Saturday, June 27, 2015

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So Bored..?

I'm so bored.  It's like I can't look up to anyone/anything.

Messed Up

You can't let me get away?  Call 911.

Weirdos

You can't just throw away my resources and expect me to do okay.  What's so funny about this never happy experience for me??  What's supposed to be so funnily obvious?  Who are you to misjudge how I just said that here?  Why am I considered different because I'm more obese now?  I kept to a lifestyle regiment to lose the stress fat.  I wanna be in stuff like physical programs, but it's hard moneywise, being accepted, travel.  I'm also tired on pills..  I might join a program but do jog and have floor workouts for a minute..

I mean I am nice day to day, and this is what I get.  So what if I wasn't perfect in the pass because something weird happened?  No one warned me about schoolwork and the mental hospital.  I feel threatened to be hurt as a baby, like I can't be normal.

Wrrong

I know you're in the wrong snooping around with superstitions.

Nice Experience

I was happy for what I saw for someone else, but I caught some negative vibes.  I hope it's a nice experience.  I, like, never feel accepted.  I think it should have been more for this person as an experience, but more for this person to come at its best.

How many people can do it?

Why am I losing everything cuz I cursed when I was hurt?  Lotta people just get away with it.  Also, "this is the internet."  What praytell were you expecting?  I didn't use the words in bad ways, and maybe some could be judged that way but not meant in some vicious fashion or violent fashion.

Oh no

You can't say being mean is smart punishment, like just plain old meanness for something you don't like in the far corners of the other's brain.

If someone can't..

If someone can't perfect their act, they can't expect the whole world to, like, turn into Pixar.

Come out of the closet.

How am I supposed to know something I'm willing to deal with like I've figured everything out and older people haven't.

I feel sad like I should

lose my parents and crack down on undercover changing the world.

That's sad.

I need to appreciate things.  I just seem to have so many problems, with them too, but I don't yell in company.

Aw..

Don't get depressed, relationships/people you like are important.

People Who Are Way "Attractive" in Every Way

physically
emotionally

Why do people who are different get so attracted?  Is it learned the wrong way?  Can you let go and still feel good?? of some.  Some seem more general, but others stick out that find ways of fitting in to make others feel so good.  If I said it was hard being Chinese, you'd all say there you go Christina isn't white, but I have to be careful because people know.  It's hard that way.  I'm not a piece of trash.  It's not too late for me, compared to others I've seen out of the closet.

What do you want?

Learn to be nice on your own blog.

You're sick.

You didn't deal with anything.

nmh

Not much to talk about.  Bella did an extraordinary performance in a TV movie.  She captured people's attention in ways they couldn't even figure out.  Match her up with the best.  I hear there's a Pirates of the Caribbean 6 and 7.. 5 is being done now partly in Australia and Ohio etc.

When..

When you're all upset, you do take breaks to be mean to me.

The Dough

I need the dough.

Beginner

Why can't I type about good things?  I do type about good goals.

Uggh

I spent my time appreciating the love Bella got.  Nice TV movie.

Not Mad

I'm not admittingly mad but sad about something weird.

I just don't know why things present themselves to me as fights so often.

Am I as good as gone?  Come on.  You should have an answer.  I'm getting this yes or no thing.  Is there anything you could legit. lock me up for?  Throwing things, being mad in weird ways?  Maybe, those events have stayed with my past.  Remember, the feeling to do things even if people say no and it's not illegal and you think it's a joke?  You'll find you'll want me, anyway.  Or you think "no one'll notice."  Things that aren't really bad but can be to some?  Ever get messed up doing things you don't remember you don't believe in?  Do what's right rather than what someone deserves?  I do regret the things.  I feel more myself.  I was kicked outta my college major and not right mentally!!  I felt more before, tho.  Sometimes, I don't.  But I'm usually always there.  Also, I thought my life was an experiment and no resolution, so that might not have helped under pressure.  I bet that's it.  I bet you don't care.  This is my life.  You may not like brunettes, but I did not chose to be a brunette.

I guess it's important because that's what morality says.  Don't want to make mistakes like me.

Wha?

What do you know??  I didn't say anything.  I was trying to figure out why I was upset.  I thought what I said was appropriate.

I'm over 18.  Being mean to me is happening and I have freedom of speech..

You make yourself believe you can't hold it in.  You want me to hold in my thoughts when I have already.  It's not a big deal that you need to extract people from my life or not being nice.  This is ludicrous.

So, I didn't just "do something," but you "did something to me" in my privacy.
All ya'll have to hold onto is other people's hair color.

Pathetic

Why do nice people have a problem with me.  You know I'm nicer.  Did that hurt?  I don't hope it did!

Ha Ha

Ha ha you started it.  You can't cancel out everyone in the world so no one is there for anyone.
What did you want?
No one knows what to say.

Don't Even Know

You don't even know about me cuz you can't connect nor hold a conversation with me, it seems.

Intervening

Intervening to insist worsen my life and prevent me from having HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS!!
I know your secret.

*POOF*
RACIST.  WHO'S PERFECT.
Why am I being haunted for cursing when I'm hurt?  I'm not a bad person. Who thinks I'm bad?  No one even knows me.  It's one thing to be bad and another to do something bad as a mistake.  People make them. Everything has a reason.
Fine!  I'm not mad at someone.
You're not doing anything about your problem!  I'm not here to wait.  I'm gonna die someday, unless I am assumed.
I didn't do anything wrong.  You people wanna get with the racists.
No, I am punished for getting myself thrown in people's faces.

Facebook

Me: New Orleans has more heritage issues than Florida! In Florida, I think it's more about if your actual parents are from Florida, not the earliest settlers.

Zeeda Andrews's photo.

Meds Again

After watching Ellen and going to school as the reason.

A Good Girl

Bella Thorne looks like she's nice and from a "better" or good and great! family.  She's the kind of person I'd let rub shoulders with me.

HA HA

1st, I see something nice to me, and then it's time to say I was selfish.  I already know.

Right and Wrong

You're putting everyone else in the right when I am not to be left out as bad.

You think everyone is innocent except for me.

Why are people saying you're not my friend?

How shallow people are that sort me out from my ideal crowd.

My writing style is fine.  They just want drama in their life.  That's a selfish way to do it.

I'm not the one starting or wanting to fight cuz I'm right.

I'm sure not getting anything good out of this, in a way.  It seems like I was dumped and nothing happened for me because I was expecting to have a good time and leave on good terms.
My life ain't gettin' any better, in a certain way.

Elevator Music

I don't like this elevator music.

Wo-o-oah!

So, tell everyone they're better than me and not torture them like you do to me all day long.  All it takes is a nice little greeting.

Hi, I'm functional.

I can function in society AND socially.

Maturity..?

You let someone else take on other cultures "they haven't even been to."  You won't let me make a statement.  Bossy people.  If Ellen has a quirk where she has to tell someone they are not people cuza race then I can say something that I like to say, "being bossy/bossiness."

Clothes are..

Clothes are 50% comfort 50% design = 100% "awesomeness.."

..Lesson I Found After a Long Time

Me being beat up does no mean you can get anything you say you want with others.

Goody Good to Mean Adults

Why does she look like she wants to hurt me like she can boss me around?  Uh, I said no.

"Bad 'Nuts'"

I won't elongate my pinky, people, and I won't make my face into a square with an isolated beam coming out of it that is my nose.

Stereotypes.  Gotta love'm..

Edit

the quotes of my last post's title added

Know-It-Alls

Don't act like you know everything cuz maybe you don't.

TRASHED

YOU TRASHED MY LIFE ON MEDS WHEN I WAS IN MY MID 20s.
Trashed with my family!
Why should I put up with more than 10 years?
"They" look bad being nicer to other people who aren't as nice.
There's nothing to do.
"I'm having some down time."

Taking Out Anger?

What if you seriously take your problems out on people and that person could be me?

Even if I did something you don't like.
Why did you trick me into getting nothing?
I didn't win.
"Backstabbing?"

Telling Me What to Think

Why are you telling me what to think?  I can't change some things that easily but am trying.  Sometimes, rest makes you younger, too..

A lot doesn't make sense.  Not many people here are willing to listen to those with advantages.

I don't need people to s*** at me how to feel guilty.  I know they're not coming from knowledge.

Afraid of Change??

Let's be positive but not stupid.
You treat me so bad and if I do something you don't like about someone else you get so mad.

Bowing Down?

Why do you bow down to anyone who's mean to me?  Am I not "mean" enough?
Selfish

Not Hard

It's not hard to get along.  You just keep blaming me for stuff that just has to matter to you.  None of you are "perfect" now in ways.

Hello?

Hello?  Does this look ridiculous?  People watching me in my room making little ticking talking noises.  Everyone being mean.
Being rude to me racially all the time and trying to hone in and affect me racially is not okay.  You're weird.

As Annoying as Ever

As annoying as ever, pushing me aside, getting all the attention, living your dreams now-but not me.
I was just thinking of how people treat me like I'm dirt and they do all these big things for others like photo shoots.
Security

Messed Up..

Look, it's not your fault, not a fault in that way.

Why..

Why did you bring up Ellen like that so much?
LOL there is nothing to do.  Like when I spammed my friends.
You just gave me your problems.
Yea, I have a problem with them, too.  Look, things were okay until you came in now.
I don't need you bossy racist people to do this.
Ha ha they don't even know what I see of what they are doing.
People from Southeastern Florida are so annoying.
I know who the problem is.

Lies

You all just lie that I'm bad.  You're like a tornado and a thunderstorm.  I mean, what?  You leave everyone else alone.
What a brat.

Just Getting By

That's those innocent folks born as Generation Z.
..the right kind of attention

Saying Who's Good

When you say who's good does not automatically go to the one born as Generation Z or Millenials.. and obviously attention from Late Boom.

Is it sad..

Is it sadder Ellen does not have a kid or that we weren't infants in 1998?

Comedian Roots

I might collect jokes I make and sell it as a joke book.

Working and Meeting

Did you work hard to make yourself something?

Do you meet the minimum par?
Aren't you all in trouble for being mean?

What's your problem?

I was in the right with my friends before I moved away.
Interested in my old friends?

And..

..it upsets me that no one is there for me in time of need.  You're not in need.  I needed to know you didn't wanna e-mail with me and why.  You all were the ones who did not respond, too, you know.  It was an awkward, friendless, Johnny Depp and Tim Burton influence moment.  I had nothing to do for so long because I didn't know Facebook and MySpace were safe BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T.

What?

You're hiding and trying to beat me to submission in nonsensical ways?

I'm not a bad person.

You think you have to hurt me!

While we're on this..

..why do some people look at me like I'm bad and they don't wanna talk to me?

Big Fan Big Fan

I am devoted, but I think Tim Burton's popularity, I mean the way he is supported sometimes, reminds me of Hitler because they depreciate any intellectual talents out there so he doesn't look "bad" or something.  His minions do that.  He himself is pretty nice to speak of.  People have gone mad like Hitler with racism.  If you are wondering if I am upset with him himself, I'd have to say just that he seems to be hiding and keeping his fans in limbo.

How Things Go

Some people were just taking it easy and think so what I can change my personality like you never did anything.

People went..

People went wild about no Ellen like before.  They are just happy it's not like it's because of them.  Well, it was supposed to be because of her.  I only wonder if she's worried people would have changed her, anyway.

This is just like..

This is just like Johnny Depp and Tim Burton all over.  Once someone makes it, no one else can.  I wish I did this young.  I do other things, too.

I see people..

I see people started feeling for Ellen in selfish ways when she had her new do.  I mean like trying to stimulate her over others.  That's not Ellen.  What a lie.  How selfish.  I can say whatever I feel needs to be said, as it's a free country for you.

Pics

Nice - 1 2 3 4

Sacrificial Lambs

I found people were mean to me cuz the experiment.

Hm..

*sniff sniff*

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You People

You don't know right from wrong all the time but will know later.

Edit

I'd edited my favorite pictures list on IMDb: link.
It's funny you have to be nice to this person but with me it doesn't matter - to stimulate them more.

People used to be..

People used to be more grown-up before 2010.

?Why is it that.."

Why is it you see something attractive and it automatically doesn't go to anyone but you/one person..