Monday, May 6, 2013

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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

ME I even got a book on making Facebook apps, but it was hard to come by.

Joseph Ryan Solen I hope it was available in the Philippines ...
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Sharon J. Anderson Playing "Head's Up" was the most fun my friends and I had since "Old Booth". We love, love, love it. We menopausal women laughed until we tinkled! Thank you, Ellen. We love you.
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Emilie Havelcroft This app can work in Europe ? Maybe it is a stupid question, but maybe in France this game can't work, like some DVD from US, they doesn't work in France ^^ Thx
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Yolanda Cleary I can't play because I don't have an apple device
But I do have an apple to eat and your fun program to watch at 4 pm yeah!!!
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    Christina Barrett yea

Sata NsSister No way u look like ho
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Bryan Christian Hamilton Omg my friends and I love this game! It the Mobil game of 2013
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Crystal Marie Wish there was an android version
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Shelbie Green Can you make it for Android too!?
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nu set

nu videos. 8I

2 loaded, 1 done in a minute and then processes

YouTube. 8I

Back

Jogged
Forest Green
loud

guess what

My parents messed up my whole room at the hospital.  D=

Ate

2 thin slices of Papa Johns
2 hand tossed
2 desserts

New Idea

waking me up

sucking the fat away
IT'S SNOWING
Pictures at an Exhibition: No. 10, the Great Gate of Kiev - Alexis Weissenberg - 50 Piano Classics

Do you find...

for some odd reason that there's something stupidly offensive to talk about "when" you feel like silly or something.. like in a more romantic way???

It's perfect. :D

Target

Don't get a stupid swimmingsuit, get 1 that has 1 shoulder or something, even have swimdresses.

Disney

Maybe go there 1st?  Can afford the water park.  What about a cool new swimmingsuit??

song

"why do we never get an answer when we're knocking at the door"
...
so funny
I'm looking for someone to change my life
I'M LOOKING FOR A MIRACLE IN MY LIFE >99<

2nd Song

It sounds a bit like Celine Dion.. "The Question" from The Question of Balance.

AH!

I am so sad.  My nostalgic, developed days in the New Orleans area didn't come about until I met more people from the city when I was 16..

I am listening to the Moody Blues again.. and I just think of my dad in our new truck-car in his, "nice leather jacket

NEW ORLEANS IS A REAL PLACE

Glitch?

Flock doesn't display icons of YouTube videos I know on the Uploads page..

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Three classes today! Hello summer!
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  • Christina Barrett Are you taking Ginny's classes in the Fall? If I feel better, I will, but I plan to pack my summer. Dying my hair again today somewhere. Going to Wet 'n Wild. Going to Disney at least 3 times or 6 or 9 if I'm lucky.. Um. Mom wanted me to get a job, not sure what she wants me to do in school if not towards a degree. I'm leaning on taking Stage Movement and maybe if I'm here next year and not doing anything new unfortunately if she does Dialects, which seems like a good thing to be exposed to. I dunno, I like to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," before she tapers down and retires in possibly 10 or 15 years..I mean. That may be the only reason. I don't know if I will be allowed to, though. Can you help me? I wanted to take another class, too, like Weight Training, but then I'd get here early. I take a shower before her classes, it's fun, but I only have time to get here leaving early taking public transportation, take class, eat, like to jog on the track because it helps so much and I need it, shower for 2 hours and need to bring a chair maybe they can store here for me because that's why I had to stop classes this semester, then it's time for class.. I can't have my therapist appointments on Wednesdays, try for Mondays.. The seldom psychiatrist appointments are more of a joy with a Middle Eastern little cute guy or something. I would keep up, but then I also like having lots of free time while I get in shape, thinking going there helps. If I cannot return, I will have to go to Seminole. I might not feel like it. I go to her classes for myself, see, and I don't know what my issue is. Hope you can help. Are you taking a class from Ginny now?? What's she teaching in the Fall? 8I

Morning

I didn't sleep well: ear plugs, take off bra, shirt on backwards.  A long bad dream and a 2nd 1 that's not so good.  I finally made myself wake up.  I know the bad dream was dark and dirty.  Didn't shower.  Gonna go have Papa Johns..  I had 2 cinnamon|apple things again last night.  Also, new video of me.

Sunday, May 5, 2013

Nite

3o

What I'm up To

I have a video of me talking loaded in 21 minutes.  I was watching Renee Fleming, and she seemed a bit turned off but was speaking for 55 minutes with a guy on a stage.  I switched to "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

Somehow

I was able to buy an iTune, "Minstrel's Song" by the Moody Blues.  :|  Pretty good.

Did you ever wonder

Why not sing louder and smoother, more substantial and connected?

HOW TO LISTEN TO MUSIC

You have to enjoy 1 part and then enjoy THE NEXT PART!

Oim Foin

Is anyone concerned @ me getting out of the mental hospital?  OMG.

What I'm Doing

Watching more of Ellen DeGeneres I missed.

Tweet

Tweet (2nd Cinco de Mayo post)

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Tweet - Happy Cinco de Mayo.. :) (1 more soon)
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Supper 3]

2 leftover sections of frie rice and sesamechicken, didn't finish a little of the last. :|

then, Papa Johns, tried both kinds (pepperoni) and a dessert dish . 3I

musik

para Cinco de Mayo?  (what does para mean)

1/2 + 1 hour

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me talking w|my hair

YouTube. 8I

My Hair

I'm gonna have to go do it somewhere else next week.  Where I went this time they used store dye.  Where else I wanna go they do their dyes so the color will really come out.  It's funny where it parts the skin is red.  Also, I wanted it straightened, but it turned out frizzy.  I even called my dad's youngest sister.

Down on Their Luck

Does Ellen DeGeneres's tantrums annoy you?

Also, my friends seem to be down on their luck.  I had 4 girls with white hair and blue eyes in the nation's oldest continuing city want to be my best friend, unless they planned it that way, in the end.  My only best friend like as a pretween was this 1 with darker blonde hair and wanted darker eyes.

HMPH

AHHH GTH


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ROOM:  368
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WOAH

IT'S LUNCHTIME

Breakfast

Also had an apple.
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Stupid Cupid

So, Ellen DeGeneres really does extra crap for that (tele)phony macaroni Tim Burton.  8I

Hair Dye

Also, I am perming it straight and rolling it in wave curlers.

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What Was Upsetting to Me

3(

I don't mean to crack when I talk, but my teacher got me sent to Lakeside.  It is indeed a reason for me not to trust her, but I mean I really like her a lot, and that's a good thing all around.

AFFORDABLE!

Wet 'n Wild Orlando residents - That's me!

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Breakfast With My Dad ☕

Reeses Cereal with milk in it + vitamins and water from their containers, including the weight loss things, weight management for metabolism, effects wore off of like making me fat after I stop taking them

3D  My dad had cookies and milk, no bread for toast

Wet 'n Wild Orlando

That's the only water park here.

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Ah! Oh my God!

Facebook's new logo is like my new blog.  How loving!  It has a darker background with highlight.  The f is light!  [3

How I'm Feeling

I do feel so weak, and my arms are trembling.  I walk and have some feeling of dizziness, again today.  I still feel like I'm lighter than air, like my head makes me a balloon with a string coming out the bottom, though the bottom feels like a ballooned fun house thing.  I can't like hold still easily, neither.  Sometimes, it causes me to tremble ... tremble ... tremble.  Well, I can help it a lot, too.

I remind you kindly that

If you've kept up with me or read my recent blogging, I had said that I had to stay home from school because I was tired of taking a shower and walking, not having a chair after the shower when I do myself, 2 hours standing up.  What was I gonna say?  Ah yes, the teacher had left for a day of classes and I had a meeting but stayed home.

Bad Dream-

I was going through the holidays with a group of people for a long time at a weird Hallmark with others.  Then, I got to Easter and I was plagued again but too much about someone "being" a card and being black and twisty on top and having 2 big metal things pounded through where there lay 2 holes.  For some reason, I imagined someone carrying me out, about their height, but like I had imagined and I thought about it..what else.  Ah yes, I could not move, maybe dead tired.

Just Chilling

So, what is the thing going around now..I feel so lonely.  I realized my life is rather taken.  Maybe I should put on more nail polish, maybe not.  Yea, you can see the white.  I mean, though, like I just am so depressed that no one wants me to feel how I want.  I just have so many problems from being biracial and the crap that EAN is.

A Little Midnight Snack

I had little chicken things that look like fingers breaded with Buffalo sauce and blue cheese squares, no bread @ home

I had, er, some cookies with chocolate and raspberries.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Um

-What's- wrong with my life?  I don't need to adjust myself for shit.  My stupid parents need to stop looking at me in secret code and secret coding leaving me messages that will jump at me years later.

Lullaby

Good night sweet Ellen♫

Oh ho

I think I can see the total picture, for some reason

UNNN

My dad is UNNN-sexual.  What the fjck is he mad about.  Stop changing him you nigger.  >:[

Problem

I SAID I DON'T GIVE A FJCK

I don't give a shit about the shit my dad to my brother.  He can't do that to people.  He can't make us pay for liking how cute he is and others aren't.

I'm up.

It was so nice to see our Gramma Pfeffer-DeGeneres..

Anyway, I saw that while I was away my dad was taking out his anger in the home over Ellen DeGeneres since I will go back and things that weren't things..that aren't ok.  I just like lost my head, and that is not ok

Well, okay, then.

Good night.

Cool

Listening to a recording of Lorena McKinnet looking @ my nu cool pic..  :}  So glad you made it---

Music

Theme from Terms of Endearment

Dis

If L.A. is crazy like Florida, I dislike't.

Listen to this.

Pa-pa-pa-Palavas
Cabaret Hoover

from Les Triplets de Belleville..

Feeling Better

I sang "Ouor House"

Bionics

I swear to you I am not just a biological human, I only sense what's around me.  I know this may seeem atypical, but I would even around age 12 but also since maybe 5 lie under the covers, maybe 4, and hallucinated that there was a sadistic cartoon that I couldn't get my eyes off.  If I did it now I'd be looking.

Finding Dory

I wrote up I believe mostly the fronts of pages unless going back 2 composition books plus enough lose paper to fit a composition book - but they lost my good drawings of girls that didn't take too long.

I also got constant short term memory loss, not sure what's happening now.  At least I know Ellen = mama.  MAMA not ma ma like she slangs since she's from the New Orleans part of the country-

Meals

Eating old dinosaur oatmeal, 2 packs, 1 cup of water.

At the st

I mean, I had Chinese, Sesame chicken and frie rice, eggroll.  Finished 1st-

Injury Count

I managed to not only "break" my ankle|s at Mary Poppins at the Bob Cawrrr but I also jumped up and landed on my bent leg and tied around a sock at it and it feels like it glows in injury at seldom time it seems, always there.  I'm sure I did something to my right forearm..

Some Thang

Hey, Ellen, I thought with young people that you make them comfortable and like everyone who's not like a piano lesson and recitals goody good doesn't really care for motherly love and violence rather from the world and meeting boys, just a thang.

What They Did

Apparently, my voice was taken from me, not by my mom not by my dad but someone in Orlando stole it so I couldn't use it.

A Strange Feeling Someone [in Orlando] 's Gonna Die

Ginny might be mad at someone.  Dunno.

Keeping Up

Watched the 1st part of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

I liked b4 I left last month I saw something about aliens and just got in on some neat guys.  Also, I saw Annie on "Theater Talk."  Just 10 minutes.  :I

nu photos

You said I was smart.  That implied simply that I was.  You want the Chinese to "be there" for you, well I think the idea is that if they always wanted to look European and either are Chinese or very romantic.

Anyway, the Chinese are smart -NON-HUMAN beings.  (B  Whatever that means.

The Jews have NO-THING special to do with the Chinese other than that they are located at the middle East on an isthmus bordering the Middle East.  I could just say I'm pretty much happy as a flea, but I know I will learn more.  Jews don't know like the Middle Easterners about being hollow.  As for the Chinese, I think they are filled with wiring, and some of them actually seem human and would make good members of the White Race.  Jews seem to have been discovered as white.  With Ellen DeGeneres I mean, she might be Jewish, but I thought I wasn't just my mom's dad..  I thought I was my dad's dad and my mom's mom.  xp  Um, so, about the Jews fjcking hollow stuff.. what else.. then finding there's nothing to fjck.  Decidint the Chinese are more like Russian and Spanish.  Um, her, I thought it was having like grooves implanted on yer face..  About being SMAAAAAAT ELLL EN.

Did anyone ever tell you...

You could feel silly on them and not think and have things go your way?

how do U feel

How do you feel about people like Ellen DeGeneres who might be encouraged to in some dimension of this universe to lay down the load.  |B

you've got . . PER SO NALITY

So, you can try to analyze in a grid idea formation what others's personalities are, by aligning the type.  I had to say I was ESFP because I am an action seeker.  I am open, but I mean you could look at that I am sensing and say I am more connected to the reality that prospects of what could be, which I mean everyone can enjoy that in their own special way and I have no idea how people made this formation.

I guess Ellen DeGeneres would be like an Judger, always wants things like perfectly gridded out, like a piece of fabric.  I'd say she's Extraverted, whether or not that's what she likes.  I am not sure about if she's intuitive or sensing.  I guess I'd want to say Sensing in the best interests..  I was thinking that she never admits anything, though.  Then, what..  ES .. ESFJ, just as I was gonna tell you.  I wanted to say she was the same as me, but I guess not.  I've found that th
No, I don't want to go all out and say how stupid -I am-.  3}

a promise 3I

Ellen DeGeneres please never quit until your dying day, that it may never come.
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the Authority in FL

I do not ever approve of this utter shit.

What happens is you will do something cocky and an adult|teacher will notice you.

What happens next is they do something bad to you and mix the feeling with this sorta "soft spot" in life..why care?  It's a big thing, and it happens like ole the time.

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i luv you

Ellen I <3 you!  I am home now!

I'm gonna be like you because I'm a gonna be a famous a for singing and the tender movements to entice people, except I might be -more- fake.  3-0
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Even 1 Thing

I don't like a "g**" combo of events even if only 1 thing is wrong!

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2 Flip Reasons of Going Along

There may be a bad reason on a fractured side as to my strange connection, I know in this place where I happened to live next to the city across the bridge, the Catholic ordered -Jesuit- which what order isn't important university in New Orleans. Also, college is important, but individual universities might be, as well- So, just accept what others want and quietly understand why.

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Creepy .. Crawly

So, I know you said something, but I know you said it in a sneaky way. I forget what.

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"What's in It"

Sing:



@ events, TV, world event on TV + find Ellen DeGeneres there, then visit as a famous person



*beep beep*



Lead what's left of this world in song.

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STML

I've been alone w/my mom. When I chilled out, everything was scaring me. *think*



Well, ya, then she didn't like the 3 and 4 letter "s" words, so I explained why I say O My God, relevant.

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Forget

I had something to say, all sweating.

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Videos

Old YTs

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TheeRight Path

Are you the most emotionally touchy person in the world, more than Vincent Price, who passed away bless his soul?

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Plan

Clean room.

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Mo'(re)

I drew pictures of babies, not here. I was sad, won't be a baby forever. I saw a lady with I thought brown hair acting in a rush and then the baby moved its head so preciously.. HA HA HA. Also, there was this lady who looked in styled of Mona Lisa, like could look emotionless and in mold of the English girl, semi-long hair. She came up to me and was nice, eventually acted like a normal American lit up about the services of the experiment and just about the connections.

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Morning

I can't believe I'm already awake, feel drugged, nightmarish, horrid. I remember a long dream, going through something. Later, ah, also remember a church. My dad was in a bookstore with me at the end and it changed. It was, what, sadistic. My mom is having me sign behavior papers to return home, leaving somewhere all in a year. :( Thought no one would take care of me. Also, 1st dream kept rubbing the sheets feeling like *** a lot. Then, my mom woke up. I also feel as though there was spite about me in the theater classes just going there doing hw lightly more than I used to for fun, as of now don't give a crap if I get a D.

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Wellness

At the hospital, I jogged outside. Etc.

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Nite

Shower

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Louvve

People from up north sing for the brain, down South *fart* for louvve.

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What I'm Up To..

I am on the porch, going home and fixing my hair, gonna watch myself on YouTube.

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Friday, May 3, 2013

What Happened There

I was supposed to go home in @ week. I said ok another weekend..

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What's Going On

Might go swimming, later..



So, at the .. went to the porch



En el hospitale de "psychiatry," there was this like theatrical geek girl who would knock over plastic chairs. A strange set of 2 people who are black and indian. The patient would laugh with a frog mouth, fat, always onto sending me messages. The other was a Southern and Western born in Georgia, with that accent and like a flight attendant lady. She brought herself to give 2 fueled lectures scissoring her legs. Who am I..



The black people, I questioned their authority.

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Tweets

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Ah

May go swimming. Happy weekend Mrs. world's favorite mommy Ellen DeGeneres. See you on Twitter next week.. :/

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Arrived

Just got to the room of a hotel, Mom's out.

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Waiting

for my mom to appear - seeya

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On Twitter

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Mirror Mirror

I see I look right but nothing there.

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Here

Taking more classes then taking a walk and eating.

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Video of Me

On old YT

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T*******

I started, all the time. So much more b****.

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Singer

I am gonna sing @ Orlando - :D Just go @ everywhere. "I do wander everywhere...and I serve the Faerie Queen to do her orbs upon the green. The cow..slips tall, their pensioners be, in their gold-coated spots they be. Those be rubies, faerie favors.."

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Coo'

You made an app. Um. Good. (Ellen DeGeneres.) "Heads Up."



Hey, speaking of which, did your staff get my thing to be on your show for something done to me? I told my mom a month ago @.



I did say it was stupid, but that's bc I saw the shows on TV. Hate'm. Do you hate those personality tests? Not so many out there..

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Explanation

On Twitter



So, I called the police 2 times and 2nd time @ therapist.

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Morning

Back hurt all night. Woke up with my hands unraveled like a heart.

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Thursday, May 2, 2013

Bedtime

9:30



Also, does Ellen DeGeneres happen to be upset? Why did I react to something..

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Don't Give a Shit. 8I

You know, I don't give a shit @ shit who are suicidal @ if others seem better and we talk to un-well undiscovered people.

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Concerned and Bothered

Do people take pleasure in having a mooshy kind of grasp on a person denying that they also "did something?"

They turn @ and ..

Okay, so Jewish is supposedly not Middle Eastern bc the girls aren't as strict? They pretty much seem white, not the same intelligence as Italians.

I don't care if Ellen DeGeneres's mom's maiden name is Jewish.

Anyway, how are Europeans at all more connected? Do Jews not know how to take the heat? You only live once.

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Experience in Life

So, I had a lot of experience in life that what I did was interesting and I didn't get a response from anyone, ever.



Rusted all the time through and through this life of utter discomfort.

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What I'm Doing

Phone charging on side of hall, going to bed, soon. Out w/my mom again. Want my hair done Saturday. Want my dad and I to do the cutting. My mom's taking it 1 day at a time. Interim of 3 days, home Saturday morning. Or something other.. 3)

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What I Do

I do something and it makes me feel good but not feel good-looking.

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Twitter

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So, what?

Should I just not eat and not expect to grow soon enough rather than as approaching death?

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Something I Have

I started a dream. Of the other world.



Hang on to yours.

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@ the Psychiatrist

Waiting

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Major + Minor

Business Admin + Ballet

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Being European Young

I seem to be from a generation of forceful bubble heads. Orla Fallon had a big sister like that. She's not. Neither am I.

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0h n0

I want to be in Ellen DeGeneres's arms sobbing - I am too scared to go back to Ginny plus the Monday and Wednesday appointments. *0*

I just don't know how I will be spending money for my needs: eating out and sorta not being a cook..

And..oh, I was made to have STML..

Forgot what else, though. Summer's coming, and my birthday right before. Hm. :)

I am healthy, now. Ginny woke me up, and I am not sad but miss her.

Oh yea, I forcibly spoke to the counselors who kicked me out until I get a psychiatric note (semester done,) for what seemed to be 1-2 hours..very riled up. My face stretched, and my eyeballs had popped out.

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Miami

If I move out. :(

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Hairdo

I am getting my hair dyed a color it was before, *light* red honey. 8o Most realistic green contact lenses. Perming it straight. Cutting it maybe as short as it can be, give an inch. 2 pieces chopped to the middle of my ears on the side. Will apply curling rows. Part bangs so only see some. :) You already know why.

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Wednesday, May 1, 2013

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Yea feel good @ self..um gotta go bathing suit shopping. Sweet dreams.

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Nite. 3/

Um. What was I - Twitter pic.

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HA HA

I'm @ the Salvation Army. Long nails. Maybe home Saturday. Doing 110 percent. Hair is honey and dying it. Saw my mom, go out in day. :j

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