America: A Dying Culture

We need more white culture.

I am a real person.

I do like Jacksonville and what went down, but I am a real person and I would probably grow up okay in the far Southeastern Florida.

I wonder if that's where I'm bound to go next and grow up.

Acceptance

Did you know Norse people accept taller, fair people, but when they see it's a fellow American Norse no rules apply?

My Build

I didn't used to have extraneous fat as much, yet still felt unaccepted as a person.. like, uh, to the Norse.  Didn't have a hint about them much.  Funny, Germany AND Nordic countries contain immigrants like from China long ago and others.

Just think of the people who are accepted.  I think it's my parents.  And you can't just suddenly say I am actually accepted because I look interested myself.

Americans are bad.

They think they get Europe over me cuz I'm "mixed."  They think they can act like I'm not white now, too, as of some before.  It's their "good news."  They are not in trouble for anything they do.

Being Mixed/Nonwhite

They just beat on mixed/nonwhite Americans.  Americans act like they aren't ready for Europe, but they get approved every time saying they are better than mixed/nonwhite people.

It's even catered towards mixed/nonwhites born in Generation XY.  Like, if you have a mixed baby, you get the microphone over someone who is born mixed your age.  It's like, "Okay, you're really just the reporter."

The Netherlands

I wonder if the Netherlands really backs Germany to keep it from getting angry at Scandinavia/Finland.

Pretty and Smart

Why is Europe about being pretty and the US smart but the US is not pretty and Europe is smart?

I'm not trying to cut corners, but..

..why does Ellen having a dad from Europe make her absolutely better than the rest of us, plus a mom from a cool place like New Orleans?

Nothing and Nothing

Why does everyone think I have no stake in the real world being from Florida, tho my dad is from Pennsylvania and New York state, and even when I mention the oldest continuing city in the US which is in Florida they think they have to be over and above?

They think they have more stake in Florida and don't want to desuggest my birth in Florida and hold that in.

*Unseparated*

I will not let Orlando say I'm not in the game and that I need to be separated in order for the "white" ones to do their business.

"The English"

They are beats if you are insufficient in something, like fairy dust falls from the sky.  I wonder how hot their poor really are.

"The Irish"

The English do not accept the Irish from anyplace anyway, and they may be all alone.

Being Short and Dark

People are telling me I'm racially unacceptable, that I am like a Jew in Nazi Germany and they're Hitler.

I miss..

..New Orleans and Miami, a place I never lived/visited.

Thru the Years

When I was a little girl in the 80s in Fort Lauderdale, all the other kids were off celebrating their race while I just longed for joy on the ocean.

"Coming to America"

"One America, under God, indivisible, with.. justice for all.."

You can't just say America is trash and only the Scandinavians/Finns here don't have to be trash.

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

I also found it interesting to see people from Europe do the music, Iceland, the country.  I bet Americans would like to go abroad to colder climates cuz they are fair like Barbies.  Just have to have a coat.  What do I know?  I'm all from where it's hot.  Also, people like Europe cuz it's like being white as opposed to not.  They love race.

Americans With Their Ancestry

People in the US with ancestry from colder climates are nice but may be too loopy to concentrate in school.

Some of them just concentrate even better.

Being More Open?

People acted like I needed to come out and I'd be fine, but I moved to Orlando and it wasn't.  I was not considered a bad person anywhere before I moved here.

They kicked me outta college saying I was too shy, outta my major.