Shower-Bath

Want to go to bed after.  So I am ready for the beginning of the week at school.  Wanted to go to the mall, Wal-Mart, maybe somewhere else, but I can have my dad go for me, not to the mall.  Nothing too big there to get.  There is a dress for $85 not online, 1 left in XL.

Problem

My dad acted tacky about just not giving me money and not answering.  My mom probably could use that potion.  Why do they want me to use my own money and then run out?  I didn't ask for much.  ':|  I believe that's why these things are there.  Also, if you didn't know, my financial aid didn't work because of my Withdrawals + my G.P.A., not sure if it's just at this school, though it shouldn't matter, because it was 1 semester here.  I had excuses before and wrote them down.  Have a feeling this is like before, just won't listen to me.  My mom was acting like she was better than me, and I have no idea why because I don't want to be considered lumpy.  I kinda think she's definitely a midget, even.

Money

So, these nigger people are thinking I shouldn't have spent $50 at Bath & Body Works.  Well, I mean I just got a selection of hand sanitizers.  I got like 3 cute things and 2 perfumey things, when most people get more, somehow.  My dad even wanted me to buy my own food.  Maybe, next month, I'd ask him.  I just really wanted it, and my cell phone wouldn't work and I dunno just didn't think of it, mean it was late and he was going back home.  I'm hoping he'll buy me something else, but we'll see.  It probably won't all run out, so I can get it next weekend, though I don't know if he's paid this weekend.  I can get a dress and sweater for like $50 or a fancy dress for $85.  I got a lot the beginning of last month, want to get 2 big trash cans this month.  Also want toilet drops.  I know last month I got things like hampers or whatnot.  Maybe, tomorrow, I'll at least get hand sanitizers at Wal-Mart, have him buy them, like before, so I can save the others for school and supplied and not be so addicted to getting them the beginning of next month unless my dad wants me to buy them next time because it's the beginning of the month.  Thing is now they have sanitizer in a dispenser and I wanted the shimmer gel, reminds me to find a wallet.  Also, the van came late last week, and my dad didn't e-mail about the cell phone just yet, doesn't mean anything.  :|

Ate

I had dipping cracker sticks in cheese and some of the Cream Cheese & Chives crackers with spread, pretty good stuff.  You know they're sold in vending machines, I know at my community college.  I made canned Chef Boyardee Macaroni & Cheese.  It's pretty hot, for some reason.  Maybe, I should leave an order for Panera Bread.  I also want to get the $85 dress at Sears or 1 dress and sweater that's funky at JCPenney.  So, I'm not going tonight, slept all day.  Probably will go back to bed or watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" on my computer, practice for theater, possibly shower possibly not.. maybe go on IMDb.  I feel kinda worked out, like even when I did ballet.  I'm 5'2", though.  Gymnastics has a similar effect if you're new.  I don't understand why everyone seems so much taller than me if I'm like now 5'2".  I hope to get 5'3", next.  I thought I was 5' before.  I'm trying to get my spine more condense, which seemed dirty but happened from the side flops.  I'm not lifting my throat.  My head could be bigger.  You know, it seems that I just have to think of leaving after being stuck in Orlando pretty much, though I do like to appreciate it comfortably.

No Care

Why can't some people be hurt?  Next time I see a presumptuous teen or rather adult on Ellen why can't we like **** them?  No one cares about their "ad-vice."

My parents didn't leave me $20.  My credit card didn't work at a gas station!  And the guy was being a nigger.  Also, their "ATM" stopped.

Back.

Gonna go out.  Cell died.  Took off my outfit.  Tried on the new 1 from Macy's, plan to wear it this weekend, washing the dress.  Loading pix and vid.  Forgot something in homework and rehearsing speaking words, so gotta put a calender in my binder..  :?  I have a Valencia binder, and they're even selling a sweatshirt with hearts and the school name on it.  It sounds cute, see how I feel.  xp

Shower-Bath

Then, I have to iron, pack my cucumber and lettuce, nuts, ... cracker-bread, the sausage.. water.. hm, supplies, come dressed and ready, do homework, go print it out, paint my nails, iron my pants and shirt... go to bed.  So, I'll be in bed and sleep for what 2 hours and then get to school and go to class, probably come home and go for a jog and maybe probably get something at a gas station.  Oh yea, my mom is thinking I'll use my money for classes but no it's for food and my dad will help me get clothes and the monthly supplies ... shampoo, soap, toilet drops... makeup.?

No Prob-le-em.

Look, what is your problem with my relationship with Ginny?  She is a good person.  I am a good person.

That's what it's for.

Me not paying for my classes yet does not mean you can hurt my family.  You don't have to, that's for sure.  That's what the community college is for.

-Like a Glove-

Ginny Kopf causes adverse reactions.  It just seems like the time isn't right for a total meltdown.  }:]  She takes things as a joke, too, a machine, and she looks like a machine, sometimes, because she works for Disney.  People from San Fransisco seem like machines.

A Letter from the President 'B.

So, people in business kno how money work.  BD_

On the Bus

Need 2 get breakfast.

Need to get a journal.

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Ate

I just had the liverwurst that was sitting out.

There was a good bit left but didn't seem like much, have to leave by noon but will nap and bathe still.  :D  At least, I found that dress, plus blazer.  3D

Shopping

I asked my dad to get me the pink dress and blazer, a nice Mardi Gras color like the nice, friendly, pleasurable colors on my blog :} tomorrow since the sale ends.

Oboes

eBay

eBay

eBay

Shopping

$53.99

Largest Sizes

XL Deb

L Pink Macy's

They sell blazers without buttons.  I couldn't find any skater dresses that fit me much.  They don't go up to XL.  I keep having hot dogs and hamburgers because I'm not rich and can't eat out.  I mean, I don't have good recipes to slave over.  I'm just a plump girl, a few hot dogs..

How I Feel

I feel tight from working out.  Hey, I thought it was just only like 12:30 A.M., and now it's 2:30 A.M.  *yawn*  I get to go shopping.  I guess I'll look online for clothes.  30

Ate

Hunk of Beef
Medium-Small Peanut Butter Cookie
Big Piece of Vanilla Cake and Frosting With Some Frozen Melted Whipped Cream and Breyer's Vanilla Ice Cream

I brought the rest of my liverwurst into my room.

I was gonna have a ham, bakery bread, lettuce head, American cheese, and I think lite Italian dressing my dad got sandwich, instead of a frozen pizza.  I want the pizza at Barnes & Noble sometime but really like the sandwiches and want to try more, also liked Panera Bread but want something cheaper next time since I didn't like this.  I didn't like something I got at the mall with sauerkraut, a sandwich.  I get sandwiches at school, too.

Flying Dragon Pizza

No Money

I have no money left.  Not on my credit card.  I'd have to charge $3 extra to put on my Wal-Mart card.  So, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, I will need a total of $24|$30.  I guess I won't be walking and eating much.  I might go to McDonald's for $5 and after the new month get pizza maybe, didn't like it last time.  My computer is making a loud squealing noise.  There are noises in my room, too, the garage.  I still have @ $9 from my dad from Friday.  I'll bring food to school but probably get the diet drink.