Question

Why do I get the feeling someone just accepted people born @ 1996-1999 as the best and youngest?  She denied little kids.  What am I?  Embarrassed at what kids feel good @?

Problem

So, really, Ginny is not talking to me.  I post on her Facebook, and I believe she has responded once, but that is so gay.  She should never fuckin have gotten married, but she'll just say she's divorced but still cares.  It probably just says I'm not her kid.  I'm kinda not like a perv.  She really is being defiant or really has some reason that she doesn't want to talk, and it better not have to do with Tim Burton..  I have a feeling even if Charlie and the Chocolate Factory didn't come out it'd still have to do with him.  Why would you care who made The Nightmare Before Christmas?  I didn't even happen to see that.  I thought that it was like sorta an attempt at showing off.  It looked kinda crappy or crapped about, I guess.  I kinda wanted to see it for the education, but my parents didn't take me ... why would I ask to see something like that, to try to say that his art is better?  Well, he didn't draw all the glowing lights.  He seems kinda messed up, like makes himself feel good in ways other people would find undignifying and pushy, trying to say he's human and won't like talk to you unless in person, like he's allergic to the phone and thinks everyone should be able to afford a computer in 1993.  ;D  Well, you know, he might get confused.

You know, even if she writes back, I still feel that she has some issue with me, though I believe she will not write back and if she does I feel it is possible she may not.  I don't want to feel funny about it.  I've e-mailed quite a lot to anyone I possibly could..  }:D  I e-mailed about me teaching German for an art song.  I was specific about it and added my plethora of crap I had to offer.  I even said how much do you want me to pay you.  I wonder what she has to offer from Orlando.  I just feel she thinks it's cool not to answer.  If she does, I will feel like she gave up some of her life for me and that she wishes she were me because I were younger.  I am very willing and defiant to talk about that topic.  I have forums up.  Well, I mean, yea, I have a message board.  So, what should I do?  She is like doing all these improper things.  It's like I shouldn't even go to her classes.  Those were who she posted to.  No one else is talking.  Well, that's too bad.  I can still talk, even if you "forgot."  So, she is fishing like Tim Burton from California for attention she won't give.  I really hate that.  Especially if you really said you would.  I just know there is some issue.  What was Tim Burton's issue?  I know Johnny Depp was being like mimicy about not watching them online.  I thought most people did.  I didn't because I guess I knew they didn't have anything to offer, and I just wanted to post for myself.  You know, I went online other than Facebook to get info. about Pirates casting, demanded it, obviously no response.  I was hoping to be an extra.  Maybe, I will try that, now.  I mean, it's not happening.  I want the attention and the networking.  That's what you're supposed to figure out how to do.  I just am not getting accepted.  I don't want to make myself skinny just to wait for your well-fed, well-nourished, supple, elastic brat born in 1998.  Also, why wait for people like Bella Thorne to talk to me?  And Maggie Elizabeth Jones.  What about that?  Don't tell me I'm shit like younger people who shit.  Don't go looking for some older star.  Okay, Ellen DeGeneres, because that sounds like something you do, not suggesting anything about her, though..  Did you notice no one likes my old friends?  They don't believe it, really.  So, why did you waste your time on that?  I mean, what happened to your life?  Weren't you gonna use it on me?  }:D  See, how stupid that Tim Burton is?  Wow, what am I supposed to think?  Other people can talk to Ginny, and it's not about age, so suck on that.

I Wanna Live Forever

So, are Generation Z kids of Late Boom supposed to live forever?  No hope for some of the rest of us?

Being Young, Forever?

So, Ginny, do you care about younger people?

I have a problem, people, I don't wanna just be considered the peak feeling of Generation X, when I'm set up for Generation Y.

I forgot what I was thinking so might have to admit shit.  I am upset that I don't know many people.. I'm in a situation I guess, socially.. Anyway, I did notice that I'm ½ the age of people the age of parents like my mom's age would be, you know like almost 30 when I was born?  I was born in the 1980s.  The problem is that everyone planned I would not grow up until way after high school, but now Ginny feels uncomfortable around me, whether she tells you this or not.  I noticed, all of a sudden, that people who are only like maybe 15 years older all of a sudden don't see me as that much younger, some of them.

I'm also concerned about meeting people who are older and older who think they can like sorta ruin my life.  I don't understand why so many kids born in like 1989 or 1990 or earlier 1991 I guess would just be like attached to the peak generation of men born like around 1950 as old and suck up to them.  I don't know any men born in the 1940s.  I guess it's a thing about younger kids to older parents.  I know, though, that kids born in 1998 do enjoy adults born around 1960.  Maybe, they saved themselves solely for them, in life.  What am I supposed to do?  My life is changing.  People are getting like mimicy to me for saying I want people to act nice, like it's a robotic wish.  It's true, though, it seems that kids born in 1990 didn't really have it good and that 1s born in 1991 are considered like too active and then the 1s born the year after pretty much enjoyed life the way my generation was supposed to be successfully, you know? like thinking things are cute and not worrying so much about being in some certain mold and stress, in life.

So, I guess I'll just say it here on my like private forum, I mean, I want to live life like a kid, still have that interest, to post online.  As a person, I still like to be like a kid, I guess, dress like a kid.. I feel like a kid.. I look like a kid..  I was upset that boy from The Santa Claus is seen as being too young, and he's a boy but born a day before me.  Maybe, look at the star of Sydney White and Hairspray and the Olsen twins and Lindsay Lohan and Hilary Duff to think about me.  Charlotte Church, too.  Amanda Seyfried.  Brittany Snow from Hairspray.  So, it's true, if you're younger than me, I guess you'll grow up in a few years.

The problem was I still am a kid and if I'm over ½ the age of someone older than me from Late Boom, they might just not treat me like a kid.  I already have lots of problems fitting in as a generation.  The bottom line was to look like a kid born in 1997 and that 1998 was just too much, kinda prejudiced, shouldn't even exist.  The bottom line is I still am a kid, I just never really looked like a modern teenager.  I am not treated like a 1920 woman.  I will not be treated like I am too old by someone just because I am over ½ their age.  I counted from when I existed.  Hm...  That means this whole time I forgot I was passing up my mom in when she 1st existed.  Now, what?  At least, I planned, but it's just that I have a good relationship.  I pretty much have wanted to be like her.  I kinda wanna fastforward and solve my problems for like the next 3 years.  My relationship with her is good, though.  Maybe, she just sees me as her egg.  :(  Well, I look like my mom.  I just hope I am still a kid to her because if it doesn't work out I think I will need to be restrained.  I got a feeling as a Middle Easterner I was no longer young.  I'm not really Middle Eastern.  I guess I will just accept I have my mom's blessing and that the fact is what the fact is.  I still am a kid, though.  Not really, but it's like I don't feel mothered.  I'm just worried what my mom will think.  I might have to wait and see.  I don't want to be treated like I'm someone older.  I just don't feel life is all about looking like you're born in 1998.. maybe 1992? but not Miley Cyrus.  More like that girl Hayley on the Pirates board on MS.  So, help me with my mom, I really want to be a young kid to her.  She definitely doesn't see me as her age, have been trying to be like her age but feel the motherly relationship..not sure why things went wrong, really.  :|

Attractive

If you want me to change, why not in a good way, like Late Boom or Generation Z?

That Don't Impress-a Me Much. 3I

So, why are these younger kids trying to impress me with their style because I like to have ***?

In the Action

Why can Late Boomers experience the Generation Z action? You know there are issues with age of both parents and the race. I mean, even people born in 1997 are not on the dot.

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Unfair

Ginny thinks I'm not a Generation Z child of a Late Boomer- She thinks I, therefore, have to flog myself for only seeing "The Hobbit," once. Why would some twit get to enjoy themselves for who they are and want to be, and where the hell that shit come from?

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Problem

Do you agree Ellen DeGeneres is a really mean person?  That's all she does.  She thinks that reacting to you means she can balance it off.  She has nothing to say.

Also, while I'm at it, she thinks because she's from New Orleans you can't enjoy anything.

Also, no, Ellen is not the same as your X, that's what I'm against.

So, Ellen being really nice is not something I asked for but something I appreciated, but I find that I'm feeling like I'm nothing for no reason.

I will not accept Ginny nor others of course accepting Generation Z kids and not me because that is sneaky and there is no reason, you know?

Prob-le-emm

Why do Late Boom moms let their younger, more white racially "Generation YZ|Z" kids get away with things?

Stop Ignoring

You need to stop ignoring Generation XY thinking that their thinking they are something is crap because they didn't go through crap, of Generation X and YZ.

I know what the problem is..

Oh, so some kid born in 1992 or 1998 could say that and be considered not tacky.  I said the problem was your reaction to Tim Burton.

Everything I Do

So, anything I do, some kid born in 1992 or 1998 will just tell me I'm crap?

Reactions

Did you notice people only react a certain way to kids born in 1992, 1998, and around 1960?

Y O Y

Why won't Ellen DeGeneres let older kids be pampered like kids born in 1992 or 1998?  She thinks it's "the" experience.  Did you know she is associated with these younger generations?  I guess I have to question the generations in between?  I kinda followed them.

You know we grew up being surrounded with the discipline to be shit like the older generations but not grand in the style of.

Got Back

I was on Twitter..

So, I got Sinex DayQuil & NightQuil and just took 2 Nightquils, stopped practicing in the woods.  8|

So, I'm gonna go take a shower-bath.

I realized that this boy who was so cute from New Orleans had sinus but was like feeling sorry for me coughing so loudly..  Now, his skin looks more moist dripping on the edges.  He was rather stereotypical, but I don't know what happened.  He was just different from everyone.

I was supposed to get in Talented Music 2nd semester and be in Talented Theater.  I wanted to do theater in junior high, think my mom got me the info. like in 8th grade and maybe I was too tired and busy then.  I think I asked when we moved there but had my mind in things like classical music..  Before, I planned to quit gymnastics and do ballet when I moved.  I got scoliosis and looked like old and European.  The ballet classes when I moved healed it.  So, I just stayed in, as 1 reason.

8p

Well, okay, then..

I also realized I just want to be like a Generation Z Tween bo'n in 1998.  xp  It's nice to have a young mom.. but I mean she's note white so..  She was supposed to start having kids when she was like 19.  My dad was 35..

Ate

Thick Hunk of Beef, Yum, Bloody
Cooked. 3I Mostly Green Leaves
½ Angel Hair Pasta
Herbal Lemon Tea, Yum

Talked to my dad about Ellen and tweens.  8|

So

So, what do you think about the dorky Generation Z tweens in O'lando?  }:]

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres doesn't shit around with Generation Z, like she acts all weird it seems in private that my dad made me do something, like I have to be connected to him.  The thing is she doesn't do that to others.  It's like maybe I'm so bad, but I'm actually so good, but if I'm so good I can't be so bad..

Sccared

I think Ginny is like waiting to teach people who are like 15.  So, what, that's her 1st semester next year?  These kids that come in will be just goody 2-shoes, should fly in people from outta-town, seriously..how will we do that?  Will I still see her, might not need to.  Hehe.  Will find something else for me to do that doesn't involve suffering..