Humourous

It's funny when people tell me I should be with much older people.

Why..

..can some people go without being excited/intent on seeing people like ever?

What should I do?

Am I just playing around by myself?

Really?

Do the Irish really have pep in their step, or is it the ones who are just English or German?

They think they know "what's the story."

Everything you try to say is good is "just an act."

The South

People from here who are white need diapers emotionally.

Why do some people feel they are perfect?  They need diapers in that they must let out if they see someone do something questionable that it's wrong.

Male Prowess

Why are they so proud to say how they are going to punish me, like it's my fault I did something else?

Disturbed

Why would anyone care about me?

Hurt and Sad

People are pursuing me like "there's nothing in it" in me.

They like to say I'm bad to lure anyone into sparing a few moments of their life communicating with me.

Is there anything in it?

If I don't worry about losing relationships now if I have any, can I go around and believe I am a good person again?

As Good As Blonde

I could pass as fair with my skin, which is flushed with some color and from being Floridian from the beach.  My hair has highlights but not as seethru anymore.  Yes, it has "dark roots."  When I straighten it out it's not black at all in the light.  I don't, tho, so it doesn't get ruined.

Into the Woods (2014)

It's on TV.

I'm trying to get sleepy.  Church again tomorrow!  I just used the bus to go this evening, and I will use the bus again tomorrow.  You know why?  I want to see what the people if any thought of what I posted online from the festival, including 2 girls singing karaoke.

Being "Cute" in a Cool Way

Why does my parish think only the pastor is cute insteada following his good example and giving themselves a good identity?

This Morning

I stretched up to exactly/over 5'3".  When I stand I look shorter, tho.  I see girls slouched/popped over sometimes.  I still feel short.  I'm not sure if I've grown or if I was just shorter recently.  I just slept a lot.

"Examination of Conscience"

I wonder if I deserve to be killed by the old German Nazis that existed.  They look like they're right.  What if it's something my dad believes in already, that people have to work and providing jails for criminals to live in is a sin already?

The Civil War

was pointless and not that exciting.  Who cares if the hot people in the South need slaves.

No One Talks to Me / I Don't Know People

Why do the bad people in my life hold more significance in it?

I am not talked to by others, and their negativity takes hold on my life.

It's like it's time to gather around.  People judge me as not that good because they want to find reasons to like others and not me.

People would rather fight, debate, and hold a conversation with a surprise of people but only certain people, who can't seem to hold a conversation whenever they're with me or messaging me.  I have people in my life who have abandoned me, seems to happen quite naturally with those who knew me, when strangers are so respectful and seem to have the opposite feelings about me, like they don't know me cuz they are respectfully shy even.

Also, if you know me, why do you have to know everyone in my life and have good people have to go against me?  I'm not asking for attention, but it's clear I don't get any.  It's not kinda true or something.

To Have a Round With Germany?

Why are Germans so uptight about manners and supposedly teach others, in lieu of WWI + WWII?  I mean, if I think something that's tiring to think, they can tell I am not on top of it and I'm immediately eradicated.  I don't have that kinda racial pride on my tailhide to keep me awake and aroused.  Maybe, like my mom raised me as a half Chinese person, my dad influenced me to be nothing but Irish from him.  What, are the Irish fresh outta luck compared to Germany, England, France, Spain, whatever? and he feels a debt to them cuz he's part Irish?  So, I guess Germans are better racially and that's why we shouldn't be mad at them for WWI + WWII.  They weren't going to attack, anyway.

Do you "stop, drop, and roll?"

When you see others are bad, do you take it in stride or do you find it in you to somehow convert them?  I mean "when they don't have their act together."