Showing posts with label Disney. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Disney. Show all posts

Monday, January 20, 2014

Thought I'd Die

on my way back from Disney but listened to "Top of the World."

Sunday, January 19, 2014

Disney

I waited over 2 hours for the parade.

Friday, January 17, 2014

Disney

I sang the American song so loud!  Ha ha ha.  I sounded like Laverne & Shirley once.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Disney World

Why is Ginny so sarcastic like Órla Karron Fallon and Ellen DeGeneres?  She acted like the kids here who are from Orlando since maybe around age 13 set themselves up to hypnotize themselves to submission that they had a fair shot at life compared to most people and that they did the right thing but that they were some *** object to Ginny just because she is like famous for doing the talking at Disney or something since the 80s.  The fact is it's just because she's attractive, too, and not like someone too skinny born like around the time of Céline Dion - and why do you find it tacky I mentioned her because it's not.  I haven't really heard anyone talk about it so don't know.  I want to talk about it, just mention it ... gotta problem, just trying to impress someone, trying to achieve some contrapted ideal?  I have a feeling it won't work ~ Just admit that she's ***y and has good ideals but gawp at the fact she's born in 1958 and has a mom from California, maybe appreciate her dad being from Pittsburgh-  I met up with people from another area, and their kids's mistake is that they are stuck up about working, like no one should help them in thinking about working, selling souveniers at Wicked, which is about the Wizard of Oz..  Bottom line don't sit there and shit with me about my parents's heritage, I'm not supposed to have to suffer because of it.  So, I mean, these kids are pressuring me not to succeed.  I want to find a place I can go, but I want to stay here so I can live easily.  They think you have to sit there and think you're nothing to encourage others to think they're nothing, have no goal they are striving for, think it's desirable, yet tacky, won't admit they have to go pleasure themselves themselves.  I know I used to be like that but not in that way.  I mean, I looked presentable, I didn't like role my eyes and buzz my lips at the teacher and show off my, like, nigger skin cells.  I didn't approve of thinking things were shit just to put off what I was supposed to do.  I wanted to be like you were supposed to, didn't think I was supposed to be like a beggar on the street, not sure how to elaborate on that nor shout it out.  Why is Ginny so inhibited.  Everyone I know who's moved here is outspoken.  Ginny just thinks I'm an adult, shoudln't know my age.  She doesn't respond appropriately, just doesn't really seem that accomplished.  It's bugging me, I don't want to have to respect like some thing she's saying I'm not good enough for when everyone before Tim Burton came around would like approach me, and no one will accept the new me.  No one even accepts I'm a kid to my mom, anymore.  My dad was already off.  He will cycle into the thought that he's not.  The kids here are totally the opposite and I can't get the pressure off to stop thinking about the pressure they have on me, that I need their attention or needed it, in some way.  They just won't get off.  I guess it's keeping me from thinking.  I want to feel attractive, not like Floridian scum.  I mean, Florida was supposed to be a good place, has a nice sea breeze and Disney World.

Friday, March 1, 2013

Hi Ginny

Well, I hope she has a long break off, like a year.  :|

In the summer, I just wanna go to Disney, guess it'll cost money, was otherwise wondering if I could stand on a boat in the water in the Midwest.

Also, I think kids here should go on break over the break, bring their homework.  They should go somewhere else, Europe, a nonwhite nation, or the Midwest, or maybe somewhere else.  I wonder if there are special camps in L.A...

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Dream

I had thee coole st most terrifying dream.

There were some scenes in the corrider where someone was like acting with music I think trying to slit someone before they slit someone else.  So, my old organ teacher|choir director went in a jail cell with someone else kinda, like a mental hospital, which is horrid.  So, I went in with someone else so we could maybe get in with her..  I know Ginny was involved.  So, it was mostly about that and something like a pop Disney performance scheulde.  For some reason, I felt a lot of *** or ************ or rather I dunno ***********.  It was pretty dynamnic, that dream, but it's hard to remember, I think I was against like some flowery sheets, just some flowery sheets, like in bunched up at the base, and like hugging it like it was Ginny or something and feeling like those art drawings like of cupid or the statues of the very human figures with drapes hanging off.  I was in the mental ward with people in the halls battling against knives slitting someone else's throat, like it's the good angel against the Master of the House, defending someone, like my old organ teacher or like I saw a big baby in an aisle, a bit sadistic in sentiment, like with some pastel but like an old or like modern French cartoon..  I saw the video of me acting and for some reason I was able to act like how I saw Country Bear Jamboree, but I can't see it no more, same with the old French cartoon..  So, I was lusting for "***" in a ward with people being murdered at bodily contact, instead slicing the other.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Facebook Post

Mardi Gras

Nice picture.. I gave out Sponge Bob Square Pants class cards @ Mardi Gras @ my cc. I take all the theater classes from the voice instructor at Disney since the mid-80s.. }:] If you want to add me as as friend, you have my permission, since I've already sent you a request, + a pm..

Store

I got thick glitter nail polish, there was cheap 1s, silver with a little blue, and I got regular blue with some silver that actually cost a lot, @ Wal-Mart.

I want to be the waver at the front of the new Disney parade.  In the summer, I might spend it going to Disney, not sure what else, guess I'll post online, sing more.. was gonna do gymnastics, not sure if I will if I go to Disney.  }:]

Monday, February 18, 2013

Ginny

Ginny has lose, warbly fat .. Doesn't eat "shew gar" (sugar.). Its consistency is thin, but the layer is very thick, like a whale. Is she actually involved in the Disney parade returning

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Saturday, February 16, 2013

Old Disney Dancer

Pennsylvanian in Hollywood. 33. Speaker. 8/

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Auditions

I was partly asleep for maybe 20 minutes on the carpety, puffy chairs. Then, I slept on the floor. The weight training I class made me tired, made me realize I am so vulnerable. I left and got a rice crispy Mickey with frosting. Before, I had a like $5 cookie. Then, I found the open candy shop and got a fudgy brownie. $4.75. In my audition, I had to shakily clutch the book. I sang "Pie Jesu," until I was stopped. I did the white bread ... 1st chicken crossing lights, quarters in jail, as stand-up, w/o rehearsing. For dance, I spun and put my leg out. My singing was the best, loved, like perfected pleasance and most reportedly least tacky.

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Hi

Found a pool with mist rising up up up.

So, I am considered acutely gifted and accomplished by everyone. I noticed in the class Ginny is having funny reactions and has funny friends.

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Try to Get Some Sleep

I feel like I'm going to school.  Gotta pack my script to practice .. for Thursday, bring the book, couldn't find info. on auditions, guess I'll just sorta go.  :|  Ugh, gotta get ready at 3 A.M.  Dig through stuff, make sure I have my keys, etc.  Probably won't do my hair.  :|  I need to pack my wallet, .. cell phone.  Cam'er'a and a stand.

Also, why does Ginny want to like make people pretend they hate me?  Maybe, things we do are hard and not that great, and we can't enjoy "what we have."  I mean, would it be any worse were there like Disney Worlds like say in areas like .. "Pennsylvania?"  }:}

Friday, February 15, 2013

Tomorrow

traveling 4-4, auditions @ Disney, must find- got an e-mail apparently Tuesday

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Facebook Post

To: Kathy Ohmen

Message:

Hi, I see lots of videos posted. Thanks for being my friend! ;D I'm taking theater from  a teacher I like, and she happens to be the speaking teacher at Disney, since the 80s. I still sing regular non-pop music, at home now.

Friday, February 1, 2013

Stuff

Yesterday, a Middle Eastern Latino and Canadian professor hit me when I did something from the back at the debate.

So, in the YouTube video of Britney Spears in the Mickey Mouse Club singing "You Know You're Gonna Be Mine," where she dances and sings really powerfully and sweetly, it's unbelievably coordinated and I connected it to the crapo infested in the Nu Orlns area.  It was like a switch, you know in French, kept flipping with pow'r, not necessarily like Ellen DeGeneres but you know yea.  I was very strong and active there, so I mean, I'm not like from up north myself but I mean I'm pretty pow'rful.  So, she is more like Ellen DeGeneres than me, and I liked watching and hope to see more.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

-Like a Glove-

Ginny Kopf causes adverse reactions.  It just seems like the time isn't right for a total meltdown.  }:]  She takes things as a joke, too, a machine, and she looks like a machine, sometimes, because she works for Disney.  People from San Fransisco seem like machines.

Monday, January 28, 2013

Facebook Post

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Nice picture. Mrs. Zwieg|Ohmen looks very happy and good, now. Mrs. Veneman|Chapman's granddaughter is so beautiful. That looks like a pleasant place to eat. I hope everything is going well. The baby is so cute. http://cab1986orlfl14.blogspot.com/2013/01/facebookpost20130128.html

Well, I'm working out now but not too much and thinking of doing Ballet I in the summer, otherwise wanted to take Organ and have been told I could.  In the Fall, I plan to do Movement for the Actor and Diction from a teacher who has done voices at Disney World since the mid 80s.  I'm taking Acting I, Improvisation, and maybe Voice for the Actor from her, now.  She also teaches Speech and another kind of vocal diction class at another community college.  It doesn't sound as fun but at least is something different, could not make it this semester.  I think I'll be ½ her age as this semester ends.  I just auditioned to be an actor and was told to take classes and decided to look for a teacher I liked in something to do in the community already I think.  We are encouraged to come again for Acting I.  Voice for the Actor has the packet but is only 2 credit hours.  I was gonna do Weight Training or Tennis in the mornings but maybe next year will do Ballet II and then Ballet III|Intermediate, also is Pointe I & II maybe after.  A girl said I could perform just ballet, as well.  I would take Improvisation, again, I know, too.  It is nice sitting through her classes, but I will probably have to do something else, find something else to do, here.  There's always the performances for the colleges.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

"Born and Bred in the Briar Patch"

Something funny is my friend from Florida came over to the New Orleans area and she secretly in a cute way that's kinda funny to speculate|spectacle on made a splash in the area and seems like she's from there kinda.  Hm.  This could be serious.  I think Tim Burton knows.  I think the whole world knows about my 2 old best friends who wouldn't talk to me anymore and who were both mean to me maybe it's okay and maybe it's justified to me.  It did make me mad just because I had no one else I could get to know as well.  I was mad otherwise.  At the younger 1 I fought back, like talked to her in a mimicy, nasty, cutting way it felt, more just was nagging, though.  The other 1 scared me.  I think the other 1 yea asked if I was "gay."  I think the other 1 wanted to call me a nigger because her mom is Lithuanian and her dad is all British.

Speaking of the title of my post, as I was walking worried that the Country Bear Jamboree just isn't funny anymore and before it was like I mean it knocked me out!  I could not stand coming here later on!  It seemed like it was made after the New Orleans area.  Maybe it was specifically spirited after the city I lived in and maybe like for example Pearl River possibly in some way.  I mean, there's also this place called like Bugaloosa a professor of English in honors in college in New Orleans talked about, had a small house, showed pictures of his granddaughter doing violin I think, had a maybe like greyhound type dog but not a greyhound, which I read a kid's book on a big fat messy-looking witch had 1 and ate it and was gonna ask to eat the horse of the guy, too, I mean he had the dog, maybe found this dunno where probably in the nation's oldest continuing city.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

My Day

So, in the bus, I was thinking I was Chinese and made like a big face with a dropped jaw.  I realized I can have a cute cheekline.  3}

In class, it was neat.  I got a Wait-A-Minute, large, chocolate, a dietary supplement, a light shake, very cute, a little on the icy side.  However, I went to the bathroom after my presentation, went between classes, and went again soon after the 2nd class started and a few times before in not as spread apart a time.  My presentation I showed the keychain my mom finally gave me with keys to the house and then I decided to go outside finally again, of the Disney Beach Resort where she used to teach yoga on Sunday mornings, didn't mention her teaching, tried to mention like seeing the spas, how you go and then it's like something you're supposed to do and then you just like do it.  I said it was so funny, I've lived here so long, didn't go to Disney World much, not as magical, not from the New Orleans area but moved here from there and how funny it was because I think they had a normal gym.

We crossed the floor a lot, the teacher presented herself like a ballerina.  I just wonder if it feels good to be her height, assuming she's like 5'3½".  She seems very mobile.  I can tell from certain things, like how she wore the shoes with the leather on the top of the toes with a cloth pattern, before plaid and now cheetah, that she is like digging into the Orlando culture a lot and is an active long-time member of the community and very happy here.  She's from San Fransisco.  Well, the area.  I think she has more Pennsylvania heritage but lived the modern life for some reason more than me.  It must be painful to have heritage in a place like:

Pennsylvania
Maryland
W Virginia
North Carolina
South Carolina
Georgia
Alabamba
Mississippi
Tennessee
Kentucky
Arkansas (never knew it was there..)
Missouri
Iowa
Texas
Oklahoma
Kansas (That's a state?)
Nebraska
The Dakotas
NM
Utah?
Michigan
Alaska
Hawaii

The places that look okay are:
•certain places of Florida and maybe some parts of Florida itself could do something dunno
•the New Orleans area
•New York
•New England
•New Jersey
•California

Canada is decidedly anit-American, and Latin America is disagreeable culturally, like appreciating culture in a European way, like Americans.
•Iregan
•Nevada
•Ugah
•Colorado
•Wyoming
•Montana
•Minnesota
•Idaho
•Oregon
•Washington
•Wisconsin

Yes, the black people here seem too casual and have seeped into the culture.  I realized that white people have let them into their lives.