Nite

3o

Well, okay, then.

Good night.

Dirty

My pimples are dirty, have pimple cream on them.  A big puss-filled 1 peeled off in like 3 days.  I feel the other 1 pulsing, haven't felt that recently.  I know the road is dirty and maybe not good for me, my eyesight seems affected, too.  I feel like an earplug is still in my ear.  I lay in the bathtub.  So, I might go to bed, soon, just because.  Ugh, recorded some videos taking awhile to load, 3 that are about 12 minutes long.  YouTube.  xp,  Oh, I have to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," tomorrow.  I think I have a therapist meeting Wednesday, maybe should skip but maybe not, may not be safe.  Hm, just won't do my hw?  I mean it's just looking up stuff.  I see I seem sick from my tan.  I have little thin hairs sticking out.  I have a Theater journal I forgot, well didn't realize about, was gonna do it now.  Seems I may get a C.  I will pass the class and move on.  Not sure about the Weight Training, might not even be worth it, too hard.  We'll see how I feel, I'll have to ask if it's too late since I was out, but it probably is.  I don't wanna make up a class but may just figure it out.  We have 1 more workbook assignment not sure what else.  I just will be so stressed unless I pack when I wake up, did more laundry for the bras.

Bed

3(  Don't want to but loaded on carbs.

How I'm Feeling

I should have shaved.  I feel kinda beat, maybe the gymnastics, not going back, no good teachers..

I have to lie down, I guess, tired of the music?  Maybe turn it on.

Bed

Must lie down, hope I make it to the bathroom..  On my walk, well.. got tired and lay down, feel emtpy like a GUMMI GUMMI GUMMI GUMMI GUMMI BEAR.  Please don't tell me, ooh, I've felt like a gummi bear, I just didn't feel like talking about it.  Or maybe I don't have any problems and don't need to tell you.

Bed

:/

Parents home @ 8..

Good. Nite. 3)

Might Have to Go to Bed, Now

Going to Bed

Maybe, was watching Renée Fleming..  :|

dun dun dun dun

dun wanna go ta bed

So

I don't wish to teach ballet @ 5 AM, so you can take a shower @ 6, maybe dry your hair and apply makeup by 7?  Maybe not, I like 2 hours, though..not sure why, but it's in the afternoon..  :|  Because people sleep 10-6 ideally.  Just pick business.  Construction sometimes?  Dunno.  That's 8 hours in the bed, maybe a quiet evening with a jog or stuff alternating, the gym, a swim.  So, I wish to teach Rainbow kids on Fridays, was thinking 4 PM because dunno something happens later.. ah yes the mall and the movies, even.  I mean, I guess it could be at 7-8, but the mall here closes at 9.  I mean, you can walk outside.  I'd been going to the mall on the weekends.  Aw, I guess I have nothing to teach.  What will I do next semester for exercise?  I like coming at 5 A.M., the transportation is better, have to wake up at 4 if I'm just going to exercise..

Up-

So, I got up and redid my nails, cooking another burger and dog.  Have my mac and cheese out.. maybe some liverwurst?  Cake?  That'll put me to bed, then it's up at 3:30 A.M.  Should I make that 3:45 A.M.?

Awake

Don't really feel like sleeping.  I mean, I do, but I just woke up.  Not sure why.  Seems I only slept for like 6 solid hours.  Need to get back to bed and do my journals.  I need to do blocking, too!  :0  I can do that at the Therapist..

nite

I'm hungry, probably will get up and grab some pizza after I rest more.  xp

gnite

I ended on that the topic is Late Boomers, off of my interest in race, off of the interest in that we might wheeze and build a better tomorrow.  I seem to want the answers.  It's been 7 years... ) ) )

Going to Bed

Guess I just have to go to bed, didn't even paint my nails.  xp

I Decided

I needed more food. Hm. Fasting ain't bad.

The movie will relax me. I slept 12+ hours I think the past 3 nights.

I just seem bored. My body seems dead.

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Plonk

Have to go to bed soon.

Tired

Guess I will lie down, maybe sleep or turn off my computer.  :|  Don't want to but guess I will, might find something else to do, might be time for bed.

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