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Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Going Mobile Soon

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A special Behind the Scenes look at the making of "HERE WITH ME"
link

http://www.facebook.com/TimBurton

That's cute...

"Can I be included?" =}

So, when do I get to be a young adult? I want to be included with everyone else.

Designated Spokesperson

Why does Helena Bonham Carter feel she has to be a designated spokesperson? She's kinda dumb or that either or impossible might be the other term that I might I dubbed it. :/

Everything She Does ) ) )

NIGGER 3[ Why is everything NELL BURTON does right?

TV

I'm looking at today's episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I thought that New Orleans was on the water!!! '80

I had the whole frozen pizza, a cooked. 3I on water zucchini, a big hunk of beef I almost died on, ... I think that's it, and water.

I watched the episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." It was so cool to see Jillian Michaels and her 2 adopted kids. She has an older black boy and a baby white girl. I need to look into her more, have a DVD of her.

I have to record my homework, need to go to bed, need to wake up and iron my pants, get ready for school. I cut my bangs and want to straighten them, might need to cut them more if they don't bounce back.

I'm staying late after class to work on a group project, so I'llbe home around midnight, probably won't go out and get any food but maybe. Might be too tired, might go for a jog, will probably watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," hopefully do some singing soon.

I'm so winded, wondering about my break in the summer with Ballet I. Maybe will take Speech and the other CC Diction class with Ginny.

Facebook Posts

http://www.facebook.com/ellentv

Cassandra Roy He is awfully funny, but you make me laugh much more!
http://www.facebook.com/cassandrasroy

ME I wonder if he is German.

ME @Cassandra - Yes, he's not just hooked on Ellen DeGeneres.

Sandy Hall O'Hearn He is adorable. Miss seeing him!
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Like: Amie Nance Koporc
http://www.facebook.com/sandy.h.ohearn

ME @Sandy - Cute. Love your dog. You, too, Karen. :)
@ Karen Ness
http://www.facebook.com/karen.ness.90

ME Hi. :)

ME Yea.

ME Cute dog. U..U
@ Judith Zamrzla Gilbertson
http://www.facebook.com/judith.gilbertson

Jenny Schueneman I laughed soooo hard! My dogs got excited too!
http://www.facebook.com/tigerj3

ME Expecting a performance?

ME I need to watch the full episode. She looked happy for her birthday but didn't stop to dwell on it.

What I'm Doing

I'm gonna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and am gonna have a regular pizza, which doesn't look particularly appetizing, was gonna save and have pizza at the mall later but probably will well maybe will want a sammich at Barnes & Noble. I have to record my homework and do my journals, I guess. Wait, I did them, don't think they're due Tuesday but may print them out when I get there. Allowed to wear a costume, teacher said I could come in like as a sorta Vaudevillesque person. My new shirt came with beads, though, so I think I'm just wearing that.

Livin in Style 卐

So, my concern is the style I have from the birth year my dad was born, that people born before and after are better yet not as special. The other concern is his having Jewish last names around Germany, so guessing it's prevalent in German-Americans, maybe especially from the Pennsylvania area. He's also Native American, probably, which would pose as another issue. In Orlando, it's been hard unraveling the rest of the mystery. I just don't come compact from his side, I guess, but my mom is like that. So, for me, I have a mom like most people's dads and a dad like most people's moms, so it seems cool. However, I get the feeling no one and Ellen DeGeneres don't really "like" me, just find me accomplished, like I'm lucky or have a good last name and nice supplementary names and my mom. I always thought I was my mom to the world. I think my dad is a good person but not an attractive 1 but entertaining in a way that is beneficial and educational. I'm pretty much at a loss from who I was. I became a different stereotype, and now I'm kinda nothing. I used to be interesting and alive, and I wish to be young again. I just wasn't so juicy and bubbly. I was authentic because I was just ½ Chinese. I was sorta put behind a glass case of untold perfection. My dad was white, so everything was okay in the New Orleans area. I can't believe Ellen DeGeneres is not like this. Like, she is allergic to it. I know I am. I never thought being Native American indian helped me with the Chinese other than being not racist and to add another Asian culture. People thought my mom just was not that attractive and was a midget. She grew old after we were born. So, I guess that didn't work out too well. Then, people were interested in non-Americans + non-Latinos. Black people are very violent and for some reason seem American. I'm just guessing that there are other people who don't want to be American, like the Native Americans. Like, they can't seem non-American to just real Africans. They lost their culture. Anyone would have. No one cared about a British accent on the surface. It only got in the way of America. Any American accent was desired. People coveted my mom's grace and were envious of her strength. I just extracted the goods from my dad. However, now, I have racial problems from my mom that are desirable over other non-whites. However, my dad is not as sexy as my mom, so I'm not like as sexy as I thought I was. People encourage my dad to be sexy, and I'm not my dad. I had a good relationship, but then history happened. I had a hard time in junior high, Catholic, homework, wasted classtime, so much. Also, it was about me not having enough physical activity. I was afraid to do modern dance, and my mom only let me do ballet 1 day. She thought maybe I'd do something else, did cross country. It was a huge thing, dance team, but I found out having natural blonde hair is an asset. Maybe not white. I don't know anyone with a sexy dad, maybe my cousin. However, her mom encourages her to be mean to me. My cousin wants to be how she is. She is under the curse of our family. Please, let me out of this world, you only encourage the rest of them.

Facebook Photo Share

I shared 1 of Órla Karron Fallon.

Facebook.

Boomers

They think you always have to be sucking up because it pretends that they're a monument of steel.

Infantile Projections

Why does my dad get mad at me in infantile states growing up with my mama, hurting me, forcing me out of functions, because of something I didn't know that isn't as good?

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Monday, January 28, 2013

My Mistakes, Only

So, any mistake just I make is such a big whooping deal?

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Shower-Bath

In the bathroom.

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My Mom

I come from my mom's, like, rearing, background, heritage, definition, posse. With my dad, I'm not a swinger.

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Artsy Dads

Ellen DeGeneres's job is to get mad at people being nice to me. Maybe, she's not as nice but has an artsy dad.

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Unhealthy Dads

Why should I accept my friends with unhealthy dads? I won't.

Also, I don't believe in reveling in shit.

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Okay.

So, my dad isn't okay?

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Online, at the Time

It's not fun not having Facebook, and no one is online. Oh, well. I mean 2 Facebooks. Can't check pages, I think. It's in Newsfeed.

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Poky Parent

Why does my mom think I should have come out as a parent and why do his sisters also seem to think like they are making fun of me for being just good with my dad?

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Secrets

Can you do you have time to repeat to me what was just said? Look, you already know all about me but not like people's capabilities, right?

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Humble Father's Kid

So, why do I have a tacky American dad? I'm a girl. If he doesn't change is his problem. He isn't always that way and probably is old and still quite racially insecure. Why didn't anyone treat me better? I just am not more like my dad's flaws than others.

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Less Experienced in Experimenting

The Brritish in Les Miserables are less experienced in experimenting with voice than me.

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Burton for Kids With Younger Dads

Think of the woorrlld cretded for girls and kids with younger dads.

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Farm Folk

Why are you farm folk taunting me?

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Saucy White Babies

So, why are babies encouraged to be saucy, stop acting like I'm not white enough because I am.

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On the Sidewalk

I'm sitting on the side of the road.

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Lifesavers

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Valentine's Sweethearts

Í haven't decided what candy to bring b4 Valentine's.

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Was Sitting Down in CVS

I'm Lthe baby.". B:)

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Racial Mistakes

My friends can mÉss up because of their race.

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Protection

Bitch's moms protectm

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On the Side of a Road

I'm sitting on the side of the sidewalk, ate on the sidewalk, under four dollar.

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At School

I pushed a big, triangle, royal blue confetti from my rm aaside.

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Mad?

So, I wonder if my old choir director thinks her attitude is right, racially. Maybe, I was supposed to wear makeup like a woman. No clothes in stupid goddanged NEW OLREANS ,:p

TV

I watched “The Ellen DeGeneres Show” online, the clips.

She thinks my mom is a nigger, but that mean she’s a nigger because only a nigger would think my mom is a nigger. I didn’t dub her 1. She’s just being forward, and that’s bullshit to me. She’s flirting like white people from New Orleans. I always feel like … them.

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Funny Things @ Class Last Week

A black guy was being moody so I moved and had to walk across the room. I heard a loud binder outside and checked it out and was like okay to this cool girl. It hurt the sensitive girl I was talking about. I forget what else was important. Oh yes, I was outside the room in the middle of Improv and just started laughing out of nowhere, several times spaced out.

Facebook Post

http://www.facebook.com/ginny.kopf

Exhausted from the stress, but relieved and so blessed that my ex and best friend, Ron is found. Still don't kno where he has been "released" to (out or to another hospital) but we're looking into it.
I have been working steadily throughout this ordeal. When I am going through horrific things, I am someone who can still deliver my personal best, because to give and give and give is my joy, AND it serves as a true oasis for me....I think a God-given oasis.

You are an x? I wish I had my good relationships, still, but I chased them all, away. Well, it's a bit late to worry about a serious "relationship." Why not further your education or be more active on the computer?

An Aura of Foreboding

At the Key West ghost tour, I already sensed the agony at the motel.

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Popularity

Why wasn't I popular in Saint Augustine?

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A-tten-tion!

So, now, at 26, I will come up to you, for attention.

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Facebook Post

to Ginny Kopf on being gay

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Liking Kids

I wonder if my mom likes Nell Burton - nah because I'm not my brother.

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Cut

Where I cut my hands hitting them, it is thinner and sensitive.

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Going Mobile

Shower-Bath

Available for Counseling

I've already been available to be corrected.

"What 80s baby?"

Ever think, when I was a little girl, this is the attractive, snazzy, healthy, "supple" way that I remember my life being.

Isn't that like the culmination time zone of all the technology and modern art clashing into surrealism and simplified logic?

Sanitation

It smells kinda like greasy in a soft yet somewhat striking way. I just put all the food trash in a bag. :} Yesterday, last night or tonight. I wanted to clean the bags from the floor. Maybe, I will after my shower-bath.

Ate

Crackers With Cream Cheese and Chives Spread
Cracker Sticks you Dunk in Cheese

The Funny Things

So, Ellen DeGeneres would rather argue with an old friend for flirting me away and giving me time to soak her in..

Ate

I just had the liverwurst that was sitting out.

There was a good bit left but didn't seem like much, have to leave by noon but will nap and bathe still. :D At least, I found that dress, plus blazer. 3D

IMDb

I posted 3 songs of me singing on I MDb:

"The Doctor Is In" from You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown
http://youtu.be/KFn0IkCpv5s

3:01-3:21
"Memory" from Cats by Andrew Lloyd Webber
http://youtu.be/1y3OZHC_uVY

"Another Suitcase Another Hall" from Evita by Andrew Lloyd Webber
http://youtu.be/liPAngSxE0g

Snoopy Tongue

When I make a tongue like my mom, why does it look like Snoopy the dog from "Peanuts?"

nu videos of me.

1 more coming up, #8, "Go Go Go Joseph."

Enjoy! 3D

YouTube.

Shopping

I asked my dad to get me the pink dress and blazer, a nice Mardi Gras color like the nice, friendly, pleasurable colors on my blog :} tomorrow since the sale ends.

Oboes

eBay

eBay

eBay

Shopping

This dress instead, XL: Macy's

Neating & Tidying

If you already said I don't have to have traits of my dad that are displeasing, you can't suddenly say I need to have it in place otherwise.

Shopping

$53.99

Largest Sizes

XL Deb

L Pink Macy's

They sell blazers without buttons. I couldn't find any skater dresses that fit me much. They don't go up to XL. I keep having hot dogs and hamburgers because I'm not rich and can't eat out. I mean, I don't have good recipes to slave over. I'm just a plump girl, a few hot dogs..

How I Feel

I feel tight from working out. Hey, I thought it was just only like 12:30 A.M., and now it's 2:30 A.M. *yawn* I get to go shopping. I guess I'll look online for clothes. 30

YouTube Playlist

I added a video to Covers of Me.

YouTube

Task

I guess I'll make a grocery list, 1st.

Shower-Bath

DayQuil

I need to brush my teeth.

Ate

Hunk of Beef
Medium-Small Peanut Butter Cookie
Big Piece of Vanilla Cake and Frosting With Some Frozen Melted Whipped Cream and Breyer's Vanilla Ice Cream

I brought the rest of my liverwurst into my room.

I was gonna have a ham, bakery bread, lettuce head, American cheese, and I think lite Italian dressing my dad got sandwich, instead of a frozen pizza. I want the pizza at Barnes & Noble sometime but really like the sandwiches and want to try more, also liked Panera Bread but want something cheaper next time since I didn't like this. I didn't like something I got at the mall with sauerkraut, a sandwich. I get sandwiches at school, too.

Facebook Post

photo

Nice picture. Mrs. Zwieg|Ohmen looks very happy and good, now. Mrs. Veneman|Chapman's granddaughter is so beautiful. That looks like a pleasant place to eat. I hope everything is going well. The baby is so cute. http://cab1986orlfl14.blogspot.com/2013/01/facebookpost20130128.html

Well, I'm working out now but not too much and thinking of doing Ballet I in the summer, otherwise wanted to take Organ and have been told I could. In the Fall, I plan to do Movement for the Actor and Diction from a teacher who has done voices at Disney World since the mid 80s. I'm taking Acting I, Improvisation, and maybe Voice for the Actor from her, now. She also teaches Speech and another kind of vocal diction class at another community college. It doesn't sound as fun but at least is something different, could not make it this semester. I think I'll be ½ her age as this semester ends. I just auditioned to be an actor and was told to take classes and decided to look for a teacher I liked in something to do in the community already I think. We are encouraged to come again for Acting I. Voice for the Actor has the packet but is only 2 credit hours. I was gonna do Weight Training or Tennis in the mornings but maybe next year will do Ballet II and then Ballet III|Intermediate, also is Pointe I & II maybe after. A girl said I could perform just ballet, as well. I would take Improvisation, again, I know, too. It is nice sitting through her classes, but I will probably have to do something else, find something else to do, here. There's always the performances for the colleges.

Ate

Chef Boyardee Canned Macaroni + Cheese
Liverwurst

Cooking a Hunk of Beef U..U

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Sang

I'm loading videos of me singing, might take all night. Should be something good to mark off.

Ate

Cooked. 3I in Water Asparagus's

Edit

I had to move the tag for Danny Elfman to the same category, not sure what happened there...

Problem

Why do I keep thinking of my dad's oldest younger sister in tacky ways, like just blogging it's coming up? I thought she was 1 to have made her statement. It seems like blogging people all attacked me for having fun because they're jealous and don't feel like it. The messages just keep coming. I don't care what you have to say every time I saw a curse word in my blog! ,80

How I Feel

There's sweat dripping down my forehead. p3

Getting Personal

Why are people like looming in on me telling me they're getting private making me feel silly at little reactions, like everything has to mean something it doesn't mean? It's because I don't want to and because of who my dad is, like how maybe he's not very condensed.

How I Feel

I'm pumping a lot and sweating a lot, feel more like a physical, solid person in the army from jogging with weights for an hour, recently.

Ow

I bit the inside of my mouth on the bottom a little to the left, eating my French Bread Pizza, which kinda is getting old.

Ex er cise

Jillian Michaels No More Trouble Zones

Chest & Abs
Biceps & Butt

Ate

2 French Bread Pizzas
Cooking. 3I Asparagus's in Water

DayQuil

Flying Dragon Pizza

IMDb

Mornin

I woke up like ¼-½ hour ago. I had a pack of crackers with cream cheese and chives spread and a giant Reeses. My dreams I don't remember well. I remember the last 1, I was at like a garden maze at religion class, and I was in the classroom. Something happened, and then someone had a big, juicy baby snake egg hatch in a container. After awhile, a huge polar bear came around and stopped at me so I ran out the door, with troubles, and kept handling the knob and finally locked it. I worked on locking myself out of the house. The room looked like my room, and the house looked like my grandma's, I just realized. I was already running through the trees and went up some big trees easily, and a huge, puffy wolf went up and I ran away and I think locked myself in the house but lost my phone but somehow was calling 911, which gave like a sorta grunt or sqeak as an answer. Reminds me of the Cleveland area.

Edit

I edited the side to "Deutsch" from "Dutch."

Resting

I need to rest, might fall asleep.

Forum

forum

Compliments

No Money

I have no money left. Not on my credit card. I'd have to charge $3 extra to put on my Wal-Mart card. So, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, I will need a total of $24|$30. I guess I won't be walking and eating much. I might go to McDonald's for $5 and after the new month get pizza maybe, didn't like it last time. My computer is making a loud squealing noise. There are noises in my room, too, the garage. I still have @ $9 from my dad from Friday. I'll bring food to school but probably get the diet drink.

forum

Convincing

I think my friend thought it was funny to convince a friend of ours to actually treat her hair so it'd get darker, and now she dyes it white blonde, its original color.

Who You Really Are

Why not want to solve something? Ellen DeGeneres can be special if she wants, like how she is as a Late Boomer, doesn't mean we can't be who we are, too.

Bossiness Permitted

Did you notice some people would let young people be more judgmental, if their dad was a Late Boomer?

Ill-Intended

So, why does Ellen DeGeneres claim I have ill intentions?

Snap Judgement

So, with Ellen DeGeneres, why would it help to say to d*****y her would make the sun shine brighter?

More Like That

What do you think of Tim Burton's daughter? You just see that she thinks she's so important. I mean, I like her, but it's like, um, well, okay, am I supposed to think you're better? I've seen some really cute people, too bad she can't be more like that.