nite! ;D

Update

You can see my pictures now.

link

I still..

..don't see why people are messing with me telling me I should be punished.  I don't like your philosophy of me being split good and bad.

So

You shouldn't be doing this, but how long does it take for said "guilt" to wear off?

Just Saying Anything?

They are annoying me.

ah!

So, you're not nervous

to let people like Josh Groban to use his voice in his lifetime but too squeamish to anyone treat me with respect.

Computer

My mouse is acting weird and sometimes the computer.

So, I wonder if I should look for a cheap laptop as a Christmas present.

I did get pretty upset and gritted my teeth and hit the mouse thinking it'd work, feeling pressured by the people around me... pressing the buttons hard. It shouldn't matter, but maybe it does.  I don't really know, I think it was just the next thing, and the people experimenting on me know I did it.  Like, after awhile online, I have to restart my computer and the viruses came on.

Me Singing

You need to..

..get unhypnotized and reach out.

My Comment

Thank you so much for posting this, now! I always love to see this. You caught a good one! Sorry for the annoying people around you. It's so nice to have Sarah sing for us.

Concert

Sarah Brightman


Do you think I am compatible?   YES!  I love Broadway, but now she loves space.. too

Come, sing with me!  No, I'm talking to my audience, not the world class famous singer.

:)

Edit

I took the credits from my site that were leftover.

I'm not trying to get at anyone..

..and I was unaware my e-mails were shitty...

I just found my whole life is jeopardized for some strange reason at the push of a number of buttons.  Right now, it's like all over.  I feel threatened.  Why couldn't these people answer or remind me about getting a blog?

What's this..

..the rip off my clothes presentation?  I can see it in the coy smile of others.  Like, "Ooh, I was good and then decided to become bad and am bad."  Oh, "and if I am good then people will call me a n*****."

cont.

The whole world is so crazy.  I just wanna curl up in my bed and not get anything done that's in my life.  But sometimes it's hard to sleep, like about every day.

I shoulda had my mind on laundry but went out for a jog instead.  I washed it but haven't gone about hanging it, didn't feel like it this night by my parents's bedroom, maybe.

This is just crazy.

I'm not putting up with anything.  I am not the one causing problems.  Ya'll're just competitive.  You want attention, and you hurt me.  I don't ruin your chances and get in your way.  I'm rather stressed, on meds, don't get money from my parents like before.

Upset

Most people were in check before the happy sappy Burton and Depp came along with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and your Pirates of the Caribbean.

Now, you think I did something, lying to get yer asses outta trouble.  I don't trust adult figures from my childhood.

What Ya'll Made It Like

My friends were gonna visit me they said more.

You all made it crazy outside, and I could not really concentrate.

and

I think they are still hurting me.

It's funny they seemed somewhat nice, but one unfriended me elsewhere early on without answering me.

Jogged

The whole time I was hurt that life is about old best friends who won't even talk to me.  The whole world knows I spammed them and doesn't care that there is a reason.

Me Singing

Jr Hi

When I started in Florida in 6th grade, it seemed more like a public high school.  People would come to terms very easily and care and say I was very nice and I felt attractive.  So, if I became famous, it would not be a hate school.

I guess it doesn't matter.

It used to be you can act a certain way to normal people in public but with family tension builds.  You don't "tell" what you do at home.  Like, oh, at home, she's more free and unrefined.