, made a joke of. Someone made my nose too slick and I supposedly can get it back! That guy behind me! It feels Ellen is just telling them right and left to hurt me in some way each time. I know I was so good the 1st time at a group. These groups are not as good as I imagine. What else? I was bothered other ways. I'm also made to feel I deserve nothing but hurt coming up. So.
Also, I was looking up and out, it was so weird. My eyes and my body. In there I also scuffed a bump in my boots. I had to scrench things rather than hit things and say a word I didn't like more than once.
Was I bad?
I couldn't stand the little things people said and did to me!
I mean, what was the worst, they acted like it was all over and who knows what they'd do. My mom hurt my head a little in the car, so I was upset. Then, she just prodded me more. I should have gotten over it, but my mom was watching, I know. It confused me altogether. Why accept it? Maybe, it wasn't that bad, though. I went in, furthermore, and this lady wouldn't say hi to me just my mom. I went in and was bothered, away from my mom but with that girl in. You know how much it frustrates me?.. Ugh! What else?? :/
I mean, what was the worst, they acted like it was all over and who knows what they'd do. My mom hurt my head a little in the car, so I was upset. Then, she just prodded me more. I should have gotten over it, but my mom was watching, I know. It confused me altogether. Why accept it? Maybe, it wasn't that bad, though. I went in, furthermore, and this lady wouldn't say hi to me just my mom. I went in and was bothered, away from my mom but with that girl in. You know how much it frustrates me?.. Ugh! What else?? :/
Dream
I was feeling so bad and didn't get up thinking it'd injure me from being so fed up.
My dream was kooky. I remember looking for something carnivalish in a sewer from Batman.. In the end I was looking to see a video, saw a picture. I don't remember what it was about! Just that that was its nature. I was also trying to remember something. It seemed a bit dangerous, like someone would hurt me and I had to be on the lookout, like a sewer hound. I saw a show on monsters recently.
My dream was kooky. I remember looking for something carnivalish in a sewer from Batman.. In the end I was looking to see a video, saw a picture. I don't remember what it was about! Just that that was its nature. I was also trying to remember something. It seemed a bit dangerous, like someone would hurt me and I had to be on the lookout, like a sewer hound. I saw a show on monsters recently.
So
This is a big thing, someone is flailing @ all over my life. Supposedly people are preplotting thru others to hurt me. They can be wrong.
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A Flavorite Story
There was a girl named Christina with bouncing smooth, silky, thick cherry, red hair. Her eyes were pure blue with crystals about like hands on a clock. She was from Sunshine, Florida. She was up in New York at this time. She was all bouncy, year was 1900. She had on a green dress and pale green bonnet and stared into the clear open. "Judie," she said in her "rich" voice. "Dear!" She was 3 years younger and followed behind out in the wide opened.
Just as they went a bit further, a man in yeller came. "Gals! Wait up!" He as like a knight in shining errmor (armor.) Then interrupted a more mature lady, "Hello!!" "Hello!!" Heavy clouds came over. "Girls!" said the gentleman. "You have a place to go?" "No!" said Chris.. So, the fair maiden took her arm and pulled her in naturally by the waist. The man picked up the little girl. They went over to a carriage at long last and rode off into the sunset, storm clouds behind.
Just as they went a bit further, a man in yeller came. "Gals! Wait up!" He as like a knight in shining errmor (armor.) Then interrupted a more mature lady, "Hello!!" "Hello!!" Heavy clouds came over. "Girls!" said the gentleman. "You have a place to go?" "No!" said Chris.. So, the fair maiden took her arm and pulled her in naturally by the waist. The man picked up the little girl. They went over to a carriage at long last and rode off into the sunset, storm clouds behind.
Story
There was a father of 10 children named Richard Carpenter with his lovely wife, Mary Carpenter.
There was another family with the mom named Ellen DeGeneres and the dad named Syracuse Ny. She had 3 beautiful children.
There were many other families with children and many single people, as well, without any family..
A little girl named Diana Quinn sat on the lap of her father and he patted her back as she almost choked on her food some. "Ugh!" wittered Christina. I have ta eat this frik kin food to get energy but I always choke and have problems peeing in public!
Julie Gardener burped some of her lovely pizza, like a little baby would burp! Christina eyed her, "Nice day we've been having, eh?" "Picnic!" "What's that?" "It's been a picnic." "Oh, yea."
There was another family with the mom named Ellen DeGeneres and the dad named Syracuse Ny. She had 3 beautiful children.
There were many other families with children and many single people, as well, without any family..
A little girl named Diana Quinn sat on the lap of her father and he patted her back as she almost choked on her food some. "Ugh!" wittered Christina. I have ta eat this frik kin food to get energy but I always choke and have problems peeing in public!
Julie Gardener burped some of her lovely pizza, like a little baby would burp! Christina eyed her, "Nice day we've been having, eh?" "Picnic!" "What's that?" "It's been a picnic." "Oh, yea."
Monday, January 27, 2014
Wanna know something funny, anyone??
I got a doctor set at age 3 but had a Hollywood Minnie towel.. it just got a hole in the past year.
Hey
Ellen I told you. I'm considered shit because I'm from where you're from, the area or area around. All these fancy schmancy folks dressed up and spunked. Professionals in what they do as adults. Orla Fallon the Irish singer.. and so on and so forth. :|
Proof of a Problem
I wouldn't deal with the made-up insults if it weren't for the issue involving Nell Burton or her mom|parents or whoever.
:| I have a situation.
Now, people have already ^wondered^ if Orla Fallon is better than me like I'm just shit and that she's like a ***y but "youthful" and even in some positive typical way childlike.
They wonder if this that and the other wants to dream of being in a movie.
What about me! Leave me alone!!
They wonder if this that and the other wants to dream of being in a movie.
What about me! Leave me alone!!
Mistake
The mistake Ellen made was not thinking I was as good as her. You don't go and see just me naked. You see me how I am online. Ellen thinks she's juicy from "what she did" as a kid.
She's ready for the world, and I am not really against her.
She brings up unsolved suggestions as though they are solved, such as this issue as closed. Fine, make me 2nd tier! It's not my fault nor my wish!
She's ready for the world, and I am not really against her.
She brings up unsolved suggestions as though they are solved, such as this issue as closed. Fine, make me 2nd tier! It's not my fault nor my wish!
What's it to ya?
I already wanted to go to ballet to get in shape but could hardly keep up but was not bored.
I thought I should post my feelings about something..
..1 of the women who lead the support group kept getting up and leaving and doing something like she was the ***y young mother and the best there. I know the older lady got really upset.
I have something else. If you think I'm good enough now you won't later.
What is your thing with me? I forget now what else I was gonna say.
I have something else. If you think I'm good enough now you won't later.
What is your thing with me? I forget now what else I was gonna say.
Problem
I will not listen to Ellen thinking she can influence my time here.
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Wonder Wut
I wonder what Tim Burton did this time! Orlando also! What perverts! I was the piano recital type!! You selfish beasts! YOU ALL RUINED THE WORLD!
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I feel like I just keep getting upset and that it makes people think I messed up and what would fix my mood is not things like taking time to go to these groups. The auditions were bad enough it seems. Lots of people keep going back. It's things like happening to instead pay for something like ballet or who knows what activity. I thought bad things but didn't tell you.
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Problems
Ellen is a liar, maybe, the experimenters think I don't deserve my own mom and our relationship is not right. I'm going to a group my therapist said to attend til May.. Don't like the people..
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So, this girl stooped so low as to talk to me?
http://alexisar.blogspot.com/2014/01/a-guest-in-my-home-away-from-home.html
I did say that I wanted to play with her and that I knew she'd rather play with someone famous like Richard Carpenter or I mentioned Celine Dion. Certainly beats Yo Yo Ma as the only 1.
She thinks now I can't play with anyone famous because I dropped out of the role and said she'd want some adult. Well, I'm some young adult, as she is kind of in my generation.. Anyway, the reason she wouldn't want to play with me is because I'm not an adult figure and I have problems that should not be.. like Tim Burton though I like him a whole lot. He just influenced things in a bad way or in a good way and people took it their own way. He does go along with this sometime, but what can you expect? Also, I know Helena Bonham Carter has bad messages, too, "got them out of the way." They still exist today actively. She knows that. She is nice now, but these things should not really have ever come about.
I feel I didn't fully comment, but it's nice just to know you mentioned it. These girls are so sarcastic. They are like bashful about their parents. Well, I'm not so young that I do that. Not at all.
I did say that I wanted to play with her and that I knew she'd rather play with someone famous like Richard Carpenter or I mentioned Celine Dion. Certainly beats Yo Yo Ma as the only 1.
She thinks now I can't play with anyone famous because I dropped out of the role and said she'd want some adult. Well, I'm some young adult, as she is kind of in my generation.. Anyway, the reason she wouldn't want to play with me is because I'm not an adult figure and I have problems that should not be.. like Tim Burton though I like him a whole lot. He just influenced things in a bad way or in a good way and people took it their own way. He does go along with this sometime, but what can you expect? Also, I know Helena Bonham Carter has bad messages, too, "got them out of the way." They still exist today actively. She knows that. She is nice now, but these things should not really have ever come about.
I feel I didn't fully comment, but it's nice just to know you mentioned it. These girls are so sarcastic. They are like bashful about their parents. Well, I'm not so young that I do that. Not at all.
Problems
I decided to ignore everyone @ the experiment, but they think they got 1 on me. I do have thoughts against this. Also, I thought they stopped and were nice now.
Titanic
"Jack, I love you!" She grabs his hand and holds him up. Her hat flies away leaving her sparkling blonde hair flowing in the wind. Her green eyes look at him in a cross at the situation. He doesn't expect to live. "Rose, I love you!" He tried to get back up on the boat but was pulled down to swim beside the lifeboat. They get away, and he is in critical condition. He is sick and stays home a lot. Rose is a teacher and politian now with her Bachelor's in an Honors side and in Philosophy. He hears her heals marching in, "Oh, I'm fine," he says. She checks his temperature and goes on to prepare food.
More Naughty Stories
A little girl had a mother and father and close friends her age and knew other people, as well. When the town went on a big caravan, the little girl had to be picked up in the story. She had started to cry in the middle of a break. "Mommy," she said blindly, "When will we arrive?" There were some older girls adventuring in the creek spearing flopping fish. 1 was named Christina, and she had smooth wavy red hair. Her blue eyes sparkled in the distance, almost childlike.
2 Sides
There was a guy named Romeo DiCaprio and a lady named Ellen DeGeneres. A girl named Christiana's eyes bulged out in awesome hypnosis for what she saw laid before.
Joanna said to Mr. Rick, "How long until the Spanish Armada arrive?" Jackie said, "Yea, how long!!" He picked up Jacqueline. Now now you 2! Joanna left and found some older girls while the girls her age stayed somewhere else. Joanna paced on the side of the bay. She would never fall in. She jumped down into the fort and there were some teenage boys in the distance.
Joanna said to Mr. Rick, "How long until the Spanish Armada arrive?" Jackie said, "Yea, how long!!" He picked up Jacqueline. Now now you 2! Joanna left and found some older girls while the girls her age stayed somewhere else. Joanna paced on the side of the bay. She would never fall in. She jumped down into the fort and there were some teenage boys in the distance.
The Real Miss Tarzan of the Apes
There was a Tarzan named Richard Lynn Carpenter. His wife Jane's name was Karen Anne Carpenter. They had a baby boy together and lived peacefully in the jungle. They had a 2nd boy.
1 day 1 boy went off and got eaten by a snake, swallowed whole, suffucated to death. Jane said, "Tarzan, we must leave now."
There was a bearer of news named Christina Reading Chang. She gave a testimony like a witch in a transe of what was to come. They met a nice little girl named Chloe Moretz who said, "Whoops," looked, "I gotta go.." And then she made the Tarzan call, "AA AAA AAA!" A lovely lily lady with a pot of water said, "Hi, I'm Jackie Evancho, may you be blessed by many spirits," and she evaporated up into nothing.
Jane ran home with the other boy, while Richard stayed, confused. Jane was the most beautiful lady, long and slender but not strong.
A fully loaded girl climbed outta the water and said "Me wan' me wan'.." The zombie came toward him and a smile broke out- "Ah," said he. He ran away and up a tree.
Finally, this Tarzan found a place where swam black people and then descended some white people who he found lived in a noble town, but they had to fend for themselves to live. 1 was awesome mostly in white with a hat bonnet with yellow flowers on it. He was hypnotized and fell inlove with the young widow.
1 day 1 boy went off and got eaten by a snake, swallowed whole, suffucated to death. Jane said, "Tarzan, we must leave now."
There was a bearer of news named Christina Reading Chang. She gave a testimony like a witch in a transe of what was to come. They met a nice little girl named Chloe Moretz who said, "Whoops," looked, "I gotta go.." And then she made the Tarzan call, "AA AAA AAA!" A lovely lily lady with a pot of water said, "Hi, I'm Jackie Evancho, may you be blessed by many spirits," and she evaporated up into nothing.
Jane ran home with the other boy, while Richard stayed, confused. Jane was the most beautiful lady, long and slender but not strong.
A fully loaded girl climbed outta the water and said "Me wan' me wan'.." The zombie came toward him and a smile broke out- "Ah," said he. He ran away and up a tree.
Finally, this Tarzan found a place where swam black people and then descended some white people who he found lived in a noble town, but they had to fend for themselves to live. 1 was awesome mostly in white with a hat bonnet with yellow flowers on it. He was hypnotized and fell inlove with the young widow.
I have sinned!
I look at Miami and think of home!
Also, no one cares what I did that was nice from Fort Lauderdale, me in particular is all. A place where people can be nice I mean like. My past is erased!
Also, no one cares what I did that was nice from Fort Lauderdale, me in particular is all. A place where people can be nice I mean like. My past is erased!
What is your undying opinion of-
-girls from New Orleans who are black who are attractive and cute as opposed to girls who look white or European but from a suburb there?
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Problem
I'd love to get together with other singers and musicians.. I mean I'm not ready to give a show. I have too much of personal problems.
Music
I found an agency for when I am ready to perform around and have the papers to record. I hope to do this with my dad this week.
New Videos
New Videos of Me Singing
1 - 6/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 6/10 - Top of the World
3 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Disney's "Frozen"
4 - 6.5/10 - Angel of Musi
5 - 7/10 - Golden Afternoon
6 - 8.5/10 - Be Happy
1 - 6/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
2 - 6/10 - Top of the World
3 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Disney's "Frozen"
4 - 6.5/10 - Angel of Musi
5 - 7/10 - Golden Afternoon
6 - 8.5/10 - Be Happy
Here's the story.
Well, I get judged for bad words coming to my head.. people are punishing me like how would you like that like those supposedly bad kids. I forget the rest. You did something so that I notice that stuff. I did hear people curse a lot in the New Orleans area. That's the only reason why. That's why I won't contend to any self-beating with that.
Well, Pleasing News to Hear!!
The Stewie Song by Tracy Carpenter!!! - YouTube
www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcrXlPQq2y4
Jul 14, 2010 - Uploaded by Rob Melchiorre
Carpenters: Gold: Greatest Hits (Full Album + Bonus Track)by ... Little Altar Boy - Richard Carpenter and Mindi ...Well
That girl knoti seems like she's more of a Carpenter type, but I actually did music, the way her parents did.
I know how to do this and of whom I am talking.
What if I am the best of who is not related to Richard Carpenter?
Already Questions
I guess they are wondering @ how good their dad is. They think Karen is better. They seem to have an easy life but have to learn how to be a person and think like everyone, maybe have it too easy. I sometimes don't want my dad to touch me I know, so he kinda doesn't, at all, now. We still interact a lot, but we have ***ual interests in others. I did say I was safe and asexual and poly***ual or polya***ual. It means I don't engage in ***.
Having a Best
Well, it depends. I'd say that a 15-year-old Olympic ice skater is #1 in 1 way. But she's not #1 in all ways.
Well
It has to be admitted Richard Carpenter is a private man and in an uptight situation that his daughters and son have to be the best. *no offense, again*
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Well, being gay seems to mean having parasexuality (from paraphilia http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/paraphilia?s=t.) There is nothing wrong with his family, but he seems to obsess over things in a different way considering all the Asians he's ever done for -and his love for children? He probably just pretends to have strange obsessions over what young people think. He seems perfectly normal to me and successful in his friendliness. You can tell I am just jealous of his kids, but I think that's what most people are. However, I never had strange obsessions as outlandish as wanting to marry Johnny Depp. Some people have families and maybe only certain kinds of people they can be close to. I feel in trouble for recently liking my female teacher and wanting to know her personally. It seems sometimes the attractive 1s are bad but not always.. I just wanna get it out there I care and hope to help teach people to be famous if they want and succeed in pleasing people with their singing, like so they can meet Richard Carpenter assuming he needs something to do. Myself I admit I do follow him online and would meet him had I a chance. I mean, with most famous people, their Twitters may be busy but sometimes you can be found out on Facebook, for example or whatever. If more people posted, maybe they'd go online more. Guess it'd have to show intelligent thought for some reason that seemed important. Not just 1 "Richard I <3 you." More like, I did such and such in music and feel such and such a way. I feel I will be doing such and such and such and such says or thinks such and such. You could even talk about music, or acting, itself!
Thank you so much for this post. I think that people like Johnny Depp, possibly even Tim Burton, or Richard Carpenter would say they are gay or try to get away from the world sexually, like Johnny Depp with Amber Heard. It wouldn't really help them because they could just say they were pretending because it would be weird to say. If he didn't have a family, I still doubt he'd be gay.. How can a person feel that they are better than everyone, thinking in general!, that they don't need to make exchanges and make friends as life goes on, being open to people? My only advice is that you should do things you like best as soon as possible or admit you want something more for yourself to "feel good." That's perfectly fine with me, but I wanna find out how people meet these people.
My sincere regards for your post and thank you so much for your posting and letting me comment.
Well, being gay seems to mean having parasexuality (from paraphilia http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/paraphilia?s=t.) There is nothing wrong with his family, but he seems to obsess over things in a different way considering all the Asians he's ever done for -and his love for children? He probably just pretends to have strange obsessions over what young people think. He seems perfectly normal to me and successful in his friendliness. You can tell I am just jealous of his kids, but I think that's what most people are. However, I never had strange obsessions as outlandish as wanting to marry Johnny Depp. Some people have families and maybe only certain kinds of people they can be close to. I feel in trouble for recently liking my female teacher and wanting to know her personally. It seems sometimes the attractive 1s are bad but not always.. I just wanna get it out there I care and hope to help teach people to be famous if they want and succeed in pleasing people with their singing, like so they can meet Richard Carpenter assuming he needs something to do. Myself I admit I do follow him online and would meet him had I a chance. I mean, with most famous people, their Twitters may be busy but sometimes you can be found out on Facebook, for example or whatever. If more people posted, maybe they'd go online more. Guess it'd have to show intelligent thought for some reason that seemed important. Not just 1 "Richard I <3 you." More like, I did such and such in music and feel such and such a way. I feel I will be doing such and such and such and such says or thinks such and such. You could even talk about music, or acting, itself!
Thank you so much for this post. I think that people like Johnny Depp, possibly even Tim Burton, or Richard Carpenter would say they are gay or try to get away from the world sexually, like Johnny Depp with Amber Heard. It wouldn't really help them because they could just say they were pretending because it would be weird to say. If he didn't have a family, I still doubt he'd be gay.. How can a person feel that they are better than everyone, thinking in general!, that they don't need to make exchanges and make friends as life goes on, being open to people? My only advice is that you should do things you like best as soon as possible or admit you want something more for yourself to "feel good." That's perfectly fine with me, but I wanna find out how people meet these people.
My sincere regards for your post and thank you so much for your posting and letting me comment.
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Well, thank you so much for doing such an interesting post. I hope my comments find you pleased with them. Renee Fleming must have become very popular. I do follow her all the time, my dad introduced me to her. I assume you follow her, too. If I had to order the people on your list, I might say Ellen is the best, but if I had to list them in order of which I think they meet my own caliber, I'd say (1) Richard Carpenter (2) Renee Fleming (3) Ellen DeGeneres (4) Karen Carpenter (5) Johnny Depp (6) Mindi Carpenter.
Do any of you find Mindi to be clingy in that picture? and personality-wise with her prestigious family??
Midni's father seems saintly and martyrlike even like Karen. He should do more for himself and his family and friends..
Well, Johnny Depp was Sweeney Todd and everybody wants him. Sarah Brightman is pretty popular among nice people I found.
Ellen is there for the kids, I think, like high schoolers and before us. She has a good voice and probably believes she equates over other singers.
I don't know what Mindi does. She might have beginner's luck + hard work. I do not know if she sings the way she dreams, maybe does what her father talks to her about.
I just realized that Richard Carpenter is being attacked with people wanting to meet him and sing like Karen. He has so far let other races and his daughter sing the songs. Most famous people do not do this, so that is why. I am not sure why his daughter Mindi only did this and that his kids are not on Twitter, where famous people post. All I can say is if no other famous people neither do nothing nothing will happen. If you are a pianist, you'd do well doing that with other people. I imagine violin is also fun and you must be very good. I'm working on some things now. If you have any ideas and want to do something with me let me know, but I'm in Orlando. I'm only a keyboard instrumentalist and some sort of singer. I'm advanced musically and mature but was told to go on a sabbatical for a long long time. I could send you me playing after I learn something, and you could play along with me and post it online. I'd love to hear you sing. Right now, though, I'm learning the Frozen theme on the piano. I'm not sure if in a few weeks when I have more money will I attempt to play the Carpenters music. It would be fun to sing that with you. I can karaoke me singing and you can sing over it. These are just suggestions. I imagine it's a worthless idea and think it would be fun if the famous adult musicians would participate with younger prodigees. They act like we are so worthless or whatever.. I always wanted to be a singer, since I was like 5..and I wanted to be in a singing ensemble. I don't have any money and didn't make it on something like "The Voice." I wish we could just get together and record. I easily found the papers to get the permission to sell. I do wanna be a movie actress and if I were I'd have money to fly over to like where you live and meet up and play together. Normal people like us need help from agencies. I did find 1 before but was not ready and no didn't have any partners. I so want to sing with other people where we do like harmonies and solos for everyone. It would be easy to arrange music like this. I started piano at 9 so it's a bit hard for me. I can play chords easily, however. I see you are a young prodigy, though, so perhaps you could showcase your talents or maybe already do.
I hope my reply was interesting and that you liked it lengthwise. You have a nice post. I bet you are great at microbiology. I didn't study English in college so much, just write for fun like blogging and short cute stories sometimes, too.
What I was saying about getting together was an example of how to make something happen, but I know you'd prefer someone more famous or simply to be coordinated with an adult figure such as even Celine Dion or Richard Carpenter himself. I used to dream of meeting Celine Dion, since it's appropriate, but it was a big no, like no way to do it. I think things like this are a sin. Imagine the world today if famous people got together with new real talents. They certainly got a lot of support. I knew a lot about Celine Dion and being a piano prodigy. It's very exciting. There's no "way." Actually, with opera, I was inspired to keep it up because of Renee. I got interested in Karen cuz I liked her and then found her brother, who I also respect. Singing seems to be a big thing. It's something for people with a personality similar to like Ellen. You get together and do some singing, like favorite folk songs of sorts. You should become more well-known and get around. When I'm ready for something big, I'd like to sing at public events. Right now, I'm still resting, painting and setting up my room, the garage. Hopefully, I'll figure out more about my life as this comes along this next week or 2. I'm watching TV now, but there's something special about .. like how no one like Tim Burton though he knows his kids will know us. I wanna see something happen and want my turn someday. As for Richard Carpenter, I think he should have gotten together with other musicians and do not know why he does not. I already said I wanted to work with some other people. I probably will be in a big private school church choir this coming weekend. It is a small group, though, like 3 singers. I hate how they disclude some church musicians on a whim for no known reason when it technically counts. I know it helps with classical opera. It depends on your voice, too, like are you hoarse or especially sweet and touched? I think life is short and too many things don't matter. I don't know what else to say, think I've made a point almost, so. I'll just say I know you all think I'm actively upset with Richard. He seems to think it's a tacky fantasy our dreams of the obvious. I just am upset it seems he's gotten old and hasn't been able to get anyone together. I have no idea why he thinks there's a problem that the whole world wants to sing with him. I have not heard enough of him to believe that. I hope it's just that he can't find the right kind of people cuz I know I can't, but I found you all. I think we should keep tabs about Richard Carpenter because he is so cute like his sister and about the fact that he needs to socialize himself with other musicians. I do wanna be a sorta director|educator of music. Too old for college again maybe like that. I can learn on my own. I wish I could help him with that. I wanna send him a note on how to get to sing in those groups he gets together. He seems to want it random and not an American nor European. Maybe, someday, he will be more active. That's what concerns me.
So, I hope you liked my post, sorry it seems a bit disarranged and long. I only mean well. =]
Well, thank you so much for doing such an interesting post. I hope my comments find you pleased with them. Renee Fleming must have become very popular. I do follow her all the time, my dad introduced me to her. I assume you follow her, too. If I had to order the people on your list, I might say Ellen is the best, but if I had to list them in order of which I think they meet my own caliber, I'd say (1) Richard Carpenter (2) Renee Fleming (3) Ellen DeGeneres (4) Karen Carpenter (5) Johnny Depp (6) Mindi Carpenter.
Do any of you find Mindi to be clingy in that picture? and personality-wise with her prestigious family??
Midni's father seems saintly and martyrlike even like Karen. He should do more for himself and his family and friends..
Well, Johnny Depp was Sweeney Todd and everybody wants him. Sarah Brightman is pretty popular among nice people I found.
Ellen is there for the kids, I think, like high schoolers and before us. She has a good voice and probably believes she equates over other singers.
I don't know what Mindi does. She might have beginner's luck + hard work. I do not know if she sings the way she dreams, maybe does what her father talks to her about.
I just realized that Richard Carpenter is being attacked with people wanting to meet him and sing like Karen. He has so far let other races and his daughter sing the songs. Most famous people do not do this, so that is why. I am not sure why his daughter Mindi only did this and that his kids are not on Twitter, where famous people post. All I can say is if no other famous people neither do nothing nothing will happen. If you are a pianist, you'd do well doing that with other people. I imagine violin is also fun and you must be very good. I'm working on some things now. If you have any ideas and want to do something with me let me know, but I'm in Orlando. I'm only a keyboard instrumentalist and some sort of singer. I'm advanced musically and mature but was told to go on a sabbatical for a long long time. I could send you me playing after I learn something, and you could play along with me and post it online. I'd love to hear you sing. Right now, though, I'm learning the Frozen theme on the piano. I'm not sure if in a few weeks when I have more money will I attempt to play the Carpenters music. It would be fun to sing that with you. I can karaoke me singing and you can sing over it. These are just suggestions. I imagine it's a worthless idea and think it would be fun if the famous adult musicians would participate with younger prodigees. They act like we are so worthless or whatever.. I always wanted to be a singer, since I was like 5..and I wanted to be in a singing ensemble. I don't have any money and didn't make it on something like "The Voice." I wish we could just get together and record. I easily found the papers to get the permission to sell. I do wanna be a movie actress and if I were I'd have money to fly over to like where you live and meet up and play together. Normal people like us need help from agencies. I did find 1 before but was not ready and no didn't have any partners. I so want to sing with other people where we do like harmonies and solos for everyone. It would be easy to arrange music like this. I started piano at 9 so it's a bit hard for me. I can play chords easily, however. I see you are a young prodigy, though, so perhaps you could showcase your talents or maybe already do.
I hope my reply was interesting and that you liked it lengthwise. You have a nice post. I bet you are great at microbiology. I didn't study English in college so much, just write for fun like blogging and short cute stories sometimes, too.
What I was saying about getting together was an example of how to make something happen, but I know you'd prefer someone more famous or simply to be coordinated with an adult figure such as even Celine Dion or Richard Carpenter himself. I used to dream of meeting Celine Dion, since it's appropriate, but it was a big no, like no way to do it. I think things like this are a sin. Imagine the world today if famous people got together with new real talents. They certainly got a lot of support. I knew a lot about Celine Dion and being a piano prodigy. It's very exciting. There's no "way." Actually, with opera, I was inspired to keep it up because of Renee. I got interested in Karen cuz I liked her and then found her brother, who I also respect. Singing seems to be a big thing. It's something for people with a personality similar to like Ellen. You get together and do some singing, like favorite folk songs of sorts. You should become more well-known and get around. When I'm ready for something big, I'd like to sing at public events. Right now, I'm still resting, painting and setting up my room, the garage. Hopefully, I'll figure out more about my life as this comes along this next week or 2. I'm watching TV now, but there's something special about .. like how no one like Tim Burton though he knows his kids will know us. I wanna see something happen and want my turn someday. As for Richard Carpenter, I think he should have gotten together with other musicians and do not know why he does not. I already said I wanted to work with some other people. I probably will be in a big private school church choir this coming weekend. It is a small group, though, like 3 singers. I hate how they disclude some church musicians on a whim for no known reason when it technically counts. I know it helps with classical opera. It depends on your voice, too, like are you hoarse or especially sweet and touched? I think life is short and too many things don't matter. I don't know what else to say, think I've made a point almost, so. I'll just say I know you all think I'm actively upset with Richard. He seems to think it's a tacky fantasy our dreams of the obvious. I just am upset it seems he's gotten old and hasn't been able to get anyone together. I have no idea why he thinks there's a problem that the whole world wants to sing with him. I have not heard enough of him to believe that. I hope it's just that he can't find the right kind of people cuz I know I can't, but I found you all. I think we should keep tabs about Richard Carpenter because he is so cute like his sister and about the fact that he needs to socialize himself with other musicians. I do wanna be a sorta director|educator of music. Too old for college again maybe like that. I can learn on my own. I wish I could help him with that. I wanna send him a note on how to get to sing in those groups he gets together. He seems to want it random and not an American nor European. Maybe, someday, he will be more active. That's what concerns me.
So, I hope you liked my post, sorry it seems a bit disarranged and long. I only mean well. =]
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Hey, you're looking up Richard, too? I see we both found the same blog post. =] I'm still waiting for your next reply you promised, but you don't have to really.
I think Ellen keeps at things whereas other people totally don't seem to do anything like it. I know Depp does, too, but lots of people are jealous of him.
LOL that's good and Johnny Depp, too.
Hey, you're looking up Richard, too? I see we both found the same blog post. =] I'm still waiting for your next reply you promised, but you don't have to really.
I think Ellen keeps at things whereas other people totally don't seem to do anything like it. I know Depp does, too, but lots of people are jealous of him.
LOL that's good and Johnny Depp, too.
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Happy
Why is Lily Rose and Nell Burton the new me? I used to have the same opportunities as they have. I was treated something like that in life.
I'll argue I do get attention but mad attention often.
I'll argue I do get attention but mad attention often.
When..
..people get upset at me for spamming my friends, like e-mailing them things as I go that I want to say to them a while past.. like there's 1 friend a little older andother a little younger, both in my class. Why just pick from people I know to give attention?? I already said that Ellen seems to think everything is for Portia. I think people live with a real hope to meet her or see lots of people be able to do that..
The reason it hurts my feelings iz cus I feel bad @ it. I felt trapped with nothing to do, no forum to post on and forgot I could get a blog.
The reason it hurts my feelings iz cus I feel bad @ it. I felt trapped with nothing to do, no forum to post on and forgot I could get a blog.
I figured something out @..
Ellen. She thinks I'm an animal cuz I'm Chinese cuz I can't do anything she thinks, like the way she's discriminating @ people w|o parents from the South. Like, I want to talk to someone else from the South. She says my reaction to her saying no is like being an animal because I'm Chinese. She is sick, so be nice.
New Videos
Me Singing
2014/01/25
1 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Elsa from Disney's "Frozen"
2 - 2/10 - Both Sides Now
3 - 6.5/10 - Golden Afternoon - Disney's "Alice in Wonderland"
4 - 3/10 - Be Happy
2014/01/25
1 - 1/10 - Let It Go - Elsa from Disney's "Frozen"
2 - 2/10 - Both Sides Now
3 - 6.5/10 - Golden Afternoon - Disney's "Alice in Wonderland"
4 - 3/10 - Be Happy
Friday, January 24, 2014
Me Thinks
Richard Carpenter is jealous of me dad. Why?.. He does things other than just music, but he also does music. That would apply to most people. I did music more than most people in college my 1st year. I kept getting kicked out..
I D UH
I came up with an idea for my room. I'm painting it greenish blue. I will hang up things around it, like dice, get a zebra comforter.
What I Feel
I feel that these people have all gone like berserk. I'm talking now, I can keep a containment of organized thought.
FREEKING MOTHER OF GOD
NO ONE IS THERE FOR ME AND I CAN'T HELP ANYONE.. did Ellen want to publicize something of someone btw? she's sick.. I don't think she'd do it, but I'm afraid she's possibly done things of a related nature
My Housing
No, we did not live in nice houses. Of course, we weren't too dirty but couldn't always have pets.. So. You can't say oh you didn't have a decorated life. That was my parents. We lived in apartments, too. I always thought that seemed like a good idea.. I wanted a huge house with stairwells. Most kids did then, I think. I mean instead of 2 stories 3! I had my little adventures. You can't picture me in a rich southern mansion.. That's all the bloody hell you're looking fer! I could not find clothes I wanted, like a yaller and orange dress. And money!
Wonder
Was my cousin's life made to be more glamorous? Maybe, her dad, though nice, has violent reactions, reminds me of Richard Carpenter but not in that way actually.
Um- right now my eye feels like if I don't temper it could have a heart attack. It's things like this that make me upset for how people deal the cards of what I've done in life, like accidentally sounded mad cuz I was still upset and feel m.. Oh, I used to feel this. I just watched some politics, which is the nice northeast.. Did you pick up on everything from each area????
My cousin's mom is my aunt, and maybe they are mean to my cousin because she was mean to me, and maybe my dad isn't like the ugly brother compared to her. I think he's very attractive, but he's changed so much at different times it seems to me or maybe 1 major change to note.
Okay, now that eye is blurring.
So.. they care about the aunt. My cousin just seems to have ruined vacation for me.
I'm looking for love and not getting any. I was asking @ calling my Gramma, too. AH!! What did I do? Why is my mom so nasty @ me thinking I'm not attractive cuz she ^knows^ my dad? That's a sin. Just because of that n word thing you get away with harming me.
They really care @ my aunt. I know for a fact @ this, what about the fact she is related to her mom? It sounds like something I don't know about doing to be right. I just am a person who's done right things and have a personality type. This is how the world used to be.
Um- right now my eye feels like if I don't temper it could have a heart attack. It's things like this that make me upset for how people deal the cards of what I've done in life, like accidentally sounded mad cuz I was still upset and feel m.. Oh, I used to feel this. I just watched some politics, which is the nice northeast.. Did you pick up on everything from each area????
My cousin's mom is my aunt, and maybe they are mean to my cousin because she was mean to me, and maybe my dad isn't like the ugly brother compared to her. I think he's very attractive, but he's changed so much at different times it seems to me or maybe 1 major change to note.
Okay, now that eye is blurring.
So.. they care about the aunt. My cousin just seems to have ruined vacation for me.
I'm looking for love and not getting any. I was asking @ calling my Gramma, too. AH!! What did I do? Why is my mom so nasty @ me thinking I'm not attractive cuz she ^knows^ my dad? That's a sin. Just because of that n word thing you get away with harming me.
They really care @ my aunt. I know for a fact @ this, what about the fact she is related to her mom? It sounds like something I don't know about doing to be right. I just am a person who's done right things and have a personality type. This is how the world used to be.
Ancestors
I have attractive relatives on different sides. Isn't it passed onto me to unravel cuz that's who I'm related to?
I think..
..they whoever they is.. believed that like things like the school is a living thing, community theater .. is a living thing .. well, we never said to make your hair dark and get piercings and move somewhere you don't really like at all
Girl in PLay
So, she was Dorothy but then she went off to NOCCA|Riverfront..
Now, she's in Tennessee. Nashvilee fits her, but what about the real Saint Louis?
She would not talk to me.. I think her hair also got darker..
Another boy changed, too, looks older, was at our high school 1 year when his friend died.
I never wanted that for them, they deserve something but so would technically I someday, though that's not really that important in this position.
Now, she's in Tennessee. Nashvilee fits her, but what about the real Saint Louis?
She would not talk to me.. I think her hair also got darker..
Another boy changed, too, looks older, was at our high school 1 year when his friend died.
I never wanted that for them, they deserve something but so would technically I someday, though that's not really that important in this position.
Problems Add Up..
..Do you wanna shudder @ living in Fort Lauderdale area since you were little and when you've never lived there again ) ) )
Messed Up
My rowdy self-indulged in a good way cousin has lived in the family area of Florida all but 1 year of her life and when going off. It is by Miami.. You can visit the beach.
So, my family is also messed up..
So, my family is also messed up..
LIKE "OMYGOD"..
I like the little boy from Pirates of the Caribbean from California. I like the big men I saw with Burton who must eat lots of tacos and talk a lot.. I love that little girl they put in "The Brady Bunch }:]"
Otherwise, I've grown to hate California cuz all the adults I look up to from there are like ^and the club goes bump goes bump^ - probob is I also have beachy heritage in my lifetime but not claimed 1st, more like a visitin' lyfe!
Otherwise, I've grown to hate California cuz all the adults I look up to from there are like ^and the club goes bump goes bump^ - probob is I also have beachy heritage in my lifetime but not claimed 1st, more like a visitin' lyfe!
Born and Bred in the Sout'
Naow, naow.
Tim Burton and Richard Carpenter mirror images.. What is so amazing about the fact that you see that you check your Facebook? I bet lots of beady-eyed celebs actually do this.. I'm just saying it clicks with me as something private. Ah'm bred in their crops.
Oh, and no offense- *doors close!* my orders!
Tim Burton and Richard Carpenter mirror images.. What is so amazing about the fact that you see that you check your Facebook? I bet lots of beady-eyed celebs actually do this.. I'm just saying it clicks with me as something private. Ah'm bred in their crops.
Oh, and no offense- *doors close!* my orders!
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Well
I admit I'm fat, but do you have to blame me or was it meant to be that way?
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What color should my hair be and what should a gymnast appear to be? I also love ballet, dancing to music. I'd rather not be fat. I wanna be athletic and not do soccer professionally. I respect its offerings but everything is too much.. I like playing sports with friends I don't have.
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Question
Does Ellen want prestige for herself or someone else-
And what of the fact of how I didn't make it but am better off attractively, no offense to any one..
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And what of the fact of how I didn't make it but am better off attractively, no offense to any one..
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Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Up Still
I listened to Richard Carpenter's interview again. He seems like a nice man. I didn't get all of what was said, which gets me in trouble, but it was a pleasant listen..
TV
I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Lonnie Love? She was so cool! The lady who was older but looked young was so radical. The 1 who dressed from the 1980s was cool. The football player was sweet. The group who all did different things but performed for Ellen was good.
Stereotypes
In judging how attractive I can, how much of a risk would you tell an Asian to take in being good with actual experience already in actively loving and tendering kids? I did say last night something with the word k*** which was on the no-no list.... and I said well people like such and such are shit and decided to get that outta the way or something like that. That's called shit, though. Don't mean it against the people who all did that, have nothing waiting at the end for you, no good news....
Problems in My Social Life
I've turned to a life fighting crime. The Ft. Lauderdale Police said "don't shoot your gun in the sky" on New Year's. I don't believe in encouraging racial complementing people against others racially.... They think I'm black! I look white! Those other kids aren't even as advanced looking as me. They are only cute cuz people are nice to them and never or not me..
And Another Thing
While Ellen sits in the middle of her flocks of sheep, what right do you have to surpass someone like me to her if you were just juggling to see if I was equal to a 55 or whatever year old?
Problem
Older people act like kids should be as developed as they are.. they are mimicy about it, like kids from the 1990s.
They're just being aroused about their "type" of generation of kids, but I'm in it, too.
They're just being aroused about their "type" of generation of kids, but I'm in it, too.
Why are things less modern?
Listen to "Call Me" by Blondie - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/call-me-2002-remaster/id723845843?i=723845927
Mixed Race
Remember that feeling of coziness kids had of the 1990s? What happened! Remember all those 15-year-olds on here around 2008?
TV
I just watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." There was a nice girl with medium blondish brown hair and highlights from a TV show since she was 16. So, that's 21 years. The 1st guy is really cute, gonna do a talk show, excited it'll be every day.
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Dream
I had a CD and there was a big rink, silvery, and I was going around the rink saying how I'd buy it. I said something @ mine, like along the lines of selling just 1. Then, I woke up.
Posts
Did you ever notice people just nag at you to get you to say something they're going to make fun of?
Do you wanna talk @ something?
My brother can't say he's more European than me and get away with it.
Question Numero Uno?
Is California gay? I'm listening it so happened to Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. You're like, "Oh that is so fabb." Well I'm gay too, I'm polyasexual.
And, yea, even your girls.
Does anyone happen to also know I just so thought why he chose to live there and raise a family?? I mean Richard Carpenter.
What a j0ke! No offense though. Ginny has a mom from there and a dad from Pennsylvania-it's Pittsburgh!
..And Tim Burton might be Canadian
And, yea, even your girls.
Does anyone happen to also know I just so thought why he chose to live there and raise a family?? I mean Richard Carpenter.
What a j0ke! No offense though. Ginny has a mom from there and a dad from Pennsylvania-it's Pittsburgh!
..And Tim Burton might be Canadian
Monday, January 20, 2014
Please Stop
Ellen your message is that you're bad and need to be good.. it's not ^too late^ for me all the time. You always attack me, I didn't do anything.
Problems
Did you notice I'm not invited to the Ellen crowd? That's how I'm banned from lots of places all for LIES.. It seems Ellen is in in the in crowd. I'm Jewish too if not more.
An Unstoppable Force Who Does Not Much.
.Ellen DeGeneres, you expect something to matter that she does and find you can't place an ounce of trust in her. She could have a baby and get prattled for it. Like, she'll seem nice then say something that sticks with you that's mean and say oh well that's the way it is. She seems nice as a disclaimer, though, but I am curious @ this.
So..
..Does anyone out there have the opinion Ellen DeGeneres is actually just a baby? She has nothing to say but a snoot nose.
Disclaimer: I don't really feel that bad @ her, but she seems to be letting too much out.. you know like against me in a certain way that seems to total like everything.
Disclaimer: I don't really feel that bad @ her, but she seems to be letting too much out.. you know like against me in a certain way that seems to total like everything.
Problem
People are bothering me telling me they won't do stuff just because I thought I wanted to k*** people. I didn't wanna think of that word. Oh well, I have no real friends..
Problem
My dad breathed on in a bag of toys I had that I might give to future kids. I don't wanna think of this!! You chose to mess with me.
Success
I've got lots of laundry done, will finish most of it tonight.. lots to fold but can listen to music or watch cartoons.. 2 filled machines of clothes that don't need ironing!
Wah!
I have been feeling threatened by my life.
Stop!! Stop bothering me! Stop lying. They said "only Johnny Depp can ^do it^." Get your own blog to post *shit* on!
So, that's why I'm cracking down and making sure no one can all go crazy and attack me. Ellen has been sponsoring this to me, no work on her part. I don't know why she always looks like she's talking to me sometimes, but I did want to catch her attention just don't know why she did it so much it seemed sometimes. Sometimes, people do seem like they do that when they aren't, I know, too.
Anyway, what is with Ellen and how she smirks in the shadows? Does she seem to do that to everyone like she's the best and using other people against others? She does what's popular ^reluctantly^ and this is ^popular^. She really makes a scene saying other people aren't all that, like maybe just cuz they aren't famous or they expect to talk to famous people but not themselves ALSO BE famous, which is another way to save space in the world by some people's worried standards.
So, sorry, @ it, I don't really want to do it. I don't know hot to react when I feel hurt or threatened. I have a book on how to control yourself and one on goals, cost a bit. Maybe, I'll look into that some more again. Yes, I am still me, upset @ some things where I felt uncomfortable. I do need to defend myself, but Ellen uses it as an opportunity to feel better than me. I mean, it's not illegal to get mad on the inside. Tim Burton was upset I could do that. See, he did something wrong and can't take it.
Stop!! Stop bothering me! Stop lying. They said "only Johnny Depp can ^do it^." Get your own blog to post *shit* on!
So, that's why I'm cracking down and making sure no one can all go crazy and attack me. Ellen has been sponsoring this to me, no work on her part. I don't know why she always looks like she's talking to me sometimes, but I did want to catch her attention just don't know why she did it so much it seemed sometimes. Sometimes, people do seem like they do that when they aren't, I know, too.
Anyway, what is with Ellen and how she smirks in the shadows? Does she seem to do that to everyone like she's the best and using other people against others? She does what's popular ^reluctantly^ and this is ^popular^. She really makes a scene saying other people aren't all that, like maybe just cuz they aren't famous or they expect to talk to famous people but not themselves ALSO BE famous, which is another way to save space in the world by some people's worried standards.
So, sorry, @ it, I don't really want to do it. I don't know hot to react when I feel hurt or threatened. I have a book on how to control yourself and one on goals, cost a bit. Maybe, I'll look into that some more again. Yes, I am still me, upset @ some things where I felt uncomfortable. I do need to defend myself, but Ellen uses it as an opportunity to feel better than me. I mean, it's not illegal to get mad on the inside. Tim Burton was upset I could do that. See, he did something wrong and can't take it.
Problem
I don't wish anything bad on her, but thoughts of her when not watching for like 2 weeks came back. I don't know why it bothered me this time, but I mean I guess I just didn't want the news while I was busy, ironing.. :/ Like, she has a deep hatred and smirking nature, trying to disettle me. I always am earnest and don't say I'm much but hear lots of praise. When I hear that I'm just a joke, that doesn't settle well with me.. I don't wanna be fooled by Ellen just because I feel upset watching the show. When I didn't watch it, I was okay. I don't know if I should apologize to anyone, but I know I didn't want to mean it. My room is such a mess. I must paint it!!
Problem
So, if I don't post what bothers me, I'll think of something you don't want me to think of.. like when you just keep going making big statements in big ways literally..
Problem
I am already nice to my friends. You can't go in like you're something and wanna say I did something cuz my mom is Chinese. I am perfect enough and stop making fun of me for it!!!!
Not Your Choice
If I think of "k***" does not mean you can ^do something^. You think you're younger like a scale but aren't.
The Real Problem
I had to stop my work to post this.. guess I must always be ready to post even if I am cooking or something.
What made me upset at start was my mom prancing in like she's all that saying she's now only grocery shopping once a week and I found that it cost more money to make food each week and for some reason only have $20 left for about a month more, spent @ $80 for a dinner and dessert.
What made me upset at start was my mom prancing in like she's all that saying she's now only grocery shopping once a week and I found that it cost more money to make food each week and for some reason only have $20 left for about a month more, spent @ $80 for a dinner and dessert.
Why I Don't Care Now
They keep being suggestive. I can fight back. That is always allowed. Except my parents would call the police if I did physically even if it bothered them like I was yelling or maybe if|When I've made them yell. I just don't want to interact with them, but there's always something waiting. I haven't watched that Ellen for like 2 weeks.. Why does she think I owe her something? She can put her ass in a seat and watch us all be Ellen for awhile until we're evened up enough for her to take.
My mom just came in and tried to make me feel tacky, like she's just a slob, my head. She was muttering some words @ going back behind the house..
And I just heard another tacky noise and they eluded to a real person. Can't you just get it and go? Stop trying to affect me you weirdo. No one likes you if you are who you say you are. Just wasting time.
All I did was think "k***" and tell each parent the other was bothering me..
My mom just came in and tried to make me feel tacky, like she's just a slob, my head. She was muttering some words @ going back behind the house..
And I just heard another tacky noise and they eluded to a real person. Can't you just get it and go? Stop trying to affect me you weirdo. No one likes you if you are who you say you are. Just wasting time.
All I did was think "k***" and tell each parent the other was bothering me..
Problem
I was so mad I didn't wanna stop my chores to write this but thought of "k***" just because it was stuck in my head.
My parents keep doing things to stimulate and hurt me and so would anyone else cuza Tim Burton!
I haven't even been on Ellen for a week or so for this purpose. She turns on like a steam roller if something I do happens. What is this *beep*! What's her problem? I can't stand the news that she comes up with some new thing all the time. I didn't do anything that much! She doesn't know much! I know @ where she's been from. She insists it's okay with her mom, but her mom's just scared now. She was so strict with her on other things, though, apparently, and Ellen could not do it herself.. she has Mommy help her as the baby. She doesn't even have any kids!
My parents keep doing things to stimulate and hurt me and so would anyone else cuza Tim Burton!
I haven't even been on Ellen for a week or so for this purpose. She turns on like a steam roller if something I do happens. What is this *beep*! What's her problem? I can't stand the news that she comes up with some new thing all the time. I didn't do anything that much! She doesn't know much! I know @ where she's been from. She insists it's okay with her mom, but her mom's just scared now. She was so strict with her on other things, though, apparently, and Ellen could not do it herself.. she has Mommy help her as the baby. She doesn't even have any kids!
Dream
I was in the car with my mom. She kept plunging into a beachy colored pool.. I did something like that under instructions and in the end just wanted to know if I could still do high school band- Woke up and felt like my head was just m.. except in a thinking way and I was so depressed I was not still in high school..
Big Question
I am not here for Ellen to get mad at me a lot, but most people believe she gets mad at many things I chose to say. How does she? I think she just sends it in the mail, for me literally.
We have to say she's alright and too nice sometimes. I could say no Ellen, but I like it and I just want to be in on what she does like everyone else is allowed to.. I just feel made fun of for it I mean.
We have to say she's alright and too nice sometimes. I could say no Ellen, but I like it and I just want to be in on what she does like everyone else is allowed to.. I just feel made fun of for it I mean.
Wah (Why)
Why should I believe someone would torture my future daughter mentally? I ask because I got threatened with things of such a nature, while at the time I am avoiding having a family seeing as how it probably would go. How does such a thing seem to work out for you? I am being more of a sojourner or someone who is into the world and doesn't want any jealousy issues to arise. It doesn't seem like an especially appropriate post, but it really bothered me and a bad word came up. It's the same for if I did have a son or|and a daughter.
Another Funny Issue
Is Ellen just like always worried @ being stimulated from being overlyrated famous?
Problem
My problem I wanted to address my dad was I'm in a constant fit of stimulation, battling it from him, he who should not be in my life in this way. He keeps trying to say suggestive things @ just anything. He started yelling in the car at me or things I said and made up weird things. It's just because he stimulated my brother as a baby. My parents are selfish and that's stupid.
New Videos
New Videos of Me Singing
2014/01/20
1 - 6/10 - Top of the World - no images
2 - 6/10 - Both Sides Now - no images
2014/01/20
1 - 6/10 - Top of the World - no images
2 - 6/10 - Both Sides Now - no images
What I Think Of
My thoughts on Portia are that she's sorta bad in a cool way like most people.. She's very sweet, but she doesn't seem to do things for herself nor others..
Problem
My dad is trying to stimulate me just because my mom was thinking @ stimulating my little brother. Like, he keeps saying stimulating things, suggestive things. I think it has something to do with Ellen DeGeneres, unfortunately-
Sunday, January 19, 2014
May I break another ice cube?
My mom may be Chinese, but she's a good mom as in a good person. There are things she has and then again things she doesn't- (me) I mean, do you wanna meet her? What did I get from her? Isn't it obvious? Also, I'm related to my dad's relatives.
The unspoken: some people don't even wanna be good, but my mom is not disagreeable. I like you all a lot for what you've offered, too, honestly- My mom isn't too annoying about silly things. I think she changed after my brother was born- Why is he a key figure in our family? Isn't he the side dish- whoops why'd I say that? It's just that it's using food as an example for us. My brother is just my worst fears. Should we dispose of them - no. What's wrong? Don't I appear put together in some way? Some way that isn't attached to my family. I'm not a baby. I'm either like a toddler or a tweenager.
The unspoken: some people don't even wanna be good, but my mom is not disagreeable. I like you all a lot for what you've offered, too, honestly- My mom isn't too annoying about silly things. I think she changed after my brother was born- Why is he a key figure in our family? Isn't he the side dish- whoops why'd I say that? It's just that it's using food as an example for us. My brother is just my worst fears. Should we dispose of them - no. What's wrong? Don't I appear put together in some way? Some way that isn't attached to my family. I'm not a baby. I'm either like a toddler or a tweenager.
Problem
My mom just came in the laundry room and made it feel like my future son was a bad person and my mom believes it. Help! Who's involved!
Useless Anger..
Do you think that everyone needs to be told they have a flaw it so happens? Like, you try to surround someone and make them feel like a bad person. Say, they aren't, but you make it happen somehow.
No, I don't really care, but I just wanna talk @ it to myself on my blog and lure in readers from around the world and country..
I just mean that you can have lots of people who are pretty good and others who are just more rebellious who get made to feel they are different in a bad way. You can't bring people in on your wrong ways of thinking like this. Some people don't want to be turned into a bad person by accident.. but anyone would try to find some way to be interested and help. You don't bring other people into the fight itself.
No, I don't really care, but I just wanna talk @ it to myself on my blog and lure in readers from around the world and country..
I just mean that you can have lots of people who are pretty good and others who are just more rebellious who get made to feel they are different in a bad way. You can't bring people in on your wrong ways of thinking like this. Some people don't want to be turned into a bad person by accident.. but anyone would try to find some way to be interested and help. You don't bring other people into the fight itself.
Suggestion From and About Someone
So, you think rebellious people who take out their anger on unpopular people are more right than those who only get upset when appropriate cuz you think people ultimately should be gay and deathly boring and one-mode?
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Issue
Most people think I'm fine. Not Ellen, Depp, it seemed.. Ginny thinks she's better..
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Well, folks.
I realize that I have a lot of exercise to do.. auditions this Thursday. I have to keep it up to look normal- What is going on with ya'll? =]
=[ I got upset again and like a bot curse words came. I didn't want them to.. =I
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=[ I got upset again and like a bot curse words came. I didn't want them to.. =I
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Dream
I was kissing Ellen's feet and asking if she was actually okay @ something or just in general, like I felt she was a bot from Futurama. :( Anyway, her mom's lastname as Jewish, they are Caucasian. She didn't know! She was alone on a bench.
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Friday, January 17, 2014
Problems a Lot
Ellen laughed and mocked someone at the Golden Globes and needs my dad in a writing job for no good reason. Ellen, I don't care, but my dad is also annoying me and it makes me uncomfortable. It's getting worse. Why should I care @ these people? Why are they nice. To everyone else?
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Sick
I feel so sick and need to go for a jog to get my blood circulating, unless I shower and go to bed.
New Videos
New Videos of Me Singing
1 - 5/10 - Top of the World
2 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
1 - 5/10 - Top of the World
2 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
You know what's what, though..
set up..
My cousins are cared for by younger relatives, and I'm pushed to my gramma when she's mad at me for nothing now.
My cousins are cared for by younger relatives, and I'm pushed to my gramma when she's mad at me for nothing now.
Jumping to Conclusions
I wouldn't jump and say Sarah Brightman + Richard Carpenter are more real singers than me. Doing it for popularity and not to showcase talent.
No hard suggestions|feelings, just trying to say something partially braindead from the cold last night.
No hard suggestions|feelings, just trying to say something partially braindead from the cold last night.
Just Admit It
Ellen is prejudiced, but she continues to lure me in. I mean she likes younger young people. She's just giving me a ball of yarn to play with.
Ah!
I feel dead in the head.
I'm washing my bedding, stuff too wet to iron may wash more laundry.. ehehe
I'm washing my bedding, stuff too wet to iron may wash more laundry.. ehehe
Yesterday
Talked to people from Pennsylvania and Colorado. The Pennsylvanian lady was right next to me so was very close but felt sorry for her.
What the *beep* is the problem?
I did not make the same decision as my parents as to what I am socially in the world.
Background in Music
Well, supposedly real music you learn more, and it helped me in singing but not when I was kicked out of it.
Changed My Mind
Guess I'll just do singing and ballet @ UCF. Wanna get in the dance program ASAP.
I felt uncomfortable about how I figured this out but no need to talk @ it.. I was looking through the sites. I also tried to call to ask @ what voice majors sing. Guess they sing the best. I mean, I dunno what musical theater singing is, too much like rock and pop.
I felt uncomfortable about how I figured this out but no need to talk @ it.. I was looking through the sites. I also tried to call to ask @ what voice majors sing. Guess they sing the best. I mean, I dunno what musical theater singing is, too much like rock and pop.
So..
..Musical Theater is built for the performer with multiple talents in a transitory state. Like, who wanna do things like be in a movie or perform @ Disney..
@ UCF..
..They say you have a close-knit curriculum not designed for transfers. What will my mom say @ that??
Upset
At colleges elsewhere we have less general studies if our major is not an Arts degree, like AA or BA..
Real Problems
If you kid @ me taking advantage of things, which I can't, you'll never solve the real problem.
Problem
I want to be on good terms with my parents and get my needs met.. guess I will do musical theater @ Seminole then UCF or possibly Rollins.
Well
Expect a lotta bs from me (ignore my cursing) if I don't get to talk to anyone like a real person in person.
And
I don't want to with them. That is who they and my brother are how he is, in a highly permanent way. They can change, but they can't change our relationship now in a snap to be someone else.
I don't know what the big deal is.
My point is my parents don't socialize. Not in an organized, set up, make sense, fun, orderly, reasoning sorta way.. You know how most moms are like set up in everything in some weird way. The experience is material.. I'm trapped like some bubble.
Wonerin'
Did you just drop me off life and not stop and know??
It's still @ the kids in school??
Yea, I wanted to move up north and meet people..
It's still @ the kids in school??
Yea, I wanted to move up north and meet people..
Well
Ellen follows Bella Thorne on Twitter but of course not me. We change our Twitters too much, non-famous people I meant.
Considering
a nice musical theater program, but I feel it won't help actually. I just am not getting accepted. I am thin enough.
I figured it out-
So, I am not a Baby Boomer and have to be in a college program of lots of other kids who want attention from their parental generations..
Interest
Ellen is not interested in the life I've been provided with.
Don't worry, I turned off what was on the radio..
Don't worry, I turned off what was on the radio..
Question
My parents look very basic and possibly general. Look at your owns elf, don't pick out my parents to torture in the dead end.
Did you get what hit me?
I was thinking of how people let everyone else do ^what^ I want. I don't really interact with my parents, we don't engaged in organized activity, not like putt putt.. I mean in a different way. Like, they are not organized thinkers.. They seem like they are a different race that I don't want to become.
So..
..Ellen is out to know? Who wants to be my friend?? I still like her show and all, but I mean lots of people would love to know her! She doesn't care! I mean, why Portia??
Scardy Cat
Ellen I don't need no song and dance but I do not approve of Portia in some abstract way no offense if that makes sense. You do not provide me with what I need before I die.
I'm toired
of my dad's secret rantings at me..like I just got the public message from someone I AM NOT FRENCH and like I think I'm high and mighty. Why wait for my dad? I used to interact. This is because not only or if at all by Tim Burton thought it was in a way but essentially no..
Bored
With all my efforts no one could get me into a life in music from college and other talents like ballet.
I thought you said
being sloppy like this was bad. I didn't process your logic. Doesn't have a point. Says itself.
I found
You are making places other than New Orleans like China, private and unable to function like you.
Moody
Ellen I am sick and don't know when I will feel ready to view your shows without getting mad and messing things up.
Before You Even Think About It
I don't plan to have a family now and about the future I set guidelines for different types of fathers.. I'm not getting together, though. People I like have been too mean to me.
Almost Died
I found I might die if I can't talk to people I want and I don't want anyone I'm related to to find out I want to get close to any other people physically but not s*******.
I was left out in freezing weather in thin pants but a nice jacket, given the wrong pickup time, too.. I was convinced and almost got near death. I had some coffee with chocolate and sugar.
I also just found Ellen can't provide for me socially, and that's what's killing me. The people at Disney are so agreeable and free and happy all the time except people were stirring things up and making things impossible I just know it.
I said on Twitter I wish to be in movies but not a star now. I need money. I am not provided for. I would like to see my cousins up north. They are open to me and know about me. I don't need famous this and that Ellen and whatever.
There's more, I just forget.
Also, I will not put up with any family members of friends, so plan not to meet. I was saying I wanted a life like others have. Oh yes, in the end you have me dead. I have no money is my problem. I need to make it. My aunt doesn't even talk to me much anymore..
I was left out in freezing weather in thin pants but a nice jacket, given the wrong pickup time, too.. I was convinced and almost got near death. I had some coffee with chocolate and sugar.
I also just found Ellen can't provide for me socially, and that's what's killing me. The people at Disney are so agreeable and free and happy all the time except people were stirring things up and making things impossible I just know it.
I said on Twitter I wish to be in movies but not a star now. I need money. I am not provided for. I would like to see my cousins up north. They are open to me and know about me. I don't need famous this and that Ellen and whatever.
There's more, I just forget.
Also, I will not put up with any family members of friends, so plan not to meet. I was saying I wanted a life like others have. Oh yes, in the end you have me dead. I have no money is my problem. I need to make it. My aunt doesn't even talk to me much anymore..
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Prejudices
It's okay if everything isn't that way. Are you more interested in a friend I have with parents who are super older than her? I had to have a laugh if it was just because you didn't want to admit you didn't really care. Also, I'm being picked at for having European heritage and like it should "go" to her. LOL? Well, I guess you are bad and using it as an excuse. Me having a 3rd World race does not make me a show-off. I'm that and American. NO EUROPEAN GLORY. I'm scraping by.
Cont.
Well, my room is cleanER. I just hope that I can finish my laundry soon. You know, I can't do it on the weekends. I can iron, though. Got 2 huge piles of clothes somehow. I wonder if I'll get some done tonight. Okay, Ellen, see you Tuesday??
Wah! So, how often do you watch her and do you watch her??
Wah! So, how often do you watch her and do you watch her??
When will I catch up
with Ellen? Maybe, I don't wanna get mad. I have to wake up early tomorrow. I hope I watch it while I wait to go. I missed Thursday, Friday, Monday, Tuesday, today. Do you thinks she is mad? I managed to do some things for myself.. (chores.)
New Videos
New Videos of Me
3 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
4 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
5 - 5/10 - Top of the World
6 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
Me Talking
3 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
4 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
5 - 5/10 - Top of the World
6 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
Me Talking
Something Came Up-
So, I was wondering if Richard Carpenter likes to go along with things. I was trying to see why that tagalog was so upset with him, and he just kinda gave in from other things though in and of itself didn't want to. I was interested so watched it again. He isn't quite like a reserved British family, more social and engaging like Tim Burton but more private.
Snail Mail
Dear Richard Carpenter,
I have started to become an avid fan of you and your work and performances..
I was wondering how you get to sing with you, those performances you've been giving lately. I understand if you wish to not respond but was just wondering.
Go to this site - - if you want to hear my singing, also your music, an unlisted YouTube video pasted to this site..
Thank you very much!
Sincerely,
Christina Ann <3
I have started to become an avid fan of you and your work and performances..
I was wondering how you get to sing with you, those performances you've been giving lately. I understand if you wish to not respond but was just wondering.
Go to this site - - if you want to hear my singing, also your music, an unlisted YouTube video pasted to this site..
Thank you very much!
Sincerely,
Christina Ann <3
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
IMDb
Johnny Depp
Wow! I didn't know she wanted to be committed to him by marriage. I don't. I am a polybisensual. Wish he'd marry me into the family or I was a friend of Lily Rose, but you can tell I am older than her so maybe not but younger than her mom by a lot. Wouldn't anyone like to know them??
Does anyone know why they are together? Is it just for Johnny Depp's popularity like we thought with Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter? She looks too young to marry and too young to marry him. She's still like a kid almost or teenager.
I've already made a decision to be famous and if I were to meet lots of people and not get married nor have kids until I become too old for people to care about me, like 40, if I feel old enough, which I expect to dedicate myself to people who are not in my family, as well..
I know, though, like we're following the romantic lives of certain individuals in the public eye.
Also, we all can see the message that famous people think they will always feel as substantial and feel that they did the right thing and therefore seem to look as happy as before whereas all other people who are not famous don't.
Wow! I didn't know she wanted to be committed to him by marriage. I don't. I am a polybisensual. Wish he'd marry me into the family or I was a friend of Lily Rose, but you can tell I am older than her so maybe not but younger than her mom by a lot. Wouldn't anyone like to know them??
Does anyone know why they are together? Is it just for Johnny Depp's popularity like we thought with Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter? She looks too young to marry and too young to marry him. She's still like a kid almost or teenager.
I've already made a decision to be famous and if I were to meet lots of people and not get married nor have kids until I become too old for people to care about me, like 40, if I feel old enough, which I expect to dedicate myself to people who are not in my family, as well..
I know, though, like we're following the romantic lives of certain individuals in the public eye.
Also, we all can see the message that famous people think they will always feel as substantial and feel that they did the right thing and therefore seem to look as happy as before whereas all other people who are not famous don't.
Off Schedule
I'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in good time, I'm behind on laundry and have a full week's schedule almost. I was able to complete a lot today. I'm making my website now. So, Ellen, sorry, I will try to catch up, I also feel sick from cookies 1 day. Everyone else, have a great time watching the show if you watch it! I lost 2 days 1 week, 1 the next, and now I lost 2 so far. Hopefully, I'll be awake tomorrow. Plan to wash laundry and other than that I don't think I'll be able to finish all my laundry. I cleared my room some. I lost my Wii, might have to buy a new system sometime. I have $80+ right now. I'm just not in the mood for serious TV. I might have to work out later today. I'm working on my website for fun, want to get back to watching that show, not sure what she thinks about how much we watch it. I try to write summaries on it. I changed my blog, so the tag doesn't include it all from previous blogs.
What do you think on this interesting thing?
Chloe Grace Moretz is alive in the fantasy, in a good way, that she's Ellen DeGeneres just because Mamma is a Southerner.
Theraputic Talk Now
Just tell yourself Ellen is wrong to push in "what" you did.. when that's not the way it should be. I feel very bullied just because I also cursed. You sure don't do that to big, burly men.
Monday, January 13, 2014
Back
Well, I got back from the group. Nothing much to be eaten. Wanna watch TV, maybe rest 1st..
That group sure was funny. Some worked, some play video games. 1 wants me over to dance and I said yes. I think someone else wanted to contact me. We got everyone's info. It'll be over in May. Another is like February to April. Then, I volunteer, unless I make it as Tinkerbell and lose some weight and cook some healthier food. I wanna cook breakfast and dessert, too, which is a downfall. The vegan recipe wasn't as tasty. It was okay to eat, though. I just am afraid of getting cancer. I don't eat vegan a lot now.
That group sure was funny. Some worked, some play video games. 1 wants me over to dance and I said yes. I think someone else wanted to contact me. We got everyone's info. It'll be over in May. Another is like February to April. Then, I volunteer, unless I make it as Tinkerbell and lose some weight and cook some healthier food. I wanna cook breakfast and dessert, too, which is a downfall. The vegan recipe wasn't as tasty. It was okay to eat, though. I just am afraid of getting cancer. I don't eat vegan a lot now.
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I took a break, too. I was a singer with great potential in 2004-2005 when I started college in music. My life became a monitored sort of experiment.. I grew lazy and unable to succeed in school.
Since I was tricked online to being hated for something stupid.. I started posting my karaokes I started to record. It gave me something to do, if you will. Now, I label all my videos with a note that I didn't know if it was legal, just in case.
You do seem like a nice-looking girl with music in her heart and soul.. I was more of a prodigy than a musically inclined personality, if you will. I was asked to do different things but not like all the time like I was also in band a lot. I went up north to an organ workshop for teens and we all laughed at every other instrument. I was kicked outta singing in college for being shy, too.
My dad is like that I guess, doesn't set me up to be a winner but always wants to be there to stimulate me, though I grew up being picky to his touch..
I know my dad lets me talk about him. He was a champion in martial arts, was in the same event as I think either Bruce Lee or the other world famous martial artist, Billy Blancs? I think the 1st.. He had a band where they played popular music and he was rhythm. The funny thing is I'm learning the notes 1 by 1. He sings alone at least now I know, started up again around 2000 I think. He acted like he wanted to start piano when I did, hope he does.. if he really wants that. :/
Yes, I am hoping to go to college even if I'm famous to study opera, which is 4 years, sounds like fun! though I'm too old now. There is also dance, which I think I will do. Ballet. It will broaden the options I have in what I do I guess.. I'm also trying to get famous in a movie via Explore Talent and local agencies if they accept me ever..
I'm a pretty active singer and could outsing most anyone or at least used to. Mindi doesn't seem to be interested in singing so much as enjoying having a talented, loving dad. His family does seem warped. I could not imagine being related to them. Obviously, saying so, I am still a fan. I think my parents just wanted me to be a good weight and size with neat hair and no attitude.. I was pretty slender. With my brother around, though, coupled with nothing to do, I seemed to pop my belt buckle.
Well, I started being active ever since I could remember. I wanted to sing when I was 5 and got to do so at 7 and was in choir|s most of my life and some band with keyboard skills..
I did some private lessons including a year at college.
I didn't know opera to be angelic until now, too.. :|
I think Mindi would be a good friend and she'd probably be happy on Twitter.
I took a break, too. I was a singer with great potential in 2004-2005 when I started college in music. My life became a monitored sort of experiment.. I grew lazy and unable to succeed in school.
Since I was tricked online to being hated for something stupid.. I started posting my karaokes I started to record. It gave me something to do, if you will. Now, I label all my videos with a note that I didn't know if it was legal, just in case.
You do seem like a nice-looking girl with music in her heart and soul.. I was more of a prodigy than a musically inclined personality, if you will. I was asked to do different things but not like all the time like I was also in band a lot. I went up north to an organ workshop for teens and we all laughed at every other instrument. I was kicked outta singing in college for being shy, too.
My dad is like that I guess, doesn't set me up to be a winner but always wants to be there to stimulate me, though I grew up being picky to his touch..
I know my dad lets me talk about him. He was a champion in martial arts, was in the same event as I think either Bruce Lee or the other world famous martial artist, Billy Blancs? I think the 1st.. He had a band where they played popular music and he was rhythm. The funny thing is I'm learning the notes 1 by 1. He sings alone at least now I know, started up again around 2000 I think. He acted like he wanted to start piano when I did, hope he does.. if he really wants that. :/
Yes, I am hoping to go to college even if I'm famous to study opera, which is 4 years, sounds like fun! though I'm too old now. There is also dance, which I think I will do. Ballet. It will broaden the options I have in what I do I guess.. I'm also trying to get famous in a movie via Explore Talent and local agencies if they accept me ever..
I'm a pretty active singer and could outsing most anyone or at least used to. Mindi doesn't seem to be interested in singing so much as enjoying having a talented, loving dad. His family does seem warped. I could not imagine being related to them. Obviously, saying so, I am still a fan. I think my parents just wanted me to be a good weight and size with neat hair and no attitude.. I was pretty slender. With my brother around, though, coupled with nothing to do, I seemed to pop my belt buckle.
Well, I started being active ever since I could remember. I wanted to sing when I was 5 and got to do so at 7 and was in choir|s most of my life and some band with keyboard skills..
I did some private lessons including a year at college.
I didn't know opera to be angelic until now, too.. :|
I think Mindi would be a good friend and she'd probably be happy on Twitter.
Being Good
Ellen can tell us to be nice to others and accept their fallbacks, but maybe we can at least put Ellen under the proper label, whatever it really is for those who are good..
Stupid
Why won't anyone "cast" me? Oh no, that looks like something my dad did to who was flooding me with insults who I don't like in that way that much.
Problems
My mom won't stop sending messages, talking with her noises! Even when I'm in the garage! No that friend is not nice. Stop hitting me up like that!! Get that outta my life!!
Foreign Language
We have to take 5 or 6 classes in a foreign language. I choose German over French. I feel German is more of a base language.
Problem
Wow, Ellen, you just wanna hurt me for talking about how you hurt me and I don't hurt you? You think I hurt you. And I'm not being sarcastic like other kids would think everything is not okay to say cuz they're gonna lose socially..
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