Thursday, March 28, 2013

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How I'm Feeling

Feverish.. Hm.  Miss Easter and the meeting?  Naw.  Gotta lug out the suitcase now, van @ 6:35.  Only @ an hour, better iron now.

Sad Tale B(

Ginny's last name is probably Welsh, and Tim Burton's last name is probably English by Wales..  What did that mean for little Nell

Can't Keep Track of Anything

*peels wood with serious look*

Just ~ Imagine ~

Ginny @ church

What If

Ginny gave up her life to say like I don't care if a talented person is unsuccessful, maybe afraid to put her toes in the sand at the beach, and then says well yea I didn't care really in some way it seems that that means that like Johnny Depp you won't be able to sing-

All the Same

What's the song that goes, "some things are not quite the same" or "as they seem" possibly.

Why does Helena Bonham Carter think everything's the same?  You know, she also is very nice, but we don't really know why she is so like hard and sorta seems dead and just lives to please and be racist.  How can you live with someone who is racist just to you?  I just got the message Ginny was like tearing at her hair like a mad, ma~ad rat because it was never fair, unless when she was younger..

What should I be doing? 8|

I don't feel like going back to bed.  My eyes just went hazy.  I wanna go to gym, but I mean then after I eat and have a meeting and then I hit the showers.  xp  My dad got me the volume shampoo, the brand of the mask, and it was $22 each.  Funny they had a pack of not too small the same $24 with something else, but no serum.  *yawn*  I am still awake.  8|

Watcha thinkin'?

What if Ginny scans something and then says because you did this thing as a moral joke you get punished, but I don't care what I said because you called  racist person a nigger.

Up

I just ***********.  This time I felt something, and I felt like a kid.  |B  I did feel too old for some strange reason, though.  I felt like a boy with a mom born like who knows but looks like 1960 or maybe like 1945 style.  You know maybe part German part Anglo..  The effects died away.  I dunno, I mean I just got up and did it.  I wonder if I can play piano.  I've done this since before I started, but luckily I've also done gymnastics as a kid, but we didn't do bar, here.  They took it away where they have adult gym on Saturdays.  So, this was rather long and steady.  Do you know of kids with a dad born like in 1970?  I saw this rebellious girl with straight like reddish blonde hair maybe and bangs outside with like a sandbox, and then she was gone.  I wonder if she has blood from New Jersey.  Maybe not indian maybe not Jewish.  I go around and don't feel I see real people.  The kids are dirty and underfed, you know, like strangly, like people used to have strangly hair.  I'm dead serious, there are no real people in this town.  There never were, in a way, but I mean they seemed somewhat real.

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Now is the time to seize the day, answer the call and don't delay
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  • Christina Barrett So, you're at work, I'm guessing. I took a walk so I wouldn't get like anxious, ate out, and now I'm still awake, doing my nails, have to pack, will probably wait outside with my alarm. I also have to get a back out of the washing machine and hope it dries and iron my pants for Easter.

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To: Barb Barrett

liked a picture of a woman sitting in the rain with a quote about people crying alone

8-0 to a Star Wars thingy of older men


To: Linda Barber Jordan

You and 2 others like this.
Christina Barrett I saved it. I am learning to cook soon. I make things like buffalo chicken sandwiches.



To: Anna

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So, did your family also grow up around Pennsylvania-

Pushing Me Back

Ye Orlando citizens killed me off.  Stop dragging me back to the past to mistakes.  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM.

Just Saying

I was just saying that was the problem, decided not to comment.  I mean, I knew that life in general was an issue.  You didn't have to spit back ye nigga.

,:>

Gayness

Why do people in 1958 bring all thoughts that are untrue to the surface?  They are saying hey I'm just born in 1958 don't touch me I'm here to get attention.

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Hi Christina, what is going on these days with you?
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Christina Barrett Having fun online, found a teacher I like so far. In the summer, I want to go to Disney and 6 Flags. I even thought of doing floristry training but guess not. I am trying to get in NMSU for Vocal Diction, eventually, and keep going to AMTC every ½ year to get in a movie, singing, dancing, stand-up comedy.

My teacher had me see a counselor, and I got pulled out of being able to register for more classes. I told them I'd sue if they didn't quit it. I'm seeing him, tomorrow. In fact, I see him again in the evening with my mom. I was supposed to see him last week but didn't feel like going. I was so physically tired, like from weight training and going to the gas stations and getting food there. All I did was hit the folder and paper with pens and pencils when she made me mad. She didn't say anything. The counselor doesn't help- }; It really stressed me out and put me off. I didn't find it funny and find her selfish. I told a girl who's been in her class so far for 3 semesters just yesterday, and she probably feels the same way. She hasn't been turned down like you know for who she is and being encouraged to improve. She's a nice, heavyset girl.

TTYL



To: Anna

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You and your cousins are very sweet. My cousin is a bit strange. You can tell she thinks I'm a different ethnicity. I can't compare myself to my grandma. I mean, she seems like a Christian, you know? I only seen a picture of her when she was maybe 5 or possibly even 7. I don't think I saw pictures of her when my dad was young. I don't know, though.. Hey, I have this teacher with a dad from Pittsburgh, a mom from California, she's from Santa Clara by San Fransisco.. Her last name is Welsh and possibly a bit English but you know doesn't seem so. She is divorced and I know her real last name, now. She's done voices at Disney since 1988. Been here since like 1982 teaching. Studied in San Diego, as well. You guys's clothes are nice. I wonder why your friend doesn't wear glasses, but she looks sweet. Pennsylvania .. or NY is a nice place. I see you are built like me, with kinda heavyset arms. I think it replaced the fat because I couldn't fit into a dress for Easter my Oma made. So, how is your mom? I don't do college but if I have to have Political Science Pre-Law planned as race-based, want a nice life and a nice house, know that most of today is based on talent and art and psychology but not necessarily like clinically, you know, different story altogether. So, I plan to go to NMSU (New Mexico) and want to study Vocal Diction there, singing stuff. I can go to football games. You know, 1 semester. I was gonna go to Saint Bonaventure, but I guess I decided not to and just wanted to "get out of Florida" and forgot about it but want to maybe some other year. I should visit, too. I mean, I lived in the New Orleans area, but it's just that it's dark and I mean they aren't used to "being on land." They're the most prejudiced about their heritage nowadays, the famous people like Tim Burton and his daughter. I mean, I did what I was supposed to and won't take no for an answer, be told I didn't do something, like I didn't work ever technically or like well I'm too late to change. Well, okay, g'nite.

To: Anna

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Hm, I hope you're on a good schedule of stuff. I just ate supper with my family today and feel thinner, took a long walk and ate out. You look very cute. Learn to appreciate what strength.s you have. 8I

Watched Some TV

History @ Aliens.. a good thing to watch because I took to it.

Then, Theater Talk.  They showed a girl on stage being featured and an evil grin has spread across my face and I turned it off.  It was Annie, though.

Problem

I go home and get shitty messages and hear funny noises in my room.  I go to class and Ginny farts me off in private.  I hate it when the noises don't stop because they sound kinda like someone could be doing them..

Also, Ginny thinks that because Tim Burton did something good everyone else is bad.  Please respond by commenting here.

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Ate

Chinese food + vanilla yogurt, now~

NOOOO

I just realized I didn't look for short monologues.  They are so long.  What's this, I never had a memorizing class.  This is like History, now we can read.

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We'll see.

I don't have to take class during the summer because I wanna have fun.  I dunno, but I do wanna go there in the Spring.  Seems easy.  Hm, not many requirements.  Maybe, I can take classes from Ginny after.  Funny, though, it'll be a long time in with different people.  I will miss Ginny more than most people, I think.  I can still watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Hey, they are both born in 1958, but there is nothing wrong with that.  It seems to go well with the problems from my mom.  My aunt is younger.

Check it out.

Spring '14

cheap state and not Florida|Louisiana|Pennsylvania

not Georgia bc I wouldn't like it already know Maggie Elizabeth Jones

Nevada has LV

Ugh.  I want to study at NMSU and I guess see if I can afford private lessons from Ginny over the summer so maybe I can apply for the Spring, take music there.  I see they have a nice Theater Arts program, but that's not what I come for.

Woke Up

So, I *********** twice.  It happens.  The thing is I go -to do it- and like I don't want to literally be the 1 to do it like I did when I was 7.  Then, I do it.  Then, if I'm not tired - if I am, I roll over, look up into the ceiling and don't see it, roll over and don't know what happens then, really..  Then, if I'm kinda awake by then.. I just kinda, you know, never feel any 1 intense moment - and then I wake up and rat about it like it's *** in the building and maybe I'm just a porn bunny.

So, I had a bad dream.  Last night I remember Ellen DeGeneres like maybe she had touched me and was wrestling with me I think with my arms wrestling hers.  So, I remember I was on 1 side of a bed in the living room with my mom and like my brother online sending a cutesy evil message.  Ginny was on the other side, a bit taller, maybe from bad frozen pizza.. and some things happened, like I rolled over onto the floor it seems and stuff like that and she was like ratting on about the summer and me missing her, not realizing how fast 3 month go by.  So, she hugged me and I didn't feel anything and was thinking about the rest of this month.  :|

Update

I edited my race.

So

I was looking at the hold on my record.  It disturbed me, greatly, because I have a right to attend this school more than anyone else.  I don't have to.

Anyway, I know people will be mad at my teacher and the counselor for this fun as shit.  I don't know, you just wanna curse at me and make up shit.  BECAUSE I WON'T TAKE IT.

I'm getting weird shit you think life is about my dad, but what if I'm better than him-

GINNY WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOIN.  If you turn me in, you have to tell me why BEFORE, YOU.  What right do you guys have to do this?  You made me mad, and I spoke to some people about you.  You probably caused it.  :|  You just know, I'd do it again and then hurt you, huh.  Well, you are so mean.  I can do whatever I want.  Leave me alone.  WTF you think you are.  HUH.  Answer, now.

Tired

Need to go to bed, want Pizza Pockets or thin pizza, probably not doing nothing for Easter.  Maybe fasting tomorrow.  I think that's all, probably can't show up for mass.  I like Ash Wednesday..

Looking @ More Pictures

I found her skinny, like me, but she had to get fatter, and I don't know why.  It looked like she was in trouble for something about it, after you think about it.  It was something about like it being annoying to like say you're sunken in but fat.  I didn't get fat.  I mean, I've been eating healthier than before, have to eat stuff I like, you know good stuff, Cracker Barrel, but I've had Pizza Pockets.  My dad just got thin pizzas.  Ugh, no sushi.. I mean, it's good but it's evil.  I had more meals, yesterday, ate out 3 times, today, in a way.  I only had a bagel and PB for breakfast, though.  ;/  Ugh, I can't remember.  This picture was like 2009, possibly 2008.  I really don't get it.  Is it some thing about not being a minority ethnicity, though?  What was it..  I think it was that like she said it was like something for her but like something she did was wrong.  Like, maybe she was mean and didn't do something, you know?  She was unable to have a good time.  Um, it was probably wrong because like she didn't do something and tried to say she did but was being tacky, like thin but like she needed to be fatter but didn't really look thin.  :|  I think Ginny would have thought that she didn't deserve anything.  Um, I already am onto something in my life, though, you just think I'm unattractive, don't like my parents, and that I don't have any thoughts.

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Today
hey how are you
I'm doing good girl! you?
gud i just loaded a vid of me in class 2day..
did you edit it or just upload it from the beginning? lol
i cant edit it
i dont think they have affordable stuff like that here :|
i dont care anyway..
It'll be funny then :d
you did well in class. oh and you have to do your counsellor voice thing and we're doing lawyers on tuesday
o k ...
thnx u r really cool look like me b4 i started school moving away from se + ne coast fl
well thank you darling! I try occasionally
its funny how much you turned to look like i did when i was having puberty
really?
I'm 24 you'd think I'd be out of puberty by now lol
yea when i was 11 i had like my bottom face looked separate and like a heart shape but irregular in a cool way and then i had this really fluffy, supposedly thick hair, like bangs parted to the side down to my ears and like would wear these what bobby pins on the side you know and i guess i just didn't think it seemed very white, like the ideal is curly, shiny white hair
I would want to dye my hair crazy cotton candy colors if it was white! you could bleach it
so why do people in the south get more sun and therefore lighter hair and upnorth maybe more voluminous hair
i cant bleach my hair already tried twice had it red 1st
i had glossed it, and the gloss comes out, and the black dye wasn't nice..
if you wanna do webcam i have webcam
why would you dye it black if you want your hair to be white? I'd love to have purple and blue hair:D
yea i couldn't spend that much money
I don't. Not on this computer anyway
ok
Sally's beauty has cheap bleach and stuff
yea im getting volume shampoo tomorrow
and then just do a cool color rinse and it should turn out white. that's what I did when I dyed my hair blue
hm i c
':|
funny i don't go in blonde anyway i mean i could just dye it like a dark mousy brown
i haven't used my frizz ease in a week
but if you wanted it ot be white, why would you dye it darK?
guess i should stop packing it in my gym bag
well i was trying to get it to look lighter naturally and use sheer blonde .. i mean i know like ginny has dark hair but i mean i know what that's like
yeah girl I got you
the thing is i tried to make it dark for tim burton and it was red, dark red, and then when i started watching "the ellen degeneres show" i tried to get it like white but not the same way as before when i tried to like stimulate myself and like condition my hair.. }:]
you should use a protien rinse. that shit is goood
sounds good to me
yea i know all about having the darkest hair
if i am told that a brunette is more like a blonde i quit
ppl just tell me like oh well maybe you're not white
oh you mean like "race"?
yea
ah well I never thought you were anything other than white. But blame that on ethnocentrism
yea i think in fl everyone thought i was spanish but today they thought i was french never italian
i still get that sometimes :}
oh are you italian?
oh yea and in the new orleans area they thought i was a foreign exchange student
oh, no, you'd know
i mean i might be part swiss
like i think people often thought i was russian
maybe german too
probably dutch
not norwegian
well i'm norman-irish
and other stuff
not sure what
I'm Irish, English, French, Scotch, Muskogee, Cherokee and German Jewish.
i might be native american
whats muskogee
also i met this racist tagalog who was part norwegian and part italian, rather tacky, and mixed race norwegian seen
"Creek" indian
wow is that from the north too
Tagalog? You mean Pilipino?
we should find an eskimo bc black ppl claim to like them
no i just mean in the general sense
so r u anglo irish or real irish
like 1/2 1.2
I don't know
its on my mom and dad's side
barrett is actually norman-welsh-irish, supposedly another family is anglo-irish but that popped up like in 2011
cool
I wish I was pilipino though. They have the most beautiful children
what about indonesia
wouldn't that be better
they don't even have a written language
but the sundanese are from tailand when the jews came to germany
i dunno or what about pakistani
i heard of chinese-indians
Of course, they're all asians. I have a serious thing for asians dear god in heaven
well you can't do without it.. :}
did u know the chinese indonesians are probably northwestern chinese and from 6-700 years ago
without asians? alsdjflasjd don't evne get me started
my mom has a friend in michigan who looks like the newer kind
i already said what if there were no blacks
the southern chinese look really neat, like japan.. you have to have seen big bird in china and japan
sure
they had the viet cong in 21 jump street w/johnny depp
you mean veitnamese people?
yea something special about a war
you know i wanna do political science prelaw prob @ ucf if i have to
find a race-based job
get on tv
:}
i said in class i wanna direct
not sure what else to learn
i mean i know about wasting time when you know how to make someone very happy }:]
i was very interested in music ed
why do you want a race based job? isn't it about equality for everyone, regardless of race, sexual orientation, sex, gender or anything else?
have to see the special grad programs but don't want to do gen studies
um it's funny how nothing is @ asians
you're not answering the question
im interested in eurasians and i posted @ eurasian nation but they kicked me out several times and didn't readd me several more 'D; ... um bc that's what has governed life for everyone
they are pretty asian
the asians here arent
they went through life just wanting to look asian
look more asian than asians
they are racist though and like you know the latinos
oh yea the asian music is beautiful
the asian stuff in orlando is shit
even @ epcot
what were we talking about again?
asians
okay
i guess it's like any other race
supposedly the gold mine for german-jews
yes. because they're people
what about the niggerish 1s who are hurt and seem fake and dead
mebbe they wanna be middle eastern
i think they're proud of their race no moatter what
why don't you tell the class you're cherokee and creek or whatever else it was
just be an attractive indian. :}
Because its really not that important
the girls with the big noses
well i mean you know about the indians in the south with the sorta block houses
mebbe better than the africans. :}
lol ;D
African houses are amazing. When I was in Africa I got to sleep in a mud hut! it was amazing engineering
well a long time ago in orlando i saw the stuff like @ like they showed a graph and a woman having giant babies forget about it and then
like the shows about the ancient cave men
and then the 1s about the thin 1s in like white and maybe blue paint
no wonder everyone here has been dying their hair
o k but i mean the indians look like europeans guess they don't have culture tho..
anyone can become asian
no I'm pretty sure you're born asian
i mean what if you didn't know
if your race is asian and someone doesn't know your life will be okay
how would they not know? its not a big deal its how you were born
i mean if someone didn't know that was asian, like they had a baby and they thought it was just a different european baby, had never seen an asian, and they raised the baby to be white but maybe found something out but you know probably not if they didn't even know about race
never thought on that
why would it matter?
you raise a baby how you raise a baby
it has nothing to do with race at all
bc someone would say like you did something but i know you're asian so you aren't really as good as us and we're jealous of the parts of you that aren't racist
why would asians not be as good as white people? That doesn't make sense
they're not even different from us at all
um bc just bc they're different from you you set them aside, say they are a different kind of species
we're all human
what are you even talking about
the mystery of my life about worrying @ asians not wanting to be asian
if we were different species than interracial marriage wouldn't even produce children
well most asians don't really look white
why does that even matter
well there are ppl racist about my dad being from up north
that's not being racist. that's regionalist
my aunts r cool
yea but i dont give a shit
its different. and just because some people hold views doesn't mean you need to
if you don't care then why bring it up
well i feel more floridian than my step cousin whose dad is from fl
ne way his mom is cuban but so is bella thorne's dad i think
bc i said what i said
and why does that matter?
bc i have a foot in the cold
what does that even mean
i know @ up north more than ginny
well then prove it instead of running off
i go up there and they think i'm from there
oh well i mean it's nothing specific
I have a jersey accent
i c
i had to acquire regionalism
everyone does
my accent seems southern pennsylvanian. have an ancestor from the southwestern border, don't remember where
cool
yea bc that made me in on johnny depp. 3I
Johnny Depp is cherokee
o so he has northern blood, too..
y is he tim burton's twins niggers from the south
I suppose but that doesn't matter
what does the N word even have to do with this conversation?
just a word. 3I
well its rude
well its funny
so I guess Faggot and Dyke are funny too?
*snort* yea
if you do it online
what?
if you post curse words online so ppl can see
curse words I like. racist and or sexist terms I do not
wut @ honky
well what will you say
i dont do it against good people
racist
u dont believe there are racists in fl
well how do you know who is good and who isnt'?
um well i mean ppl fight all the time.. you know
it gets me riled up inside
ppl only like me being from se & ne fl
everyone fights
it doesn't mean they're bad people
well ppl from the ne are more english
ppl from the midwest r german
not at all correct but whatever
pennsylvania is irish, german, swiss .. farms
have no clue what the cities r 4
do you have im bc fb wont play the sound
no. I don't
i thought u did gmail so you don't go on and the box doesn't pop up.. just checking. :|
ok then.. u gonna get it? anyone ever mention it. :|
I do gmail. I just don't chat on there
o well u dont have to connect me, there
hang on I'm gonna turn on RuPaul
ok
hey wanna know something funny i listened to swiss classic radio on itunes and i turned swiss and then auditioned for amtc and then landed in ginny's class after a semester
whats amtc
a christian audition site from orlando that comes here every 1/2 year .. found out @ maggie elizabeth jones there
luv her on twitter
shes from atlanta but went to new orleans to film i think and now looks new orleanian
oh you're a christian?
dont go to church but did organ
did choir
loved church music
yeha
i wanna do sunday night mass at a prestigious basilica with younger adults
sure
im better at speaking than other people
they never acknowledge me
is that so?
yep
i used to have a high voice
now it's low
so high
because you speak quietly
yea i dont seem to yell..
brb bathroom
back
its funny being from florida how your memory seems to fly out like shit and you get knocked out so easily
its not good tho to remember to many little things
its like no one cares about speaking sexily
its funny ginny doesn't care about anything but herself
I care about speaking sexily
gud
and that's just how she is. I love her to bits Iv'e had her three semesters in a row
cool im taking off in the summer when "the ellen degeneres show" stops. i think i'm spending it @ disney.
hopefully also @ 6 flags
you know Ellen is gay right?
+ the pool
yea
ginny is gay
im not
unfortunately
no she isn't
well maybe for younger people
well she married a younger guy
she had a husband. that doesn't make her gay
what do yo umean unfortunately
i mean like some ppl r gay and will have fun and some arent
i mean she really cares
but so do i..
so only gay people get to have fun?
what?
yea
i mean i used to like older women
like older than my dad
not like gramma..
so im not gay
i just like mothers
okay
do you like men
yea ':} but i mean who wouldn't
i had a boy friend when i was 5 and 7-8
awesome?
yea pretty much was old enough to marry
I don't particularly like men. it takes me a lot to like anyone actually
yea i like younger boys
like how young?
there's this cute 1 @ orlando ballet, but .. oh and there was 1 in my neighborhood alone but guess he won't talk to me
you know maybe 16-21
the 1s in orlando
he is SO attractive
what's his name I might know him
i dunno but i mean he looked so european
so??
not like german, like english or maybe part german i guess
um he was pretty sexy i mean looked different each day
if you ever visit me we can walk over there, maybe like on halloween and ask for his info
what part was he playing?
noo that was the 1 in orlando ballet, was really small and looked kinda unhealthy, big head, gold or light brown rather hair, looked english
played like a sprite in the 2nd thing of amidsummernightsdream
the other 1 actually doesn't have light brown hair.. when they do they look stimulated