Red

Before I also was stuck with the initial red.  I told my dad I won't shave it off this time, too.  Now it is bleached and may have to be redyed after I try the stuff to take out this color.  We wasted then would be hovering around $50 for nothing.  Just because I didn't know how bad it was to do it yourself.  My dad cuts my hair, too.

Removing the Hair Dye

It didn't work well on my hair.  Wal-Mart here sells those things in the hair dye aisle, on the middle top shelf, that gets rid of hair dye.  It has a picture of a few women and says what it does.

So I have on my Halloween hat, but it didn't work on all of my hair, just on the top mostly with some tint on the other parts.

going 2 the movies

2 c hereafter

Natural Hair

Too bad I got rid of the ones that show hair that's not black and brown.  It started out with blonde highlights from the sun.  Then, I had strawberry hair smooth on black slightly frizzy underneath.

Dying My Hair Again Tomorrow

I have bleached it before.  I have to bleach my black hair and see if the blonde works.

149.6

going 2 work out

and dye my hair

146.8

I lost all this within a short period of time, like overnight.

I lost weight.

Now, I am down to 147.2.  Before I was around a little over 150.

Still Sick

lying in bed

I wonder if I should go to bed.

jogging

working out with my dad at home later

Eating With My Fam

I'm just cooking rice waiting for it to eat with the orange chicken.

All thru high school

I went to ballet once a week though I wanted more.

If you were wondering about my parents

My dad's birthday is July 25, 1950, and my mom's is the 23rd 1959.

I'm losing my double chin.

I did all the weight machines and then did elliptical and treadmill for 20 minutes each.  I came home and jogged some.

Also it's fun my dad does the bike and I'm too sore to sit there long.

I just got done in the laundry.

I feel a bit sore and tired from working out. I did all the dishes already.

Am I the latest person to be a theater major?

I strangely, hearing the theater auditions, wanted to do that second to music.  Something happened and Hurricane Katrina came.  Now I am 24 and trying to think clearly again since I was like 19.

Going to the store

and vet and gym today.

Theater

It just helps me focus to realize a foreign object that being dance.  I know I can make it.  It's up to my choices.

I kinda wanna do ballet instead, but for some reason it doesn't look like the right choice.

Theater is okay as well.  It's the reading that gets me.  I thought theater was not supposed to be so much to remember, though I had no problems.  I wish I started this when I was 9.

Problems With Reading Comprehension

I still want to do theater, but there's a myth about high school theater or kid theater being better, not too late.  I think that dance is very important and that it's about socialization.  I work out at the gym and jogging.

They divide these classes into beginner, intermediate, and advanced.  I take it I will progress in jazz but not hip hop.

Dance

http://www.spotlightdancecenter.com/adult_schedule.htm

I want to go here and take adult hip hop and jazz.  I am sure it will help me become a dance team member with the kind of competition I've looked into.

I always wanted hip hop, and jazz.  I already know how to do ballet, too.  Just dancing is fun and it's a nice achievement to get down and working.

They told us.

The grandfather told us.  But, he doesn't look that way.

The Nigger in Me

Well, my dad's mom has ancestors on her dad's side that have some kind of Native American that was burned down where the records were kept.  Shultz may be Swiss Jew, and Kifer may be Polish Jew, though none spoken of.

Chinese, Vietnamese, and Korean

People get disappointed in the Chinese but still ignore them.  I only know of Johnny Depp having significant amounts of Native Cherokee blood.

There are things about Asian that seem more likeable to Europeans.

Anyway, my mom's ancestors lived at the capitol area of Indonesia probably for 500 years.  There are newer Chinese there, and the Sundanese is Taiwanese from like a million or thousands of years ago.

Here is a shot of Taiwanese province woman in China with a HK guy:

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://p1.img.cctvpic.com/20091220/images/1261298211438_1261298211438_r.jpg&imgrefurl=http://english.cctv.com/20091220/102471.shtml&usg=__pV5RL7qPyJE7n75YihbPBClNFvQ=&h=450&w=301&sz=23&hl=en&start=45&zoom=1&tbnid=AAhCKeJ6L2WOPM:&tbnh=160&tbnw=117&prev=/images%3Fq%3DSoutheast%2BChinese%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN%26biw%3D1680%26bih%3D850%26tbs%3Disch:10%2C456&um=1&itbs=1&iact=rc&dur=281&ei=dAecTOGQHcH38Aa03fT0DQ&oei=cAecTMKaGMT_lgeI1qDLCQ&esq=2&page=2&ndsp=32&ved=1t:429,r:3,s:45&tx=68&ty=72&biw=1680&bih=850

So, it's pretty obvious that the picture of my mom is Chinese.  Why did it matter in the first place?

I wanna put up some pix of my ancestors which are from my dad's side, though.

I guess I feel a bit upset but not really.  It's just how I talk, my dialect, and I am mad that people are so mean because I feel singled out recently going out all weekend, so sorry but I can't go back and fix what I write all the time because when I did that was how I lost my opportunity moving.  It seems like it's sarcastic, but it's not.  I wonder.  I can't ask anyone to accept me, but when people do they try to play around.  It hurts.

I just noticed.

My hair grew back in white and strawberry blonde, the hair on the top limb of my arm, it is a little fuzzy and sticks out.  I've had white hair on my face, but my brother's was more noticeable.

Going to see that owl movie

first eating out and later walking around the mall

It took awhile.

She was a ballet star in the community.

Having just posed a picture of my mom...

...she was the #1 champion of gymnastics.  She did ballet as a child since there was no ice skating and then in high school she did gymnastics.  She was thin and is petite.

I just lost a lot of weight.

Well

That took awhile.

I wonder why I can't send myself a friend request on MySpace.

Going 2 the Mall

I wonder what rides I will go on.

I'm definitely not doing the boat.  I don't like the swings.  I can do the revolving things and if there's that ride that has boats that fly in a circle with loud music, called for us the Rock and Roll ride.

I'm also apprehensive about Halloween.

We are eating supper there, too, so I wonder what it will be.  I just ate kinda a lot.  I won't throw up on a ride though.

It never gains otherwise.

My weight did sky rocket.

I'm going to a festival tonight.

I wonder what's wrong with our new neighbors.

I did see them this time.

The lady at this little gym I go to knows my name!

My dad and I go there about each night.

It took me so long to lose weight from the M&Ms cookie ice cream sandwiches.

I had all but one that my dad had.

Working Out All Night

SLT

I remember at Slidell Little Theatre after we did You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown as the senior play that the kids in YATS (Young Actors Theatre) sang it as a special number.  It seemed renowned.

Who I Hung With

I always clung to the outcast, you know try to be nice.

So, I put the peppermint patties in two large bowls for Halloween.

I got this huge pack at Costco.  It had 175 small sealed wrapped patties that we're gonna use for Halloween.  I told my parents we'll need to like give 10 to each kid.

I'm going to a festival

sometime this weekend, from church, though I'm too sick to sit through a service.

Flag Team

This girl I hung out with who was a year older and played flute in the band didn't make the flag team, though.  I think I was only gonna do it if she did it.

I took down my Facebook blog.

I just said about online people "removing me" from their friends and about if I should see relatives, Thanksgiving, my aunt's new place..

I landed a role.

In elementary school we read to get a part, and I got picked because I was most enthusiastic.  It was hotel managers for when Mary and baby Jesus were looking for a place.

College

I wonder if that was a guy from UCF.

I just did 11 laps.

We have a loop I run in.  I don't know how long it is.  It takes 10 minutes or maybe more.

So I started going faster than a dead jog near the end.  My mom called me right when I hung up checking messages, for credit cards and things, college.

Excited

My dad said to see a dermatologist in January.

I wish I did flag team.

I made it for my second year.

I like My Fair Lady, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory themes.

I have so many pictures and videos.

I hope they weren't really lost in Katrina.

I just lost some other picture.

How can Italians take away race

from Chinese|Oriental?

My dad says

I'm seeing a dermatologist this time about my blackheads or whatever they were|are.  The grease comes out like pegs on a pore strip.  It seems natural to me.  I just waited too long and never used pore strips until 21 when I came home from school already and we moved again.  I was sleeping with my brother after Katrina in an apartment with his dog.  I did have a laptop but just looked up stuff and stuff and planned out some school schedule dreams,

Last time I went to a spa lady twice, first in her home and second in a place.  But, she didn't do anything different as far as sucking out blackheads banging in my forehead with the suction like ripping.

Do you ever feel singled out for trouble?

What do you think about kids

getting smaller?

Some are tall

some are not.

Do people realize the jokes they make about beer?

They think that "drunk" = bad and that it means something that's not to their liking, like if they think someone nice is stuck up for people liking them, they'd say that's a drunk fantasy.

I wonder if I'm vaccuuming or sweeping. Why not?

I can try to neat up my clothes, but I dunno.  I hang my clothes to dry in my old bedroom.  I'm in the garage.  I want to get rid of the short shelves just taking up so much space.  My dad just set up the living room for music.  This guy is coming today to help with music, an Italian named Danny, tonight.  My dad is gonna get shoes that fit me I said at Wal-Mart because I want to spread my toes when I work out.  The laundry room is right next to the garage where I'm staying.  Maybe I need to move out the drawers to somewhere so I can use the whole thing.

I'm saving my energy for laundry.

Then I can see what the situation in the kitchen is.

I'm doing laundry and have to fold towels!

Why was this guy shaking his leg the whole second half?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PN0qSWpfuOo

This one is better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-YOJulZzUM

Oh my ... , is this guy ... ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4dxCAa0DbM

I look like Mia Wasikowska.

http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/135/l_d447f0f7e9e64338a6bdef37320e32d6.jpg

She is the girl who starred as Alice.

I wonder if people are starting to

let you not worry about things that are of your race but not your parent, like if you're a south Chinese without slit eyes you won't have extra skin nor a monolid.

I think it's important because usually people pick on those they are more jealous of and leave the rest alone.

I am looking for class pictures.

I don't see what I'm looking for, at least not yet.

Gone

I'm helping my mom take my brother's dog to the vet.  I will work out later after supper, 7 PM.

I'm back.

We also went to Popeye's.  It went well.  They took blood sorta on the side of my arm.  :s

I'm going to get my blood taken.

Then, we're going to Popeye's.  We might go to Costco, too.

Movies

first something to eat

About|Almost Time to Go

I feel a little tired, but I woke up at 4 and went to bed around 1:30.  I took a shower last night and this morning and brushed my hair right.

I'm really glad I'm going out.

I like staying home, but sometimes I just need to go out.  It feels like an emergency.

We're gone for the day.

We're going to eat at the mall and stuff.  I listed like 5 places, library, grocery for last, Wal-Mart.

What I'm Up To

I'm doing all the chores and slept earlier this time.  So I'm a little tired to be doing chores.  I was making rice with water to make it mushy to the point you can hardly see the grains.  I feel full.  I wonder if I should have really had the peanut butter and toast for the first time in awhile.  I just made a new batch of the rice.

I just cut my toenails.

Ah.  I am fat, so you can't see if they're not cut.  Before you could, when I always was 100-105|110.

Tim Burton Video

http://videoteka.novatv.hr/multimedia/tim-burton-primio-visoko-francusko-odlicje-za-doprinos-u-kulturi.html

I took another shower!

Ah!

So, I shaved my private and legs and underarms.  This is so refreshing!

I'm going to take a shower.

I am cooking mushed rice, rice with water that turns into mush if you leave it in long enough with it warm|hot.  It takes a long time.

I did all the chores this morning and even washed my sheets.  I have my clothes ready too now, cleaned up I mean.

I wish I tried for gifted earlier.

I was really very sad

I didn't try out for Talented Theater yet.  I did it as a junior and just did Talented Music my second year.

What should I have done my first year?

I regret taking Art II now.

Phobia

I was never encouraged to get good in more than one thing it seemed in a way, but in another way I really was.

Issue

It seems things are going better.  My one thing was that I not get in trouble because other people curse.

Anne Hathaway Video on "Alice in Wonderland"

http://www.accesshollywood.com/dish-of-salt-anne-hathaway-on-alice-in-wonderland-and-obsessing-over-tim-burton_video_1203821

She looks so nice!  The interview did look and sound a little uncomfortable.

Comment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdfZAPYVN28

Application to UCF

All I need now are my test scores.  They didn't ask us to give them our old transcripts.

Wet Every Time

Every time I walk|jog|try to run, I get sweaty.  My underwear is all wet and so is my back etc.

I'm going for a jog!

Looking Back on High School

I know I was smart for not taking Spanish I nor French I my first year.  Spanish I was what was available when I decided to do it.  I only liked my first year of high school.

Today

I just had my second bowl of Ramen Noodles Soup.

My hair is looking a lot better with Pantene Pro-V Frizzy to Smooth.  I saw it advertised at the movie theater, and it really works.  I was also looking for something new as well.  It feels so natural!  It seems like there's nothing wrong about it.  We went to Publix and I grabbed the 2 in 1.

My nose looked better.  I just put a strip on the right side yesterday and I really needed it.  I think it's not only gross but terrifying.  I think I always had them.  I wish I took care of them when I was 9 or 10.  I don't know if it's much harder because I keep getting at the pores that became more opened up rather than worrying about around my lips.

You have to do it yourself with pore strips, Biore.  Ponds make you wet them or something, and they didn't work for me.

There's the trash man.

It's not like it's unending.  There aren't as many blackheads all over to the sides of the forehead.

Wow I wonder what the trash man is doing.  Those neighbors supposedly were moving out.

Do you think people in janitorial jobs are more like movie stars because it's something physical?  Also, comes to mind, what about the ads to get a degree in Criminology to make $60K+ as a crime fighter?

My dad just closed his door.  I guess he's taking a shower now.  I feel a little like lying down.  I was out talking to him this morning.  He already knew I was coming and was waiting for me to come out.

I am going to lie down.

I wonder if I'll get up again. My stupid computer isn't going to sleep!